I Only Love You
What's happening to us?
What have you been doing without me?
Are you fucking her?
Or is it still me whose heart you seek?
I only love you.
Nothing else matters.
What am I supposed to do?
While watching our love shatter?
These many morbid thoughts entrance me.
Razors, ropes, and pills enchant me.
Your all I've ever loved, my dear,
Even though you're never here.
It's all been quite hard on me,
Harder than you'd ever think.
Loneliness-the fear I feel,
As in despair I slowly sink.
I've felt excruciating temptation,
But I've remained true to my own
deprivation.
I've had the chances, but I've turned
away.
You should be proud that I've held on this
way.
People like me are hard to find.
The love we give is rare and all too few.
It didn't have to be you to whom it was
given,
So, be grateful in knowing, I only
love you.
