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March 5th -
Choose life. Choose a job. Choose a career. Choose a family, Choose a fucking big television, Choose washing machines, cars, compact disc players, and electrical tin openers. Choose good health, low cholesterol and dental insurance. Choose fixed-interest mortgage repayments. Choose a starter home. Choose your friends. Choose leisure wear and matching luggage. Choose a three piece suite on hire purchase in a range of fucking fabrics. Choose DIY and wondering who you are on a Sunday morning. Choose sitting on that couch watching mind-numbing sprit-crushing game shows, stuffing fucking junk food into your mouth. Choose rotting away at the end of it all, pishing you last in a miserable home, nothing more than an embarrassment to the selfish, fucked-up brats you have spawned to replace yourself. Choose your future. Choose life.
But who would I want to do a thing like that?
I chose not to choose life: I chose something else. And the reasons? There are no reasons. Who need reasons when you've got heroin?
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Feb. 18th- Je deteste computer class.
January 29th- I cannot believe how full of trash I am. I...I don't tell anyone anything relivant EVER, and I choose to dwell on stupid little things that don't matter instead of the MAJOR PROBLEMS I HAVE. Who the hell cares about these trash little details? Why do I spend so much time obsessing over them when I have so much more to think about. It's disgusting. It's not like I really wanna put all my problems on here or anything, but I should realize I have so many. This is retarded. I'm being a moron. It makes me so angry at myself, I don't know what to do.
January 26th- I...don't know what I'm doing, no one actually reads this...I guess it just makes me feel good to have something I maintain, however poorly.
January 13th- I updated my pals page, with muchos new pictures. I am -so- tired. SO tired. No updates.
December 26th- Merry Christmas! well, how long have I had this page for then? since March 28th...thats awhile. lots happened since then. sigh...days are okay lately. I had a fairly good christmas. I write too much in my livejournal, not enough in here. maybe I should get an ACTUAL JOURNAL! cept I type faster than I write. thats a sign of a kid who grew up with a computer, eh? typing faster and easier than writing. thats....odd. but I like it. same goes for that pic of the queens of the stone age dressed like the village people...odd but i like it. anyways, thats all i got for now. much love.
November 24th- A day after my birthday. I got a cd player/record player/radio, and some lps, cds, clothes...PENNY LANE STREET SIGN...flowers, money, a mini disco ball (!), and thats all as of now. Oh, I can listen to records...so many beatles records....*drool* and what else. A poem/song that's really funny and cool. There's a link to it on the main list of things now, and I may put up the illustrations...um...thats about it. It's been a good few days, and tonight I'm seeing American Splendor at the Fox with a buncha people. That will be cool. um...well, thats about it. much love, me
October 28th- im getting good at the updating...today was really weird, every one was extremely....hyper, i guess is the best word for it. last period, we had a student teacher in talking to us about the election, and for some reason this one guy pipes up "yah, i saw barbara hall making breakfast on BET" and we all burst out laughing...the whole class...he meant bt, but....imagining barbara hall on BET is too funny. w3rd. the real teacher was laughing too, at every stupid thing we said, which i guess made it really hard for the supply...oh well, it was funny. i tried to be the mature on topic one, as i do when there's student teachers, but i gave up when i looked at eva and remembered the story she told me about her mum tellin her to go fuck an older guy for experience...there is something about these dreary days that makes everyone go insane. after class i was remembering the assembly i helped plan last year, which consisted of a guy i know coming in, and he was supposed to talk about political issues, and how students should get involved...but he ended up talking for about an hour and half about how he almost got stampeded by elephants in africa...which was funny, but wasnt supposed to be. it ended up with everyone (including the teachers) telling my friends and i how it was the worst assembly ever. and it really really was. even i was bored. anyways, i dont know where that all came from...just felt like sharing, i guess. well, its not like anyone checks this. but its still fun to write.
October 23rd- exactly one month til my birthday. wow. oh, i got a livejournal, which is why i dont feel the need to use THIS as a journal... http://www.livejournal.com/users/vixme for those who aren't in the know...i really dont know what to write here. now its all in the livejournal. i could just post a matty conversation HERE too, but that might be stretching it. um...i'll write again tomorrow (hahahahaaa)
Septemeber 23rd- wow,im actually updating this thing two days in a row. hot stuff. i just burnt a cd at arielle's house, and now im happy. all my favourite songs, for listening to in class! today i was listening to weezer (i know!) really loudly in history, completely unaware that the whole class could hear it during the time he gave us to work on our shit. i honestly turned bright red when i took out my earphones and heard how LOUD it was. everyone was staring at me...it was terrible. i think i need new earphones. ones that cover up your entire ear and kinda...incase it, i guess. so that my music=just for me. i need to muster up the funds to pick some up though. and i have so many things i want to buy...cds, clothes, books...i need a goddamn JOB! if anyone needs to hire someone for something, you know where to come. a paying job. none of this volunteer bullshit....heh, that was a joke arielle. get over it. anyways, im gonna leave this for now. later
September 22nd-I'm at school. I...I hate it. I can't believe I'm back here, it seems so unnatural. ah well, not too much longer...[lie] and at least my courses aren't too terrible...[/lie]...honestly though, i just need an escape. i guess thats why im just typing this instead of telling real people...WOW! A FRIEND JUST CAME BY! re:arielle on friends page. incase you didnt know...which i guess you wouldnt cause i didnt say, and you cant see it. so, meh. im listening to the golden dogs. yah, i was supposed to go to their launch last friday, but emilie was "too tired" so i didnt. im going to whine about that forever. ever. my brother and his girlfriend were here from france for a month and just left yesterday, which is sad. and everything else has fallen to shit aswell, so life=shit. ack, bell. hate. later
August 4th- So, my plan of updating the page...didnt work. i forgot all about it, and then just left it to rot. the concert was pretty cool but im wondering where the fuck all the surprise guests went. i do love the flaming lips though...i mean who doesnt? dont answer that. and the stones were classicly cool. as always. todays been quite the day. i was up at 10. 10! who the fuck gets up at 10 nowadays? thats all im wondering. never again. im not busy anymore, so i think ill need to be going down to queen west more...and im gonna try to catch a couple movies too. the rest of the summer will be very rocking and generally sweet. wow, this was verging on a long entry...i think im gonna have to stop using this as a quasi diary and go for all or nothing. im choosing...not to choose. ill put it off. anyways, everyone needs to sign my guestbook and email me. later, vix
July 9th- I'm updating this page cause someone actually asked for the URL(!) and so i had to remember it and decided to update it. well, its summer now, so im not at school. im working for the next couple of weeks though. and right now, im listening to the flaming lips, gearing up for the stones concert...and the flaming lips will be there, as well as AC/DC, The Guess Who, Justin Timberlake, Sam Roberts, Kathleen Edwards, The Isley Brothers, Sass Jordan, La Chicane and hosts Dan Akroyd and Jim Belushi. its gonna fucking rock...
June 28th-so...its been a month. doesnt feel like that long. feels...just different. anyways, i have a million pics of me online, so ask to see them if you want....sooner or later they will all be up, but....probaly later rather than sooner. the puppy in the picture is owned by the people i was stayin with in pei...i was there for a week. nice and calm. anywyas, that is just about all. love, vix
May 28th- I'm in class and INSANELY bored. honestly, i could die. no one is ever online when i am at this time, so there is nothing to do...plus, all the game sites have been blocked on this internet in a pathetic attempt to stop people from going on the internet. its awful. really and truly. lol, im so bored, this is by far the worst entry ever. but i have been making them....like...every two weeks. which is better than not at all. i got my hair cut, and it's scary. i think i like it though. it's shorter, by a LOT and layered and i can spike it if i want. score! im all excited about the lollapalooza tour...should be awesome. im gonna have to find SOME WAY to go. not sure how, but it will happen. yes. well, for someone who doesnt have much to say, i sure took up a lot of space on the...this thing. maybe ill go do a music page. we'll see....
May-14th I am so tired. I was out til about 2 last night, and then couldnt sleep when I got home, so I had next to no sleep. but, not complaining really...went to a kickass concert...Red Hot Chili Peppers and Queens of the Stone Age...some pretty good stuff there....yay!
May 6th-SUCKS!- Oh god...someone stole all my favourite cds right out of my purse today...i left it in the SUPPOSEDLY LOCKED changeroom, and when i got back all my stuff had been gone through, and my cds were gone. the cell phone and walkman were still there though, which is good. i would have rathered that someone had taken those though, cause they cost a total of $100, instead of $600. so screw that. damn cd cases what with their holding all your cds and then people stealing them. damn people more like, what with their assholeness.
May 5th- I suck at updating pages. really and truley....I bought the peace cd, and i heart it. go me! I also bought a hard day's night by the beatles cause it's the funniest movie ever...and i was listenin to blinker the star after hearin kevin go on about them, and i really like them too so a new band thingie is going on! yay!
March 29th - Working on the page, trying to make it work and look not as gross....it's not working very well. The picture basically says it all for me right now....BY THE WAY...If a link doesnt work, just refresh the page, okay?
March 28th - I made the page! It's made! It may not suck as much as the lame excuses for pages I've done before. Lets all cross our fingers.
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