Old Entries and Such
6:27 pm, thursday apr 29. *sigh*. single again. its better this way, it really is. im.. happy i made that decision.. yeah. birthday yesterday. hmm birthdays are never really great for me, iunno why but yeah now im 13. not sure if im happy or not but whatever. its depressing to grow older. it really is. it sucks. coz then life seems to have no point and yeah but i know its not like that but it just seems so and it bugs me. but yeah i went to badminton a while ago. won our first game 15-2 against stephen bilash and this other dude lol. yeah.. then we lost to some weird crazy steroid man from westgate 15-13.. that pissed me off coz sayoan shouldve won coz hes good and i just bring him down and shit. buty yeah. UGH stupid bulk readin, its actually 9:19 pm right now.. i left this window open for so long :P. ive done ONE sentence and thats it!!! AGH im so screwed but whatever. its fun to write in here.. i should start keepin all the previous thingiies on a site.. yeah im gonna do that. but anyway im gonna go now, since i have to work. ciao all! :)
june 6, 4:08pm, sunday. wow i havent written here in such a damn long time. too lazy. so yeah lots has happened i guess? hehe. cant remember all. lets see.. elections, bbq... yeah. so i lost by one vote to tony. its all good, hes gonna be a good vp. nicole won president.. jess for secretary, and robert for treasurer. hehe tim. you lost. you lost. you lost. spaz. lol its funny... but yeah. sjb barbeque was good! we actually had it outside, thank god. hehe, not bad at all... yeah. :). im exempt from exams i think... yay. if im not im screwed coz i havent even studied. im doin computer project right now, so damn boring. why do we even have to do it, its not like we'll ever use it. but yeah, schools ending soon! yES!!! gr7 is finally ending. mwahahahahaha... jessas birthday is today!! happy birthday girlfriend, ur 13. :D. hehe. yeah.but thats all for now i guess, ill see you all in the summer hopefully. actually ill tell you about my plans for the summer. okay my relatives are comin over from the philippines and im like really close to them and i havent seen them and 3 and a half years so im happy. and then at the end of summer im goin to las vegas. mwaahaaha.. im such a loser. but yeah im gonna go. so yeah, ciao! :)
7:18pm, june 25, friday? yeah friday. what you see is what you get... fishin for the answer with a line and sinker.. look at me and dont forget...(8) billy talent is so awesome :P it really is. hehe.. so. relatives are here. thats cool... havent seen them in a long time... yeah. i still cant kickflip, i havent been skateboarding lately coz of the GODAMN SHITTY WEATHER.. it sucks.. so rainy lately. oh right me and jessa broke up. well, it was gonna happen sometime or another lol.. :P so im single again.. hehe. what else is new.. oh new shoes and new deck.. well not really new deck but whatever. i wanna put up a poll.. what poll should i put up.. hmm. >:|.. i was thinkin. yeah. man i sleep like, 12 hours a day now.. i sleep in until like 1. its awesome. yeah... ahh someones msn name is like "YEAH WE"RE GOING DRINKING DONT BE WORRIED IF YOU SEE ME TIPSY HEHEHEHE".. gawd thats so damn stupid.. i mean is she trying to be cool or something? geez. so dumb. but yeah. my summers been pretty good so far.. hanging around with friends and family a lot. i hate sitting around and doing nothing if im not sleeping.. it sucks. someone should really have a party.. like really. oh! and we should go to the EX.. whens it till? leave msg on guestbook.. i bet everyones already gone though hehe. but yeah. im gonna go.. later everyone. ciao. :)
*Editor's Note* (hehe.. cheesy eh?) notice how i say ciao at the end of each thingy? that bugs me. im not even italian.
"I was sitting on my couch, when suddenly I noticed how much nudity there was on television. Why, I sat there shaking my fist vigorously.."
"When I was a teenager, the tooth fairy gave me the choice of having a long penis or a long memory. I don't really remember my decision.." 11:12AM, july..14. wednesday? yeah. so. what have i done since i last wrote in here..meh. lotsa stuff. dayum. lets see.. ive gone around winnipeg lots again coz ive been showin my gramma and my uncle around. its nice. i went to the international peace garden or something... its really nice there. i went there a few weeks back. im so lame, to think that people actually care. but whatever. uhm.. i went to the ex.. i think i already said that or something i dunno. but yeah.. im starting to be not so much of a gargantuous pussy. so thats good. avalanche is fun. so are log drops. and some other things. i dont know. so what else have i done.. oh. went to braidans cabin. that was lotsa fun. tubing.. the rock.. vice city.. yep. we saw wolves. that was cool. but yeah nothing else has really happened. my relatives are leaving this saturday.. that sucks so much. theres a chance ill see them next year though so thats good. yyep. so i started playing tennis again. is tennis a prep sport? bah. whatever. i dont care.. im tryin to get better at bball too.. i dont think its working lol whatever. so yeah im gonna go, but im not gonna say ciao coz im not even italian. okay. have a good summer everyone :D
11:56PM, friday but nearly saturday, july 16 but nearly 17. im kinda tired. im always tired now. but yeah. i just got back from watching cats.. that musical thingy broadway stuff.. haha it was actually better than i thought it would be. still wasnt that great. but i must say, some of those cats were foxy. heh. tight fitting costume and all. but yeah, i just wrote in here a few days ago. thats cool, i never update this a lot. must mean i have lots of time. aww. my relatives are leaving tomorrow... whatever, hopefully ill see them again next year. that is if my other grandparents decide to have their 50th anniversary in the philippines. hope they do. coz i wanna go back and visit now. but yeah. so im sitting here in my boxers and im not doing anything. im so lame. someone left a msg on my answering machine.. that was weird. so. next year is gr8. man thats gonna suck.. im gonna have to work like. hard. coz of st pauls and all. :'( im so tired of school and i have like.. at least another 10 years coz of university. whatever. school is better than work.. i think. well... it could always be worse. im so weird. ive always known it but i never knew i was this weird. i actually write in this. and think people read it. dude.. im.. weird. damnit.. the cats songs are stuck in my head.. GADAMMIT.. so im gonna go and try to get it out of my head. au revoir? ciao? mabuhay? byebye? i dont know, whatever the hell you want.
5:55PM, thursday, july 29. bleck. im so muddy. i went biking today.. dude i couldnt go 20 seconds without having to stop and get off coz my bike wouldnt move coz of all the mud caught in the thing. bleck. whatever. it was.. kinda fun i think. my brother (jiggs) left a day after his bday. that must. kinda suck. i dont know. he went to some like canadian rowing championship. something like that. in montreal. i actually forgot he left. hehe. he had his bday party on the 24th. that was pretty fun i guess. i was kinda there too. just bugging him and his friends. hehe... so ive gotten into mountain biking. its fun.. really is. too bad i have a crappy bike. whatever. itll do for now.. why is it that i feel like such an asshole? maybe coz i am. hmm. yeah. im thinkin of ditching this site. theres kinda no point now. im the only one who reads it and it feels lame. boo. well whatever.. so im gonna go now. ill cya around. hope you've all had a good summer. im goin to vegas in august :D.. gonna be fun i think. later.
5:58pm, wed, aug 11. mwahaha. i got a nice ass cell. my old one kept screwing up on me, and my parents got this one for free or someything. some deal. its sweet. MWAHAHAHA. yeah. what else is new.. i bought new shoes. lol. uhhmm..i went to Sport Compact Nights like, two weeks ago. it was awesome. there was this volkswagen beetle that was white and it had three blue stripes and like an adidas logo and it looked like a shoe. it was cute. and there were all these civics with fart cannons. that sucks. but some nice WRXs and stuff. and i got a picture with two of the models ;). hhhooootttt. lol. OH and we got a new car! its so nice. Subaru Legacy GT Turbo Limited. *drool*. 250bhp, its faster than a porsche. bwahahaah..and maybe, just maybe, theyll hand it down to me. probably not though haha. hopefully they will. so luxurious.. ehhe. what have i been doing lately.. skateboarding, basketball, poker, and christians pool lol. thatll end though on sunday.. because.. IM GOIN TO VEGAS HAHA MWAHAHAHAAH... too bad i cant play poker yet :| whatever. im stayin in this five star hotel called the aladdin. its got a nice ass pool. swimmin everyday.. oh yeah. hopefully therell be some girls there. probably not though. lol. im never lucky :'(.. well at least not in a while. *sigh*. so. AGH skateboarding sucks.. i cant get anything:'(. hopefully, the tricks will come. hopefully... well im gonna go for now. i probably wont update this till i get back from vegas coz there wont be anything interesting happening till then and because im lazy.
bye :)
aug 29. sunday, 12:57 pm. HEELLOOOOOOOOOooo... i was supposed to updated this when i got back from vegas but i didnt. lol. its been like over a week. :P so ill talk bout vegas. it was.. pretty good. i thoguht it would be better but whatever. it was cool. did lotsa shoppin. went to the hoover dam which is GODAMN HIGH by the way. and it was freaky coz we were AAALLL the way up on the dam and we could see these fish in the water ALL the way down there and like they looked big, plus we weer ALLL the fck way up there so they msutve been huge. yeah. it was so high i got dizzy. yup. and i went shopping lots. like that was all that i did pretty much. coz there wasnt anything else i could do unless i wanted to gamble or spend like 100 bux for a little thing. but yeah. it was cool. lotsa gambling. as soon as you got off the plane, in the airport there were already these slot games that you could play. yeah. and each hotel had a hugeass casino. and a mall by the way. the hotels were huge. yep. they hand out porn to you on the street too. that was.. odd. lol. yeah. so anyway i got home. i only stayed home for two days coz i went to the lake after. i dont like staying at the lake now. its so boring. i'd rather stay at home and hang out with friends. yeah. SO. schools starting soon. GODAMNIT :'(. i dont.want.to.go.back. its so stupid. lifes so repetitive and boring. whatever. hopefully itll be a good year. i doubt it. whatever. so yeah. my grandparents are here. well. another set. theyre cool. theyre funny too. lol. but yeah... ur all getting bored. if you actually read through all of that. so im gonna ggoooo..... lauren made a new page. you should all check it out. ill put the link here. and down there with all the rest of the links. clicky right here.
there. hopefully it works. whatever. bye all :) enjoy the rest of whats left of our godamn summer. cya.
12:17am, sunday or monday. between there. sept.. 5? 6? i dont know. so. zevin broke his ankle. that sucks, i have no sk8 buddies now who live on my street. aside from sayoan of course but hes still learning how to ollie..:P. ahh. skateboarding is so much fun. even if i suck and ive only been skating for like, 3 months, its still so much fun. gets ur mind off a lotta stuff. hehe. yeah. SO. school is soon. that blows so much. i wont be able to sleep early enough to get enough sleep to wake up at 7:30.. ill be getting like, at the very most like 6, 7 hours of sleep.. i mean damn.. sheesh. i cant sleep earlier than that, i just lie in bed. its frustrating, i tried. i think im an insomniac. insomniac? i dont know i cant remember. fight club is an awesome movie. i just thought of fight club coz of insomniac.. lol odd eh? but yeah. braidans party was... alright? i mean godamn more people shouldve come...but whatever. ive been watching Yeah Right and Hot Chocolate.. man those are AWESOME sk8 vids.. im gonna get a chocolate board next now. i heard they have amazing pop. :P. AAGGGHHH godamn school. this year.. might be good? i dont know. i cant fiond my glasses. my parents are pissed at me. agh. bah. meh. psh. gah. ... yeah. so. hackers are dumb. they have no lives. well neither do i. i should hack. *mwahaha...*. no. so. yes. byebye for now, ill see you all in school.. and if you dont go to my school then ill see you all at dances. adn if i dont well.. bad luck. i might see you somewhere else. lol. cya.... okay im back im adding on since i have NOTHING else to do and im in one of my blabbering moods. doesnt life suck? im not just saying that to be cliche. im saying that its pretty true, in a few ways. you live for like, lets say 80 years. okay. so what do you achieve? i mean, very few people are really the BEST at something. i dont think i know anyone who is. no matter what you do, theres a pretty fackin big chance that someones better than you at it. i mean sheyt, striving for excellence? ur not gonna REACH excellence. the best you can do is.. well, try to do the best you can do. thats probably one of the few achievements that you can reach. but.. what good are achievements if ur dead? when you die.. you have nothing. me myself being nearly aetheist, im not totally sure if as soon as you die.. theres nothing left for you. just think, that you experience all these emotions, good and bad, for NOTHING. NOTHING at all. when the human race dies, nobody, nobody at all will ever know all the things that our race went through. every little bit of happiness, sadness, and work that people have put into this world.. it will be gone. the best that one person can do while they live is have kids, so that they may pass on and create life. but damn im just blabbering. i dont know. the only reason im not goth is i believe that instead of complaining about life (like im doing now) blah blah blah is that you should DO shit about it. i have no idea what im talking about. some of my thoughts criss cross and kinda fck each otehr up. but just think. ur whole life, for most of you who might read this but probably no one will.. but yeah anyway for ur whole life which might be just 13 years, you have experienced a lot. if there is no god, all of that will be for nothing. all of the work, the tantrums, the crying, the laughing, it would all be meaningless. some freak accident just created this godforsaken universe and just left us with intelligence to think and yet gave us nothing else, so that all we may do is godamn complain about how everything is meaningless. in NO time, no time i guarantee you, you'll be lying in ur death bed, regretting so many things that you did and that you didnt do. and some of you will think "sheyt i have a looong way till im old". thats right you probably do. by the time ur that old you wont even remember this shit. but you'll think "man i wish i had done more with my life, it went by so quick". just how THIS summer went by so quick. i mean.. jeez. i guess what im saying is you've gotta make the most out of ur life, however you find most suiting. because pretty soon you'll have a lot of regrets. thats one thing that i do not want to live with. regrets. yet i DO live with them and im only 13. i cant imagine when im middle-aged and fat. that will just suck. the best time in your life has to be childhood because you dont even have enough brain to comprehend and grasp the concept of what im talking about. hell, i wish i WASNT smart enough to know what im talking about, but i do, and it sucks. i just pray theres a god. because if there isnt, im gonna seriously do something to that someone/something who made this earth. well actually i couldnt coz if there WAS no god well.. yeah thats confusing. i guess its actually best to live life and not to think about the things im talking about right now, because if you ddi you'd be constantly depressed. you've just gotta live life to its fullest, no regrets, and do ur best. doesnt matter if you dont achieve excellence. thats why they dont say ACHIEVE excellence. its STRIVING for excellence. its the journey that counts. i guess what you WILL be remembered for when uve passed away are the choices you made. i dont know how the HELL that relates to everything else but it somehow does. now for those of you who read through that, well damn maybe you dont have more of a life than me. im gonan for real go away for now coz.. im tired of typing and because nobody is gonnar ead this. if anyone does, put ur thoughts in the guestbook, i'd be happy to read it.
that had to be THE fcking longest entry i have written and probably ever will write.. godamn..
12:32am, sundaY? 17th or 16th dunno. i am below nothing. i dont deserve ur glance. i dont know why i feel this way. i just do. go away and stop visiting my site, if anyone IS reading this. i smell. yeah. kais leaving sjb, doesnt that suck? he was one of those few people/things that kept me thinking that pain was fun.. yeah. made volleyball team but all i really had to do was show up for practices, just coz i was gr8. yeah. so i went to kais for a sleepover, skated a lot. lots of cool stuff. then just came home a lil while ago from hannahs house. pretty fun, its just annoying how people badger you about things you dont want to do. yeah. so im gonna go now.. nothjing else to tlak aobut that i can think of. bye.
holy fuck im gay
10:54PM,saturday,sept...25. go kartin with liam and everyone was so godamn awesome. so fun. and i got to see fat again so yeah. hes gonna ditch us soon for his new friends though. mwaahahaa which sucks. yeah. aahh i love boardslides now they're the shhiittttt. so so fun. its grreat. got home frmo james' like half an hour ago, that was fun. yyyyyeeeeeep. *..you gonna eat that stapler?* family guy is the bomb. the best. the shitz. yeah. its grreat. just like frosted flakes cereal or just cereal periiod. mhmm. oo ako si mr suave, wohoahhh grabe... habulin ng babae.. oh guess what. lauren is a "chirping donkey".. isnt that just queer? it is. yes. mean girls is an AWESOME MOVIE ive alreaady seen it but i just saw it agian.. i love the xmas special thing..that.. was too hot.. okay yeah bye.
12:58pm, thursday, sept 30. SO! im at home, doing nothing. coz im sick. but im not really that sick. i just wanna get better. because.. THE SJB DANCE ON FRIDAY! w00t. thats tomorrow, holy crap. yeah. holy crap. gonna be pertty awesome. hopefully ill be well enough to dance ;). lol. i started a livejournal! i decided that it would serve me better than this angelfire piece of crap. besides, livejournal is just cool lol. so heres the link. livejournal.com/users/pio_is_a_dorklol.
yeah. so i encourage all of you to make one! start a new trend other than that godamn freewebs.. *godamn that* lol. yeah well its not really starting a trend but.. you know what i mean? awesome. kinky. yep. so i hope you all look at that livejournal every once in a while.. ill still keep this site though, just for pictures and friends and the such. ive decided to put my friends on a page of its own finally since all of that writing is clogging up the home page :P. yeah. and im gonna add a link to my livejournal down below. so ill talk to you all later.. cya :)
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