Davika's Domain

When I first layed eyes on you I felt like if I was in heaven. Words can not explain how I felt when our eyes met. I wanted to get to know you from day one. But unfortunately that never happened. Months had gone by, not a single conversation for longer than two minutes had left our lips. Everyday I would wake up having a goal just to see if we would ever engage in a passionate conversation, but I would just have to settle for a smile, and a hello. It was better than nothing. The smell of your colonge would drive me crazy. I would always know when you're around. You have the most greatest smile ever, it warmths my heart. You make my heart go crazy everytime I lay eyes on you.

There are nights when I will go to bed crying, asking myself "Why did it have to end this way?" I thought we agreed on being friends. You told me she wanted you to stop talking to me. You told her how you couldn't do that because we're friends. I Miss You. I know I have to settle for being "just your friend". It hurts to know that that's all I am, but it's better than being nothing. But what I don't understand is why you stopped talking to me. I'll do anything to get back what we had. I felt so happy when I had you. I didn't care about all my problems, you kept my mind off of them. I Love You. You are everything to me. You're all I think of. No one else has been on my mind like you. I miss the way you used to hold me, kiss me, look into my eyes...

"Going on without you seems so wrong..."

I dream of you every night. You're all I think about all the time. When I wake up from my dream I'm heartbroken because all I could do is dream. I'm terrified because all I could do is dream... dream about being with you. Not like before when I would begin & end everyday with a kiss from you. I felt so complete when we were together. Now, I feel as if though my heart is empty. You and only you can fulfill this emptiness.

After losing you...I've been told to move on. I've tried to move on so many times. Nothing would change. I would try to talk to other guys, but I would only be thinking about you. I can't go on without you. You complete my life. You fulfill these empty places in my heart. All I ask for... is that when you're alone, single, heartbroken...think of me. I'll always love you no matter.

In my eyes...we're still together

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