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I write songs, I also play piano, I write songs on the piano, and sing hehe :-) Here are my lyrics, let me know what you think, more to come keep checking!

First recording titled "out of the system" :

FIRE

1-sometimes i go crazy lucifer's best friend sometimes i pull bedsheets tight around my kneck C-sometimes i can feel hell's heat against my face sometimes i can see nate going in my place sometimes i can hear god's voice 2-i can do what i want i can play in sin slowing down my conscience with digitoxin you can come inside me kiss my secret side soon cum now or later fate i can't deny C B-slim strangers, fat fellows feed me bike me down bulemic earth evangelists are coming to my town eat up throw up bulk up grow up killing off my life don't come in, dark won't win this time C

END OF THE WORLD

1-the sun has gone away was eaten by the moon the lakes have washed away they were eaten by the sea they say the end of the world is a scary time i know i'm crazy to think that it may be a blessing in disguise C-i'm always looking for an answer never dig enough to reach the core and i know, i like this system an awful lot it's worth the loss, to save you from a dark demise 2-the strep cough took my mind somehow i'm still buried inside each day i pray to find relief to all of my fears i've had for these years they say it's better to eat than be eaten up but if im eaten time wouldnt seem so long and i might go on C 3-and the sun explodes and i go blind it's the darkest day my happiest time

IN THE GARDEN

there's a garden not called eden where our saviour gave his life to the sinful unforgiving ones who want no sin and strife but inside this now calm garden there's a guard who doesnt watch we can run and play for soon he'll call his men to start a war in the garden there's a steak for me my upper torso bleeds it was put there by a sword that made a certain sense to me and i know just all about the ransome sacrafice my dad won't you close your eyes i'll tip-toe out you can tell it to the cats. in the garden, in the garden there's no bedly hanging cross where a carpenter lies bleeding from a life so many dread but if you and i aren't careful we too just might lose our lives just remember in the garden someone died that looks like you

SHADOW FRIENDS

1-dainty little flowers we were not weeds amongst the flowers of the 6th grade my door was open but i never let you in from my stainglass window was your only view red through red gives white but shadows can't be light C-two girls in gym class in the 6th grade two shilouetts standing awkwardly you cast your shade and i cast mine by the canopy you and i hid we were shadow friends 2-i trust you with my life is what you said i look back now and realize you never did self worth was too high for me to reach didn't realize you'd already taken it down 3-your fall brought me down it occured without a sound i took your guilt and you took my shame in high school halls we passed without a sound shadows drift appart it happens to the best a shame for a shame gonzo was your name female navigation at it's worst life or death to stop a paper cut C

EUPHORIA

i heard euphoria cry felt supine in repose for days that were gone she didn't know why she liked vapid trans-like showdowns with destiny she knew she would languish if change wasn't made she knew she would die if she didn't lose corruption for good so she sold her heart her nucleus bad never to return euphoria was whole

REBEL

1-hey it's been a long time since a heart to heart but they don't serve just one in here so come sit down a little wine a little dine won't hurt us none i promise you'll be all cleared up here when i'm through 2-you're so blind and faithless in your father god you threw away your crucifix instead you grabbed a peace sign and your hair grew long was quite the change i kind of miss it and sometimes i wake up and i scream C-give me back my confusion like a needle that i stuck through me and you give me back my profession just a rebel with a pretty insane cause 3-say a "howdy-do" to my old patients when you see them just remember that i was short mrs. puntang mr. dick don't need me now so why the hell won't they decide to leave me be? C 4-don't come any closer or i'll put up both my fists and start a fight don't go all away or i might stick it up your back and make you stay don't be stupid go away and leave me here to die alone and maybee you'll soon come around

CAPTIVE

let me off of my leash let me go to fight against the red skins let my spirit go free make a hole and let me slither out make all white people black confedracy shuns such racious acts as that unlock all of my chains praise the lord as you down another pack bring back rules of the past make flower children our next president on chance fuck all of daddy's rules i'm gonna be home and i'm not ever lookin' back let me off of my leash let me off of my leash let me off of my leash let me off of my leash let me go free now daddy i dont wanna be your little boy no more i didn't make that choice now daddy you did it's not me i just wanna go now daddy and i'm gonna run back to you in the end i just wanna go now daddy you know i'm gonna die alone not gonna die let me off of my leash let me off of my leash let me off of my leash

MERMAID

1-we went the wrong way on a one way street bre' whispered "let's switch seats" the cops laughed alot at her vampire teeth we took alot more than the five 'n' dime a modern day bonnie and clyde we smoked out down by her screened in pool jason's fried C-mermaids, mermaids bre's caught by her fins troubled by her constant need to win help her, help her help my mermaid friend 2-we played pretend with our faggot feelings we tinkered with ourselves had a crush on jay but he walked away bre' says she'll cast her spell we eye'd sarah pictures up and down her wall we kissed made carried laugh than she took her pill and she almost died it would've torn me in half C B-'rents came away and took away time that we had to piss away i know that it's wrong to feel this way she's a faggot child drving the boat she calls her own switching the driver 'front of her home "i'll walk from the corner all alone...i'll be fine" C

YOUR GHOST

"for B.C.C. wherever you are" 1-in this room there's just a queen size bed and in this bed there's only you and i and my pillow's wet from tears and my arms are sore for you than a ghost of you comes up and you tell me not to cry that outside these arms nothing else exists 2-in the day i go by your old store and wayne's still there and ken's still gay i turn my head to the side trying not to look back than a ghost of you comes up and you tell me not to cry that outside these arms nothing else exists 3-but life's still there and i'm the slut she's screwin' her legs are spread and everybody's cheerin' "you don't need him your all fucked up and brewin' in your tears, in your fears" 4-in this life it's hard to find true love and when it comes it shows itself just once when i die i'm taking you i won't be one i'll be two when i die i'm taking you i won't be one i'll be two always me always me and you

I'VE FALLEN

1-taken away from my home i'm told without water i'll die your bare and i'm bare it's dark there's noone around us for now slowly i lay on this bed you tell me to take off my socks the ceiling is spinning around and 'round your face is a dark mass of black C-just breathe in just exhale out this too shall pass it's up to me if i kill this runaway slave 2-why did i journey so far? ran barefoot getting me sick i am the one who broke lose but freedom i still didn't find C B-come lock me up i'm safer with you C

AMANDA

1-i hope your mom and dad can get over you i hope your brother don't go where you've gone C-you and i aren't that different at all i stayed home and you ran away you and i aren't that different at all arent that different at all 2-i remember you taking me and him to the shopping stores and the grocery stores and you stole my friend right from under my nose i could always tell you'd go where you've gone C B-but what if you never come home what if you stay away forever and you kill your rats in nihm? C repeat verse 1

YOU FORGOT ABOUT ME

a.k.a. "the string around our fingers" 1-my clothes are wet my feet are sore from walking for two hours more 'cause my car broke down on the road i've waited for a couple of years to watch you vow your life away and still you forgot about me C-i don't know how and i don't know why but something's got me lettin' go you untied the string around our fingers and i, don't understand how best friends can drift apart just neuse tie the rope around my kneck 2-finally made it there your wedding dress is made of weeds from your backyard when we were five hope your happy now your husband's face is blank as if i could fill in the blank C B-don't you remember school? ms. lenhart's class was our first class and don't you remember days? we would watch the "carnie" show and i know i'm not alone 'cause your mom agrees with me when i say that... C

K.A.N.

1-"love, exciting and new" is something i used to say but why after all this time am i not feeling that way? 2-you and your family too are just what i'm craving now but why is florida so far away? and my poor arms are too tired C-'cause i need helpin' from a helping hand i need a friend to catch my feet 'cause i just walked all the way to you with you money and no food just know that i love you and i always will 3-film was our middle name and acting was the game days i wanted to not wake up you and your family halped me through C

DIRTY LAUNDRY

(a bee side to "fall of the classy whore") 1-confusion around these steeples are falling down bombed by the beast dressed up like a little boy just neel down and pray to the baby boy does the child ever tell? does he think it's right? C-it's the rise of the sacred dome still never afraid to go down in the darkened room he says "pray" than he says "shut your mouth" just remember things work in mysterious ways 2-the book of the lord covers up the book of O his robe lined with rubber the little boy's voice never cracks these sins are all wrong but he says "we'll just make the bed" a devil inside but he wears a cross and a cloth C B-dirty laundry dirty laundry washed with holy water dirty laundry dirty laundry wash me clean with holy water 3-years alone in the dark will drive you mad still you can't do that your a man of god nobody tells so suddenly it's o.k. just cross yourself and use the bible to pad your knees C

STORY OF LIFE

1-sitting on hands wasting my time i don't know just what to do hi as a kite spinning around carefree in my driveway last night C-but there's soldiers on this street where we can go walking their silent answers are confusing different time zones like water and oil but somehow we can come together and i don't know just what to do 2-rose m. was right "life is a bitch" but i don't think i want to die true that i might have said that once but life is mine to kill the pain C 3-do we all go to some better place? if so why are we even born?

SNOW

"ode to adam" 1-lying down with a small stuffed bear feeling like i've lost my right arm fade away, will i eat today? my head feels like it's strained enough to break and it's a long way down from there a long way down from you 2-it's cold outside and i'm screamin' in my car the wheel takes on a life of it's own in a flash do i say your name? as i lean in and i smash the pole and it's a long way down from peace a long way down from gloom it's a long way down from you C-'cause you taught me how to live and you taught me how to love and i'll never be alone when you're walkin' there in the snow with me and no man can ever take the peace that i felt when you once believed that you'd spend the rest of your life with me 3-i know i must make good face even though inside i'm rotted out i still believe in a thing called fate and it takes time for time to work things out it's a long way down with no car a long way down with just a bear a long way down from you C B-all the things he said play like a tape over in my head but i believe that he was wrong all the things you said make it all so clear i'll be strong i'm gonna carry on until you want me back until you want me back ridin' down this highway i must look up fate is fate fate will be i'm feelin' fine i'm feelin' fine 4-i'll wait until you call me 'cause i don't want to bother you too much i love the way you smile at me the image in my head will do for now 'cause it's a long way down andrew it's a long way down i'll look up it's a long way down.... i love you C

SECOND ALBUM: "Beyond The Veil ( a songscape )" :

IT'S WORSE IN YOUR MIND

1-searching for company in this dead bed i go-and i find me some men to tear apart for a minute or two to make believe i'm the prince of their world 2-find them in bathrooms and stores at the mall it's hard-to push them away 'cause in their eyes i'm a beautiful boy even though they can't see my face C-why do-i do this why does-my head hurt why does-my skin crawl why does-it thrill me 3-its all the rage to break a young boy at least-only in this one head in his domain i take all his fear and for a minute a smile hits his lips 4-it's just the craziness of puberty for boys-isn't over 'till death their minds are constantly changing each day oh where the fuck is my instruction book C-why would-i feel this why did-i do it i know-he liked it but i know-i'm lucky 5-i know it's ok to be so confused there's nothing wrong with my elusive brain i got some fun and i think i've moved on and he's willing for another fun time fantastic-illusions play with my head wake up-it's real boy but worse in your mind

MY GUARDIAN

1-jack runs away through his basement room chasing a fear he has been led to know as true but as the door's unlocked-his comforter in hand i will bury them 2-hold fast your head jack as john's controlling you gave him that gift last night and still he ignores you but as you feel you've hit the end of your run i will bury them oh as your crying all alone i will bury him C-oh who am i i'm here to protect jack he's got no reason and that's where i come in his obstacles are mearly just his fears and i-will bury them 3-came here with eager eyes acceptance you sough hard cradled that memory of johnny's beat up bones you danced in his blood and bottled up his boys in a mason jar i'm proud you killed that fear you did that on your own but more to come my friend and that's where you need me if i could warn you of things 'are still to come but i'll still bury them C 4-oh fragile heart i've brought you through so much finally happy and i'd like to thank myself feeling ghosts of fears you once killed i must re-bury them oh once each thousand years you'll find i'm sure you must re-bury them

A SONG FOR YOU

[for my red teddy bear. i love you] 1-i feel you in my head your touch is hypnotizing projected on a screen outside the sunkin gardens a movie of my love for my red teddy bear your heart keeps me alive when deep inside i'm screaming your grasps my only home where i can rest and be happy C-my love there's only you and your trust is what i'm yearning i know it's been a hard road but i'm here to be your only 2-i touch you in your room and feel your love growing make flames dance on my face 'lectricity is flowing then i take your face into my hands and tell you "i love you so much" volcanic rush exploding C B-rhoda! rhoda! mary's here! to be your little smelly take me! take me! to your arms it's the only thing i'm craving 3-said you'd come to see my grave if i died here this minute but that's not what i want i want to live forever in your arms

STITCHES

there's something to be said for dreaming while you're awake theres longer days to live and you cant take them all away from me. if i could show you the future and exactly what it holds you'd see you'd live to die another day there's a reason that i have your name upon my heart today i'll kiss you every night and pull you up when you feel down and out if you could see the person in front of you is me you'd see how sweet life could be 'cause i walked through the fireing squad coals on my feet were hot i paid the piper and my stitches are still here reminding me that i can heal myself that's why you never give up on yourself my dear the highway might seem nice but troubles follow you everywhere you can run away but enemies will pop out of thin air if i could take your hand and show you just how perfect it can be with me and you we'll die another day cause i walked through the fireing sqad coals on my feet were hot i paid the piper and my stitches are still here reminding me that i can heal myself thats why you never give up on yourself my dear walking the line of life and love when will you throw that ticket away the one out of town. i pictured you and i love under thunder skies i brought my rain coat and i'm waiting for your call inside i'm dying slow because you're lying low the only thing i want is to be near you i didnt write this song for anybody else but you cause sometimes i feel like you cant see whats in front of your face if i could show the future and how sweet our life could be you'd see with me we'd live another day cause i walked through the fireing sqad. coals on my feet were hot i paid the piper and my stitches are still here reminding me that i can heal myself thats why you never give up on yourself my dear.

EMOTIONAL ALIMONY

put on an old pair of shoes miralces wont get solved today you had allot in common with that lolita girl go see the psychic at the fair you'll be his friend the best of all it will come to pass this day wearing his ring around your kneck. so put away feelings for another day walking down avenues you've locked away you remind me to breath again dont forget your amunition cause alimony can be quite a bitch spiraling down into one room you tend to get used to the smell kind of your fault your lonely you'd rather slit your wrists telephones tend to work both ways dont be a karen carpenter there is allot of power between an omlet and a talk so put away feelings for another day walking down avenues you've locked away you remind me to breath again dont forget your amunition cause alimony can be quite a bitch you think you can dissapear but darlin' we're still standing here. you think you can end it all but lyin' down you're still not tall enough you can cry and bleed in pain but all that bull shit goes in vain you might think your time is up but stop cryin' over that spilled cup -C-

POISON PEN

change your name and build upon this house of cards no man can ever last for long in that black cocoon of yours you build yourself some higher walls your pelvis hurts from pliyays that make those boys cum from all around you've done this town and that is why..you are.. cocaine connie with your rubber plant and your powdered floors you can kill it with a sharpened axe or a poison pen dont just shake it you can have yourself again just cut a hole let him in, it's warm inside, it's warm inside kill the pain pop a pill or do a line just grab your pen its almost time to tell the tale of hardened crime just revert back and suck your thumb and remember why you're... cocaine connie with your rubber plant and your powdered floors you can kill it with a sharpened axe or a poison pen dont just shake it you can have yourself again just cut a hole let him in it's warm inside it's warm inside time for dolls time for snow time to keep your barrier on defense cant let it down without some help maybe you can write a song about butterflies because you're.... cocaine connie with your rubber plant and your powdered floors you can kill it with a sharpened axe or a poison pen dont just shake it you can have yourself again. just cut a hole let him in it's warm inside it's warm inside.

SURREAL LIFE -

you put this inside of me. this inability to rise and not fall. i have such reason to hate you but still you top me. it seems so easy at first. all things considered i'm pretty sexy. but when the feelings come in the tide goes out to sea.... C-i wish that we could live like norman rockwell, paint a happier life and jump inside. I'd be such a good boy if we could live in that Surreal Life.....if i was perfect and godlike, maybe you'd never have shut me out. but i'm not anything like that son you wanted. most folks would accept as is. and raise with unconditional love. but you've been blinded by faith that tells you to cut him out..... C-i wish that we could live like norman rockwell. paint a happier life and jump inside. i'd be such a good boy if we could live in that surreal life.... there's always a reason to hang up there's always a reason to put me down but in my version there'd be... a resolution to get along in the end, just think about it and i just have one request... that you could open your mind .... please... -C-

ELANOR (purposely spelled that way) -

.... ma'am it's mighty cold down here and ma'am i'm brave but now i fear the worst, 'cause i'm so tired afraid i won't wake up just bring me some comforting. ma'am wish i could change your mind, and ma'am don't let them take me from behind. and tie me to that post. no, i dont want to be your sacrifice.... C-but do you think that god can see you now. and will you go to heaven and how, will all your babies eat, how will they be complete without this violence at their feet?..... sis, can you call mom and dad, but maybe you should'nt tell them at all. don't end up just like me. i would do it all again for you. once i dreamed of happy times once i never knew of these crimes. but you turned that around, you beat me to the ground. and when you see me haunting you, do you sort of come unglued?....C-but do you think that god can see you now. and would you get to heaven and how would all your babies eat? how would they be complete without this violence at their feet? (this song is based on the true story of a tortured sould who is thank goodness at peace. to see what inspired this song watch the powerful film (An American Crime) with Catherine Keener and Ellen Paige

ARE YOU MY DADDY? -

....i don't want ot be ignored. i just want to be special to someone else besides these two cats. will you be at home when the work days over or are you gonna be out with your friends? don't hit ignore, i'm not your whore...it all seems nice at first, when you start the dating. the food is good the sex is also great. but do you think i'd sit around this house and wait for you to make your mind up you're too late. it's deeper than, you're pleasureful loins... C-but you like to reel me in, when you feel that i am coming to, i want you to confirm take a shit or get off of this pot, are you my daddy? could you be him? ....i don't want to be ignored, theres tons of perfect bodies but you can love this one the way i am. i dont always feel you there. when i ask you for coffee response two days later is a joke. don't yank my chain. i like kink but this is too much pain...C-but you like to reel me in, when you feel that i am coming to, i want you to confirm, take a shit or get off of this pot. are you my daddy? can you be him?.....dont' think you can tempt me with some whips and chains and quick wit conversation, your silkscreen has burned to the ground... i wont keep all your notes and messages i've saved so far i'm ready to throw them in the fire. and you can tell your friends that i was just to prude and refused to put out go on and lie. players meet your match, king of bull shit avenue....you might have a sexy face, and sarcasm will always be a downfall and i fell for yours. but take away the charm that floating on the surface and all that you have left's a high school ass, i will not be licked, quick tickling my ....

Beyond The Veil

1-I'm all alone Noone but me I'm standing on the edge of this mountain's cliff Wind hits my face It lifts up my hair I close my eyes And my movie plays C-i've come to the edge because i feel like there's not another way I want you to know, that it's not your fault that i've looked beyond the veil 2-Fire, it's not below, there's water down there Sparkling like diamonds, and i feel no pain Wait, have i come to soon? This veil's made of mesh The color of my flesh and suddenly I smile C B- Some days I feel like a different person The sun comes out and I have a hope on the horizon Somedays I feel just like... Today, I don't feel the pain and I didn't have to die I didn't have to pray but wait, I'm falling back.. 3- Back, back to my hole I've dug myself The Sun's gone away I'm back at the edge Hope, is my only wish that someday i'll change the sun will stay forever and melt away this veil C Closing- i'll just fast forward to a happier ending i'll pick up my feet and i'll run from the mountain top today i'll live just like...

Aaron

1-you just told me yesterday, that you don't feel the same way, that I feel for you you told me all this pretty shit, but then you went and retracted it, and i feel lost there's a reason why, you still think about me you've never felt something real, like you do around me oh baby baby... C-i know you've been hurt before when cupid stuck a broken arrow in your door i've come to mend it up but you won't answer so i'll have to break the lock around you cause i belive this is true come out and play oh aaron come out and play oh aaron 2-I can call your phone all day, but you won't answer anyway, so what should i do? you tell lies to hide the truth, cause pushing love keeps all your fears inside of you one day you'll look back and see you missed out on so much all you had to do, is open the damn door, oh baby baby C B- tears and pain, became my friends time and tunes, brought me around dreams of "what if?" start to fade i won't waste my life away C

Something Darkened this way Comes

1-I came to tell you today, that you've been with me every day In my heart i know you're always there puttin' tape in your hair 2 oclock is when you watched your program on the tube but not before making us toasted cheese, eat over the trashcan these are memories that we never will forget no matter how long the years stretch on you know that i'll always love you C-how can you forget something that never happened at all mama? and how can we not think of all these things? it's all about you mama birds above are singing sweetly and i see the sunset in the distance once or twice a week this happens when I see something darkened coming... 2-trips to disney world was where we made memories each year. take a break from the carousel grandma and ride the fast train strength is a facet that we all take from watching you no matter what comes your way you'll deal with the matter in your own way i all i had to do is call and say i'm on my way you sheltered me from the cruel cruel world and you woke to hug me from my nightmares days and years are all behind by we still have this moment when i look into your eyes i know that you still see me there C 3-one last thing i'd like to say is thank you for the life you live you and harrington are always there as rocks to lean on i'll carry you forever in my heart, but the train's still runnin so we have time to make a few more stops

NEW 3rd ALBUM!!!!! "I'm NO Fairy Princess"

YOU TAKE ME THERE

1-you hid my car when i went to see mr. man you saved the day we laughed for hours at the bagel nitch do you want a pickle dear? we traded sexual stories and we played for hours at the park shampoo bottles will never look the same to me again. C-I never thought i'd say goodbye to my sister you're number one and any time we would fight we'd make up almost as fast. and i never for a moment could replace you you're number one and every day in my igloo you take me there you take me there 2-first time i had some sex you were the first person i told. i lied and said it was a girl but you didn't buy that line and when i moved away i felt like a piece of me was gone no matter what miles lie between us you're still in my hear C B- south florida in january was our time let's take a penny and make a memory let's go into the booth and i promise not to sing I wish i had those days back once or twice a week 3- but you went and had a boy it was special and i missed it big uncle is so far away maybe you'll see him when you're nineteen i've still not made it back but i think about it every day you've weaseld into my heart and latched to me in every way C

COCAINE AND BAD BOYS

1-once again we're riding in your car and the stereo blasts songs to feul our party mode let's take another pill, as we ride along, this drive just got allot more fun as long as we have each other by our side we only need the two of us to make this evening fun. C-oh and you're always in my heart the way you said goodbye that cold october day oh and our wedding night was fun we cuddled up real close no sexy dance for you and i'll run to you, our child, wants cocaine and bad boys... 2-we hit the ground with a 12 pack of beer and a box of wine who cares if anybody else shows up i held your head in my hand "i cannot form a sentence" and we laughed and went to sleep oh the times we have are gold let's piss off stephanie, we'll steal her diet pills she'll go insane C B-I've got a present for your love i'll wear your name around my neck no one can love you the way i do let's grow old in a house full of cats 3- one last road trip in your daddy's car big pimpin' in newfane and we laugh at all the slobs we left behind you say "i'm kidnapping you" and i close my eyes and dream of time when we are not apart oh once in every person's life do you find a friend, that you can tell your darkest secrets to C we're in the fast lane....

Mask

1-I will never know, what might have grown, you, you keep me on a rope, danglin' on a hope, that you'll come back to me,

yoiu can never see, what our lives could be, you, you got up to leave, and i'm left behind, down on my kness

C- and I will never know, just why you had to go, are you just a child, trapped inside the past, and you just run away, and you will never see, the pain inside of me, it's best to just change your life, and leave me back behind, and you just put on your mask

I know you were alone, inside that troubled home, then in walks a man, and takes you by the hand, and tells you what you wanna hear, and you will never know, how tall our child has grown, he points at pictures of you, and i come unglued, and take two steps back

you got my heart in your hand, and i'm starting to bleed, can someone help me out, of this scary abyss, i wanna run away, and chase you down, i'm trying to heal but i'm still on your lease

i have seemed to grow, so strong, you'll never know. i threw out pictures of you, i dropped off all your clothes, im feeling brand new. and i would like to say, that since you've gone away, my heart was broken in half, but i mended it up on my own behalf

Sophie's Choice

here we go again, ridin' on the waves i cannot look back. take a deeper breath, dive below the waves, tide below my feet

C-there's a reason why we dove into the surf, and there's no going home. ocean waves start to break down my guard, and i can never turn back

Aquarius was whole, it could've been my home, swimmin' in my blue jeans. Sophie takes my hand, tells me "come along", "you can now let go"

C2-and when i feel like i'm sitting on the edge, Sophie makes her choice. I see her smile and I know it's my Turn, do dive below the waves

B-I'm down here without a map, i need help to find my way.. thank you for this compass, let go of the madness...

finally at the core, far beneath the shore, why would i look back? Breathe inside my head, the water is my air, I'll never be the same

you led me to this place to look inside my heart, and i've finally find my home. then you smile softly and start to swim away, and i'm no longer alone...

more to come asap!!!! xoxo-Kenny Love