I couldn't believe my eyes Or the one's staring back at me The most beautiful eyes I had ever seen But I only saw for a second A second that seemed like a lifetime When I looked away I couldn't look back Because I knew one more look would have me But I couldn't help myself When I looked back into those eyes I fell in love for the first time The most overwhelming feeling I've ever felt I could've stared into those eyes for hours But I knew that this moment wouldn't last forever That I had to move on that this couldn't be right But the longer he was there the more I fell in love I fell so deeply in love it was almost unreal I wanted to put my arms around him and never let go But the way he looked at me was so unexplainable I could feel so many things Those so many things I kept inside For two years I cried on the inside Because I had to let him go when I knew it couldn't work For a long time it seemed as though I'd forgotten But he rested in the back of my mind Coming to my conscence every now and then I missed the times when he was around Though they weren't much to mean anything But to me they were some of the best days of my life Whenever I felt lonely all I had to do was look at his picture Look at his eyes and remember the way they made me feel And I kept falling in love over and over again Thinking that I'd never even talk to him again But I loved him and I had to let him go No one knew but me No one knew how I felt about him Even when I looked at his picture I could still feel him looking at me How I missed seeing his adorable face in front of me Knowing that my tears would never bring him back It's true you never know what you have until it's gone And after he left I knew I truely still loved him Even though everyone else thought different I thought about him and the way I felt when I saw him I just had never felt so pulled to someone His eyes and his voice I would never forget I would give anything to relive those days And yet I still feel like I could cry Because I had one question still unanswered How did he feel? Written on July 7th, 2003 |
