Why
do we send our children into a school system and trust others to enlist them in
the proper lifestyle? We’re
putting ourselves on trial, and in a while they’re just another file. Our parenting skills are better than
that, and we need to see the letter in that. Conformity towards standard education versus intellect
through higher elevation of love, trust, and caring. You’re sharing your life with your child but when it
got too wild you dialed up the caretaker, the daycare to get them out of your
hair. Is that fair? We spend 14 years in jail without bail
and emerge only to wait for our paychecks in the mail, live for the next sale,
and with every breath hope not to fail in other people’s eyes, and their
lives have been implanted, all of our enchanted dreams destroyed. And you wonder why I’m always
annoyed.
Kids
don’t gain their freedom until after grade 12, year by year hopes and
dreams escaping up to the shelves, it’s not just that we’ve lost
faith in santa’s elves.
We’ve also stopped believing completely in ourselves.
I
live my life under principal, janitor, assistant teacher. Every once in a while I wonder
“is this life, sitting back and listening to the preacher?” Every feature in my face strains to
frown when I turn to meet your plans for my executive future and its
corresponding cubicle. I can learn
chemistry on my own if its ever needed.
Yes I’m developing a smart tone, would you rather I pleaded? Half the kids on the honor roll
cheated, cleated their way to the top all the while receiving your praise
nonstop. At prom you didn’t
notice the A students in the back because you were doing the sockhop. You’re out of your time,
I’m not going to let you slow me down in my prime so step back for
someone who draws the line where we need it, not where you’re
trying. If you say that you care
about us beyond your job description, you’re lying.
Kids
don’t gain their freedom until after grade 12, year by year hopes and
dreams escaping up to the shelves, it’s not just that we’ve lost
faith in santa’s elves.
We’ve also stopped believing completely in ourselves.