The 4 things i currently hate most:
Places i need to remember to visit
reef alliance
coral reef NOAA
coral reef.gov
some reef thing
Its the summer and im bored. Ive lost touch with the friends that mattered and even though they are close i lack the drive to get in touch with them. One of the few people i have met in the last couple of years that i enjoy being around is in germany, one is even too cynical for me to stand for extended periods of time, and sad as it is to say, a couple of them are teachers. This site is for me to vent. I have to do something to keep from going crazy. I have to use my mind, even if it is for no greater goal than emptying it of my thoughts. I cant sleep until the thoughts rattling around my head are gone. Even then im lucky if i can sleep with out nighmares waking me. Hell, last night i thought i was in the clear when i had a dream about a seinfeld episode i had put together in my head that made me laugh so hard i woke myself; but for the rest of the night i had nightmares about having to tell EVERYONE about it. It was the stress and effort of trying to remember a dream, taking place in a dream, that reoccured several times through the night, eventually draining me and making me hate the fact that i had the funny Seinfeld dream that i couldnt even remember clearly when i woke.
