Why must i kid my self it was not ment to be
if i had tried a little bit harder to think before i speak
if i acted like i was a little bit smarter
girls would not think of me as just being their good friend

Oh no you can't just tell me to let go of something you almost have
when you get this close it is hard to turn back
If i could be more honest and give it my best shot
there would be nothing more to give and i would know for certain it wasn't ment to be

and it's ok
you never liked me anyway

being alone so long all my friend now departing
my teen years nearly over with my adulthood now just starting
if i became that person, someone you always wanted me to be
would it be the girls turn for them to be wanting me

It really hurts when you call me a jerk cuz i never ment to be
i really want the best for both of us, to gain back that necessary trust
well i can't go on with you telling me that it is never going to be
you tell me to "face it, it's over"
but i find it hard to wake up from that dream

and its ok
you never liked me anyway

you can't heal wounds like this overnight
now reality seems so out of site
so i'll just sit here, and close my eyes
cuz i know you'll be there
back in my dreams and you'll be there waiting for...

you can't heal wounds like this overnight
now reality seems so out of site
so i'll just sit here, and close my eyes
cuz i know you'll be there
back in my dreams and you'll be there waiting for me

and it's ok
you never liked me anyway