Due to the early alien 'programming' and the mental and emotional 'abuse' that Branton experienced as a result of his childhood abductions, and the emotional scars that have resulted from them... a deep-seated anger and hostility against the reptilian aliens began to grow within him, and as a result of the emotional damage he recieved during this abuse by aliens his ability to initiate a normal social life had essentially been sabotaged. So, he remained single and lonely, and has experienced only a very superficial social life at best. Therefore he was forced to channel that emotional 'fire' elsewhere. Over time this unhealthy emotional turmoil resulted in his unfortunate harming of others around him, something he now deeply regrets, until he -- slowly -- learned to FOCUS that emotional 'fire', like a laser beam, right between the eyes of the alien parasites... However, after years of lonliness and isolaton, he finally found the sweet and beautiful...