Name: Dave Craig

DOB: 6/18/83

Location: Andover, NJ

 

        I can bitch and complain about many things that have gone wrong in my life, but most of my life no one will ever know. There are oviously a few things that stick out in my mind. One of which is my step sister Gemma, whom I havn’t seen in at least ten years now because my whore of a mom abandoned me. It hurts knowing that I have had no influence on someone who I love and will always love. It sucks but that’s life. I never grew up knowing my family other then my dad, who once had a problem with drinking but is getting better.

Three step brothers, a step dad, and two moms. This is the beginning of it all but I wont bore you.

 

        What I do these days isn’t what I thought I would be doing. I use to be straight edge. No liquor,Drugs,Smoking but time has changed that and everyone keeps telling me that’s my biggest flaw. I drink daily now, smoke up just as often, I have taken triple c and robotusin to trip, as well I have done a lot of real drugs. Its something that I look down at myself for, but not to the point that I will change.

 

        I am a Self Injurer as well as a Manic Depresent. I go through stages of purging and starvation. I realize that those things are a weakness and that it doesn’t fix whatever the problem may be. The pain is addicting though.

 

        If their was a god he let me down a long time ago so I follow no religion nor have any faith in a greater being. I am not baptized, I have never gone to church for any reason other then my girlfriend at the time made me go a couple times.