Transfusion Get It Over With Into Thin Air Fall Upon A Word Be Your Own God The Headlight Song Everything In Motion Plastic Bracelets I Want My Toys Back The Wicked Witch Houses Cannot Miss You Where the Crow Flies Transfusion Get It Over With I just wanted to get it over with Don't feel special, it wasn't my gift to give, my story to tell You won't be in my memory so you can go to hell I just wanted to get it over with I wanted to stop waiting for the pain I was told would come I wanted my sheet upon the breeze waving like the big girls now all on their knees Maybe where I come from is a little farther south cause I'm not completely frozen over yet and things still gush from my mouth but that doesn't make me a thing of purity To be unspoiled, be untasted is to never be believed I don't wanna be just pretty I just wanted to get it over with Don't feel special, it wasn't my gift to give, my story to tell You won't be in my memory so you can go to hell Into Thin Air I'm in hell It's very simple I hate myself and every little thing I feel makes me wish I had the courage to die A simple thing waking up How I wish that didn't have to be a part of my day But they let me out to play They let me carry a gun They give me a little money and tell me to have myself some fun is this enjoyable to you worthy of Moliere? Watching me melt into thin air, let me melt into thin air Fall Upon A Word I walk in the dark and I stumble When the morning comes that's when I crumble The masks of my ancestors hang upon my hollow form waiting for a strong wind And I rise waiting for a strong wind And I fall upon a word I am a puppet dancing on a string when the curtain opens it's my unveiling A rope around my neck I writhe upon a whim And I rise waiting for a strong wind And I fall upon a word Be Your Own God Pour yourself before the judges open up a bleeding heart and head and read it to the blind crying to testify rising in their power in a tent driven revival their symbol is a shelter destined to come down on a man a homicide a killed man convicted by laws he didn't write he doesn't understand but ignorence has never been clemency only fuel for the fire of justifying Be your own god Be your own god In the end even the sun sets alone The Headlight Song I am your headlights sharing my name with a woman's crowning glory and I go before you a prisoner to your euphoria so filled with desire to not stop farther back than the morning where you woke up first aware of what you lacked. You're forever playing catch-up, I'm always in the lead. I am your tail lights drowning in the chaos you leave in your wake, leaving everybody looking but you can't see what you leave behind. Do you have any idea how many heads you break, how many barriers you've crashed through like a china plate You're forever playing catch-up, but nobody's in the lead, just a pointless exercise in speed. Everything In Motion Everything in motion let's not try to stop the movement, it's true there's not one person who didn't feel me going before the subtle closing of the door. I'm a brimming bowl taking so very little, nothing in all the books I've read can keep the level lower, the sin of desire for those who are not whole. Plastic Bracelets There is no nation that can say it has taught by example, by caring for it's crazy, it's diseased and smelly poor. Telling me to find peace here is telling me to find love in the arms of the beraying wife, in the arms of a whore. Oh but I, want to find someone to love me while there is still a place inside me that doesn't want to die. There is no person that can say there is no one she hates, someone she'd have for her best friend, but wouldn't let her daughter date. Telling me to open up and let these people in is throwing me in sucking sludge, and telling me to swim. Oh but I, want to find someone to love me while there is still a place inside me that doesn't want to die. I Want My Toys Back I want my toys back I want my virginity I want everything that was taken from me My short career as a storm chaser revealed because I wouldn't leave because I've never taken warnings very seriously The memory of my father shadow of heredity blinding lights like shouting voices, unfolded memories I don't want any of these I just want my toys back I just want to play I want everything that's been taken away I want my toys back I want what we all want - money I want everything I see in the magazines I want the body and the facimilie of brains I want to be currently dressed but neatly ignorant of change. The Wicked Witch Crazy mirror mail order mayhem It's only water but I smash my head in I try to swim I have no fins The flower of youth may fade but there are girls like weeds ready to take it's place I must be magic Don't I look bigger than a star? It doesn't matter that I'm close and they're so far I want to die in glass I will not die up on the shelf I want to slide on blackened steel I set on fire myself Crazy mirror mail order mayhem It's only water but I smash my head in I have no beauty but I have immortailty Whether you want to or not you will remember me Houses Cannot Miss You I know, I know you are not mine Your beauty is only borrowed for a time I watch you grow and know that means you grow away turning into memory the the place from where you came The voice of wisdom tells me the kids will be okay and houses cannot miss you once you move away Places cannot be posessed by spirits now displaced but it doesn't feel that way I'd like to think that I can still ask you anything like where'd the broken piece go from what used to be a ring? Someone else will fix my car and someone else will call I close the glass against the storm I brace against the fall The voice of wisdom tells me the kids will be okay and houses cannot miss you once you move away Places cannot be posessed by spirits now displaced but it doesn't feel that way Where the Crow Flies In our blackened conversation I know there is meaning I know deep within you is the origin of something The crossed arm scarecrow points me in the opposite direction of where the crow flies of where his path crosses the land and I want you to know me but I can't let you far enough away to see the whole of where I stand, where I begin and where I end, to see the whole of the land In the depths of conversation is the origin of meaning in the exchange of our ideas is a reason for believing Just let me hear your voice just let me hear your voice just let me hear your voice Transfusion Pour your blood into me give me the gift that doesn't leave On your way into my heart give me a reason to breathe With every breath let me believe in what you believe and if it isn't true let me be deceived You can lie, you can humor you can provide an alibi for me as long as I don't have to be there it'll be okay You can laugh, you can roar in anger as long as you decide you will stay by my side then I know it'll be okay Blood breathes Blood doesn't leave Stay with me