Hide from me
See me in the shadows
mourning my loss
I’m vulnerable to you now
You couldn’t care what was lost but now you want to
Bring me down
Take my soul release it from this pain
Relieve it and make something new
I’m not worth anything to you…
Run all you want you can’t escape me
Fight all you want you cannot break me
I am the one haunting you
For everything you made me do…
I scream so loud no one can hear me
You laugh in spite of me in pain
I don’t remember anything now
You hide from me, you hide from me…
Run all you want you can’t escape me
Fight all you want you cannot break me
I am the one haunting you
For everything you made me do…
You’ll pay for those few moments
I swear if it’s the last thing I do
I hate you
Run all you want you can’t escape me
Fight all you want you cannot break me
I am the one haunting you
For everything you made me do…
Leave me alone
I can’t take it anymore
I’m going to lose it
Let me breathe
Let me breathe
Let me breathe
You were never there for me but
I was always there for you
Get away from me
Let me breathe
You say you think you know me
I guess it’s true you have no clue
I know you hate me
I hate you too
You’re mad when I hate myself
So what’s it to you?
To you?
To you?
To you?
I hate you too
I'm not that great
So leave me alone
Never know when I’m going to lose it
You say I cant be myself anymore
You don’t even know me
Stop it
Screw it
Break it
So let me breathe
Let me breathe
Let me breathe
I know you hate me
I hate you too
You’re mad when I hate myself
So what’s it to you?
To you?
To you?
To you?
I hate you too
I know you hate me
I hate you too
You’re mad when I hate myself
So what’s it to you?
To you?
To you?
To you?
I hate you too
Suck on that
Tell me
I’m a big secret
Trapped in the world of lies
I’ve learned to live lies
But its killing me inside
Killing me slowly
Soon everyone will know the truth
I’m not what you thought you knew
I’m not what you saw everyday
I’m not who you want me to be
I’m not okay with me
I’m lonely and misunderstood
Is that okay?
I’m not the only one
I’m not so crazy now
Tell me I’m nothing like you
I’m not the only one
I’m not so crazy now
Tell me I’m nothing like you
It’s not as easy as you think it is
I tried my hardest
To hide it, to fight it
To keep away all my troubles in a jar
Which will one day come shattering down
Tearing me apart
Stop all the madness
Hide everything
I’m in pain
I’m not what you expected
I’m not who you thought was true
So tell me
I’m nothing like you
I’m not the only one
I’m not so crazy now
Tell me I’m nothing like you
I’m not the only one
I’m not so crazy now
Tell me I’m nothing like you
If you read the following song, don't start drilling me okay? I have had enough of these: 'I have a question for you.' I have a answer for you: 'Fuck off.' Understand? And don't get offended or anything.
Pain
I’m screaming from the inside
As the moonlight shines down on my bed
And the tears drip down, off my face
I can take it all away
I can rid myself of pain
I just need something to break
Break myself
Over and over again
And watch dark blood come out to play
I’ll hurt myself
More then anyone ever could
I cant control my life
I can control the pain
Leave me here on my blood stained bed
I’ll slash deeper
I’m burning in my own hate
I’ll slash deeper
Until I stop hurting
I’ll slash deeper
Until I fade away…
I hurt myself
More then anyone ever could
I cant control my life
I can control the pain
Leave me here on my blood stained bed
I hurt myself
More then anyone ever could
I cant control my life
I can control the pain
Leave me here on my blood stained bed
I wake up soon
Scared and bleeding
I cant see
I’m crying
I’m crying
I'm crying
I won't worry it'll be better soon
I hurt myself
More then anyone ever could
I cant control my life
I can control the pain
Leave me alone on my blood stained bed
Judge me
Ignored by no one
Everybody’s watching me
I’m in the eye of the beholder
A whirlwind of emotions, scream at me
Don’t make me angry
Don’t you dare
Running from my life
Hiding from my fears
Fighting all my tears
Fuck this world
Fuck this life
Fuck every one of you don’t you judge me
All eyes on me
What was the question?
Sorry I wasn’t listening
I studder, you want the truth
All eyes on me
Speechless
If I throw it back at you
Will you understand?
Running from my life
Hiding from my fears
Fighting all my tears
Fuck this world
Fuck this life
Fuck every one of you don’t you judge me
Don’t you judge me
Don’t you judge me
Don’t you judge me
Don’t you ever fucking judge me!
Don’t you ever fucking judge me!
Don’t you ever fucking judge me!
No more
Look into the mirror
See yourself again
Distorted images flow freely
Sadness fills beneath your wounds
This is not what you wanted to be
Pick up the blade
Watch your beauty turn to flowing red hate
As blackened tears fall to dust
Broken memories overfill your mind
Sadness creeps inside
As life drips from your veins
Screaming comes from within
Throw yourself to the ground and take your one last breath
No more pain for you
No more pain for you
No more pain for you