My Personal Story of Internet Abuse

Thank you for the warning graphic Taiga!


UPDATE!
My STALKER is still lurking, still harassing me, signing my guestbook anonymously...after all these years!





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Many Thanks to Bravenet in their aid to close guest books or delete guest book posts
that consisted of harassing, vile & bogus entries, along with my "personal" info
that are aimed at discrediting & humilating me impersonated by my stalker.


I will do my best to recall my personal experiences with an internet stalker.
Please make note that this web page is my personal experiences & not a story.
Along with my compilation of numerous emails, guest book posts, web pages,
IP #'s & firewall logs of intrusions,
I have my proof.
Plus my correspondance with online agencies!
If anyone is interested in the truth your welcome to contact me.

It has been “the game” for the duration of 4 years.
I will NOT be using any of the names/ID or aliases associated with my harassing stalker,
simply for the sake of not breaking my servers’ terms of service.

Again, I must add that this is NOT a personal bashing of another but my testimony
of INTERNET ABUSE, STALKING, HARASSMENT, IMPERSONATION & IDENTITY THEFT
while on the internet.


Being an owner of my first PC & new to the net, I started out surfing & using search engines.
I had no idea of what was to become of my nieveness & vulnerability.
I started making new friends, corresponding, asking for help in making graphics, web sites & all that applies.
Some were very helpful; sending me the basic html codes-etc & specially made graphics for my use.

This was all just too cool & a whole lot of fun! I spent endless hours on the net.
It’s very rural out where I live & sometimes my PC didn’t allow me to stay online as much as I wanted
but I was on a mission to learn. After I had made my first web site,
I started viewing other sites & signing guest books leaving an invite to view mine.

It all started after I signed one particular guest book, complimenting this individuals
web site as I’d always done with others.
I added that my daughter used to collect unicorns as a hobby but they were stolen from her.
Sometime after that, I received a very vulgar email in which I was accused of making thievery
accusations in reference to unicorns. Confused, I replied apologizing that it was not my intention
for them to perceive my post that way & I explained again what I meant.
This was the one & ONLY time I'd ever sent an apology to this "creep", as I've nothing else to apologize for!
Obviously this wasn’t enough or it was than that the decision was made for me to become
their ultimate goal in a devious, vile & horrendous act of internet abuse.

I got an auto-email telling me my guest book had been signed, good golly it was not what I had expected
but only a porno-graphic pic of Jesus, blasphemy at it’s worst!
This type of harassment was to continue till I closed my TC guest book.
These horrid graphics continued, only ending when I closed my next bravenet guest book.
These graphics started to slow but were then replaced with bogus
& vulgar posts & entries in my guest book. This followed into my email account
along with outrageous amounts of spam; this too I ended up closing out & then sadly the decision
to close my web site followed. If only I had known that this was what they wanted
I would have never done this, I should have learned to ignore them but I was beginning to become scared.

They know too much about my personal history.Their posts only enforced my beliefs,
it must be someone I know or someone I had became friends with & corresponded with.
They used my info against me that I had exchanged in correspondance. But with who?

Who was it that I had trusted & who was it that I had befriended
enough to tell them something of my private life? Who was this person that could stoop to the depths of hell?

Something Wicked This Way Comes.

So now, 2 years later it still continues but I don’t run now,
so they change up now & then, using different manuevers trying to harass me.
This time they’re going into my guest book impersonating me as they attack my visitors
or they’ll randomly surf other wary guest book owners, impersonating me making vile bogus posts.

They have made another web site in my name, trying to discredit & humiliate me,
this time they have choose only to use a mockery of my nick & ID in their attempt to harass me & provoke me.
Their attempts to harass me have not gone unnoticed.
Their simple, yet disturbing page about me is a validation, it verifies everything
that I say about their stalking. Even their guest book is proof of what they do.
Such a silly & simple reflection of their riduculous petty life.

SEE SUBMITTED LINK BELOW-
REMOVED, only to not jeaporadize my case status & possible pending charges against my stalker.

What's happening here is, I have become a survivor of internet stalking.
Refusing to let them control my life any longer.
S/he has taken everything that I represent & twisted it into an imaginary, foolish game.

THEY HAVE EVEN USED ANONYMOUS & FAKE IP#'S TO ATTEMPT TO MASK THEIR DEVIANT ACTS!
ACTUALLY ATTEMPTING TO HIDE BEHIND MY SERVERS ISP #'s!


The latest attacks imply that I caught this s/he on messenger & threatened to rape & murder their child!
Now, according to even the laws of Texas, this severe allegation,
permits an investigation, even when it's a fake charge.
As a parent I would have made a report to my local authorities (including the FBI),
kept my mouth shut & Let the law handle it.
I certainly wouldn't have blabbed this info over the internet, posting in annonymous guest books.
Internet stalking & harassmnet is a "paper crime" with out compiled logs or data to verify,
one has a difficult time proving the abuse.
As a "COMPLAINTIF", my local authorities, ISP & other important figures have been contacted in my behalf.

I find chat rooms rude & evil, lurking children away from home & into danger. I do NOT participate in online chat!
Making false aligations is a punishable crime in every state.

This is why I have a moderated guest book now & an email account
that I can block their trash once I get their messages.
Why…who knows. Male or female…got me? Do I know them…? I haven’t the first clue.
Maybe I once corresponded with them & I am just someone that they learned
from the very beginning of their twisted game that they could toy with.
I have made the mistakes of trying to reason with them,
I have tried to defend myself & I have questioned their sanity but all to no avail.
I have only fed their need for attention in their sick form of games that they crave.
They are relentless, cunning, brilliant & obviously suffer from narcissism.
"THE Creep" has become my choice of words in defining their personality.
These acts are that of a severe jealous person or really just a V-E-R-Y sick-sick person.

On a hunch...even allowing their own children to participate, "supposedly"...IF their real children!?

My opinion(s) is that either;

A) They are someone(s) with diagnosed or undiagnosed psychoses.

B) Possibly someone suffering from DID/MPD & not under a doctors care nor on any meds.
ATTN:I used to correspond "online" with someone like this.

C) They are indeed just a "creep" with a lunatic sense of humor, a psychotic in dire need of help.
Taking innocent people, pitting them against one another.
Making each other think that is the other that is the guilty party.


This s/he, "creep" as I like to refer to as, claims that I am the one stalking & harassing but has no proof.
S/he claims to have proof but in all actuality, s/he has zip! Possibly, fake or bogus, so-called proof, this is all.
Do Not allow "creeps" like this to intimidate & manipulate you or a situation.

I will NOT budge this go`round nor will I "PLAY" the "GAME".
I'll just have to get used to the idea of being so important to someone that is so daft...LOL
Their bogus complaints against me are not working. I will continue to pray for this person & this type of individual.

This is living proof that manure can sprout arms & legs.
If reincarnation exists, this creep will definitly come back as a cockroach...EEEWWWW!!

If you or someone you know wants to share their experience,
or if you want to share a link to this crime, please email me, thanks!

*UPDATE*-*UPDATE*

It appears that I'm still being stalked as of today!
I'm getting anonoymous guest book posts & additional posts
stating their name or...their silly bogus name!

Since my last communication w/ local authorities, online agencies,
an online investigator/writer, my persistant & continued blessings.
My "honor" page is down & the "creep" may have been cautioned into stopping the attacks.
Thank You Jesus!
Amen...YIPPEE!















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