....I was really starting to hate life...and boys. It's like my whole life, I tried and tried and tried to get a guy and every single time, I failed. Maybe I was trying to hard. I don't know. All I know is that I was starting to think that I was never going to have a boyfriend. And defineatly I wasn't going to ever fall in love at the rate I was going.
....I had been crying all morning and I had enough of it so I went online hoping that it would cheer me up. This guy I talked to online by the sn of Sprawled Imed me. He actually cheered me up even though his life was sucking really bad too. I decided to go to the mall and when i got back home I went online again(Do you see a pattern forming?). I decided to talk to Sprawled again since he was online. I don't know what came over me. I guess I was just really sad and wanted someone to make me happy so I started flirting with him online. I know you like ohh wow...so cool...this girl is a dork. I'm not though. It's just that I always thought he had a g/f so I never bothered to try. I knew he lived in my city so I figured hey why not.
....Something just clicked that night. We ended up talking for the next 4 hrs. The next day all i could think about was him. I was totally head over heels for him. The next day we talked for like 6 hrs online. By the next week, I just couldn't get enough of him. He was like the sweetest guy I've ever talked to and he made me feel so special. So like, we decided to meet. Well, I couldn't go see him the day we were supposed to meet so I told him to call me. We talked on the phone for 6hrs. straight. I've never been able to talk to a guy that long. I'm little(big) shy Ashley.
....Well, two days later, my friend, Peri, and I went to his house. We totally got him by surprise. He was soo nervous, he was shaking so bad. He told me later that he thought I was the most beautiful girl he's ever seen. That he's never seen anyone prettier.=) Things didn't go very well that first night, but every night after that one has just gotten better and better. I love Vic very much and if it wasn't for him I wouldn't be the LORD. He named me his XLordAshX, the first night we talked and every since then its stayed. Thanks for everything Vic and I know we'll be together forever...through thick and thin. And trust me, we've been through thick and thin.
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