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I said that i'd do it again for you,
Dire pain and tears that I had went through,Yet
Another name to add to the list,
Knew it was over the second we kissed
Now the angst inside, is far too much,
Tormented I cry to remember your touch,
Isolated, torn, i can't let myself mend,
Your suffocateing my head why did i do it again…
This torture screaming, it rips me apart,
Smiling ear to ear as it feeds on my heart,
I’m crawling back to the place I am from,
Scene of darkness, and silence, the place I begun.
Now that ill fortune,
I’ll live again,
And that heart wrenching pain,
I’ll have to befriend,
Now burned you, and scared you, as well as myself,
And because I'm so dim, ill have to live in this hell again.
I remember sometimes,
The original fear,
And think of the deception,
And how you were so dear to me,
Truth hiding nothing,
Lies asphyxiating me,
Starving inside of me,
Where's my apoligy?
And all of my own creation,
Is being let loose on me.
Can some one save me...please.
Absolutely Wonderful
IsmFan@aol.com
