Forbidden words I speak from my mouth.
The silence you gave forms a cloud.
Do I hear my name being called or am I just dreaming?
I have or see no evil, but am surrounded by all.
In my shell, covered by magic walls,
I paint my day on and on
Expecting breif messages to look upon.
I will cry with no tears to shed
And wait to die in my bed.
I'll dream of yesterday and tomorrow's failure
And wonder why God made such a creature.
Together or close by they never asked why,
They just stared with their beedy eyes.
They never know,
they never will.
They never ask,
never ask.
Forbidden words that speak the truth
Forbidden silence that somehow came through
Again, again I'm sinking through.
I am everything they said I was.
I am everything you never were.
But you know I'm everything you'd prefer.