
As I sit here as an "Outsider" I am
compelled to wonder if life is what I
perceived it to be?
I sit and watch humans living on T.V. and
wonder how they got there.
How did these images exist,who made
them,why do others accept them for being
real, without wondering if "They" even
exist? (They: meaning the observer)
Am I writing this right now, or is this
just a dream?
And if this is a dream, than what else
is real or dreamt of?
I sit and listen to the "Insiders" tell
me to turn my T.V. off, and go live in
reality.
But isn't life just a sense of one mans
imagination ,and, or, his perception how
things occur?
T.V. isn't real-life the "Insider" tells
me.
But the "Insider" never bothers to ask
how those images got into that T.V.
Is it because he lives a real life and
doesn't concern himself with such
socially deemed absurdities?
Or is it because that same man couldn't
grasp the mechanics of how television
works?
In this maybe he invents an excuse for
his own ignorance, and turns the
ignorance into the idea of "I don't
care".
I am my own god, and in this knowledge,
I perceive life to be no different than
that of my T.V.
I see a three dimensional reality that I
invented for myself.
But, maybe because I recognize this, I
am in a state of the fourth dimension.
The world is my T.V. and as such I see
all the "Insiders" as nothing more than
characters on a soap opera.
By soap opera, I mean a show in which
only finite things are ever discussed, or
looked at.
Could these Klippoths ever understand
that "The all is nothing"?
And how there never was a beginning,
middle, or end?
By klippoth I am referring to someone
who was naturally born to not see beyond
the maze, or through his inferior genes
saw the world as a labyrinth, instead of
a snake eating its tale.
I use labyrinth to describe mans'
infatuation (which I believe is
genetically related) with the maze.
Man travels on this maze his whole life,
knowing that it will lead to an either
eventful or uneventful end.
This end could possibly bring grand
treasures of gold, or maybe the grand
treasure was the journey itself.
Where as the "Outsider" sees the circle
of life that continues on for
eternity.(snake eating its tale)
And as a result man searches beyond the
second dimension of this circle, and
creates a third in which the klippoth
happily steals from him, and dwells in.
Once this majority of "Sane Insiders"
came and dominated the "Outsiders" they
have and will continue to prevent the
"Outsiders" from ongoing creation of the
fourth, fifth, sixth etc. dimensions.
So the "Outsider" remains independent of
these "Sane" people; constantly not
accepting their soap opera the way it
is.
And they will continue to invent, and
envision a new way for me to see T.V.
And the "Insider" will continue to call
him insane and anti-social.
For this, the "Insiders" are correct;
for only can the insane not only create
"The New", but wonder how the "The Old"
came to be, in the same breath.
And only the independent, intelligent,
and creative be anti-social; for society
depends on sanity to exist, and remain
strong as to feed off the "Outsiders".
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