All I've Ever Wanted
It isn't easy, it never was.
Always searching for some comfort.
It's not too far away, I've known it before.
That one peace I still have,
Yet I'm still confused.
Something is still missing,
I've tried all i can,
anything to put me at ease.
I have yet to find something that will.
Music is an escape, but it's only temporary.
I vent thru this, but tomorrow
Something else will come up.
Inspiration is all I long for,
But it's blocked; blocked by
An inundation of the frustrations i carry.
All i want is a way to get rid of them.
Something, somone there for me.
For years I've sat waiting;
For years I've sat looking.
But never have I found.
Some fell into what I looked for,
But it was only what I desired
At that point in my life.
Always fulfilled most of what I wanted,
So mediocre is what i settled for.
But now I see the embodyment
Of all I've ever wanted.
For once in life I'm sure,
For once in life I know you've met
Each and every last thing I've looked for.
I never thought I would say it,
I didn't think this would ever happen.
Wasn't looking for anything
Wasn't planning on anyone.
Then you came along,
Completely unexpected, completely unannounced.
I guess we started talking,
And found some commong ground.
But as I got to know you
That which I felt began to change.
All I wanted was a good friend,
'Twas all I expected as well.
But as time passed on, I began to realize
That you could be more,
More than just a friend.
Little by little you began to disclose,
That which lay within you.
As you spoke, I sat and thought
About what you said. It
All fell into place, your words
forever reassuring. All you believe,
all you do, what you stand for
And what you desire. That alone,
Above all else assured me of my decision.
That you are, all I've ever wanted.
- Isaac Deleon 2000
