Dream of:
20
November 1986 "A Strong Disliking"
Having returned to Dallas after my trip to Europe, I went to judge
Schwille's courtroom in the Dallas County Courthouse. I was wearing my blue
pinstriped suit (I wondered if anyone would notice that it was one of the same
old suits I had worn before I had left Dallas) and was planning to do some work
in the courtroom. When I saw judge Schwille on the bench, I wanted to explain to
him that I had not traveled to Berlin as I had told him I planned to do when I
had left Dallas. I figured he would understand.
Before I had a chance to talk with Schwille, I was given a criminal case to
handle. The case had apparently been mine for some time and was scheduled for
trial this very day. In addition, I was appointed to represent a criminal
defendant in a new case. I quickly arranged matters so I would not have to
handle the new case at the present, and then I proceeded to concentrate on the
older case scheduled for trial today. I found the defendant whom I was
representing (a tall, black fellow probably in his mid-30s) and we began
discussing his case.
It
appeared he had been charged with a "nicety." I concluded that the charge meant
he was accused of having indiscreetly solicited sex from a woman. I also
gathered that he had previously jumped bail on the case and had therefore
forfeited the $200 of bail money he had put up. He had subsequently been
rearrested and compelled to post a second $500 bail.
I
explained to him that we could probably plea-bargain. If he would plead guilty,
he would probably only have to pay the costs of court, which would be around
$700. He was shocked by the high amount; he seemed unprepared to pay that much.
So, it appeared we would have to go to trial. When I was finished talking with
him, we separated to wait until the judge called us to trial, and I went on
about other business.
My
ex-wife Bonnie was also in the courtroom doing work as a lawyer. I thought I saw
her mouthing something to me as if she wanted to speak with me. I had the
feeling that she was glad to see that I had returned to Dallas. I probably lent
some interest to her rather routine life.
Bonnie had cut her hair very short. It was its original color, a dark brown,
almost black. The length of her hair contrasted with mine, which had grown quite
long. I felt good being in the courtroom with long hair and apparently the judge
did not mind.
I
wondered if I should talk with Bonnie later. I had recently realized much of my
incentive for leaving Dallas had simply been the desire to get away from her. It
might be better if we did not revive any communication between us. I did however
notice how soft her neck looked, as if it were extending an open invitation to
be kissed. I wondered how Bonnie's new marriage was working out. I could not
tell from looking at her.
When the judge finally began calling out the names of defendants who were going
to trial this morning, I wondered whether I should try my case in front of the
judge or in front of a jury. I was inclined to choose a jury because I was
uncertain how the judge would view the charge my defendant was facing. Besides,
I was anxious to stand up before a jury and practice my courtroom skills, even
though I knew my skills would be rusty. It seemed the best way to polish my
corroded abilities would be to use them.
The judge called out a name which I thought belonged to my defendant. As I
headed toward the judge's bench, I realized I had left my notebook behind me,
and I turned back to retrieve it. At the same time, I glanced around the
courtroom for the black fellow who was my client. When I failed to see him, I
worried that he might have left. Suddenly, I spotted him sitting with some other
people in the jury box. Ready for trial, I finally walked up to the judge. He
made it clear that he wanted us to settle the case; but I told him we wanted a
jury trial. He docketed the case for a jury trial, but he informed us that we
must first wait until another case was tried. Left with no alternative but to
wait, I turned and walked away.
As
the case before mine was about to begin, I realized Bonnie was the lawyer for
the defendant in that case. At first, I thought the case was a divorce action,
but then realized the case had to be a criminal one because we were in a
criminal court. As I walked past Bonnie, I thought about staying to watch her
handle her case; but instead, I walked out into the hall and headed to another
courtroom to see what was going on there.
The courtroom I next entered was crowded with people. A case was apparently
being heard by the judge, an obese man (about 40 years old) dressed in a black
robe and sitting high on his bench.
The defendant was sitting to the judge's right in the witness stand. Behind both
the judge and the defendant hovered a group of people who apparently were
somehow helping with the trial. It seemed highly irregular to me that so many
people were gathered by the judge's bench.
The defendant (a black man probably in his mid-20s) was apparently having
problems answering the questions being asked of him. He only rarely answered,
and when he did answer, he would not look at the judge or at the person asking
the question. In fact, one of the people standing behind the defendant answered
a number of the questions for the defendant. Finally, the surly judge became
exasperated and muttered, "God damn." Hearing him take God's name in vain, I
instantly took a strong disliking for the impious, overweight judge.
The judge himself began questioning the defendant; but the defendant simply
looked in the opposite direction and he did not answer. Finally, the judge
hollered out "thirty days." Apparently, the judge had given the defendant thirty
days in jail for contempt because the defendant had not answered the judge's
questions.
As
I looked around the courtroom, still thinking of Bonnie, I noticed some other
pretty women (along with a few ugly ones). The women made me realize that other
attractive women besides Bonnie were available there.
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