Dream of:17 April 1982 "A Different Path"
I was enjoying walking around naked in front ofmy mother in a house where she was living. It felt erotic even though she wasn't paying much attention to me. She was busy preparing a dinner for some people she had invited over. After I had sat down to eat in the dining room, a man walked into the house and went to the bathroom. As he passed me, I wrapped my sleeping bag around me and thought, "Well, now I better put some clothes on."
He was wearing old dirty clothes and appeared to have been working. I asked my mother who he as and she said, "Oh, that's your half-brother."
I said, "What?"
She laughed and said, "Yea."
I didn't know what to think. I thought she must have been hiding for years that she had another child.
I thoughtmy father was also going to come and I didn't want him to see me walking around naked.
My mother piled several pairs of pants on the floor for me. There was a black pair and a blue pair, but they were all a little too small for me. I wanted a pair of blue jeans, but I didn't think I had any clean ones here. Finally my mother found a pair of blue jeans for me and I put them on.
My mother left the room and the man came back out of the bathroom. A girl (about 14 years old) and another person were also in the room. The girl tried to be affectionate with me, but I pushed her away.
After we had all eaten, my mother left and the man asked me if I wanted to play. I assumed he wanted to go outside and play ball. I told him I didn't think I wanted to. He said he didn't understand why not. When I asked him his name, he said it was Wayne or Dwayne. He walked around a bit, then said that anytime someone invited him over, he always thought it was correct to go out and play. I said, "Look, I don't even know your name. What was your name again?"
He replied, "Dwayne."
I said, "Dwayne, I didn't invite you over here. My mother invited you over here."
He still seemed upset.
Looking through the front window, I noticed my mother had returned and was standing outside the front door. She walked inside, smiling and happy. Dwayne asked her if she would like to play with him. She said, "Yea, I'll play a game."
She asked the girl and the other person in the room if they wanted to play; they seemed interested.
I was sitting in an arm chair. As I began talking to my mother, the girl walked over and sat next to me on the arm of the chair. Gradually she leaned over, put her head on my shoulder and snuggled up close to me. I slowly began to realize that the girl was my daughter. My mother commented about how nice we looked together.
The girl and I rose and left. We began walking from the house. Apparently I was going to walk her home. We were close together with our arms around each other. It felt good being with her. I was glad to finally have my daughter with me. It wasn't a sexual feeling, but just a pleasant feeling. Finally I picked her up and carried her. We reached a place where we could see a long stretch of road. She asked, "Well, is this the way?"
She said it was much different the other way. I said, "What other way?"
She said, "Up the path and over the hill."
I then noticed a big hill with a path going over the top of it. It looked like the path went through the woods. I said, "Well, we'll just go that way."
As I began climbing a bank, I saw four older men standing at the top of the embankment, apparently traveling in the same direction as us.
I put the girl down and told her she would have to walk now. That didn't bother her. She walked closed to me as we headed up the path. I thought how glad I was to feel so close to someone and how happy I was to finally be with my daughter.Dream Epics Home Page
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