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THESE EMOTIONS

Antediluvian by Jeffrey K Bedrick

walking down this way again
my feelings raw from exposure
tears run down my face
premonition whispering....
you did it again
where will my thoughts be
when i finally see
the mistakes i have made
knowing deep inside of the things i don't deserve
like the rain outside my window
i feel its coldness
my eyes have seen more than my heart can take
slowly my emotions chip away
my arms embrace the part of me
that know one sees
hidden i felt from any harm
until curiosity rears her playful head
feelings took flight that day
thinking i could get close
guarding myself with the only thing i had left
i felt i was ready to take a chance
with each days dawning
chance meetings...something started to bloom
at first without my knowing
i felt the heat of his flame
friends we will always be..i whisper
smiling with this new emotion
i began to tease his mind
thinking to myself i am strong..
looking back
the steps were made across my heart
will forever remain..embedded into my soul
curosity giggled from the games we played
somehow premonition got wiser
knowing once again the pains of truth
slowly she descended to my mind
whispering...look what you have done
the clouds cleared and i began to see my emotions running away without a care
letting my heart enjoy the warmth
curiousity laughing at my weakness
logic stepped in..shaming me
reminding me of how things truly are
reality slapping me across my face
tears opening my hidden scars
with shame i begin to cry
wiping my tears with its coldness
lowering my head..i slowly pull my hood back up
it is not for me to have...
tis only a dream
? Copyright 1998 written by diana
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