~ Cyndy's World ~

Hello people. This is my enchanting homepage made by yours truely. This might be boring, but at least sign the guestbook & pretend that you care. For those of u who know me, just grab a beer, sit back and read anyway. My name is CYNDY and I'm a 20 year old bitch of a female teenager 0:) My b-day is on September 24th which makes me a Libra

I have dirty blonde hair, blue/green eyes & I'm 5'1 & 1/2, 110 lbs. I live in Huntsville, Texas, and im FINALLY GRAJEATED!! I've been on my own since December of 02. Yeah me. My IM SN is NSbabe03 & kinkylilangel & my e-mail addy's are hellslilangel69@hotmail.com & NSbabe03@aol.com. ENJOY!

............................WELCOME!!!!

Animals

I'm a huge animal lover in general, but my fav's are cats, frogs & flamingos. I have my own cat, Freddy. He's a 12 year old male tabby who's spoiled rotten thanks to me. I got him for my 8th birthday and ever since, he's been my pride and joy. There's also Lucky who I rescued from a car wash. We also have a year old black Lab named Buddy. He's spoiled & beutiful & the best dog EVER! He looks just like his daddy......R.I.P. Ribbit & Ruffie & Nibbles

School

I have to admit, I'm a school geek. I graduated from North Shore Senior High in 2003 and it's GREAT TO BE GONE!!! I used to play vollyeball, track, and tennis but now i just work, eat, & watch soap operas everyday. I was in all a/p classes and ranked # 14 out of 705 students. I'm proof that u can go out, get messed up, have a good time & still be smart! I've written a couple of poems that have been published with the National Library of Poetry (go me). I am currently a Correctional Officer for the Wynne Unit in Huntsville. My stupid friend Monica got me into it. Me & Nate r both starting school at Sam Houston in the spring. When I get older I wanna do something with law enforcement, probably be a forensic pathologist & own my own lab as a Medical Examiner. BUUUUUT we'll just hafta see where life takes me.

Music

I also love music. I can't go anywhere without having music playing at illegal decible levels. I like pretty much anything (ESPECIALLY 80's!!!!!) but jazz.But anyways.

My Top 10

10. Alicia Keys - Secrets

9. Lindsay Lohan - Rumors

8. Ludacris - Get Back

7. Mike Jones & them - Still Tippin

6. Ciara & Missy - 1 2 Step

5. NORE & Nina Sky - Oye Mi Canto

4. Usher & Alicia Keys - My Boo

3. Shorty Wanna Ride - Young Buck

2. Soldier - Destiny's Child

1. Only You - Ashanti

Now For Boring Family Stuff

I live now with my significant other but I grew up in sunny Riverside, California on the beaches and in the mountains. Wanna say hello to my better half of the family - Peggy & Marcus & Byrd & Ashley & Mac (y'all hold me up & keep me going), Aunt B, Dylan, Chris J (miss u 2 much boy), Uncle Dave & Aunt Frankie, Uncle Bo & his new wife who is MY AGE (I'm really excited!), Uncle Dennis & Aunt Rene, Jessie & James, Aunt Faye & Aunt Judy & their clan. And I'll even say hello to my estranged family - Aunt Sheri (sorry i will never live up to what u have wanted for me but im happy & doing what is right for ME & not every1 else), Bethany (we would be closer if u werent psychotic), Granpa Henry, Aunt Gail, Uncle Mike & Aunt KK, Krista, Dusty, Courtney, Uncle Paul & Aunt Terri.

Dedications and Thank You's

First off, to my Great-Grandma, who's watching over me in heaven, I love u Big Nannie.

To my grandpa, John, who passed away 7 years ago, i miss you pop-pop.

To my grandma in Cali who passed away 7 years ago. I miss you too Granma.

To Teresa, my second mother. It's been almost 3 years since you've left us but I know you are in heaven watching out for me & Ash & ur other children. I will never forget the beauty u brought into my life because of the incredible person you were. I think about u at least once a day & wish u were still there for us. For all of the times you were so much more than a mom to me - thank you, I love you and I miss u.

To Logan J., I love you you shithead. I miss all the trouble you caused me and all the hell you raised. I'm still bitter about losing you. They say the good die young and though it's true I HATE IT. June 25th will always be your day Logan. You will never be forgotten. I wear your shirt more often than I should, i carry your obituary in my wallet, i hung your bluebonnets above my living room tv. I hope wherever you are and however many girls you are trying to hook up with, you know how much your bother, sister, mother and the rest of the family and friends love you and miss you. I will try to live life to the fullest - that's something you taught me. Luv ya kid.

To my daddy, i forgive you.

To Saree, one of the very very few people i can say is my true friend. I love u so much baby girl. I can never say thank u enough for the spirit u bring into my life. Brock is the most beautiful thing I've ever seen. I'm so proud of the woman you are - I'll try to stop being so protective and start being the friend that you need. I'm proud to have you as my maid of honor & standing by me.

To Landy, sorry for making you sterile! I love you, i love you, i love you goddammit. I wish you only the best and that I'm right there beside you throughout this bullshit called life. I'm so sorry about Logan, babe. In some crazy way it gave me a reality check and I realized that I need you in my life. Please don't leave me again. Hugs, kisses & I promise - no more kicking you in the balls and making you cry!

To Matt B, for teaching me to not be so naive of false, heartless promises. I'll carry what u have taught me for the rest of my life.

To Mark, thanks for all the midnight visits to make me feel better. Good luck in Austin!

To Monica, MY NIGGA! Thanks for being in my life and teaching me so many lessons in such a short time. I'm glad we have come back around to being what we used to be. No matter how old i get i want u there with me to mneh at me all the time. I love going in public with u and screamin obscenities at people. I love you.

To Nathan M - thanx for all the rides, Jimbo talks, support and unconditional love. We need more of people like you around. And you will always be THE last of the good guys.

Vincent (my teddy bear), David (he he he), & Jesse (my sexy mexican)- I LOVE YA'LL!!!!!

To my little brother, Nathan, I love you more than you could ever imagine. You're my life, my inspiration and I would die if anything ever happened to u. I'll always be here for ya (even though I'm fat & ugly!).

To Ashly R. - well there's not much on here that i couldnt say in person. I wish mom was still around ....maybe you wouldnt have turned into the heartless, selfish, dumb bitch that i know i didnt grow up with and she didnt raise u to be. Hope u make something more of urself than what you have done. Thank u for always letting me put u on a pedastal and for always being right there to let me down and make me feel like shit. Kharma is a bitch.

To Alisha - thanks for the 2 years in highschool that u were there for me always. You are probably the ONLY person who has never been one of those stupid bitches at any point in time. Good luck in the big H.

To those few select teachers who have made the biggest difference in my life - Mr. Foster (english), Doc Lyle, Ms. Tumy, Mr. Persails & Mrs. Hernandez. I love you guys for the person you have helped me become.

To Chris B, man i sure love all THE AMAZING SEX WE HAVE. anyways - you're an excellent friend. Don't forget that I would rather have you as one of my BEST friends and have everyone else talk shit about me all the time than to lose you and everyone be nice and not spread dumbass rumors. Oh & if you're reading this right now & not talking to me then that's 50 for you.

To Matt S, STOP TELLIN PEOPLE WE HAVE HAD SEX WHEN WE DIDNT AND GET OVER IT.Cuz they don't call u "Skinny" for nothin.

To Robert, MY CHANDLER! I'm proud of the friend you are to me now. We will never be what we were but the friendship we have now will still be remembered for years to come. You are truely the Robert that I fell in love with.

To Johnna - u go above and beyond your call of duty as a friend for me. I'll never forget the vibrance and cohesiveness u bring to my life. You r truely beautiful inside & out & there can never be anyone that can replace what u mean to me. Though i dont show it enough I LOVE YOU!

Last but not least To Nathan, my wonderful soulmate of the last 5 1/2 years. Thank you for teaching me so much and letting me get to know what a great, gentle, beautiful person you are. Life just makes perfect sense with you. Im glad ur still my best friend, I love you even though no one knows how to hurt me like u do. I love going to sleep with you every night and waking up to the sound of ur heartbeat. Thru the good times & the bad, thru the ups & downs, what we share is the only thing that has a spot in my heart and i truly love growing with u every day. I'll never forget the day that you proposed to me and am so excited about the life that we will make together. more than anything in this world - i love you.

And thanks to all of the little people. . . .j/k. Thanks guys.