November 5, 1999

To the only thing keeping me sane,

God, I don't know what to do, I have tried so hard to get on with my life, but it isn't easy. Andie betrayed me, I don't think she ever realised how incredible our relationship was. She is trying hard to get me to forgive her, but...god...doesn't she realise I can't trust her at all.

No-one seems to understand, Dawson is trying hard to forget his feelings for Joey although it is clear he still loves her, and speaking of Joey, she is the only one who has really given me some sign of understanding. Me and Joey always used to be sparring partners, but now...I don't know.....if there is more or if it is me trying to find comfort in someone and Joey is the most likely candidate.

All I know is that right now, I need to stay clear of Andie and get my head sorted out coz the sight of her..crying and being hurt makes me wanna hold her and just froget it happened,

yours truly,
pathetic exitence,

This section of Pacey's Journal was done by: Victoria Anna Wisniewski