To the only thing that will keep me sane,

I think I am spiralling, the woman who I love to hate, and turned out to be the most important person in my life is gone. I don't know what to do, I miss her so much....it's killing me. I feel like all the hard work we went through everything she supported me with has gone downhill, rapidly. I can't eat, think, sleep, all I do is think about my Andie. No-one understands how I feel, my pop has just come to an understanding with me, but what am I supposed to do now.

I keep thinking about our last date, and how she cried...god..I miss her so much.

pathetic exitence
Pacey.

This section of Pacey's Journal was done by: Victoria Anna Wisniewski