Friday, July 2, 1999

Dear Diary,
How absurd is that, a guy my age saying dear diary. Why don't I paint you pink and add some bows? Sheesh.

Things have been so empty since Andie left. I thought it was hard after Tamara and I.....let's not go there. The past is the past...But Andie and Iwere something. She was something. She still is. I just don't understand it... She had the power to save me, and she succeeded...why can't she save herself?

I wish i could save pay her back for what she did for me...she was my best friend...

I really need to get out....I'm starting to sound crazy....I should head to work...wish Dawson were here....I'll write later...