August 29, 1999

Dear Diary,

Me again. I know you haven't heard from me in awhile. And I regret that becuase I am doing something horrible. I've been hanging around with this guy here at my metal institution in Providence. And I *really* like him. No, I mean REALLY like him. But I love Pacey.

This guy though, he understands what I'm going through becuase he's been there too. I love it. I don't *love* him. But I sure like him a lot.

But I love Pacey. Oh gosh, I don't know what I'm doing! The last thing I want is to hurt Pacey, but I've become infatuated with this guy who knows me, is like me, and understands me in ways very few people, especially not Pacey, can. I hate this. I'm going home in less than a month and this crap comes up. What am I to do?