Glimpses--Gabrielle's Scroll

“Before Xena and I died, I realized that my path is not the same as yours. I tried. The Way of Love is not for me.”

“I know. I see that now.” The sound of understanding that I was meant to be with Xena was heavy in Eli’s voice. He felt responsible for our deaths.

“It’s ironic. Right now Xena is everything that I always wanted her to be, but without her dark side, she’s… lost; she’s off balance. My path is with Xena. Helping her. However I can. I’ll do whatever I have to do to protect her.” Eli didn’t know how much I meant that statement.

I had decided that as I held her defenseless body in my arms right before our crucifixions. There was no other person I could love to that degree. And now it was even more. She broke my heart when she told me, “I’m sorry for all the times I didn’t treat you right…” her tears thick with regret. I knew she meant our recent encounter with Sharona. She didn’t understand how accountable I felt for pushing her away and for not making her the most important thing in my life. I had determined that had happened for the last time. Nothing would ever come between us again.

We had then hung on crosses, passed from this life to the next, became angels and demons (not necessarily in that order), and came back to this life. Now that we had conquered Death, there wasn’t anything we couldn’t do. That is, once Xena regained her senses. She seemed to have returned from our trip without all her luggage.

I felt completely responsible for Xena’s safety. She had no recollection about what her Chakram was and had no Warrior’s intuition about anything. She still knew that we shared a special love, but I wasn’t sure how much she remembered. I was thrilled to be alive again, and to have Xena by my side. It registered with me how uncertain life is and that each day a person has to push forward as hard as she can, dealing with every situation head-on, accepting no regrets and leaving no words of purpose unsaid. Now Xena needed me more than ever and I would do whatever it took to restore her sense of self back to her. There was no doubt in my mind that our love was meant to be.

Amarice, Joxer and Eli were trying their best to take care of us. It was quite sweet; seeing Joxer thrilled that we were back. But he couldn’t control his feelings for me, and it didn’t take very long to get on my nerves. I was only interested in taking care of Xena right now, and running from Joxer was wearing me down.

Xena really was clueless about most everything. I learned that to be a true assumption when we were attacked in the market square. Xena took a hefty punch to the jaw and did nothing but hit the ground. I was awakened more and more to what I had to become. It was now my turn to see that nothing harmed the person I loved more than myself. I think I identified with what Xena most likely felt about me. She was always there for me and she always had my back. I would lay down my life for her.

The others left us for a while and we sat in the forest as I talked to her about her past. I told her how she had chose to start fighting for good and then how we met. She couldn’t believe her past. She felt that she wasn’t capable of being a once ruthless Warrior. It was very strange to see the person I knew better than anyone, but hearing her responses made her seem like a stranger. Still, I was overjoyed to be back with her, ready to start a new life with my Warrior Princess. She would make it through this…I would help her.

We ended up meeting for our first kiss since our deaths. As our lips softly touched, my cunt suddenly felt hot and I longed for her touch. I didn’t want to push it too far, so I pulled my head back and looked at her.

“You’re smiling,” I told her. “That’s a good sign.”

“That was a good kiss.”

“Does it help you remember?”

“Maybe…why don’t we try it again?” Her smile was huge, and I didn’t care if she was telling the truth or not.

“Well, okay, if I have to…”

She took my head in her hands and pulled me to her, and I felt that wonderful, warm, sweet mouth open against mine, our body temperatures rising with each heartbeat. I heard myself moan and my nipples contract, needing to feel her inside me right then. My hands found their way to her silky hair and I wrapped my arms around her neck. I was just getting ready to press my chest against hers, when I heard the Joxer, Amarice and Eli returning. “Perfect timing…” I thought to myself.

“We’ll continue this later,” I whispered in her ear.

Amarice was going hunting, and Eli suggested that Xena go with her. Amarice wasn’t very happy with the idea, but Xena tagged along anyway. I thought it might be good for her to do some hunting. Maybe it would bring some of her natural instincts back and help her get back to normal. After several hours, I began to get worried, and Eli and Joxer followed me as I started tracking where Xena and Amarice had gone.

A god named Kal ended up with Xena, and Ares showed up just in time to make sure Xena made a safe escape and came back to join us right after I found Amarice just then regaining consciousness. We returned to our camp, cooked a late dinner and immediately hit the bedrolls. Xena and I both were still very sore from our recent deaths, which sounds so unbelievable to write.

Early the next morning, we went to the house of Caleb, Eli’s friend. Eli wanted to consult with his friend and do some intense studying in Caleb’s scrolls once we reached there, and although Caleb was nowhere to be found, Eli urged us to relax and enjoy the comforts of the house while he did some research.

“Hey, uh…Gabrielle?” Xena and I were looking for something to eat in the kitchen. I turned around and Amarice asked if she could talk with me. I sensed that she was feeling very bad about yesterday.

“Yeah, sure…”

Xena must have thought it was going to be a private conversation, and excused herself. “Well if you two don’t mind, I’m going to take a warm bath. My muscles could use the relaxation.”

I thought to myself, “If SOMEBODY would take the hint, they’d give me some time alone with you and I could make sure you were relaxed.” She made her exit and Amarice walked over to me and sat down.

“Gabrielle…look…I’m really sorry that I let you down. I should have been more on guard knowing Xena wasn’t herself.”

“I will have to say I was a little disappointed, but none of us are used to the way Xena is right now. The important thing is she’s okay and back with us. I’ve just got to figure out how we are going to stand against both Kal and Ares.”

I decided to check on Xena, and maybe even steal another kiss from those delicious lips of hers. When I walked into the room, Ares was getting ready to kiss those same lips and I didn’t expect to see Xena standing facing him, completely naked. I shamed him for trying to take advantage of Xena, and he knew I had him. It didn’t take long for him to disappear. I was never happy about their attraction to each other, but there was no way she remembered him. He knew she didn’t remember and was still willing to take what he could get.

I walked over to her, my mouth watering at the sight of her gorgeous nipples. I was angry with Ares for seeing my Warrior this way, but horny for her. “Xena, if I hadn’t walked in when I did, what would you have done with Ares?”

“I don’t really know.”

“”I do.” I felt really pissed off. “Your nipples are hard enough to poke an eye out, and I could smell your juices the moment I walked in. You were not only going to kiss him, but you were going to have sex with him, weren’t you?”

She had very hurt look on her face, and stepped out of the tub and headed for the door.

“Where are you going?”

She didn’t answer, and was almost to the other door. “Xena?”

She turned around and looked at me, tears in her eyes. Gods. What was I doing? She couldn’t help that she didn’t remember anything.

I walked over to her. “Look, Baby…I’m sorry. Seeing you with Ares made me a little crazy.” I placed my hands on her bare shoulders, gently massaging them. “And seeing you naked makes me a lot crazy.” I smiled at her, but felt like a total ass with the way I had acted. Maybe I could make it up to her.

“Did Ares interrupt your bath?”

She simply nodded, still upset with my actions. “Come on,” I said, taking her arm and leading her back to the tub. “Let me help you finish.”

Rubbing over her skin was making me wetter under my skirt than she knew. She wanted me to tell her about Ares. I told her he had always been after her, offering her the power she could so easily wield. I couldn’t blame him for wanting Xena. She was a perfect creation as far as I was concerned. I finally asked her, “What do you feel about me?”

“I feel something very different with you,” she said, softly stroking the side of my face. I was kneeling beside the tub and soaping the washcloth again. “I feel comfortable, and protected, and loved. I felt it yesterday and I feel it right now. We are in love, aren’t we? I mean, we don’t just love each other like two friends…it is more than that, isn’t it?”

“Much more than that, and thank the gods you remember it!”

“I wish I could remember what makes you so happy.”

“You will, Xena…One way or the other, you will. And besides, it gives us a chance to build some new memories.”

She smiled. “Why don’t you climb in here with me? There’s plenty of room.”

My pussy leaped with excitement. I thought for a second, and told her, “This room isn’t very private. Why don’t you finish your bath, and I’ll meet you in one of the bedrooms.”

She stood up and I grabbed a towel, wrapping it around her shoulders and holding her hand as she stepped out of the tub. I was glad to see she was ready to go now. We started walking down the hall to the bedroom on the end, and met Amarice coming out of one of the other rooms. She looked at our connected hands, Xena’s body wrapped in a towel, and then finally at each of us. She smiled a little and said, “I’ll make your excuses.”

After she walked away. Xena asked, “She knows about us, huh?”

“She knows now if she didn’t already.” I just squeezed her hand and we smiled at each other. “She loves you too, but in a different way. She admires your fighting skills and your wisdom in combat. She wants to be like you.”

I opened the door to our bedroom and guided Xena over to the bed. “Sit down…”

She didn’t hesitate, and just looked up into my eyes as I stood in front of her. I didn’t want to risk making her feel pressured or uncomfortable in any way, although I wanted her desperately. She gave me my answer by reaching and pulling her towel off, and then reached for the ties on my top.

“You’re going to freeze in those wet clothes. Why don’t you let me help you out of them?”

“Not yet.” I knelt beside the bed and had her lie back with her head on the pillow. I rubbed over her stomach, feeling the heat in my hand rise as it made contact with her flesh. “I want to make love to you, Xena. I want to touch you and feel you, and see if I can’t help you remember some of what we had.”

Still clothed, I slowly climbed on the bed and straddled her naked body. I moved my mouth just over hers, leaning over her and holding her wrists with my hands on each side of her head. She gave me complete control, and I met her mouth for a deep kiss that reached far deeper than the back of my throat.

I let my mouth wander to the side of her jaw and then to her neck, licking the outside of her ear and feeling her nipples harden against my chest as I lay over her.

“You’re gonna get cold…Please take off your clothes.”

I raised up my head and looked down into her eyes. “On one condition.”


“That you don’t touch me…I want to make love to you.”

“I’ll do my best.” She smiled so beautifully.

“I guess that’ll have to do…” I sat up and started untying the leather straps behind my back.

She watched with eyes wide open as I removed my top. My breasts were standing at perfect attention for her, ready for her mouth to devour them. But I had to control my wants, and make sure she was fulfilled perfectly. I was very happy to see her hands coming to touch my nipples, but I couldn’t let her do that just yet.

“Ah ah ah…” I said, shaking my finger at her. “No touching, remember.”

“I remember…But gods, I want you.”

“Later, My Love,” I told her gently. I had her lie back on the bed and I covered her body with mine, my very erect nipples pressing hard against hers. The smell of her arousal was making me wild, but I was trying to refrain and just take my time to love her. She had been through so much and still wasn’t clear on a lot of things. In a sense, it was like this was the first time I was making love to her, and I had to be sure it was memorable and special for her.

“You feel wonderful,” she told me, as my hips began to grind into her mound. I could feel her hands moving up and down my back, pulling my body tighter against hers. She found my mouth and took control of the kiss this time, sucking my tongue in that way that made me want to straddle her face. I could feel my erection growing between my legs with every movement from her mouth. Just picturing her mouth on me could have made me come. This was the first time we had been together since our incredible experiences. The desire between us was growing rapidly. Our breathing was becoming ragged and our desire for each other was obvious.

I managed to take off my skirt and underwear without breaking our kiss. She finally pulled away and said, “Let me see you.”

“Not until after I’ve made you mine,” I told her, smiling down into her beautiful eyes. “But I’m already yours,” I heard her say as my mouth was headed for her left nipple. She couldn’t have said anything more moving to me at that very place and time.

I stayed busy with her chest for a bit, feeling her body arch against mine and asking silently for my touch. “Do you want me, Xena?”

“Yes, I want you…I need you.”

I continued nursing at her chest, and heard her say, “Please…”

“What, Xena?…What do you want?”

My stomach was lying between her legs at this point, and I could feel her soaked center leaving its moist plea for contact. “I need your mouth on me here…I need to feel you inside me.”

I had licked and sucked her chest long enough to make both of us want so much more. I was relishing this time with her, wanting to take it slow…being able to hold her in my arms and against my body was as fulfilling as anything could possibly be. I let my hands wander down her sides and I scooted my body down as well. Finally, my hands were under her ass, and I whispered, “Xena, look at me.”

“I love you, Xena,” I whispered softly, kissing the top of her thigh where it joined her body. “I love you and I love doing this to you.” I kissed a trail across her lower stomach and then kissed the top of her other thigh. I looked up and saw her eyes were watching my every move…her mouth open and her chest rising and falling from heavier breathing. “Now you will know one of the reasons you’re mine.” I didn’t want her to feel lost anymore.

I ran my hands over the outside of her center, immediately feeling the wetness that was already there. Her breath caught in her chest, and a tiny smile formed on her lips. “Just let me touch you, Baby…it’s okay…”

Leaning down to make that first contact with my mouth on her will be forever embedded in my mind. The moment my mouth touched the top of her slit, her back arched from the bed, and it only fueled me to devour her cunt. I slowly ran my tongue down her slit and then back up, collecting all her delicious juices for my thirst that begged to be sated. I moved several times up and down with my tongue between her lower lips, and then finally went inside her, hardening my tongue and filling her opening. I kept my eyes locked with hers, completely lost in the desire I saw within her eyes and only wanting to make love to her perfectly.

My hands were massaging each side of her hips, and I moved my right hand to come up and touch her center. I slowly went inside her, feeling her tightness around my fingers. Her head fell back against the pillow, and I began thrusting inside her very gently at first, until I felt her hips begin to move with me, fucking my fingers and finding pleasure from my touch. I sucked in her hardened clit in even strokes, letting my tongue hold her shaft securely as my mouth pursed around her erection. Her body was moving with me, and when I felt her become tighter around my fingers, I raised my head long enough to talk to her. “Yes, Xena, come for me, My Love.” Her body began trembling, and I resumed my position by covering her clit with my mouth.

“Gods, yes!” she screamed, and I gave it to her a little harder as she bucked against my mouth, making sure she got every ounce of ecstasy possible. I felt my own wetness streaming down my thigh.

After she came, I didn’t move from my position and watched as her body rested against the bed, her chest and gorgeous breasts heaving up and down. With my fingers still inside her, I just wanted this moment to last forever. Being inside her body was the most amazing thing to me. I could never get close enough to her. She finally lifted her head just enough to look at me in the eyes. Relieved to see a smile, I asked her, “Are you ready for more?”

“I want to touch you now, Gabrielle…”

How could I turn down a request from my Warrior? “How do you want me?” I asked her, wiggling my fingers inside her. We exchanged smiles again and she was pulling at my shoulders. I slowly pulled out of her body and let her pull me to sit on top of her. “It’s always been this good, hasn’t it?” she asked, looking very happy as I straddled her hips, our drenched centers connecting and awakening even more desire within us. “Always…” I told her, watching her hand come up to stroke my sweaty bangs away from my face.

She reached for my hands and brought them to her mouth, softly kissing each finger and then licking her juices from my right hand. I leaned down and kissed her breasts again, and then placed my hands on each side of her shoulders. Lifting myself just a little, I pulled my hips back so that I could slide my pussy against hers, watching as her eyes closed shut as I continued the motion of rocking back and forth over her lips. “Is that good, Baby?”

“Mmmmm….very….” she responded, reaching to pinch her nipples between her fingers and then reaching farther down to hold her lips open, inviting me to continue stroking against her this way. She turned her head to the side and just let herself enjoy the sensations that were building for both of us. I felt like I was hard enough to go inside her, and a growing climax was begging to be released. She moved her hips in a circular motion beneath me, and soon the sounds of our desire for each other was heard not only from the effects of our centers moving together, but by the moans that neither of us tried to hold back. My breasts hovered over her as I continued moving, and she raised her head enough to take each of them into her mouth.

“Gods, Xena…that feels so good…”

We made beautiful, perfect love that afternoon, until our bodies were numb from the lingering positions we ended up in. Finally a knock came at the door, and it was Amarice.

“Xena? Gabrielle?” “Eli may have found something.”

“Be there in a minute,” I said, trying to sound normal and not with that freshly fucked gravel voice. I was laying on Xena’s shoulder, our naked bodies as close as possible to one another. “We need to get up now, but I really don’t want to…” I told her.

“I know…”

With one last kiss, we freshened up and got dressed, joining the others to see what Eli had discovered in Caleb’s scrolls.

We were forced to fight both Ares and Kal, and Xena was able to join the two chakrams and somehow regain her sense of identity. In the midst of it all, Joxer told me he loved me, and I couldn’t believe his timing. He later told me that he didn’t need a response from me. He just wanted me to know. I loved him dearly as a friend, but there was no possible way I could love anyone other than Xena.

When the fight was over and Kal was destroyed, Ares left and we parted ways with Eli. He decided to stay behind and continue studying Caleb’s scrolls. Joxer and Amarice were going to travel back to Greece with us, and we found a nice spot to camp for the night. After dinner and a little talking, I was very tired and tried not to go to sleep before Xena. The last time I looked at her, she was sitting on her bedroll beside me, looking into the campfire. Joxer and Amarice were already asleep. “Are you sure you’re okay?” I asked her. “Better than okay,” she said. “Just go to sleep…”

A little later, I woke up and rolled over, reaching my arm out toward Xena’s bedroll. When I didn’t feel her lying there, I quickly woke up and much to my relief, saw her sitting on a log near me, stoking the fire. She had a peaceful smile on her face.

“Whatcha smilin’ at?” I asked, seeming to startle her slightly.

She looked at me and quietly answered, “You. I can’t help but think how patient and gentle you were the last couple of days, and it makes me love you even more.”

“You would have done the same for me. I’m just glad you’re back.”

“So am I. I have always told myself I wish I could forget my horrible past, but I realized something during all this.”

“What’s that?”

“I realized that I may not have met you without my violent past…I might never have been passing by Potodeia on my way home that day when I first set eyes on you, if I hadn’t been so bent on changing. I don’t think I ever realized that before.”

What wonderful words coming from my Warrior. I was thrilled that she still loved me, after all we had been through. I sat up and held my arms out toward her. “Come to bed, Xena. I want to feel your body next to mine.” I didn’t care if Amarice and Joxer were there or not.

She reached toward me and instead of letting me pull her to me, she pulled me up to my feet, placing me between her thighs. “Xena…”

“I want to feel your body next to mine too,” she growled, before pressing her face into the crease of my neck, making goose bumps rise on my skin. “And I don’t want to have to worry about getting caught.”

I wrapped my arms around her neck. “So what do you propose?”

She looked over at Joxer and Amarice, who were both sleeping soundly. “Get your bedroll and come on…We’ll be back long before they wake up.”

“Speaking of which, I’m so glad you are back. Our love has stood lots of things, and I know it always will.”

It was wonderful seeing her smile, having the old Xena back with me. “Hurry up…before they wake up…” she said. I quickly grabbed both our bedrolls, and I saw her reach for our saddlebag. She took my hand and led me a short distance from our campsite.

It was slightly chilly so we opted for a few minutes to build a small fire for warmth. I spread out our bedrolls and made us a comfortable spot. I got under the cover and quickly removed my clothes. She was still adding a few sticks and brush to the fire, and I impatiently asked her, “Xena, are you coming?”

“Oh…I plan on it,” she said, with an evil little grin. She stood and removed her leathers, making my mouth water with want. Her body was amazing, and then I saw her reach for the saddlebag. She started putting on the harness, and turned to let me see her stroke the length of the phallus with her hand. “You don’t mind do you…if I don’t come to bed completely naked?”

I was speechless for a moment, but found my voice and said, “Not at all…”

Xena was back, and better than ever.

COMING NEXT WEEK: Delirious from a fever, Xena hallucinates erotic suffering at Gabrielle's mercy.

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