Death Wish
by Panda

Spike watched silently as his prey separated from the rest of the 'White Hats'. He was waiting until he knew the others would be too far away to stop him from carrying out his plan. Two weeks ago his Sire had offered this delicious mortal to him then took him away before he could have him. Well, he wanted this nummy treat and was going to have him no matter what his poof of a Sire said about it. 

Since the first time he had laid eyes on the handsome youth, Spike had been intrigued. He had smelled the fear rolling off the whelp that fateful night, but he hadn't tried to get away. He stood there besides Angelus, looking at Spike like he was waiting to die. But Spike didn't want to kill him; he wanted to claim him. The boy was bloody beautiful and Spike had always liked beautiful things. So had his Sire, back before the whole nasty soul business. Actually, that should have warned him something was wrong. The Angelus he knew would have turned the boy the minute he saw him and gloated to Spike about it later. But that was the past and what was his Sire's loss would be his gain. This beautiful creature would be his tonight. 

He had grown tired of Dru's mad ramblings and knew he would have to send her packing soon. Or maybe he and his new mate would leave this town and leave her here. He always knew that he didn't love her, and he had never wanted to mate with her; fucking he could do, but not mating. But now the urge to mate had captured him and it sang for the whelp, for Xander. He had fallen in love with the boy and knew they were meant to be together. 

Spike saw his chance to take the whelp and he crept closer, until he could grab the boy around his chest. "Don't you know that it's dangerous to walk by yourself at night, luv?" he asked into the right ear of his soon-to-be Childe. " You could be hurt and there'd be no one to help you." 

"I'm sure my blonde bodyguard would have stopped them," Xander answered as he felt a cool tongue lick his neck. He had wondered when his blonde death would claim him. 

Spike froze when he heard this. "You knew I was there, pet? How? And why didn't you say anything to the Slayer?," he asked in shock. 

"You weren't as quiet and hidden as you thought you were, Spike. I've known you've been following me since four days ago. And as for why I didn't tell, maybe I have a death wish," Xander said bitterly. He had always known that helping the Slayer would get him killed sooner or later. And that was OK, he wanted to die. His home life sucked with his mom and dad drunk all the time, and let's not forget the beatings when his parents were pissed. Everyone thought he was a joke, even his close friends. The only thing he was good for was getting in the way and getting into trouble. It would be better for everyone if he were dead. He was just too chicken to kill himself. And what better way to die than by the fangs of the blonde vampire that had crept into his dreams since their meeting two weeks ago? 

Spike was shocked. He thought it would be a lot tougher to get the boy to become his. But here he was offering himself to the vampire. He couldn't believe his luck, all he had to do was convince Xander to become his forever and it wouldn't be too hard to get the boy into his bed, not if the bulge in his khakis was any indication. 

"Now, pet, who said I was going to kill you?," he asked as he began licking Xander's neck again. 

"What. What do you want then?," Xander asked as shivers ran down his body. The only thing he regretted about dying was that he would die a virgin. He shivered again as Spike continued to lick his neck like he was a lollipop. Maybe he could ask for a dying man's last request. ' Yeah that would work,' he thought with a snort,' Excuse me but could you fuck me before you kill me? Please, so I could know the feel of a man's cock up my ass before you kill me, Mr. Big Bad Vampire?' 

"Maybe I'm going to take you away from here and make you mine," Spike whispered into Xander's ear. He tightened his grip on the boy and pushed his jeans-covered cock against Xander's khaki-covered ass. " Would you like that? I think you'd like it," Spike stated has he started to stroke the boy's hardening cock. He smiled when Xander moaned softly and bared his neck further for Spike. The boy was his for the taking, but he wanted to know the boy was coming willingly. He remembered the hate he felt (and still did sometimes) for Dru because she took his life and gave him this unlife without even asking him if he wanted it. He didn't want that to happen to Xander and he. "Xander, Xander I need you to pay attention for a moment, luv," Spike said as he removed his hand from the boy's cock and turned him around to face him. He smiled when Xander moaned softly in protest. "Listen, luv. I'm going to give you the choice I was never given, do you understand, pet?," he asked stealing!
a line from the god-awful movie

by that Ann Rice bint. 

"Whatever you say, Lesat," Xander joked softly, "I'm listening." 

"I want you. I want you to be my Childe and be with me forever, but the choice is yours, luv. If you don't want me, I'll let you go," Spike said seriously as he looked deep into Xander's brown eyes, pleading with him not to say no. 

Xander was shocked. A vampire was asking if he wanted to be turned! He had always thought vampires just took whomever they wanted and their prey would have to deal with it. Xander gazed into the blue eyes that looked at him like he was a precious item that should be protected at all cost. He knew what he was feeling and thinking was wrong, that he was suppose to kill vampires, not become one. But that didn't matter, he wanted Spike, wanted to be with him and be like him. And he could tell that Spike wanted the same thing. 
"Yes," Xander replied," I want to be with you and be your Childe. But I have two request before you turn me, if that's ok." 

"Anything," Spike replied as he pulled his soon-to-be mate to him. 

"First, I want you to fuck me before I'm turned. If what I've read is true, then I don't want to be virgin tight for the rest of eternity. I want to be tight enough to make it enjoyable, but loose enough for it not to hurt unless you or I want it to hurt," Xander said as he wrapped his arms around Spike. 

"Of course, luv. And the second thing?," Spike asked. 

"The second thing is after I'm turned I want to kill my parents before we leave Sunnydale. Then we can do anything and go anywhere you want. Just as long as Dru doesn't try to get me in bed with her," Xander finished. 

"Is that all, pet?," Spike asked, and was answered by Xander nodding his head. " Well, then we won't have any problems. I was planning on leaving Dru here, so you don't have to worry about her and the rest is no problem. " Then Spike took Xander's hand and led him towards the mansion. 

The next night 

Spike watched Xander, waiting for signs of him waking up. They had spent what was left of the night and most of the day fucking like crazy. Spike wanted to enjoy his warm, mortal lover while he could, and Xander found out that he had a sex addiction. Then close to three in the afternoon, Spike drained Xander to the point of death and fed him as much of his blood as he could. Now all that was left was for his mate to open his eyes and awaken to his new life. 

Suddenly, Xander began to stir. Spike leaned over him, so he was the first thing Xander saw when he opened his eyes. When he did, Spike smiled down at him. "How do you feel, Luv?," he asked. 

"Hungry," came the one word answer. 

"Well, then pet, I think it's time I meet the folks. What do you think?" Spike asked with an evil grin forming on his lips. 

Xander returned the evil grin and stated, " I think that's a wonderful idea!" 

The End