Those Who Know Me True

Chapters 47-54

by heartcat

 

 

 

 

Disclaimer: The characters and situations of the TV program "Big Valley" are the creations of Four Star/Republic Pictures and have been used without permission.  No copyright infringement is intended by the author.  The ideas expressed in this story are copyrighted to the author.

 

 

 

 

This story includes adult situations and sensitive scenes that might be too realistic for some readers.

 

 

Chapter 47

 

Cadence scrambled from one side of the railcar to the next, pressing her palms and forehead to the windows, watching the world go by. She found that when she looked further out where the trees were, the train went slower, and whenever she'd look down at the foreground, the train would speed up, the beige blur of the ground below making her dizzy. She would watch out one side for a moment, sapphire eyes surveying the landscape, then suddenly scoot across the aisle, to see what new and exciting things there were to view from the other side of the car.

"She's loving this," Catherine remarked to Jarrod with a soft laugh, from the seat next to him.

Jarrod beamed at the beautiful little girl, squeezing Catherine's hand. He loved listening to Catherine's voice, so husky and sultry. Just being together with she and her daughter made his world complete. Experiencing train travel through their eyes, was like taking his own first journey all over again. He had found that Catherine had a special way of helping him to see even old familiar things, as though they were new and exciting again. She communicated to him with carefully chosen words and subtle nuances, exactly how things made her feel, always putting an unique and refreshing perspective on everything.

And Cadence, who exhibited such a zest for life, despite all of the horrors that she had been through in her difficult young life thus far, filled his world with carefree laughter and innocent optimism. Jarrod wondered about the man who had sired this precious child. Wondered if he ever thought back to that moment in time five years ago. Wondered if he ever considered what had become of the Indian girl he had so cruelly abused and whose world he had torn apart. It seemed as though those trail scums had left Catherine for dead, so the man probably never even gave any thought to whether or not he might have made the teenager pregnant. That hollow shell of a human being was living his life without any clue that somewhere, a piece of him existed. Likely the only good and decent part of him there had ever been.

This little child with her honey gold skin, long, dark, wavy hair, and luminous blue eyes was such a treasure. Jarrod thought to himself with a pang of envy and regret that she could almost be his...the child of his flesh...with her big, blue eyes. He marvelled to know that Cadence was here with them now because of hate and prejudice and ugliness. And yet out of such a terrible thing had come beauty and sweetness and love. He couldn't help but wonder if Catherine ever felt conflicting emotions towards the barbarian that had taken her parents, and stolen her virginity, then unwittingly left her with this most precious gift.

Catherine was glad that they were able to travel in the Barkley's private car. Not because it was so lovely and so comfortable, which it was, but because they had their privacy. She didn't have to worry about anyone making derrogatory, hurtful comments towards Cady, spoiling the child's glee. Jarrod hadn't even hired a manservant for the short trip, so that they could be totally alone. Silas had packed a picnic for them in case they became hungry or thirsty on their journey, though they had eaten a hearty lunch of beef stew and biscuits, followed by thick slices of Halley McNeils sumptuous raisin cake.

Catherine had been touched when Jarrod had told her that Halley had not only agreed to pass out the laundry to her customers when they came for it, but had also taken it upon herself to clean the shack. And then had sent that wonderful cake along. Though they had been neighbours for a few months now, it had only been recently that Halley had seemed to accept Catherine, and had extended the first tentative fingers of friendship. That the McNeils had also come to her aid that night...that Halley, who had enough of her own work to do, had taken it upon herself to clean up and then bake for her, had touched Catherine deeply.

And the Barkleys had been wonderful to her, Jarrod's mother and siblings, including Annabelle, welcoming she had Cadence into their home, and treating them both with kindess and respect. What a warm and loving family they were, caring for one another deeply. Their bond resurrected in Catherine hopes and dreams that she had kept buried for so long. To be part of a family unit again. To have that support system, to always have somewhere to turn and someone to care. It brought back memories of carefree laughter, and wonderful cooking, and the joyous songs and dances of her people. It made Catherine long to be back home again, back among the Metis in the Red River Settlement. To be again in a land where she was accepted and loved.

She looked at Jarrod now, who was watching Cadence with unveiled delight. Jarrod accepted and cared for them, she knew. But Jarrod also had certain dreams and ambitions that were not concurrent with having she and Cady in his life. Not on any permanent basis, certainly. Not in any way that Catherine could possibly imagine. She wondered just how important this quest for power was to Jarrod.

It likely wasn't as important to him for reasons of egosim, as it was for the fact that he desired to attain that power so that he could then use it to help others. Jarrod, as Governor of California, could do so much good, for so many people. People who needed a man like him to champion them, because no one else would. 'For the cause that lacks assistance, for the wrong that needs resistance, For the future in the distance, and the good that I can do.' That was who Jarrod Barkley was. He took his strength, his sense of self, Catherine knew, from being a rock and foundation for others. He could not ever see a wrong and try not to address it. He was the most deeply principled, selfless man she had ever met. What would his altruism cost she and Cady? Catherine wondered.

Her thoughts were overridden by Jarrod's voice, explaining to them that San Francisco was the northern end of the peninsula between San Francsico Bay and the Pacific Ocean, surrounded on three sides by water. The land itself was rocky with steep hills. Some thirty years earlier, the Gold Rush had transformed the face of the town. Since then they city had grown and transformed dramatically. It was now California's major seaport. Almost every immigrant who arrived to America's west coast by sea, and almost all imported goods from the Far East, passed through the port of San Francisco. It was known as the 'Barbary Coast' for it's resemblance to that pirate plagued coast in Northern Africa, he told them, and really did attract some rough people to the wharves.

"Fall is lovely in San Francisco," Jarrod assured Catherine. "It's generally warmer and sunnier than what we'd experience in Stockton, and there's virtually no rain. You can shop for just about anything you'd please there. I can't wait to take you and Cadence on a cable car, and to show you Chinatown."

His enthusiasm was infectious, and Catherine couldn't help but feel eager to share all of these wonders with Jarrod. It would be very telling about their future though, she knew, this journey they had embarked upon.

 

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Nick had dropped Jarrod, Catherine and Cadence off at the train station. He didn't normally take time off of work this way, and Jarrod could easily have someone else drive them into Stockton, but Nick had had a few personal errands he had wanted to run. Afterwards, he had sauntered over to the post office to pick up the mail. There was a letter there for Jarrod, from Gene, and another from his youngest brother to their mother. There was another letter for Jarrod, bearing no postage though, so it was obviously local. Nick didn't recognize the messy scrawl.

In addition to the letters, there was a telegraph wire for Jarrod from Patrick Vandermeer in Sacramento. It seemed terse, and Nick could sense the aggravation behind the words. Basically, it implied that the sooner Jarrod got out there, the better for all involved.

Nick had been surprised when Jarrod had announced that he was taking Catherine and Cadence on this little trip. The whole family had been surprised actually, though no one had said anything to Jarrod. Nick wasn't sure if he agreed with his mother's way of handling this situation. He believed that Jarrod was always the first to give him a verbal smack upside the head if his behaviour was irrational and not in his best interests. He felt that he should be returning the favour, and forcing his older brother to confront some realities. The longer they allowed Jarrod to float around in the clouds, the harder it would be when for him when the time came to settle back down to earth.

And Nick couldn't quite believe that Jarrod was wearing such an enormous set of blinders. Jarrod was the cleverest man Nick knew, always seeing to the heart of matters, and always able to view situations from all sides. He was a man of logic and reason. Yet here he was, pursing the Governor's Mansion, while also pursing Catherine Vaillancourt. It didn't make any sense to Nick. Surely Jarrod must know how people would react to a politician carrying on with an Indian woman. Or part-Indian woman. Okay...a Metis woman, from Canada...but people wouldn't know or care to differentiate, Nick knew.

There was no way Jarrod could have both of his dreams, Nick was certain. Yet, which one did Jarrod really want? It had been a life long ambition of Jarrod's to enter politics one day. It was just something that all of them knew would be a reality one day, and it was something that they knew Jarrod would not only be successful at, but which he would use as a springboard to help the lives of others. And helping others was a vital part of who Jarrod was.

Nick believed that his brother had strong feelings for this woman. Yet, Jarrod wasn't doing anything to make the relationship permanent. Nick was fairly certain that Jarrod was sleeping with Catherine. He'd gotten up to use the bathroom in the darkest hours before dawn on Hallowe'en night, and had seen Catherine creeping from Jarrod's bedroom and across to the room she was sharing with her daughter.

Nick had been angry at that. Not that he cared what his older brother did, or who he did it with. It was the where that concerned him. Nick was very considerate of his mother and sister, and very protective of Audra especially. She was a young, unmarried woman, and it just wasn't right for Jarrod and Catherine to be carrying on where Audra could be confronted with such evidence. And Nick knew that his mother would not approve of such behaviour either. Not that either of them would imagine Jarrod to be an innocent, but there were just some things that demanded propriety and this was one of them. Nick had wanted to say something to Jarrod in private, but in the end, he had let well enough alone. Jarrod's lack of consideration for Mother and Audra, so out of character, led Nick to believe that bringing up the matter would not be met with chagrined remorse and vows to cease such actions, but would probably be met with anger and resentment and would drive a wedge between them when Jarrod would need his support the most.

Nick did wonder though what Jarrod's intentions were towards the young woman. He couldn't keep Catherine and Cadence living under their roof indefinitely, under such ambiguous circumstances and with such an indecisive standing. Was Jarrod serious about this woman? Nick had to wonder. Jarrod had never once mentioned anything permanent. Surely his brother would know there was no way there could ever be anything lasting between he and Catherine.

Nick thought it would be better if Jarrod just stopped playing around, before the young woman really got hurt. Nick liked Catherine well enough, and he thought her little girl Cadence was the most enchanting child. But there could not ever be a place for them in his brother's life. Nick hoped that Jarrod would wake up and smell the coffee before he not only ruined his career, but Catherine's life as well. Nick couldn't help but think of Leah Thomson and his late father, and the little boy, Heath, who grew up without a father. Nick hoped that Jarrod was being careful. It just wasn't like his big brother to be so seemingly scatter-brained and oblivious.

Sighing, Nick decided that he would have a quick drink at the Golden Eagle before heading back to the ranch. He pushed through the swinging doors and sidled up the bar, grinning at Harry. "Beer, please," he requested, flipping a coin onto the scarred wooden surface of the bar.

Harry filled a mug and slid it over to Nick. Nick turned to the room, leaning as elbow on the bar, as he sipped the brew and surveyed the other patrons. It was still early, so the saloon was mostly empty, save a handful of cowboys. He spied Starr, sitting alone at a corner table, eating a late lunch, while she waited for the bar to fill and her work to begin. Nick headed towards her, his spurs clinking as he crossed the room.

He couldn't help the look of astonishment that pulled at his rugged features as he gazed down at the woman. There was an unsightly bruise on her cheek, and her bottom lip was swollen and cracked. She had tried to cover the bruise with thick powder and rouge, and had attempted to camouflage her damaged smile with bright red lipstick. Someone, some animal, had hurt her. Nick felt his anger rise. He didn't understand the kind of man who would hurt a woman.

Starr saw the way Nick Barkley regarded her, and she shrugged her shoulders, and tried to smile. "I guess I still look a fright then," she said regretfully. "Well, maybe Harry was right and I'd do better to hide myself away til it gets darker and the men get drunker." She laughed hollowly.

Nick pulled out a chair and sat down beside her. "Starr, what on earth happened to you?" he demanded. "Who did this? I'll see that he pays for it." Nick's dark eyes narrowed.

Starr reached over and patted his arm. "It's okay Nick. He was just drifting through Stockton. He's long gone. But I appreciate your caring." They were such wonderful men, these Barkleys, she thought. She didn't feel for Nick the way she did for his brother Jarrod, but Nick too had always treated her with kindness and respect. As had the other Barkley sons, Heath and Eugene. It was touching to know that Nick would be her defender this way.

"Well, if he ever drifts back into town," the disgruntled, dark-haired cowboy growled, "you be sure to let me know! I'll give him a lesson or two about the way we treat our women in Stockton!" His eyes flashed.

Starr hesitated. She was still ashamed of what she had done, both agreeing to be with that horrible man Clay, and for knowing that she had betrayed Jarrod Barkley. She had wondered if she should approach Jarrod, and confess what she had done. To let him know to be on his guard against this man 'Clay' who meant him no good. But Jarrod hadn't been in town recently, and his office had remained closed for a few days. She had no idea when she might see Jarrod again, and perhaps by then it would be too late. Perhaps, she thought, she should confide in Nick Barkley.

"Actually," Starr began, unable to meet Nick's eyes. "I think the man who I was...entertaining...knew your brother. Though I don't think they're friends."

Nick raised a dark, furry brow. "Heath? Jarrod?" He didn't think it would be Gene.

Starr bit her bottom lip, then winced at the pain. "Jarrod." She felt herself flush. "He was asking a lot of questions about Jarrod."

Nick frowned. "What sorts of questions?" he asked, feeling suddenly protective of his oldest brother.

Starr looked down and twirled her fingers through the lace that trimmed her purple dress. She'd had to get another dress, after the stranger had ruined her red one. She hadn't taken any pleasure in the shopping, even though the man had left enough money to cover the cost of the replacement garment. "He...he was asking about Jarrod and...a woman." She blinked nervously several times. "He was very intent on learning whatever he could about your brother and...any woman he was spending time with."

Nick considered this. Suddenly, he thought he understood where Starr's bruises had come from, and how they had come about. Nick knew that Starr had a crush on Jarrod, though Jarrod seemed blissfully unaware of her attachment to him. He could envision the scene as it must have played out. This man, probably some investigator hired by Jarrod's political opponents to dig up whatever dirt they could on him, had tried to get information out of Starr. And, feeling about Jarrod as she did, she had been hesitant to give him any, out of loyalty to his brother.

"I'm sorry he did this to you," Nick told her gently. "And Jarrod will be furious! He'll find out who it was and make him pay."

"No!" Starr interjected. "Nick, please," she implored, "I'd appreciate it if you didn't let Jarrod know about this. I feel just awful," she hovered on the verge of tears.

"It's okay, Starr," Nick said gently. "You had no choice. What did you tell him?" Nick asked curiously.

"I...I told him that Jarrod was rumoured to be seeing that...that washerwoman." Starr swallowed nervously. "He...he knows where she lives." She felt horrible. "He didn't know though...not when he left me...that she's...well..." Starr left the thought unspoken, but Nick knew what she was trying to say.

Nick knew he shouldn't have been surprised that people knew of Jarrod's involvement with Catherine Vaillancourt, or that it was being discussed by the townspeople, but he still was taken aback. He thought then, of the weird feeling he had been getting lately, the couple of occasions when he had been in town. That people were talking behind his back. It was beginning to make sense now.

Starr continued. "Please, Nick, don't tell Jarrod it was me that told," she begged. "I just thought maybe you could warn him, that someone had been around asking, without letting him know it was me." Her dark eyes shimmered with tears.

"I won't, Starr," Nick promised. "I'll just let him know that someone's been around asking. Jarrod can take it from there." He rubbed his chin thoughtfully. "Guess this guy didn't give his name or anything, or let drop who he was working for?" he asked hopefully.

Starr tilted her head to one side. "He said his name was Clay."

Nick thought for a moment, but the name didn't mean anything to him. Not that it should, the guy was probably just some scumbag, seedy investigator. It would do well for Jarrod to be aware though, that people were delving into his private life. "Thanks, Starr," Nick told her, as he drained the beer from his glass. "You're a good friend to Jarrod to tell me. And I'll keep your secret safe," he gave his word.

Starr looked at him gratefully. "I don't know how good of a friend I am," she said sadly. "But I figured Jarrod should know what's up."

Nick thanked the woman, then rose to leave the saloon. He was almost to the doors, when he heard low, mocking laughter from the table nearest the exit. "Well, if it ain't the injun lover," a voice mocked.

"He ain't the injun lover," another voice reproved with a chuckle. "It's the lawyer brother."

"Ain't you heard?" the first man continued. "The Barkleys have the lawyer's dirty, half-breed whore out livin' at the ranch house now, jes like she was some fine society gal. They's all injun lovers! Maybe in more ways 'n one, huh Joe?"

Nick swivelled to face the pair at the table, his jaw clenched. Matt Carson and Joe Wilson looked back at him. A bottle of whiskey sat on the table between them, though only about a third of it had been consumed so far. The men weren't drunk yet, Nick realized. They weren't being mean-drunk, they were just plain being mean. Carson, a short, burly man in his late thirties with balding salt and pepper hair, was a ranch hand for the Wallaces. Wilson, tall, thin and red-headed, and known to be fond of liquor, worked odd jobs as a handyman about town.

Nick stood with his feet apart, hands on his slim hips. He looked from one man to the other, sizing them up. Both were armed, their hands resting loosely by their holsters. "You boys have something you need to say to me?" Nick asked, his gravelly voice low and hard. "Cause you're either gonna apologize for what you just said, or you're gonna back it up with your fists." His eyes glittered. "No one talks about my family that way, or anyone who's a guest under our roof. Do I make myself clear?"

Carson pushed his chair back from the table and stood up. "You gonna call me out fer tellin' the truth, Barkley?" he demanded, his cheeks reddening. "Ain't it true, you got that stinkin' savage livin' at yer ranch? Ain't it true your brother Jarrod's been makin' no bones that she's his gal? Takin' her out to supper, and buyin' her stuff? Now he's got her there under his roof, so he can do his whorin' right there in the comfort of his own home!"

The room was silent. There were only a few other patrons there, but they all turned with interest to the scene that was playing out at the front of the room.

Nick's hand itched to draw his gun, but he saw that Carson had moved his own hand away from his gunbelt and now crossed his arms over his chest. Part of Nick knew that in essence, what Carson was saying was true. He couldn't gun down a man for stating the truth. But he could let him know that he didn't much care for the way he was saying it, or the derrogatory way he was speaking about Catherine. "I don't much appreciate your language, Matt," Nick said finally. "I don't know, but it just sounds down right rude. Disrespectful. I can't have you disrespecting my family or friends. And I don't see that our private affairs are any concern of yours anyhow."

Wilson pushed back his chair too, and stood up to lend support to his buddy. "You gettin' a little squaw action too, Barkley?" Wilson laughed contemptuously. "Tell us, what's it like?"

Nick strode over to Joe Wilson. He put his face right up to the other man's and whispered, "Your gonna wish you hadn't said that, Joe." Then Nick drew back his fist and punched Wilson hard in the gut, watching in satisfaction as the other man gave a gasp, and paled before falling to the floor. Nick spun agilely, drawing his gun and levelling it at Carson, whose hand was on the butt of the pistol that had not cleared it's holster yet. "I don't advise you to do that, Matt," Nick cautioned, his voice like ice. "You've got two seconds to apologize for your mouth. One...two..." Nick upended the table with a fluid motion, sending the glasses and the bottle of whiskey crashing to the floor, as the table itself bumped Carson, causing him to stagger and lose his footing, and go down.

Nick slipped his gun back in his belt, then was on top of Carson in an instant, giving vent to his anger and frustration. Blow after blow from gloved fist landed on Carson's middle section. Carson was only able to get in one or two glancing jabs at Nick's chin, before a final right from Nick to Carson's jaw knocked the other man out. Nick heard Starr shout his name in warning, and he tucked his head and shoulders in instinctively, and rolled to his right. The chair that Joe Wilson had intended to bludgeon him with only glanced off of his shoulder before smashing to pieces on the floor. Nick got up on one knee and extended both arms straight, clasping his hands together, and using them as a club, sweeping Wilson's feet out from beneath him.

Jow Wilson gave a cry of rage, going down as Nick scrambled to his feet. Wilson reached for his gun, and Nick kicked the hand at the man's hip, his heavy boots crunching the bones against the unyielding metal of the pistol. Wilson hollowed, rolling around the ground in agony. Nick leaned towards him, caught off guard when Wilson suddenly kicked out viciously, connecting with Nick's upper left shoulder. Nick grunted in pain, then the tip of Wilson's other boot caught his right cheek, the metal tip grazing his skin, leaving a line of blood.

Nick bellowed angrily, curling his right arm, and delivering a solid blow to Wilson's jaw. The other's man's blue eyes rolled back in his head then he too passed out. Nick got to his feet, rubbing his shoulder, and headed back to the bar, leaving the two unconscious men prone on the floor.

"Whiskey," he spoke tersely to Harry, who filled a glass. No one spoke to Nick, and the saloon was unnaturally quiet, as he downed the amber liquid, before reaching for the bottle himself and refilling it immediately. He stared reflectively into his glass, then brought it to his lips, tilting back his dark head and tossing the liquor down. Nick felt very alone as he stood there in the preternatural silence.

He reached for his wallet, taking out a couple of bills and set them onto the counter. "That's for the drinks, and the chair," Nick mumbled. He touched his cheek, and withdrew his hand, looking at the red smear on his black glove. He wiped it against his pants, then turned and left the bar.

 

 

Chapter 48

 

Before he even took Catherine and Cadence to his house on Russian Hill, Jarrod ushered them off of the train and commandeered a cab and gave directions to a street in Chinatown. He winked at Catherine, though he refused to tell her where they were going. "You'll see soon enough," had been his grinning reply.

Catherine had loved the rail route into San Francisco, along the Pacific Ocean side where they gazed out onto the open water dotted with sailboats. Jarrod informed them that during the summer, it seemed that you couldn't even the see the blue of the water, for the white of sails, especially over on the Bay side, so close packed were the leisure craft. He mentioned that perhaps they could rent a boat and take a tour of the city from the coastline, where they could get a different persepctive on the hills and rocky inclines that jutted up from the sea to form this Californian gem.

The streets were so sharply inclined, Catherine felt sorry for the pair of horses that pulled their carriage, straining against the gravity that must make the cab incredibly heavy. She listened to their hooves scrabble on the cobblestone hills, as they fought for their footing. There was a clanging of bells, and a rumbling sound, and Catherine glanced out the window to see the cable car moving alongside them, and up the steep hill. Cadence, on her lap, exclaimed over the wonder of the horseless carriage.

Jarrod lowered his voice as he explained to Catherine about that day in 1869 when transplanted Englishman Andrew Halladie witnessed the event that would be the catalyst to the development of the cable car system. It had been a wet summer's day, the slippery cobblestones treacherous to traverse. A horse drawn streetcar has slid back under it's heavy load, dragging five screaming, terrified horses to their deaths. It had planted the seed of an idea in Halladie.

Halladie's father had held the first patent in Great Britain for wire rope. Halladie had already put the technology of wire rope to use in California, in the design and building of the suspension bridge over Sacramento's American River. Wire rope was also utilized in the mines to pull the heavy ore cars out of the bowels of the earth on a system of tracks. The technology was already in place for the cable car systems, it had just taken an event such as this tragedy to get the right people thinking in that direction.

In August of 1873, the first cable car system was tested near the top of Nob Hill at Clay and Jones Streets. By September of that year, they began public service. Four years later, the Sutter Street Railroad converted from animal power to cable with no break in service, and as recently as 1878 the Cal Cable Street Railroad Company, took affect.

Catherine was impressed at how knowledgable Jarrod was, and what an excellent tour guide he made. Just as he finished his story, the driver halted the team. Jarrod helped Catherine and Cadence out of the carriage, thanked the driver who lifted down their bags, then paid him handsomely. The man tipped his tophat to the trio, clucked to the horses, and moved away.

Catherine stood on the noisy street, looking up and down in wonder. Cadence stared agog at the throngs of Chinese people who moved past them quickly on the sidewalks. She had seen Chinese people before, but not so many, and not concentrated in one locale. Catherine sniffed the air, delighting in the the mingling of strange and exotic scents. She saw one shop with freshly killed ducks hanging upside down in the window. There was another that was a laundry, a sign outside advertising $4 per dozen to wash muslin gowns and wrappers. Catherine blinked. So much money! Jarrod had warned her that the city was expensive, but that was ridiculous!

Jarrod allowed them a moment to adjust to the newness and bustle of their surroundings, before picking up the luggage, and with one hand at the small of Catherine's back, guiding them through a door that bore Chinese characters. Bells jingled as they stepped into the building, which was dimly lit, and fragrant with incense. A lovely young Chinese woman sat behind a black laquer desk, dipping her pen into ink, and with amazing swiftness, writing on a page of thin, translucent paper. Catherine was enthralled to see the woman writing backwards in the graceful script.

"Good day," Jarrod said to her with a gracious smile. The young woman nodded and smiled in return. "Is Lo Chiu Yi in today?" he inquired. "It's Jarrod Barkley to see her." The young woman rose, gave a slight bow and disappeared through a curtain of beads. "Chui Yi is a dressmaker," Jarrod told Catherine, his blue eyes dancing. "She's extremely skilled. Mother often comes to her to have items specially made."

Catherine looked at him and nodded. Perhaps they were here to pick up a custom order for Mrs. Barkley. The young woman came back moments later, and indicated with a waving motion of her delicate hand, that they should follow her into the back. They filed down a narrow hallway then turned to the right. It was brightly lit in this back work area, and very busy. More than half a dozen Chinese woman sat at sewing machines, their feet working the treadles, their backs hunched, their faces inspecting the seams as they fed fabric through.

An elfin Chinese woman waved to Jarrod over the heads of the workers, from the far corner where she was pinning folds of silk around a mannequin. Other women worked at other mannequins, and still a couple more stood at an enormous tables, laying out pieces of cloth and cutting patterns. The back wall contained bolt after bolt of the most gorgeous fabrics...silk, cashmere, satin, velvet, and brocade, in every colour of the rainbow. Kitty corner was another wall with silk threads in all colours imagineable, glass fronted drawers with buttons and beads, skeins of delicate laces and trims, and all of the accessories and acoutrements necessary to create the latest fashions.

The young woman bowed to them and disappeared back down the hallway. They waited near the front of the room for the other woman, clearly the one in charge of everything, who called instructions to the others in a singsong voice. Cadence gaped at all the women, watching as their feet and fingers flew. Shortly, the tiny woman made her way to the front, reaching both hands towards Jarrod. "Mr. Barkley," she said in near perfect English, bowing, her smile proclaiming that she was genuinely happy to see him. She had an ageless quality, her face unlined, the dark hair that was pinned in a bun showing some strands of grey. Catherine thought that she might be anywhere from thirty to sixty.

"Lo Chiu Yi," Jarrod said smoothly, bowing in return, "may I introduce Miss Catherine Vaillancourt, and her daughter Cadence. Catherine, this is Lo Chiu Yi, dressmaker extraordinaire," Jarrod complimented. He used the Chinese tradition of placing the surname first.

The women exchanged greetings. "How may I assist you?" Chiu Yi asked pleasantly.

"Well," Jarrod said, clapping his hands and rubbing them together, "these young ladies need to be measured and fitted for some special items."

Catherine's eyes darted to Jarrod's face. He had brought she and Cadence here to buy them clothes? Her first instinct was to reject his offer. Then she thought of what he had said previously, about wanting to buy her things from time to time, and her agreeing to be more gracious of his kindnesses. She waited curiously, wondering what he had in mind. The truth was that though Cadence had the pretty yellow dress that she was wearing now, she herself had only this lilac gown to her name. And it wasn't really the sort of thing that a young lady who was accompanying a man like Jarrod Barkley about town should be wearing. If he wanted to buy her a dress, she would allow it, and be grateful for his thoughtfulness.

Chiu Yi spoke in Chinese...a Cantonese dialect, Jarrod would later tell Catherine...and called to one of the women who ceased draping fabric around a mannequin. She came forward and beckoned for Catherine and Cadence to follow her to a curtained dressing room, where she could measure them. Shyly, the young woman and the girl went with her, while Jarrod stayed to speak with Chiu Yi.

"I know this is incredibly short notice, Ma'am," he began, "but I really need something extra special for this evening. The prettiest, most fashionable gown you can create. I know that only gives you a few hours, but I've seen the magic you can make." He looked at her hopefully. "I leave it to your discretion for the choice of style, fabric and colour that you think would be most becoming on this special young woman."

She considered this for a moment. "We are ahead with our Thanksgiving orders. I can get several of the women to each work on a piece, and create something for you for tonight," she agreed. "If it were any other customer, I would say it was impossible," she went on, dimples appearing on her smooth cheeks, her almond-shaped eyes sparkling, "but for the Barkleys, I will do it!"

Not only was Mrs. Victoria Barkley one of her oldest and best customers, but Chiu Yi, as well as many other people of Chinatown, had not forgotten about the incident where the Masters had almost cornered the rice market, but for the Barkleys. That would have been disasterous for her people. And Jarrod had also done much pro bono work in the last several years helping to set aside discriminatory San Francisco bylaws designed to hurt the Chinese.

Jarrod grinned. "I can't tell you how indebted I am," he thanked her. Then her reached into his pocket and handed her a list. "These are some other items I will need, but they are to be a secret. If you could arrange for them somehow, and have them all sent to my brownstone, I would be most appreciative." Jarrod peeled off several large bills and extended them towards the woman while her eyes scanned the list.

She nodded. "Some of this we have here, others I can send a girl for to purchase ready made elsewhere."

Jarrod looked relieved. "Thank you. Just the one gown needs to be ready for tonight, and the accessories, but the other things, and the items for the child, can wait for the next day or two, as soon as you can have them done." Catherine and Cadence were coming back towards them then. "This means a great deal to me. You have my gratitude," Jarrod said sincerely.

He hailed another cab, and took Catherine and Cadence then to his house. He had wired the Fongs, the couple who carried for the place, to let them know that he would be arriving today and that he would need two of the guest rooms readied as well. Also the Fongs would arrange for a nanny to be at the residence, to care for Cadence when Jarrod and Catherine desired to be alone. The carriage stopped infront of the row of brownstones, and they alighted again. "Home sweet home," Jarrod announced jovially.

Catherine gazed up at the brownstone. It was not overly large or imposing, compared to some of the enormous homes they had passed on route, but it was stylish. So, this was where Jarrod stayed when he spent time in the city, Catherine mused. The Fongs, an older Chinese couple, greeted them at the door. If they were surprised at Catherine's ethnicity, they hid it well, she saw. She sensed in them only a deep, genuine affection for Jarrod, and a polite and normal curiosity about his guests. Mr. Fong took their bags and they followed him upstairs.

Jarrod indicated a smaller room at the end of the hallway for Cady. She ran in and jumped on the single bed, rolling around and declaring that it was just as nice as their bed at the Barkley mansion. It was decorated in yellow and blue, with ornate French furniture. Catherine's room at the other end of the hallway held a big, brass, double bed. Oak and wicker furniture were complimented by the peach and green tones of the room. Both rooms boasted walk-in closets and small fireplaces.

Across from Catherine's room was Jarrod's quarters. A small sitting room led into a larger sleeping area graced by a four-poster mahogany bed, with intricately carved posts and a burgundy velvet canopy and curtains. The wardrobe and dresser here were more masculine with clean lines and simple brass hardware. A family portrait, of a younger Jarrod, with his parents, Nick, Audra, and a young boy who must be his brother Eugene, hung over the marble mantle of the fireplace. For a moment, Catherine was surprised not to see Heath in the painting, until she remembered that he had not joined the Barkley family until recent years, after Thomas Barkley's death.

Jarrod left Catherine and Cadence's bag in Catherine's room, then took his to own room. He hadn't needed to bring much, keeping a full wardrobe at the San Francisco house. And Catherine and Cadence hadn't had much to bring, just personal items and one other dress for Cadence. Unpacking didn't take long. Jarrod showed them the watercloset on this upper floor, where he suggested they both freshen up with a warm bath while he waited for them in the drawing room downstairs.

Later they rejoined him, feeling refreshed. The drawing room was a darkly panelled room, with substantial, leather furniture, including a big brown chair next to the hearth. Jarrod was sitting there now, and Catherine could imagine him spending evenings there, pouring over legal documents. He smiled and rose when they entered, then quickly went to bathe and change. He rejoined them shortly afterward, pleased to find Catherine and Cadence making themselves at home, sipping lemonade and playing checkers.

"The Fongs have quarters at the back of the main floor," Jarrod commented, pouring himself a glass of bourbon, and Catherine a glass of sherry. "The nanny will stay in an extra room back there, as well. She should be here shortly."

Indeed, Miss Elizabeth Price, an English spinster, arrived not fifteen minutes later. Jarrod introduced her to Catherine and Cadence and explained that while Cady would spend a great deal of time with he and Catherine, there would be occasions when they would need Miss Price to take Cady out for part of the day to the park while they went elsewhere. Most evenings they would need her to stay with the child while they went out. Jarrod declared that they would probably be in San Francisco for three or four nights.

Catherine noted that Miss Elizabeth Price, small and plump with lovely violet eyes and auburn hair shot through with silver, seemed perturbed upon first seeing Catherine and Cadence's skin colour. Cady seemed to take to Miss Price immediately though, and Catherine was relieved to see the older woman quickly warm to her daughter, eventually joining the child in a lively game of checkers.

"I have dinner planned for this evening," Jarrod told Catherine, sitting next to her on the big, dark leather chesterfield. "Just you and I. I hope you're not too tired from travelling."

Catherine was touched by the earnest, hopeful look on his face. She thought that Jarrod looked younger than when she had first met him. The dark circles were gone from beneath his blue eyes, and the lines that had perpetually creased his brow had smoothed. He looked truly happy. "I'm not too tired at all," she assured him, a soft smile on her burgundy lips. How nice it felt to be here with him, she thought.

 

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"What the devil do you mean, they quit?" Nick roared, standing outside the stable. He'd just got back from Stockton, his shoulder hurt, he was in a miserable mood after the confrontation in the saloon, and he just wanted to soak in the tub before dinner.

Duke McCall, the Barkley's long-time foreman winced as the words reverberated in his ear drums. He had known this wasn't going to be pleasant, and Nick Barkley's dark scowl evidenced just how right he had been. "I mean they quit, Nick. Picked up their pay, packed up their horses, and rode out of here."

"Just like that?" Nick demanded incredulously. "With no warning? Without any notice? Just left? Both the kid, Millar, and Gus Forbes too?" Duke nodded. "Millar I could see, he wasn't much cut out for ranching anyhow, but Forbes has been here nigh on two years!" Nick slammed a fist against his lean thigh. "We're heading into the winter season, and we've already let the extra summer hands go. This is gonna leave us short, Duke!"

Duke McCall took off his hat, and ran his hand through close-cropped greying hair. "I've already sent Kendall into town, to see if he can scare up some help for the next few days til we can get word out that we're hiring," he said placatingly.

Nick paced before the older man, rubbing his hand over his face. He'd forgotten about the cut on his cheek and swore under his breath when his leather glove abraded the scabs and reopened the shallow wound.

"What happened to ya, by the way?" Duke asked, raising an eyebrow.

"A little trouble in town," Nick mumbled dismissively. He sighed heavily. "Do you have any idea why they lit out like that?" he asked the foreman. The Barkley ranch was known for having clean, comfortable beds and good food and decent working conditions, as well as fair wages.

Duke's eyes shifted then came back, his pale blue gaze meeting the younger man's dark one. "Yeah, I do." He seemed embarassed, running the brim of his hat through his fingers.

"Well?" Nick pressed. "I'm in no mood for games, Duke!"

Duke coughed to clear his throat. "Well Nick...seems like...they had a little problem with...with Jarrod's houseguest..."

Nick's jaw dropped. "What the heck does that have to do with them?" he asked, stunned. "Was there some incident between them and Catherine?"

Duke shook his head. "Naw. Just that...well...you know how some folks is, Nick."

"And how exactly are some folks, Duke?" Nick asked quietly, his eyes glittering, though he could guess the answer.

"Well...you know. They just don't like...people who ain't the same as them."

"You mean, they quit because Catherine is Indian?" Nick queried in disbelief. The older man nodded. "And what the heck does that have to do with them anyways?" he demanded.

"Well...Forbes started goin' on about it first, you know. Tryin' to get the other guys riled up. Seems he lost some folk to the Tachi-Yokuts. And he kept goin' on about how it weren't right for an Indian to be up there at the main house, living all special like, while the men was kept in the bunkhouses." Duke felt really uncomfortable repeating all of this, as though he were somehow being disloyal to Jarrod. But Nick was his direct boss, and the Barkley he was closest too and who he worked with on a daily basis. And he figured that Nick had a right to know what had gone on. This might be something that Duke couldn't deal with on his own, if Forbes had managed to plant any seeds in the other hands' heads that might germinate later on.

"Oh he did, did he?" Nick said icily. "Well then, I guess he's mighty lucky he's miles from here by now. I don't think much of hired hands flapping their gums about what my family does in their private business. I'd have fired him anyway if I heard garbage like that. After I taught him what happens when you run your mouth about anything that goes on in my house!"

"I know, Nick, I know," Duke McCall tried to soothe him.

"So, what was the general reaction to that stupidity?" Nick demanded.

Duke shrugged his shoulders tiredly. "The young kid, Millar, he got all worked up about. Some folks is real impressionable that way, you know how it is. So he decided he wasn't workin' for no..." Duke stopped, aghast at what he'd been about to say.

"Working for no...what?" Nick probed, his scowl deepening, a shock of unruly dark hair flopping across his brow. The muscles in his jaw clenched and unclenched.

"Aw, Nick, it wasn't my words," Duke protested, holding out his hands in supplication.

"Just tell me what Millar's words were, Duke. Spit it out and let's get this over with!"

"He said he wasn't workin' for no 'injun lovers'," Duke repeated quietly.

Nick was silent for several seconds, digesting this. At length, he sighed. "You say they were mouthing off to the other hands. And what were their reactions?" Nick wanted to know.

"Well, Nick, most of 'em wasn't payin' Forbes or Millar no mind," Duke reassured him. Then he felt guilty. Was that really the way it had been, or just the way Duke had hoped it had been? He wasn't too sure anymore.

"Most of 'em?"

"Well, yeah, most of 'em. One or two others was encouraging the talk, but when it came right down to it...to takin' a stand...they balked like a couple of skittish colts. They was just talkin' to hear themselves. They didn't really mean nothin' by it." Duke saw the way Nick was staring at him, and didn't wait for the next question. "Rayburn and Ortez, they was talkin' it up, but they didn't mean it. Not really."

Nick closed his eyes. Rayburn he could take or leave, but Ortez was a good hand. Great at roping and cutting. He'd always gotten along well with Ortez, and had thought him a decent person. Knowing now what had been said, Nick felt pressured. If he let Rayburn and Ortez stay, they might start to think that whatever happened among the family, or at the house, was their concern. If he fired them, he'd be short four hands, and hard-pressed to replace them at this time of year. At least, with decent cowboys.

"Don't do it, Nick," the foreman cautioned quietly. He knew his boss well enough to know what Nick Barkley was thinking. "Don't fire Rayburn and Ortez. Not just for talk. It was among the men. In the bunk. It's not like they said it right to you. They'll know it was me, and I'll lose face. I'll lose their respect and their trust. I'll never be able to give another order around here again. And then you'll be down five men."

Nick knew that what Duke McCall said was true. "Is that the last of it then, do you think?" Nick asked wearily, opening his eyes again. Eyes that were now clouded with doubt.

"Yeah, Nick, that's the last of it. I'm sure," Duke replied hastily. Wondering just how sure he really was.

 

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While Miss Price was giving Cady dinner in the kitchen, there was a knock on Jarrod's door. Mr. Fong invited in the two porters whose arms were full of boxes. Jarrod instructed them to take the packages up the bedroom that Catherine would be using. He smiled at Catherine, taking her hand and leading her there after them. He thanked the men, who had mounded the boxes on Catherine's bed, tipped them, then turned to her, chuckling at the puzzlement on her face.

"Happy birthday!" he laughed.

"It's not my birthday," she admonished.

"Well, I'm sure it's somebody's birthday," Jarrod grinned, "so we should have gifts and go celebrate!" His blue eyes twinkled. He reached towards the biggest box. "This is for you to wear this evening. We're going to the Palace for dinner." Part of his wire to San Francisco and the Fongs had included their making arrangements for him to have dinner reservations at the exclusive Palace Hotel. Jarrod Barkley's name had been sufficient to ensure a table would be set aside for he and his guest. "I haven't see it yet, so it'll be a complete surprise to me too! You should find everything that you need in these other boxes. Undergarments. Shoes. Jewellery."

Catherine was agog that all of these things were for her. She paled, thinking about how much all of this must have cost Jarrod. Then she looked into his face, at the happiness and love that was reflected there She couldn't bear to take that look away. While she was in Jarrod's magic kingdom, she would play the part of his princess, she decided. "Oh, Jarrod, thank you," she said softly, kissing his cheek.

"I'm just going to change into my tuxedo and then I'll wait for you downstairs," Jarrod said jovially. "I know how long you women take to get yourselves all made up!"

Cadence had finished dinner and Miss Price had brought her back to the drawing room where they were engaged in another round of checkers. Miss Price remarked over and over again at how bright Cady was, and what a good little player she was for such a young child. Jarrod felt proud of Catherine's daughter. He too had not failed to notice how bright Cadence was. Just like her mother.

He waited nervously now for Catherine. He kept glancing into the mirror, straightening and re-straightening a bow tie that was already perfect. Cadence told him that he looked 'beautiful', which caused him to blush. Jarrod felt like a young man who was going on his first date. His stomache did flip flops while he paced the room, rubbing his hands together constantly. He wanted everything to be so perfect for Catherine. This was their first real date alone together. He wanted it to be special for her. Something that she would always treasure.

Then he saw her, standing in the archway of the drawing room. Jarrod stopped still, his eyes riveted on the young woman who stood before him. He felt his throat grow tight, and his heart pounded in his chest. A wave of pure love washed over him, mingled with desire. Catherine was absolutely stunning.

The dressmaker had created for her a gown of butterscotch raw silk. The bodice was tight-fitting, the scooped neckline accentuating her generous bosom. The skirt was flared, standing out over the crinoline underskirts, pleated with three large box pleats. Dark brown fabric that peered from the underside of the pleats. The shoulders of the dress were pleated in the same fashion. The cuffs on the fitted sleeves were trimmed with sable. Around her shoulders she wore a cashmere cape, a shade lighter than the dress, also trimmed with sable.

Jarrod was thrilled to see that Catherine had left her hair down long, though a gold clip pulled it slightly back to one side. Around her neck she wore a choker of brown velvet, in the centre of which rested an ivory cameo. Gold and ivory drop earrings graced her earlobes. She had put on the faintest application of burgundy rouge, just enough to highlight her cheekbones, and burgundy lipstick deepened the colour of her full, sensuous lips. Jarrod's knees felt weak as he crossed the room to her, and his hands trembled as he took her forearms. Standing so close to her, he could faintly detect her perfume. It was slightly spicy, with floral undertones, just as he had requested Chiu Yi find. Exotic and unlike anything he had ever smelled before.

Catherine felt tears spring to her eyes. She did not need for Jarrod to say anything. The look in his eyes told her that she had not disappointed him. She had been overwhelmed when she had begun to open the boxes and packages, and had found all of the treasures that lay within. She had never thought herself to be vain, but as she slipped on the satin undergarments, and pulled the lovely silk gown over her head, and felt herself transform, Catherine had felt herself long to be pretty.

As she had done up the buttons on the fine, brown, kid leather boots with fingers that fumbled in her nervousness, and as she did the clasp on the choker, Catherine found her longing increase. Jarrod had gone to all of this trouble, just for her. And she wanted to please him. She wanted desperately for this one night to be the kind of woman who was worthy of taking his arm. She had applied the make-up with inexpert fingers, critically turning before the mirror. She had dabbed on the lovely perfume, and slipped the cape around her shoulders. Shoulders that were partially and decadently bare. She had looked at the face that was reflected back at her and found that she enjoyed this feminine primping. Not for all the time, of course, but for this one special night, she liked how it made her feel. Finally, satisfied that she could do no more, Catherine had gone downstairs to face the man she loved.

"My God," Jarrod said breathlessly, leaning his forehead towards her, welcoming the connection of her flesh against his, "you look gorgeous, Catherine, my love." He moved back a bit then, his eyes still wide with wonder and appreciation. His deep voice was deeper still, husky with emotion. "You look like an angel. You are the most incredible vision this city has ever seen. And I am the luckiest man alive."

 

 

Chapter 49

 

Nick stomped into the house, slamming the door behind him. He took off his black, leather gloves and threw them onto the round table in the entrance. He reached into his vest pocket and withdrew the letters and the telegraph wire, and tossed those on top of the gloves. He snatched the hat off his head and hung it on the coat tree. "Heath?!" he bellowed.

Victoria came through the archway to the right, frowning at the unnecessary volume. "Nicholas, you're not out on the range, you're inside the house," she chastized. "And must I remind you that we have a baby here now? Your nephew Chase is napping and I don't imagine Annabelle will be too thrilled if you wake him." She came towards her middle son, hoping to soothe whatever had gotten his dander up this time. She saw the crimson line on his cheek and reached towards it, compassion changing her tone. "Oh dear, you've got a scratch. Make sure you get that washed up and put some disinfectant on it."

"Mother, that's the least of my worries," Nick grumbled. He had lowered his voice though, and bent to kiss her smooth cheek. "Is Heath here?"

"Don't you remember, he and one of the hands were riding out to the Langford's in Harriston this afternoon to bring back that prize breeding bull you wanted," she prompted his memory. He nodded curtly. "Now what is the matter, Nick, you're obviously in a dither about something?"

Nick bit the inside of his cheek to keep from speaking. There was no point in getting Mother all upset about this. Not right now. It wasn't a crisis and he could handle it. He didn't like to bother her with the finite details of the ranch unless it was a major matter that they should all know about, or one that required a family concensus before a decision was to be made.

"Just ranch stuff," he allowed. "Something I need to talk to Heath about, is all." Nick tried to smile, though his toothy grin was strained. "There's a letter here for you from Gene, and one for Jarrod also. A couple other things for Jarrod, too. Though I suppose no one has any idea when he's planning on popping back home again."

Victoria sensed the frustration that underlay Nick's derision. "He said they'd be gone only a few days, Nick," she defended her oldest son. "You know Catherine and Cadence went through a horrible experience. I think he was right to take them somewhere where they wouldn't have to think about it for a while. It was a caring, decent thing for him to do."

Nick knew that on one level his mother was right. "I suppose, yeah," he admitted, feeling somewhat guilty. He didn't begrudge the young woman and child getting away for a few days. It was his brother's contradictory actions that had him riled. "And then he gets back and disappears to Sacramento again for another week," Nick complained.

Victoria sighed in exasperation. "What is wrong with you, Nicholas Jonathan Barkley? You knew...we all knew...that this campaign was going to mean that Jarrod wouldn't have much time to devote to the family's affairs right now. He was upfront about that, and we all agreed to support him! You have always been one of your brother's biggest sources of encouragement!"

Nick closed his eyes for a moment. None if this was coming out right, he knew. He didn't really mind Jarrod being gone. And he would give everything he had, do whatever it took, to help his brother realize his dream. It was just confusing for him, to watch Jarrod seemingly undermine his own aspirations. But of course, they'd had this discussion the first night they'd met Catherine, and Mother had been emphatic in her desire to let Jarrod steer his own course.

Mother didn't know about any of the latest developments, of course. The man who'd come to Stockton asking about Jarrod and a woman in his life. The fight with Carson and Wilson at the saloon. The defection of the ranch hands. The way people were apparantly talking in Stockton about Jarrod and Catherine. Nick was not going to drag her into any of this though. And so, there was no way to explain to her just where his concerns lay.

He opened his eyes again, placing his hands on his mother's slender shoulders, and bending to kiss her cheek again. "I'm sorry, Mother," he told her. "I've just had a bad day. Of course you know that I support Jarrod one hundred percent in this bid for the governorship. Now, I'm gonna go wash up and change and I'll see you at dinner in a bit."

He smiled his most charming smile and was relieved to see her face soften. After all, he reasoned, the day wasn't a total loss. Heath would be back soon with that prize Hereford bull Nick had been after for ages. It would be better than Christmas, when Heath got him back here. That would take some of the edge off.

Victoria watched her middle son's long, loping stride across the hall and his effortless scaling of the steps. She could tell that there was something deeper that was bothering Nick, but he wasn't willing to share it right now. And she knew that it had something to do with Jarrod, and possibly with Catherine as well. Victoria had thought that her oldest son's grand gesture of whisking Catherine and Cadence off to San Francisco was very gallant, and romantic and thoughtful. And at any other time, it would have been the perfect thing to do.

But Jarrod was less than three weeks from the Republican convention. Even though he might believe his endorsement by Sam White was enough to carry him through to the election, Victoria still couldn't believe that Jarrod wasn't in Sacramento, garnering as much support as he could. It wasn't like Jarrod to be so haphazard about things. He was the kind of man who paid attention to details. He was far-sighted and didn't leave things to chance. Jarrod was not the impulsive, take one day at a time sort, the way his brother Nick was. Victoria couldn't understand why Jarrod was behaving this way.

And to take Catherine and Cadence to San Francisco of all places. Where Jarrod was highly visible and well-known even before his foray into politics. He must know that if they went anywhere in public, they would be seen there, and people would talk. They were already talking in Stockton, she knew. She'd been in the mercantile earlier in the week, to pick up some last minute things for Hallowe'en, and had overheard the whispered speculations that Maddy Jeeves and another customer had meant her to overhear. About Jarrod and the Indian woman.

Surely Jarrod must know that people would be talking about his relationship with Catherine. And this trip to San Francisco might well be the death knell for his political ambitions. Or, Jarrod might finally wake up and it might mean the end to his romance with Catherine. Either way, Victoria believed that things would come to a head in the big city.

Now Nick was out of sorts about something. And Audra, as well. Audra had come home this afternoon from a ride and had gone straight to her room, not answering Victoria's knock, and pleading that she had a headache and just needed to rest. Her daughter had spent the remainder of the afternoon there. Once, when Victoria had passed by the room, she had thought she heard her precious girl crying. But she had given her her privacy and continued down the hall. Like all of her children, Audra would not speak about whatever was troubling her until she was ready. And, as always, Victoria would not pry, but she would let her know that she was there whenever she needed her.

Storm clouds were definitely gathering on their horizon, the Barkley matriarch knew. But they were still in the distance, the thunder and lightning not yet touching down in their backyard, and Victoria knew there was no point in worrying about it. Sometimes, the skies would blacken and a storm would blow over, and sometimes it would move inexorably towards you until it unleashed it's fury directly above you. Either way, there was nothing you could do but wait to see how things played out, and then deal with whatever did occur.

So for now, she picked up the mail from the table, feeling the warmth that spread through her as she recognized her youngest son's distincitive scrawl. She would take this letter from Gene and go sit in the parlour, and hope that he only had good news and happiness to share with her, to help push aside her worry.

 

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Clayton Knowles sat in the library smoking a cigarette, just killing time until he could go pick up Patricia Vandermeer for their dinner date. They had spent the last few days since Hallowe'en together, each evening, and also for lunch once. He had taken her to the theatre, and to dinner and out dancing. Tonight was a dinner party at Howard Jones's mansion. Jones was an associate of Knowles, one of the wealthy railroad men, and a prominent Sacramento investor. Jones had been vocal in his backing of Knowles for the Republican nomination, and this dinner was an opportunity to court other prominent Republicans who were so far sitting on the fence as far as the nomination went.

What a coup it would be, Knowles thought with a thin smile, when he walked into the room with none other than Miss Patricia Vandermeer on his arm. Patrick Vandermeer's little girl. Patrick Vandermeer who was a staunch liberal and one of the biggest backers of Jarrod Barkley. Jarrod Barkley, who was the last escort of the glorious Patricia, and whom many had expected to soon be announcing an engagement to the beautiful young woman. If Clayton Knowles could steal away Jarrod's Patricia, what else might he be able to take from the dashing counselor, they might wonder?

Each time he was with Patricia, Clay felt something that he couldn't quite identify. And the feeling was deepening with each second spent in her prescence, with each lilting word that fell from her perfectly shaped lips, and with each moment that he gazed into her clear, green eyes. Patricia was physically stunning, that had been obvious, of course. But what had come as a surprise to him, an unexpected delight, had been her intelligence. Beautiful women, he'd learned sadly, while generously endowed on the exterior, were often denied other deeper charms.

Clay had been thrilled to discover that this was not the case with Patricia Vandermeer. She was bright enough to hold up her end of a conversation. He had to give Barkley full credit for his taste. Although the man had been stupid not to bind him to her earlier with a ring. And even stupider to banish her to the Vandermeer castle to wait for him to win his precious governorship while he dallied with his Indian maiden. Still, Barkley had appreciated all that Patricia had to offer and had done well to court her.

She was his now though, Knowles thought possessively. He would not ever let her go. She was exactly what he wanted in a woman. A woman who was worthy of sharing his life and bearing his children. He'd never really thought about marriage and offspring before...he wasn't one of those men who envied other men who were tied down to one particular woman, seeing her face day in day out, while she grew fat and boring raising a passle of brats who may or may not even be of their loins.

You couldn't trust women, Clay Knowles knew. How many married women had he himself bedded, while their pompous husbands were locked in their boardrooms, or getting drunk in their ostentatious private clubs? He knew that he was a good looking man, and women often threw themselves at his feet. Some were excited by the power and even the cruelty they sensed in him.

Knowles most recent conquest had been the ditzy Winnie Bostwick a couple of weeks ago. What a voluptuous figure she had, and what a strong libido. He'd heard stories that old Wyatt wasn't quite the tiger in the boudoir that he was in the boardroom, and that poor Winnie, who craved a man, took whatever chance she could to have one. He'd heard that she was insatiable and had found it to be almost true, though she was no match for him. By the time he was done with her, she'd been begging for a rest.

Clay had enjoyed playing his games with her, though he'd been carefeul to tone down his normal exuberance. She was, after all, the wife of one of Sacramento's finest, and he didn't want to do anything to damage her physically, anything that he might find himself called out for later on, when telltale marks told her husband the tale of her sin. He didn't desire to find himself in some antiquated duel with a wronged husband. No woman was worth dying over, especially Winnie Bostwick. Knowles had lost control for one fraction of a second, striking her face, and leaving a slight bruise. But with all that make-up the woman wore, it would hardly be noticeable.

It was entirely possible that he might have left one or more of those women with child over the years, Clay reasoned, and that some pillar of California society was now raising a brat in whose veins flowed Knowles' blood. His lips curled to think of that. The truth was, a man just never knew.

With Patricia though, Clay felt that he would know. Once he was certain enough of her to trust her to forsake all others, he would take her as his bride. And he found that, oddly enough, the thought of her impossibly tiny waistline expanding with the growth of his son brought him a strange sense of joy.

So far, he had only kissed her, and touched her through the confines of her garments. She had been pliant and willing in his arms, her ardour matching his own. Her lovely perfume had stirred all of his senses. She seemed to have forgotten all about Barkley, he thought with satisfaction. At first, he had realized why she was spending time with him. Clay Knowles was no fool. She was doing it to exact a sort of revenge on Barkley. And that had been just fine, because it served Knowles' purpose just as well.

But over the last couple of days, he had seen her anger drain, and Clay knew that Patricia was no longer spending time with him to spite Jarrod Barkley. She was with him because she wanted to be. She was starting to have feelings for him. It was only a matter of time before he would take her to bed, and finally he would expunge all traces of her beloved Barkley. And she would belong to Clay Knowles completely. But first, he had to be certain that she was truly devoted to him.

This girl was different. He found that he actually had some sort of feelings for her. He didn't just want to possess her, he wanted her to give all of herself to him, physically and emotionally. She aroused in Knowles not just desire, but some other emotion that he couldn't quite put his finger on. He only knew that when they were together, he felt like he was on top of the world.

 

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She didn't know the woman who stood before the looking glass, staring back at her. Oh, she recognized the face. The wide, green eyes. The dark, perfectly arched brows. The smooth, ivory skin. The high cheekbones. The little, pink, bow-shaped mouth. It was her face all right, Patricia Vandermeer acknowledged.

But why on earth was she all dressed up to go out to this dinner with Clayton Knowles? She had been spending so much time with him these past few days, ever since Hallowe'en night, that she hadn't had a moment to even stop and think. They had been almost inseperable. Incredibly, so wrapped in this upcoming election was he, that her father hadn't even noticed or cared yet who it was that she was meeting when she left the house. After tonight though, she was certain that word would spread like wildfire and talk would have to penetrate that fog he was living in. After all, this wasn't just a social function, it was a political function they were attending this evening. Her prescence there with Clay Knowles would speak volumes.

What would he say, her father? He'd be furious! It would be an embarassment to him, no doubt, for his eldest daughter to be seen escorted about the city by a political rival. Especially since she had last been seeing her father's chosen candidate, the esteemed Jarrod Barkley.

Patricia blinked hard to keep the tears that were forming in her eyes, from spilling down her cheeks, leaving tracks in her face powder. She had accepted that whatever had been between she and Jarrod was dead now. That didn't mean that she didn't love him any more. She would love him until the day she died, she thought. Even if she were to one day marry, and raise a family, no man could ever take Jarrod Barkley's place in her heart. Even after what he had done to her. He might not have any feelings for her any longer, might never have really had feelings for her...but that couldn't change the way her foolish heart held his image cloistered in it's depths.

She supposed that since she would never love again, it didn't really matter who she went out with now. Whether or not it was Clayton Knowles, or Greg Hancock, or William Forrester. And Clay Knowles was being very nice to her. He treated her well. And his witty conversation, and the fun things they did together, helped her to forget all about Jarrod Barkley. Except for when Clay took her in his arms and his searching lips found hers. Then, she would close her eyes and allow herself to pretend that it was Jarrod's arms around her, and Jarrod's lips exerting their masterful pressure.

And there was an element of retribution in her actions. She was no longer angry at Jarrod, or his sister Audra. Hurt. Bewildered. Baffled. But no longer actively seeking revenge. If, however, Jarrod were to hear that Patricia was being courted by his hated opponent Clay Knowles, that might just embarass or humiliate Jarrod the way she had been humiliated. She didn't want to hurt him, not really. But she wanted to make a statement that would allow her some modicum of pride.

She sighed, spritzing on her perfume. The perfume Jarrod had given her. She smiled to herself, recalling how Clay had complimented her on it. She had been on the verge of telling Clay that it had been a gift from Jarrod, but had decided against it. She had sensed that such a revelation would incense him, and she believed that he was not a man whose wrath one would want to incur. She sensed an underlying cruelty in him.

Yet, she was readying herself to go out with Clay Knowles again. She simply didn't have the will to refuse his persistence. She felt she was drifting through her days like a ship that has come lose from it's moorings, and that she could no more control her destiny than the unfortunate craft could control it's path. As the ship was at the mercy of the waves, and the currents, so Patricia was at the mercy of Clayton Knowles.

 

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Heath slowed Charger down, the nearer they got to the ranch. Normally, it was the other way around. Whenever he drew closer to home, Heath would urge the big red horse to a gallop, eager to close the gap between himself and the ones he loved. Charger knew they were close to the ranch, and he was confused. He strained on the bit, tossed his mane and whickered, as his muscles quivered with the urge to run.

Today though, Heath was not in a hurry to get back to the ranch. He was looking forward to seeing Belle and Chase, of course, and Mother and Audra as well. But not to seeing Nick. No siree, he was not looking forward to facing his older brother and telling him that that prize bull he'd set his heart on, was not going to be improving the bloodlines of the Barkley cattle any time soon.

Heath and Red Archer had saddled up shortly after lunch for the hour and a half ride to Harriston to pick up the new bull Nick had purchased from Al Langford. Langford had been consistently breeding quality Hereford stock, and when one of his prize bulls went up for sale, Nick had wired him immediately to say he'd take him. No quibbling over price, either. Nick had offered the full asking amount and wired the bank in Harriston to write out a draft to Langford.

Since the bull didn't travel well by rail, and there was chance that he could get injured if he got too ornery, Heath had volunteered to ride out to Harriston with one of the hands to fetch the bull home. It would probably be closer to three hours coming back, as the bull wouldn't travel nearly as fast as the horses could. But Heath didn't mind, or consider it a wasted day, because he was doing it for Nick. One of them had to sign the papers transfering ownership, and Nick was taking Jarrod, Catherine and Cadence to Stockton to catch the train, and then tend to some personal matters, so Heath was happy to do this for his older sibling.

Besides, it was a simple, stress-free task. Ride out to Harriston, which was a scenic trip, sign for the bull, and then make the sedate journey back again. And Heath had selected Red to accompany him, because, like himself, Red wasn't a big talker, and would be content to just ride alongside, keeping his own counsel, thinking his own thoughts.

Heath had known there was something wrong from the moment they were greeted by the scowling face of Langford's foreman, Chet Dean. "Don't bother gettin' down," Dean had drawled. "Ya can turn around and head right back ta Stockton."

"What are ya talkin' 'bout Dean?" Heath had asked irritably. "We just rode all the way out here to pick up that breedin' bull for Nick."

"That bull's been sold," Dean announced.

"Ya, I know, Nick paid for him. The draft's already been cashed," Heath sighed. Obviously there had been some mix up in the chain of command here. Dean didn't realize that it was Nick who'd bought the bull. Heath couldn't understand why Dean was being so unfriendly though, or why he hadn't invited he and Red in for coffee, or a belt, or to dip their heads under the pump and freshen up. Heath didn't understand why Dean wouldn't just offer to go check things out with his boss.

Dean shook his head, crossing his arms over his chest. "That bull's been sold to Ike Montgomery," he said stubbornly. "Check yer bank. That money Nick sent's been returned back."

"I don't get this," Heath said warily. "What the heck is goin' on here? Let me speak to Al." Red's dun mare was alongside Charger, but the hand looked off into the distance, not wanting to get involved in something that wasn't his business.

"Mr. Langford ain't here. And he asked me to deal with this."

"Look," Heath said, his anger rising. "I came to pick up that bull and I aim to take 'im. If you've done sold him twice or somethin', that's your problem. But we were first in line, and Al accepted Nick's offer. If that bull's here, he's comin' back to Stockton."

Chet Dean uncrossed his arms and his hand dropped to his hip. "I don't want no trouble, Heath," he said coldly. "But I'm under the strictest orders from Mr. Langford. You ain't gettin' that bull. He ain't gonna deal with you Barkleys, he said."

Now Heath was confused. They'd had numerous dealings with Al Langford over the years. Cattle amongst other things. The trading off of stock had helped both herds to expand their gene pool and had improved the overall quality of the animals. There had never been any problems between them before. Not even so much as a hint of dissatisfaction or ill will. Heath couldn't grasp this change of heart, or even venture a guess as to where this animosity was coming from.

"What the heck is this all about, Dean?! I got a right to know!" Heath insisted. His cheeks had coloured. He was embarassed by the situation, and about the fact that it was playing out in front of one of the hands. But there was no chance to talk to Al privately, and Dean didn't seem inclined to even offer them the bare minimum of hospitality.

"Mr. Langford said he ain't dealing with your kind no more," Dean said through narrowed eyes.

Heath tightened his grip on his saddlehorn, as a wave of nausea crashed over him. Your kind. This was his fault. This was about him. Langford had decided he didn't want to deal with any bastards. Heath's old humiliation burned in his gut. He felt as though he'd let his brother down. Let his whole family down. He didn't know why this was surfacing after so many years, but it was.

"Well then, how 'bout I just stay outta any dealin's with Langford then," Heath humbled himself. "I'll send Nick back hisself to take the exchange of the bull."

Dean looked confused. "Don't matter if'n it's you or Nick, or anyone else from the Barkley spread, Heath," he informed him. "Yer money's no good here anymore. Mr. Langford ain't doin' business with redskin lovers! He heard how you got that squaw livin' under your roof!"

Heath gave a gasp of understanding. This didn't have anything to do with him at all. But it was still prejudiced, discriminatory thinking, from small-minded, petty folk. "I think I understand now, Dean," Heath said, his words low, hissed through clenched teeth. "Don't worry. You ain't gonna have ta worry 'bout dealin' with the Barkley's anymore. We don't deal with the bigoted likes of you!"

Dean's laughter had followed Heath and Red as they cantered back down the dusty road and through the main gates of the Langford spread. And neither Heath nor Red had said a single word on the ride back towards Stockton. Heath made it a long, slow ride, the horses at a walk, or sometimes a trot...as Heath gave himself time while he fought to think all this through.

Heath wondered what kind of mood Nick was in, as he pulled up in front of the stable and dismounted agilely from Charger, handing the reins to Red. Heath was still angry at this turn of events. The shock and disbelief had passed, and now he was left with bitterness. It wasn't so much just the loss of the bull that bothered Heath, though that was likely to send Nick into a rage. It was the more long-reaching consequences of what had happened today that were worrying him.

Using his hat to brush the dust off his clothes, Heath squared his shoulders and headed for the house. Dinner would be almost ready, but somehow...Heath wasn't feeling real hungry.

 

 

 

Chapter 50

 

The carriage pulled through the arches of the enormous eight-storey structure, and into the Garden Court of the Palace Hotel. Jarrod had directed Catherine to look out the window as they had approached the grand hotel, situated on the south side of Market Street, between New Montgomery and Third.

It was the largest and most luxurious in the world. She had been overwhelmed at the height of the building, towering so far up into the darkened sky, seeming to scrape the heavens. The arched palladian ground floor windows were all lit. Welcoming eyes in the darkness, they beckoned travellers in. The carriage entrance, situated right inside the hotel grounds, was under cover of an emmense dome of glass, two stories high, beyond which extended the indigo of the night sky.

A footman opened the carriage door, and Jarrod stepped out, turning to offer Catherine his hand. She really did feel like a princess as she gathered her skirts and climbed slowly from the carriage. The footman closed the door, the driver called to his handsome, matched grey geldings, and in unison the four horses picked up their hooves and moved to circle inside the entrance and turned direction to leave again. The clip-clopping of their synchronized steps could have been the passage of a single steed.

Catherine gazed around in wonder. Jarrod stood watching her, his smile dazzling. He had hoped to impress her, and the Palace was the most awe-inspiring piece of architecture in the city. All around the Garden Court, graceful marble columns of gold and cream, as thick as tree trunks and just as tall, soared towards the ceiling. Gold leaf sconces reflected flickering light. Huge clay pots were overflowing with palmetto trees and other greenery. Everywhere there were arches and curves, and gilded details. And they weren't even inside the hotel proper yet! This was just the place where the carriages dropped off their wealthy, privileged passengers.

"Let's go in," Jarrod urged in a gentle whisper, as another carriage pulled up behind them. He took Catherine's arm and they walked across the red, silk carpet and into the diningroom.

Catherine was nervous that she might stumble, being unaccustomed to the high-heeled boots she had on. They added a couple of inches to her height, so that she was as tall as Jarrod now. She pulled the cashmere wrap tigher about her shoulders, suddenly very conscious of the daring decolletage of her dress, and all of the exposed skin.

She held her breath as Jarrod gave his name to the doorman, who smiled graciously and greeted him warmly. It was apparant that Jarrod was no stranger here. The maitre d' himself came forward to escort them to their table. There was not the slightest flicker of malice, disdain, or even curiosity in the man's eyes as he held out Catherine's chair for her, bidding them both to have a wonderful evening and to let him know personally if anything at all did not meet with their expectations. He took their outer garments, Catherine's fur-lined cape, and Jarrod's long, black topcoat, then excused himself.

A waiter was at Jarrod's elbow in a moment, pouring water into crystal goblets from a silver pitcher. He placed two leather-bound menus on their charger plates, offered to explain that night's chef's special when he returned, and asked if they would like anything to drink for the moment. Jarrod consulted with Catherine before ordering a bottle of champagne. The waiter gave a slight bow.

Catherine couldn't help the way her eyes roved their surroundings. She had never been in a more beautiful room. The vaulted ceilings were painted with works that mimicked the old masters. Austrian leaded chrystal chandeliers lent illunimation to the room. There were stained glass panels everywhere, and ornate gilding on every raised surface. There were marble columns here as well, and more of the gigantic clay pots spilling over with lush greenery.

The tables, set far enough apart to afford diners their privacy, were glittering displays of crystal and china. Golden linen tablecloths draped over the tops, and low, crystal vases with artfully arranged floral displays anchored the tableau. Two tapered cream-coloured candles flickered on either side of the vase.

"This is beautiful," Catherine whispered to Jarrod. "I couldn't have even begun to imagine such loveliness." And then there was Jarrod, resplendent in his black tuxedo, with the white, ruffled shirt. Gold cufflinks with a burnished oval surface, and scored edges, gleamed at his wrists. His black hair was swept back from his forehead. His incredibly blue eyes were vivid against his artistocratic features. She loved the deep crease in his smooth-shaven chin. Jarrod was, without a doubt, the most handsome man she had ever seen.

Jarrod smiled at her across the table. "You, my love, eclipse it all."

He asked Catherine about her arm, concerned still that the wound might be troubling her. He had checked it for her earlier, changing the dressing, and had been pleased at how clean it looked, the skin that puckered around the stitches it's natural colour, no redness, or oozing to give alarm. While it seemed to be healing well, thankfully, he was still worried that it might be painful or tender. She reassured him that she barely gave it any thought anymore, and that it was not hindering her at all.

Catherine was overwhelmed by the selections on her menu. Jarrod made some suggestions of dishes he had tried in the past and particularly enjoyed. When their waiter brought the standing silver bucket that held their champagne, he told them about the chef's special that evening. Spicy grilled and blackened seafood, including scallops, shrimp and salmon, served over a bed of Cajun rice, with green beans on the side, and a tossed salad.

Catherine's mouth watered in anticipation of such a treat and she told the waiter that would be wonderful. Jarrod ordered prime rib with au jus, Yorkshire pudding, mashed, garlic potatoes, and a vegetable medly. Jarrod suggested they share an appetizer first, of escargot stuffed mushroom caps. Catherine had never had snails before, but was willing to give it a try.

The waiter skillfully opened the pressurized bottle of champagne, a napkin muffling the popping sound, then he poured a bit into Jarrod's champagne flute. Jarrod tasted it and nodded his pleasure. The waiter continued to fill Jarrod's glass, then Catherine's, then set the bottle back in the bucket and took his leave.

Jarrod raised his glass, and waited for Catherine to do the same with hers. He looked at her across the table, marvelling in how beautiful she was. "I never imagined that it was possible to feel this way about someone, Catherine. To love so deeply and to truly feel as loved in return. Your beauty transcends the physical, your spirit transcends all time. 'I live for you who loves me, whose heart is kind and true. I live for you who loves me, for you who knows me true.' " Jarrod quoted the poem changing it slightly. "Whatever may come in this life, may you never forget that my love for you is enduring. You haven't just captured my heart, sweet Catherine, you've claimed my soul." He clinked his glass against hers, then brought his to his lips and sipped the sparkling wine.

Catherine blushed. She thought that those were perhaps the most beautiful words she had ever heard. Jarrod truly did have a poetic soul, just as she had intuited that very first day she had met him. To be sitting here now across for him, to have the love of this wonderful, incredible man, was the pinnacle of happiness. "Thank you," she said huskily, then sipped from her own glass.

Dinner was superb. Catherine found that the snails didn't have much taste in themselves, but drenched with the hot, garlicky butter and nestled inside the button mushroom cap, they were quite a delicious morsel. The sizes of the portions of their main meals were almost obscene, Catherine thought. So much food! One plate would feed she and Cadence both for a few days. Everything was delicious though, and she ate and ate until she couldn't possibly pass another forkful through her lips. Catherine had two glasses of the champagne and was feeling very light-hearted and uninhibited.

Jarrod was hardly even aware of his own meal, as he relished watching Catherine enjoy hers. She deserved this. Beautiful clothes and fine food and lovely surroundings. She deserved to be happy and carefree and to have other people tending to her needs for a change. Jarrod had brought her to the Palace for their first night in San Francisco, because he had known that here they would be treated well.

Here, no one would dare raise an eyebrow, or speak to Catherine with contempt. Here, they would be allowed to live out their fantasy, and even if anyone had an ignorant or bigoted thought, they would not voice it tonight. Neither staff nor patrons. This was the Palace, where everyone was treated as a king or queen, where diners were circumspect and, within the confines of this majestic building at least, minded their own business. Jarrod knew that if anyone dared to spoil this for Catherine, to take even one iota of the pleasure of this evening from her with an ill-conceived look or word, he would personally see to it that the rest of their life was a misery.

Jarrod wanted this trip to be special for Catherine and Cadence...as memorable as he could possibly conceive and create. Catherine, with her kind heart and gentle, honest ways, with her remarkable strength and beautiful, intelligent soul, had led him through the darkness where he had wallowed, to the light on the other side. Jarrod was not ever going back there again, back to that murky place where poisoned talons gripped his will and held him down.

Once more the world was a place of hope and happiness, and it was all because of Catherine, and her daughter Cady. There was nothing he wouldn't do for either of them, these two who had breathed life into what had only been the lonely shell of a man.

Two full for dessert, they ordered coffee once their meals had been cleared away, as Jarrod lit a cigar. Once they ceased to dine, a couple of other Palace patrons stopped by their table briefly, to exchange pleasantries with Jarrod, to inquire after his family back in Stockton, and to wish him well with the election and offer their support. Jarrod introduced Catherine, and each person smiled politely at her, nothing in their mask of social graces indicating that they were at all shocked or appalled to see her with him.

At the first approach, Catherine had tensed visibly, afraid that there was going to be a scene that would ruin their evening.Afraid that she would cause Jarrod embarassment, and that he would regret his decision to bring her here. But when she saw how polite people were, she relaxed, even exchanging pleasantries in return. Catherine wondered if this treatment was because of Jarrod, out of respect for him, or whether it had anything to do with the fact that in these clothes she herself looked like a fine, society lady, or whether it was because of where they were. Perhaps, it was a combination of all three.

The waiter brought their bill, slipped discreetly between the leather bindings of small folder that rested on a silver tray. Jarrod glanced at it, then laid several large bills within. After their coffee, Jarrod asked for their coats, draping them over his arm. Then he rose and took Catherine's hand. He indicated to the waiter that everything had been perfect and he should extend their compliments to the chef, then remarked that they were going to stretch their legs now, and go for a walk through the hotel.

"You have to see the Grand Court," Jarrod whispered to Catherine, as he guided her through the maze of tables, deeper into the building, his hand at her elbow. "It's the centrepiece of the Palace. I'd wager you've never seen anything like it."

As impressive as the Garden Court carriage entrance had been, as beautiful as the diningroom had been, Jarrod was correct, Catherine had never seen anything to rival the magnificence of the Palace Hotel's Grand Court. Her breath caught in her throat at the spectacular vision that greeted them. The grandeur, luster and opulence could never be adequately described in the retelling, Catherine knew.

The Grand Court measured one hundred and forty-four feet, by eighty-four feet. It was an interior courtyard stretching impossibly upwards, storey after storey, until it was finally capped by the gracefully arched glass roof. It was surrounded on four sides by seven stories of greenery-draped balconies. Citrus trees, including lemon, lime and orange, gave off their mingled fragrances, scenting the air.

Jarrod took Catherine's arm and drew her across the marbled floor to the centre of the courtyard where a marble fountain rose up. The purl of flowing water echoed off the walls in symphonic measure. Catherine stood next to it, reaching to dip her fingers in the cool waters, touching her fingers to the hollow of her throat, in a gesture that Jarrod found stirring.

On either side of them were enormous staircases that lead to the second floor promenade. There were a few couples down here in the courtyard proper, but many more strolled arm in arm on the upper level, enjoying the elevated view. Eventually, Jarrod suggested to Catherine that they ascend to the promenade and she agreed. He loved the wideness of her dark eyes, and the way they sparkled with awe.

On the upper level, they stood against the balcony, and from this different perspective, the area was just as impressive and lovely. Jarrod stood behind Catherine, his chin resting on her right shoulder, his left arm draped loosely around her waist. Other lovers passed them by, seeming to be only peripherally aware that there were other people here this night, absorbed in the wonder of their own passions. Catherine loved the feel on Jarrod's chin nestled in close to her neck, his breath faintly warm against her skin. Standing that way, so close to him, she felt the desire that flooded through her.

Jarrod seemed to sense her growing passion, as the electricity transferred itself to his own body. He stole a glance up and down the length of the promenade. Situated as they were between a great marble pillar and a potted orange tree, this nook affording them some privacy, he turned her slightly in his arms. His lips claimed hers for only a moment, holding sweet promise, as they both felt the stirrings in their body's depths.

Jarrod continued to hold Catherine for several more minutes, neither of them speaking. When at last he knew that some of the magic of this second-storey view might be fading, he turned her in his arms again. With her fashionable boots, she was as tall as he was now, looking him levelly in the eye. He took her elbows in his hands and smiled at her. "I have one more thing to show you," he said softly, his blue eyes alight with expectation.

Holding her hand, Jarrod took Catherine to a bank of doors. She heard a low, rumbling sound and then one of the doors slid open sideways. A young man in a crisp red and white uniform stood stiffly in a small room. "Going up," he said, holding the door for them.

Jarrod nodded, then led Catherine inside. The door was closed again. There was no one esle inside the little room. There was a sudden trembling of the floor, and the sensation that they were moving, and Catherine's eyes widened in alarm, as she clutched at Jarrod's sleeve. "It's all right," he murmured quietly against her ear.

The movement stopped, and the young man opened the door again. "Going up," he announced. An older man with a lovely young red-headed woman stepped into the room. The man nodded and smiled to Jarrod and Catherine as they moved further back to accomodate the other couple. The red-headed woman smiled at them as well, her glance on Jarrod lingering a little longer than Catherine might have liked.

The moving room stopped again two additional times, and one more couple stepped in, a young blonde couple, who were holding hands and gazing into one another's eyes. He had on a tuxedo, she had on an elegant white wedding gown, and the anticipation they exuded was tangible.

At last the doors opened a final time. Jarrod was slipping Catherine's cape around her shoulders, and they disembarked with the other couples. Catherine looked around in mild confusion. They were seemingly at the very top of the hotel, only darkness extending beyond the roofline. She stood hesitantly while their companions moved off.

"What was that, Jarrod?" she asked excitedly.

"A rising room," he smiled at her. "An elevator, it's also called. There are five of them here in the hotel. They're quite the novelty! Instead of having to walk up flight after flight of stairs, they take you right up to whatever level you want to be on. I'm sorry, perhaps I should have prepared you for it," he added.

Catherine shook her head. "That's all right. I wouldn't have known what to expect anyhow. That's not the sort of thing you can really prepare someone for. It needs to be experienced." She laughed lightly, alleviating his concerns.

"Welcome to the Crystal Roof Garden," Jarrod announced. He slipped into his own topcoat. Even though they were still under glass, the dome wasn't much of a barrier to the fall night's chill that seemed to seep through. Then he linked Catherine's arm through his.

This was the pinnacle of the tour. The skylit conservatory, under the blue-black blanket of darkness now, and lit with gas lamps, was the architect's crowning glory. Everywhere there was statuary, and little benches to rest on, and again pots filled with the unmistakeable scent of citrus. Jarrod guided Catherine to the interior edge of the garden, slipping one hand firmly around her waist and watched her intently as her dark eyes took in the scene that greeted them.

They had a panoramic view of the Grand Court, seven stories below. Catherine gasped, shrinking back against him as she had that day on the outcropping overlooking the valley. She felt dizzy, looking so far below to the place they had just come from. From above, the enormous fountain looked small. She too thought of the day of the picnic with Jarrod, and the natural wonders they had enjoyed. This was a different kind of majesty...a man-made variety, but no less impressive. Feeling more secure as Jarrod brought his other arm around her, Catherine leaned forward again to peer downward.

"This is magnificent," she murmured. "I will never forget this view as long as I live."

Jarrod pressed his head towards her, smiling into the thick, dark tresses of Catherine's hair. "I had hoped you would enjoy it," he told her quietly.

They stayed for a while, wandering among the gardens, and commenting on the carved and chiselled statues that adorned them, coming to rest on a marble bench. Jarrod filled Catherine in on the history's hotel. She had gaped at him when he had informed her that the Palace Hotel had been built at a final cost of five million dollars. It was the dream of William Ralston, a rich investor and President of the Bank of California. The original budget had been under two million, but that much had been spent of the foundation and ground floor alone.

Ralston had sunk almost all of the banks' holdings into the opulent details of the Palace, wanting the structure to live up to it's name. The rooms featured rosewood panelling, marble floors, silk draperies and fine Irish linens. Each room had it's own fireplace, watercloset and bay window. There were also call buttons, so that a guest's every whim could be met.

"In an attempt to restore the bank's finances," Jarrod explained to Catherine, "Ralston began frantically purchasing mining stock. But the Ralston mines proved to be worthless and there was a massive run on the bank. I remember the panic. It ended up that Ralston owed the bank four and one half million dollars.

"A few days later, he went swimming in the Bay, as was his routine, out in North Beach. He drowned and his body was found later. His dream survived though and on October second, 1875, the Palace Hotel opened it's doors. I was here with Mother for the opening."

Catherine bowed her head in thought. "I gather that because of the financial problems, William Ralston committed suicide?" Catherine asked sadly.

Jarrod sighed. "It's assumed so, though no one witnessed what actually occured. He was a strong swimmer though, and the waters were calm that day."

"It's a beautiful building," Catherine commented. "And since it was erected and stands here now, I am glad that I was able to share in it's wonders. But...but I can't help think how sad it is, that a man died because of it. Because of something as transient as money. I understand that he had a dream and that people enjoy beautiful things. I'd be lying if I said I haven't loved every minute here, Jarrod, or that the lavishness of dinner and our surroundings didn't appeal to me.

"But all that money that was spent in it's creation...it almost seems sinful. A hospital could have been built. So many unfortunate people could have been fed and sheltered. And then this hotel was built, strictly for the enjoyment of people who already have so much in life. I feel a bit guilty, to take pleasure from it. And yet, this has been one of the most wonderful nights of my life, and I appreciate more than I can express your sharing these wonders with me."

Jarrod heard the conflict in her voice. He sensed that she felt she was being disloyal to him somehow to even be voicing these thoughts. And he felt bound to her deeper still, knowing that he had also had such thoughts, when he had attended the opening. He hadn't paused to consider that those feelings would be even more intense for Catherine, coming as she did from a life that allowed little in the way of material comforts.

"Do not ever be afraid to speak to me the words that are in your heart, Catherine," Jarrod told her, reaching to cup her chin in his fingers, his thumb caressing her jawline. "I too have similar thoughts. And you are right, it isn't fair that some live so well, and others must struggle. And an equitable distribution of riches would be ideal. But we don't live in an Utopian world.

"I try to console myself with the knowledge that this hotel, while it was being built, employed many men, and put food on the tables of many families. And it continues to do so today, with all of the people that it employs. It offers people who might otherwise not have work, a chance to earn a living. And the hotel's grandeur and elegance draws people to the city. Wealthy people who might then decide to invest in this fine city, thereby helping all who live here. And even just their visits stimulates the local economy, and every dollar they spend here, helps someone in the community to work and survive."

Catherine looked at Jarrod with such respect and adulation that he felt deeply humbled. "I hadn't thought of it like that," Catherine admitted. "What you have just said is true. Everything that someone does, touches someone else. It's a never-ending chain, isn't it? I'm sure that the waiter who brought our meal, and the chambermaid who changes the bed linens, are grateful that this hotel is here. As are those who depend on them." She reached to squeeze his hand. "I enjoy the different perspectives you share with me about things, Jarrod Barkley. You are a wise and informed man. And even though you live in one world, I know that in your heart, you pass through and consider them all."

Jarrod thought that that was about the highest praise he had ever received. To have Catherine's approval and understanding meant more to him than the cheers and thunderous applause that had greeted him at the Bostwick's dinner party that night. "You are the most incredible woman I have ever know," Jarrod told her. "I love you so." He took her hand, bringing it to his lips, kissing it reverently. He felt the callouses on her palm and the underside of her fingers. Badges of honour, he thought to himself. A testimony to her will to survive and to her pride and her ingenuity. "Shall we go home?" he inquired softly.

Miss Price was waiting up for them in the drawingroom, reading by the dying embers of a fire. She smiled when they entered, and reported that Cadence had had a good evening. They had played checkers for a while, and then Cady had gone off to bed without any fuss. Miss Price excused herself for the night, and headed off to her room, nodding at Catherine and Jarrod's words of thanks.

Catherine checked on Cady who was sleeping with arms and legs askew, and had knocked off the corner of the covers. She kissed her daughter tenderly on the cheeks, pulled the blankets up to her chin, then went back downstairs to join Jarrod. He was standing with one elbow on the mantle, a glass of bourbon in his other hand. Catherine crossed the room to stand behind him, slipping her arm under his and around his middle, resting her chin on his shoulder, her cheek tickled by the short hairs at the back of his neck.

"Thank you for a beautiful evening," she said softly. "Everything was just perfect, Jarrod."

He sighed contentedly. It had been perfect, but not because of their elegant surroundings, or their first-class meal. It had been perfect because he had shared it with Catherine. No more or less perfect than his first meal with she and Cady in their shack, eating rabbit stew and galellette. It was Catherine's company that made it special for him.

He finished his drink, then poked around in the grate until the fire was almost out. At last, reluctant to part from her, he took Catherine's hand and led the way upstairs. He too ducked his head into Cadence's room, the sight of her small, sleeping form, filling him with happiness. Then he stopped outside Catherine's door.

"Sweet dreams," he whispered, pulling her towards him for a brief kiss. His body screamed in protest when he drew away from her. The thought of her sleeping so near was going to be torture, and Jarrod knew it would be along time before he fell asleep that night. But he hadn't brought Catherine here for convenience's sake, or so he could enjoy her physically. As much as he wanted her, he wanted her to know that that wasn't what this trip was all about.

"Good night, Jarrod," Catherine whispered back. Her own body tingled to be close to his, but she merely smiled and went into her room.

Eventually, though it had been difficult, Jarrod had fallen asleep. He was awakened sometime later, by the movement and pressure on the mattress next to him as another body slid beneath the covers, and then by the soft lips on his. He didn't even open his eyes, abandoning himself to the pressure of Catherine's mouth on his. He reached for her, feeling the satiny softness of her undergarments, groaning when her hand slipped under his nightshirt and traced a path up his thigh.

"I want you," she said huskily, those simple words stoking in Jarrod a raging fire.

Their lovemaking was fevered, their aching bodies tumbling across the bed, their need consuming all thought. Their shared passion, the culmination of their mutual love and desire raising them to incredible heights as their bodies declared their love for one another. 'Now,' thought Catherine to herself as they lay together afterwards, her head on Jarrod's chest, her fingers lightly exploring the scattering of hair there, their legs entwined, 'everything really is perfect'.

 

 

 

Chapter 51

 

Breakfast at the Barkley table was no more enjoyable than dinner had been the night before. Annabelle gave up on her attempts at pleasantries, as each smile, question or comment was met with blank stares or pained expressions. Except for Nick, who seemed to be able to eat no matter what life threw at him, appetites were almost non-existant. Annabelle rocked Chase in her arms. Even the infant seemed to sense that there was a pall over the mansion, and lay there quietly, sucking on his fist.

There had been a terrible scene when Heath had returned home yesterday without the breeding bull that Nick had had his heart set on. Nick, Victoria and she had been sitting in the parlour, Annabelle working on some needlepoint, while Victoria held her grandson in her lap. Nick had sat in the chair normally reserved for Jarrod, and had nursed a glass of whiskey, a stormy mask on his rugged features. Audra had been in self-imposed exile in her room, where she had spent most of the afternoon.

Nick had heard Heath come through the front door, and had leapt to his feet, a genuine smile creasing his face for the first time that afternoon. He'd barreled out of the parlour, hurrying to meet his sandy-blond brother in the foyer.

"Well?" Nick had asked with a grin. "Where is he?!"

The women had heard his enthusiam from their places in the parlour. They didn't catch whatever it was that Heath mumbled in response, but there was no mistaking Nick's angry response.

"WHAT THE HECK DO YOU MEAN YOU DIDN'T GET HIM!" came the resounding blast.

Victoria shook her head, set Chase in his bassinette, gave Annabelle a helpless look, and hurried out to the foyer herself. Annabelle listened to Victoria vainly trying to convince Nick to lower his voice. She had heard her husband speak then.

"I mean Langford changed his mind about sellin' him to us, Nick," Heath told him.

"Well, we'll just see about that!" Nick thundered. "We had a deal! I've already paid for that bull!"

"Dean said the money's been sent back to the bank in Stockton," Heath told him dispiritedly.

"Well, I'm gonna get cash, and ride back there and pick him up myself!" Nick declared. "This is just some ploy to try to get me to up my price! Well it won't work!"

"Naw, Nick, it ain't that," Heath said ruefully. "Langford sold the bull to someone else instead." Nick swore, then immediately apologized to his mother. Heath's blue eyes shifted to Victoria and then back to his dark-haired brother. "Maybe we can go discuss this somewhere," he advised.

"Now Heath, if there's something going on, I want to know about it," Victoria insisted.

"Say whatever it is you've got to say," Nick nodded curtly.

Heath told them about the exchange between himself and Al Langford's foreman Chet Dean. He left out the part about thinking this had had something to do with the circumstances of his birth. He glanced down at the floor, unable to look them in the face, when he repeated what had been said about the Barkley's being 'redskin lovers'. Annabelle heard it all clearly from the other room, gasping as her husband disclosed this last bit.

When Heath looked up again, it was into Nick's apoplectic features, the scarlett flush starting at his neck and extending up into his cheeks. Nick's mouth was set in a grim line, his dark eyes flashing. "Why that son of a....." he caught himself in time, choking back the words that threatened to pour forth in a virulent stream. "Of all the low down, stinkin', dirty rotten things..."

Nick tossed his head like a wild stallion, his raven hair tumbling in unruly fashion. "Accepting that money was an intent to do business," Nick growled. "I'm sure there's some kind of legal thingamajig here, some kind of action we can take against Langford!" Nick scowled. "Jarrod will know. Langford hasn't heard the last from me yet!"

"Nick," Heath interjected. "You ain't gettin' that bull. And even if there was some legal way to force Langford to hand 'im over, if he hasn't actually sold 'im to someone else and it sounds like he's done just that...do you really still want to deal with the man? After what Dean told me?" Heath prompted. He gave Nick a moment to consider this. "And do you honestly think Jarrod will want to, or will want to get involved in any of this, when he hears why Langford reneged on the deal in the first place?"

"Heath's right, Nick," Victoria said quietly. "We can't deal with a man like that."

Nick drew a ragged breath, feeling trapped and disoriented. Too much was happening, too quickly for him to absorb. It wasn't just the loss of the bull, which he had had his heart set on for some time, but the way he felt that invisible walls were closing in around him. "No, no of course not," he mumbled at last. "Don't know what I was thinkin'. There'll be other bulls." Then he had picked up his hat and marched out the front door.

"I'll go with him, Mother," Heath said, at the concern in Victoria's eyes.

The men had returned for dinner, but it had been an uncomfortable meal. The only sounds had been the scraping of utensils against the plates, as the diners pushed food around distractedly. Everyone had noted Audra's swollen, red-rimmed eyes, which had caused pangs of concern on the faces of her older brothers. They were both extremely protective of their little sister, and any pain felt by her was reflected two-fold in their own hearts.

Nick's persistent, worried questioning had at last resulted in the sniffled disclosure that Audra and Bobby Olson were no longer going to be keeping company. Nick, who was seated next to the young woman, reached over awkwardly and patted her back, mumbling 'there, there' in embarassment. This gesture of caring had caused Audra to dissolve into tears, and she had pushed back from the table and fled from the room.

Annabelle had seen Victoria's speculative look at her daughter's news. While both men seemed to believe it was just 'one of those things' or a simple 'lover's quarrel', both Annabelle and Victoria seemed to sense that there was something more intricate involved here, some undercurrents that they were not yet privy to. The remainder of the meal had passed in silence, until finally giving up the pretense, the family had retired from the table, and drifted to the billiards room for coffee.

Victoria and Annabelle had attempted to make small talk while Annabelle once again picked up her needlework, and Victoria took Chase into her arms. The letter from Gene was forgotten. The baby boy shook the rattle that his Uncle Jarrod had brought home for him one day, laughing and cooing as his blue eyes followed the motion and his ears detected the musical sound. It was only Chase's merrily myopic behaviour that kept the atmosphere in the room from being truly funereal.

Annabelle watched the way Nick kept glancing unhappily at his mother, and the way he kept working his mouth, as though he wanted to say something, but could never quite get it out. When Heath and Nick began to raise their voices in argument over their game, giving vent to their misplaced anger, Annabelle had intervened, suggesting that she and Heath get Chase up to bed and turn in for the night.

Heath had looked at her gratefully, tossing his pool cue on the table. He'd clamped a hand on his brother's shoulder, giving a firm squeeze, trying to communicate to Nick his understanding of the other man's sense of anger and loss and frustration, which he too shared. Heath had kissed Victoria's cheek, Annabelle had reclaimed her son, and they had gone off to bed.

As she had undressed later in their room, Annabelle listened as Heath revealed to her that two of the hands had quit that day, for the same reason that Al Langford had refused them the bull. Heath had known about Nick's confrontation in Stockton earlier, but hadn't shared that with Belle, not wanting to overwhelm her. He had told her what he hadn't shared with Nick and Victoria initially though, what Heath had first thought when Dean had said they wouldn't deal with the Barkleys anymore.

Annabelle had pulled her hairbrush violently through her chestnut hair as she listened to her husband speak. She couldn't stand the small-minded bigotry of some people! These were the same kind of people who had made her beloved Heath's life a hell since he had been just a very small child. She knew that he still bore the scars of the abhorrent treatment he and his unwed mother had received in Strawberry. Heath's illegtimacy had haunted him for most of his life. The prejudice he had grown up with still reared it's ugly head on occasion, and though Heath now had a respected and beloved place among the Barkleys, and a growing, devoted family of his own, Annabelle knew that the cruel, ignorant attitudes of some people could still cause him pain.

What business was it of anyone's who Jarrod Barkley chose to love?! Annabelle believed as her husband did, that California voters would not accept the couple, and that angered her enough. But for individuals to lash out this way towards the entire Barkley family, was just so reprehensible. Annabelle wondered what Jarrod would have to say about all of this. Assuming, of course, that they told him.

Victoria seemed bound and determined that no ugliness or negativity was going to touch Jarrod, as long as she could help it. Annabelle understood that Victoria had been gravely concerned about her eldest son. It wasn't that long ago that Jarrod had become very withdrawn. That he had begun to have the nightmares that would end in strangled screams in the dead of the night, waking the other members of the household, even when they did not wake Jarrod. His behaviour had worried everyone, especially Victoria.

Annabelle could understand that after the loss of Jarrod's wife, Victoria would want to protect him from further hurt. And she understood that Jarrod needed to be concentrating on his political aspirations as well. But she wasn't so sure anymore that hiding the truth from Jarrod was either the best way to help or support him.

Annabelle had tried to give Heath some peace through the physical act of their love, and finally, drained, he had fallen asleep. She had lain awake for a long time though that night, wondering just how far things would progress and just how bad things would get before they came to a head, as they ultimately would have to.

Now, even though the new day dawned bright, there was only gloom at the breakfast table. Audra hadn't even joined them this morning. Annabelle had heard Victoria knocking on the young woman's door last night before she too had retired, but knew that Audra had not admitted her mother to her room, unwilling still to share whatever had broken down the bond between Audra and Bobby Olson.

It had been a bond that had seemed to be growing too, from friendship and youthful attraction to something more. It was a relationship that all of the Barkley's had encouraged, and Annabelle knew how much Audra carried for Bobby and he her.

She had observed them at the Hallowe'en dance together, and had thought to herself then that it wouldn't be too much of a surprise if they were to soon learn that there would be a spring wedding. Audra had seemed to blossom and mature in the time that she and Bobby had been courting. That their break-up was so painfully one-sided, that Bobby's affections could have changed so suddenly was a mystery to Annabelle.

Silas entered the room then, followed by the Barkley foreman, Duke McCall, who was removing his hat. "I'm terribly sorry to interrupt your meal," Duke said regretfully. "But the fence is down in the northeast pasture. Some of the cattle have already wandered through. If we don't get there pronto, the whole herd is liable ta go off. And the Ransom's have got half their head free-grazin' in the valley down there. If our herd mixes with theirs, it'll take days to sort 'em again. And there are still some yearlings that we missed at branding time, Ransom could claim them as mavericks if he's got a mind to."

Nick exploded out of his seat midway through Duke's speech. He wheeled on Heath, slamming his hand down on the table top, causing the dishes and cutlery to rattle. "I thought you were takin' some men to fix that section of fence last week!" Nick snarled.

Heath dabbed at his mouth with his napkin, his blue eyes going icy. "I did, Nick. We replaced every tiny break, and even every suspect section. I double-checked all the work m'self." He did not like being doubted this way.

"Well evidently you didn't do such a good job of checking!" Nick announced bitterly. If they were lucky, they would only waste a day rounding up the cattle, short-handed as they were. If they were unlucky...it could mean days lost. This latest was more than Nick could bear.

"Uh, Nick," Duke broke in, embarassed at being witness to this exchange between the brothers, brothers that were closer than any two men the foreman had ever known, "the fence was cut in several sections. Someone done it deliberate."

Shock registered on Nick's face. He felt as though he'd taken a sucker punch to the gut. He wished that he could turn back the clock and unsay his words to Heath. He bowed his head in shame that he had ever doubted his brother. His best friend. A man who had never once given him cause to doubt him. He hadn't really doubted him though, not in his heart of hearts. He'd just been frustrated and knocked flat by this latest ominous turn and had lashed out. "Look, Heath...," Nick began miserably.

Heath threw down his napkin, not meeting Nick's eyes. "We'd better git goin' then," he said coldly. "Mother, Belle, looks like it could be a long day. I'll see you later." Heath strode out of the room, with Nick and Duke on his heels.

Silas stood there uncomfortably, hating that he had had to see or hear any of this. The tension in the household since last evening had been palpable. It was a living, breathing thing that had moved into the mansion, and lay coiled in the corners of the rooms and hovered darkly over the heads of the people who resided there. "Ma'am, they's a letter here," Silas said, stretching out his hand, the white of the unmarked envelope contrasting with the dark mahogony of his skin.

Victoria took it from him, murmuring her thanks, and Silas retreated from the room. Victoria sat there for several seconds, holding the envelope in her lap. It was probably an invitation from one of their neighbours to some party or the other. She gazed into her coffee, thinking about what had happened between Nick and Heath. Thinking about the fence that someone had maliciously damaged. Thinking about the breeding bull. Thinking about the upcoming election and about Jarrod in San Francisco. Annabelle just watched her, at a loss for words herself.

Finally, Victoria let out a sigh, and stuck a well-manicured nail under the envelope flap, slitting it across the top. She withdrew the folded sheet from within, and carefully unfolded it, her eyes scanning the brief message.

Annabelle heard her gasp, and saw the colour drain from Victoria's face. She thought at first that her mother-in-law was having a heart attack. Annabelle's grandmother had acted just this same way before she had passed on. "Mother!" Annabelle called in fright, her own face going pale. "What's wrong!"

Victoria squeezed her eyes shut, then opened them again, taking deep, calming breaths. She looked down at the piece of paper in horror and then over at Annabelle, her pain and confusion evident. "This letter," Victoria whispered hoarsely. "It's a death threat...against Jarrod."

 

 

 

Chapter 52

 

As Catherine and Jarrod were making their plans for the day, sitting in the drawingroom with Cadence who was playing with her homemade doll, there was a knock on the front door. Jarrod couldn't hide his grin, as Mr. Fong went to open the door and admit the same porters who had been there the night before. Jarrod asked them to bring the boxes into the drawing room this time, rubbing his hands together in anticipation, chuckling at the curious expressions on Catherine's and Cadence's faces.

"Oh, Jarrod, what have you done?" Catherine asked suspiciously, hands on her hips, as she surveyed the mountain of packages.

"Happy birthday!" he announced.

Cadence began to jump and twirl around the room. "Yeah! Happy birthday! Happy birthday!" She stopped, cocking her head to one side and looking at Catherine, her lips puckering and a frown creasing her brow.
"Who's birthday is it, Momma?"

"Jarrod Barkley!" Catherine said in exasperation. "It's not my birthday! Nor Cady's!"

He threw his head back and laughed. "Well you know," he teased, "it's somebody's birthday!" He crouched on the floor next to the packages, beckoning Cadence to come sit on his knee. "You can help me open these," he instructed, "and we'll see what we've got here."

Catherine rolled her eyes at him, and shook her head. She watched as Jarrod and her daughter opened the packages. The first contained a small, gorgeous, deep purple velvet coat, with a collar of silver fox, that Jarrod helped Cady don. Catherine bit her lips to hold back the protests that threatened to spill out. Another box held a purple velvet bonnet, and a silver fox fur muffler. Little white boots completed the ensemble. Cady's eyes sparkled as she pirouetted around the room.

"It's getting colder these days," Jarrod said defensively, in response to the way Catherine was watching him, her arms folded across her chest. He winked at her and pushed a larger box towards her.

By the time they were done opening everything, Catherine was speechless. There was a coat for Catherine that matched Cadence's, with a velvet bonnet trimmed with silver fox, and black, low-heeled boots. There was a tan split riding skirt and jacket and tan riding boots for Catherine. There was a pair of impossibly tiny riding boots for Cady, tooled black leather, and a jaunty black hat, similar to the one Catherine had seen Mrs. Barkley wear.

There were two dresses for Cadence, one a pink cotton, and another dressier gown of white silk with pantaloons and blue satin trim. And new shoes. For Catherine there was another dress, plainer than the one she had worn the previous night, but another quality piece, a soft, dusty rose. There was a two-piece suit, with a short, button up jacket and a long, slimline skirt, of indigo cashmere.

There were undergarments, and nightgowns, and shoes and accessories for both mother and daughter. Catherine sat there on the floor, stunned, too overwhelmed for words. She had never had so many beautiful, expensive things in her life, even back in the Red River Settlement, when times had been good and her father's business had been booming. She looked at Cadence, prancing around in her new shoes, and then at Jarrod, and the earnest look in his eyes.

"It's too much," Catherine said at last, her voice barely audible. "Jarrod, it's just too much."

Jarrod moved from his seat on the chesterfield to sit on the floor beside her. "Please let me do this," he implored softly. "You needed some new things, didn't you? Both of you?"

"Yes, of course, but this is just so...extravagant..." Catherine seemed bewildered. Where on earth would she even wear most of these things?

"If there's anything that you don't like, we can exchange it for something else. Or if there are things that you need, that I haven't thought of, just let me know." Jarrod took her hand and kissed it. "I want to do this. Because I love you, and because you deserve it, and because I can." He paused. "You know how it makes you feel to give Cadence something, or do something special for her?" he asked. "How good it makes you feel. You know how you would rather get her something than anything for yourself?" Jarrod swallowed hard. "Allow me to know that same pleasure. Allow me to do something special for the two girls that I adore. Let me know that same sense of giving to the ones that I love. Believe me, it would be the best gift you could ever give me."

Catherine thought about the dress she had made for Cadence the first time Jarrod had taken them to dinner. How something for her daughter was more important than anything for her. How good it felt to do something nice, something special for someone else. Jarrod asked so little of her, made so few demands. He only wanted to share his wealth with them, and use what he had to bring she and Cady pleasure. And if the gifts were impractical or far too expensive...perhaps that wasn't really the issue. To refuse them, Catherine sensed, would be to refuse to allow a part of who Jarrod was into their lives.

"You are an amazing, generous man," Catherine told him, her eyes shimmering with tears. "So thoughtful and so kind. Thank you so much, Jarrod, for all of these incredible things. I love you."

Relief passed across his handsome face. "You're welcome. And I love you too. Both of you."

Catherine's breath caught in her throat. She had known that Jarrod was fond of her daughter, but it was the first time he had said that he loved Cadence. The little girl was continuing to strut around the room in her new coat and boots, too self-absorbed to be aware of the adults or their conversation. 'And what about all of your ambitions?' Catherine wanted to ask him. 'How and where do we fit in your life, Jarrod?' But she was not prepared to push the issue. Perhaps because she was afraid of what his answer would be.

Once Catherine and Cadence had changed into their new outfits, Jarrod hailed a cab to take them sightseeing. Jarrod's brownstone was on Russian Hill, in the northern end of the city. Russian Hill, and it's sister Nob Hill, were two peaks on the continuous ridge that jutted along the length of the penninsula. Both were home to some of San Francisco's most established and monied families. Along with Telegraph Hill, the area encompassed Chinatown and North Beach residential neighbourhoods.

As they passed up and down and along the steep cobbled streets, they were treated to glimpses of small verdant parks, clanging cable cars, wonderful architecture and breathtaking views. The area was a mix of irregular elevations, a profusion of flowers and shrubs, and people of many different nationalities. Telegraph Hill looked down on the infamous Barbary Coast. Nob Hill was where the decadently wealthy had recently begun to build their extravagant mansions. Neither Catherine nor Cadence were prepared for the enormity of the structures, and they had difficulty accepting that these were single-family dwellings. Jarrod admitted, after Catherine had dragged it out of him, that he had been inside some of these hallowed halls, that he knew and was known to some of city's elite.

They rode as far as Chinatown, and then disembarked to begin a walking tour. The little shops were overflowing with Chinese and Japanese wares, and every one seemed to feature photographs of local scenery for tourists. When they passed yet another Chinese laundry and Catherine commented on how many there were, Jarrod remarked that it was no thanks to local lawmakers and police.

He explained to Catherine that not too many years previous, there had been scores of discriminatory local laws passed, various ordinances that tried to drive out the Chinese launderers. Originally, the Chinese immigrants setting up businesses in San Francisco had encountered no opposition, and had worked hard to provide an essential service, and to earn a living.

Eventually, some white businessmen had begun to notice that such laundry businesses were also quite lucrative. They arranged to have different ordinances put in place that tried to regulate the size of the laundries, that forbid the used of the poles that were traditionally used to carry bundles, that attempted to change the designations of where such businesses could locate, and finally they required Chinese American laundries to pay higher taxes than others.

A series of lawsuits by the incensed Chinese businessmen following the enactment of these unfair laws, eventually overturned all of them, except the sidewalk, or 'pole' ordinance. "The most famous of these is the Yick Wo Laundry case," Jarrod told Catherine. She loved how animated he became when he talked about the law, and other topics that were important to him. "The owner, Lee Yick, successfully challenged the validity of the laws that were trying to be used to drive the Chinese out of the laundry business. The lawsuit established the principle that a law can be discriminatory, even if the wording is not - if it is applied in a discriminatory fashion." He smiled broadly. "It's a fascinating case study!" He coloured slightly. "I hope I'm not boring you."

"Just the contrary," Catherine assured him, as they strolled along.

They stopped for lunch at a Chinese restaurant. The food was different than what Catherine and Cadence were used to, but with Jarrod's help they were able to order dishes that their western palates could appreciate. Outside afterwards, Jarrod reached for his billfold, and removed half of the bills, handing them over to Catherine. "I have to go see someone, just for a short while," Jarrod told her. "You take Cady and go shopping. Buy whatever you need, or whatever you want, or whatever makes you happy. You can go for another carriage ride, or perhaps to one of the parks. There are all the shops along here, or you're not far from Union Square, where you'll find a variety of other stores."

Catherine accepted the money, tucking it into her purse, murmuring her gratitude. "Shall we meet you somewhere?" she asked.

"Just go back to the house whenever you're done. I'll meet you there later, then I thought we could take Cadence to the Palace later for high tea." Jarrod stooped to kiss Catherine's cheek, then Cady's. As they started to walk away, he reached out and grabbed Catherine's hand. "Oh, and one thing," he told her, "you're not to buy anything for me!" He winked at her, then they went their separate ways.

Catherine knew just what she would spend some of the money on. She had seen the lovely little glass and stone beads in the windows of several of the Oriental shops. She took Cadence's hand in hers and hurried back the length of storefronts to the one that had seemed to have the biggest selection, then she and Cadence ducked inside.



Jarrod had stopped at the office of Herbert Thorpe, a local businessman, who had dealings in the shipping industry. Even though Thorpe was a staunch Democrat, he wasn't adverse to clearing his schedule for a few minutes for Jarrod Barkley. After all, the man would likely be the Governor of California in a few months. Besides, he was acquainted with Jarrod in a limited social capacity, and liked and respected him as a man.

Ten minutes later, Jarrod was writing a cheque to Thorpe, who sat back behind his desk, his fingers steepled, shaking his head. "You know I had no intentions of selling, Jarrod, ever. But this offer is three times greater than what I might reasonably have expected if I ever had put her on the market. And there are others of course, though I must say I agree with you that that's the best of the lot." Thorpe took the cheque, then shook Jarrod's hand. "Just let me know when you want to take ownership, and El Viento Dorado is yours."

Jarrod couldn't temper the grin that broke out on his features at the thought.



Since he hadn't taken nearly as long at Thorpe's office as he had anticipated, Jarrod made the mistake of stopping by his law office for a short visit that had extended into a couple of hours helping Mark Treymore with a problem whose solution had been elluding him.

"Did you have a nice time last night?" Mark asked casually, as Jarrod rolled up his sleeves and began making notes on paper. Jarrod looked up at him warily. "Well, anyone whose anyone in this city knows who you are," Mark laughed at his boss's expression. "Especially now with the election not far off and the nomination even closer. Someone was telling me you were dining at the Palace last night with a young, Italian woman." Mark winked at him. "So, did you have a good time?"

Jarrod studied him curiously. "An Italian woman?" he repeated slowly.

Mark shrugged. "Well, James said he thought she might be Italian. Meditteranean at any rate." He tapped his pen on the desk. "I thought you were seeing Patricia Vandermeer in Sacramento," Mark remarked.

Jarrod had been working closely with Mark for some time now, and over time the two men had begun to discuss and exchange the occasional bit of personal information. Jarrod had indeed mentioned Patricia to Mark, that time that he had bought the perfume for her. "I...we...we're not seeing one another any more," Jarrod said, trying to be off-hand. "I'm seeing Catherine now," he told his assistant. "And yes, we had a wonderful time, thank you."

Jarrod tried not to let his voice or his features betray just how caught off-guard he had been, or how he was struggling now with Mark's identification of Catherine as 'Italian'. For a few shameful moments, Jarrod had been about to give himself up to subterfuge. But he was not ashamed of either Catherine or her heritage. "Actually," Jarrod corrected Mark. "Catherine is Metis."

"Oh yeah?" Mark said, nodding sagely. He didn't want to betray his ignorance to his boss. "Very good," he commented, then changed the subject back to the work at hand.

Jarrod continued to stare at Mark thoughtfully. Mark, of course, had no idea what 'Metis' was. Jarrod thought for a moment of explaining, and then decided that it didn't really matter. She was herself. She was Catherine Vaillancourt. She was the woman he loved. And that was all that really mattered.



When Jarrod returned home, close to five o'clock, Cadence came running to the door to meet him. His heart soared as she threw herself into his arms and he picked her up and rained kisses on her face while she giggled. "Jarrod!" she protested laughingly. His throat tightened. She had dropped the 'Mr.' all of a sudden, without being prompted, and he was glad. "Come see what Momma did!" Cady urged, taking his hand and dragging him upstairs.

Jarrod found Catherine in her room, sitting on the bed, a piece of fabric in her hands, just snipping off thread from a needle. She looked up with a smile when Jarrod entered. "Sorry to be late," he apolgized. "What have you got there?"

Catherine shook the blouse out in front of her. It was white silk. All along the edge of the collar was an intricate design of multi-coloured beads. "I bought the shirt," Catherine said, "but I did the beadwork myself. It's for your mother. What do you think?" She looked up at him uncertainly. "I made one for Audra and Annabelle, too. I guessed at the sizes, but since my mother was a dressmaker, I've got a fairly practiced eye."

Jarrod fingered the blouse. "This is incredible, Catherine," he said in awe. "Where did you learn how to do this?"

She blushed. "My mother taught me. Most of the Metis women do beadwork. Many of the men wear cloth, or tanned animal hide trousers with beaded suspenders. My father used to. Also, shirts and jackets are often brightly coloured and decorated with beads. Beading is even used on hats." Catherine looked at her daughter regretfully. "I haven't had any money for beads for so long, or even seen them anywhere for sale. I always wanted to make Cadence something special, something beaded, to help remind her of her history."

"Maybe you can put some beads on my dolly," Cadence suggested.

Catherine shook off her melancholy. "We used to trade for the little glass beads and silk thread. Beadwork against the backdrop of black or dark blue fabric was always popular, because it showed the beading so well." She smiled at Jarrod. "The Metis love colourful, vibrant clothing. Jackets are often decorated with beads and trimmed with silk ribbon. My people are quite proud of their reputation for their skill. In fact, the Dakota call us 'The Flower Beadwork People'."

"This is for your mother," she told him, laying out the white blouse. "The pattern that repeats around the collar is a grouping of five. To symbolize her five children, you, Nick, Heath, Audra and Eugene." She reached for another blouse that covered the pillow. "This turquoise one is for Audra. The design isn't as intricate, nor is it on the pale green one for Annabelle. But I think it still turned out pretty. Do you think they will like them?" Catherine asked, chewing on her bottom lip. "I wanted to do something to thank them for their kindnesses towards Cadence and I. I know it's not exactly from me, because your money paid for the garments and the beads, but..."

Jarrod looked at her in wonder. "They will love them, Catherine," he interrupted. "Your work is exquisite and I know they will appreciate it. And it is your heart and soul that went into the beadwork that makes them special." He reached to squeeze her right shoulder. "And what else did you buy? Anything for yourself?"

Catherine looked guilty. "I hope you don't mind, but I picked up a few little toys for the McNeil children. And a tobacco pouch for Mr. McNeil, and a small mirror for Halley. They've been so good to us too, and so helpful."

"Momma let me help pick the toys," Cadence chimed in. "Since they're my friends, I know what they like." She grinned and nodded to herself.

"I think that was very thoughtful," Jarrod told them both. "You didn't answer me. Did you buy anything for yourself?" he inquired of Catherine with a raised eyebrow, his head tilted to one side, his blue eyes shining with wonder. She was such a remarkable, selfless woman. He felt humbled.

Catherine shook her head. "There's nothing I could possibly need! You've provided everything we could have thought of and more!" She smiled at him, as he bent his head to brush his lips across hers. "And did you have a good afternoon?" she asked.

He nodded. "That I did. I succeeded in what I set out to do. And now, I've worked up a bit of an appetite again! I'll just change and then we'll tak Cady to tea. And let her see a rising room." He winked at the child as her mouth made a small round 'o' of expectation. Her mother and Jarrod had told her about the rising rooms at breakfast.

As Jarrod went off to his room to change, Catherine gathered her daughter to her for a hug. How nice it felt to be here with Jarrod this way. Sharing the same roof. Asking about his day. Sharing hers in return. Readying to go out together, the three of them. It felt so domestic. Almost as though they were a...family. Catherine thought happily that she could get used to feeling this way. And then wondered sadly how long it could possibly last.

 

 

 

Chapter 53

 

Patrick Vandermeer stood in his study, with his hands clasped behind his back, looking through the multi-paned windows out at the rose garden beyond. The original purpose of this garden's location had been so that if Patrick were feeling the stresses and pressures of work, he could gaze out at the profusion of reds and pinks and yellows. Theoretically this would allow his mind and body to relax as he transitioned from one world, his professional one, to his personal life with his family.

It usually worked, more often than not. But it certainly wasn't working today. Instead of being filled with a sense of tranquillity, all Patrick wanted to do was take the ancient Samurai sword that was hanging over the hearth and stomp outside where he could hack and slash at the lovely flora, giving vent to some of the rage that had been building in him since that morning.

Last night he had attended the small, private dinner party at the Bostwick residence. Wyatt had invited those few remaining Republicans whose political persuasions should be in line with their own, but who had not yet emphatically given their support for Jarrod Barkley in the upcoming convention. The party's other wing had already put forth Clayton Knowles to oppose Jarrod. Patrick couldn't honestly see how anyone could throw his hat into the ring with Knowles, especially with Governor White giving such vocal support of Jarrod. But some men were.

The Governor had meant to attend the dinner, but at the last minute his increasingly failing heath had dashed such intentions. And so, Patrick, Wyatt, Henry and the others had had to do Jarrod's electioneering for him. It had gone suprisingly well, all things considered. Of course, with Jarrod there, excercising his powers of charm and persuasion, it might have gone even better.

Patrick Vandermeer had sent a terse wire to Stockton, urging...almost demanding...that Jarrod get back to Sacramento without delay. A couple of days prior to that Patrick had received the short telegraph informing him that Jarrod was going to San Francisco for a few days and would return to Sacramento after that.

Patrick had been somewhat irritated that Jarrod was taking it upon himself to do some electioneering in the other city when they did not have a firm plan for San Francisco yet, but he hadn't been too aggravated. Jarrod was smart, and Jarrod knew the city and it's inhabitants well, and Patrick had been confident that Jarrod would make good use of his time there. But after that, the attorney had better get himself to Sacramento and start showing people that he was serious about this election.

Naturally, Sam White's support was an enormous coup, and incredibly fortuitous, and would go far in ensuring Jarrod's success. But it wasn't a guarantee. There were never any guarantees until that final ballot was counted, and if Jarrod, new to politics, wasn't yet cognizant of that fact, and was taking this upcoming convention too lightly, it was up to Patrick and his associates to wake Jarrod up.

Patrick's mood upon returning home late last night had been positive overall. The house had been silent, both Patricia and Mary asleep, and he had enjoyed a nightcap before retiring to bed. Neither of his young daughters had accompanied him to the dinner. Patricia usually served as his escort at such functions, taking the place that would have been filled by her late mother, but she had begged off last evening with a headache and had retired early to her rooms. Mary had been invited to the theatre by one of her ever changing assortment of beaux.

Whereas Patricia was the more beautiful of the two, she was shy and more reserved with men. Mary was quite outgoing and quite popular, but also very fickle. Patrick reasoned that she was still young, there would be lots of time for Mary to settle down. And anyways, if his intuition was correct, the family would be busy before long with the planning of a wedding the likes of which Sacramento...no, California...had never seen! Or so Patrick had believed.

After her visit to the Barkleys in Stockton, Patrick had expected his daughter to return and announce her engagement. He was somewhat disgruntled, being old-fashioned, that Jarrod hadn't formally stated his intentions and asked for Patrick's blessing, but he consoled himself that times were changing, young people were becoming more independent, and anyways, he was totally supporting of such an union.

Then Patricia had returned, no ring on her delicate finger. She seemed subdued, reserved, and he had learned that for now she and Jarrod had put their relationship on hold. The fatherly side of him had been angered, but the business side of him had thought that perhaps Jarrod had done the right thing, waiting to make the relationship permanent until after the election.

While Patricia would certainly be an asset and make a fine politician's wife, Patrick thought that perhaps, in addition to still mourning his lost first wife, Jarrod might be considering that a young widower made for a sympathetic candidate. Jarrod was shrewd that way, Patrick knew, and he couldn't fault the man for his thinking.

Then this morning Patrick had had a visit from Jacob Glickman, his right hand man in charge of his business dealings in San Francisco. Jacob had stopped by the previous evening, he'd explained, when his train had gotten in, but Patrick had already left for his dinner. He apologized for coming by so early, but hinted that it was imperative he speak with Patrick as soon as possible. Patricia had not come down for breakfast, and Patrick had excused himself from the table where Mary had joined him, and guided Jacob Glickman to the study.

There Glickman had shared with Patrick what he had witnessed, as he had stood on the platform, waiting for the train to Sacramento to pull into the San Francisco station. The Sacramento-bound train was three hours late, there had been a problem along the tracks, and so Jacob had been walking about, stretching his legs, when the west-bound from Stockton had pulled in. He had not been overly surprised to see the Barkley private railcar attached to the long line of passenger cars. The Barkley matriarch, Victoria, and her exquisite young daughter, Audra, frequently came to the city to visit friends and to shop.

He had, however, been quite surprised to see Jarrod Barkley alight from the train. If Patrick had told him that Barkley was expected, he would have been happy to set up some appointments and to make arrangements for Jarrod to see the right people. Dinners in his honour could have been planned. Jacob had been a bit disgruntled that Patrick had not let him in on the fact that Jarrod Barkley was coming to San Francisco, no matter how well-acquainted Jarrod was with the city and it's residents. It had seemed a terrible slight to Jacob.

Then he had watched the other two passengers disembark, and he had been shocked. The first was a small child, a little girl, obviously of mixed blood, who Barkley picked up into his arms and held close. Then he had extended his hand to a tall, young woman, whose tanned skin and strong features proclaimed her native heritage. She was dressed simply in a pale purple calico gown, and was obviously a person of simple means. The trio had been the only passengers on the Barkley car. Jacob Glickman had watched them, standing together as a porter tended to the luggage and then arranged for a carriage.

There was something in the familiar way that Jarrod Barkley's arm circled the woman's waist, and the way the child snuggled into his hold that sent up warning flags. When Jacob saw the woman bend towards Barkley, kissing the corner of his mouth briefly, and had seen the way that Jarrod looked at the woman, he had been certain that there was a relationship between the two. His eyes had followed their progress to the carriage, and then the three had climbed inside and headed off.

Patrick had stared at Jacob Glickman in confusion as he relayed what he had witnessed. He couldn't understand this at all. Surely, Jacob must be mistaken about what he had perceived to be an intimate relationship between Jarrod and this...this Indian woman. For one thing, Jarrod was in love with his daughter Patricia. Patrick was certain of that. For another, even if, as crazy as it sounded, Jarrod had a mistress...an Indian mistress...there was no way in hell he would take her to San Francisco and boldly parade her around the city. Unless Jarrod Barkley had taken a total leave of his senses.

Glickman must have misinterpreted things. More likely, the woman was a client. Or perhaps the wife or relative of Barkley's friend, that Modoc lawyer, Tom Lightfoot. Yes, surely that must be it. She was a friend of the family and Jarrod had accompanied she and her child to San Francisco. Anything more was just too ridiculous and terrible to contemplate. Patrick had thanked Jacob for bringing him this bit of information, and had vowed that he would speak directly to Jarrod about the matter at their next meeting, but that he was confident there was a logical explanation for things.

In the meantime, Patrick thought bitterly, God only knew what people in San Francisco were thinking, or what sorts of stories were circulating. As soon as he and Jacob had finished their business in Sacramento, he would have to send the other man back to San Francisco pronto to delve into how this was impacting on their plans, and to do any necessary damage control.

Damn Jarrod and his 'all men are created equal' attitude! As innocent as this situation might be, there were far-reaching ramifications. All it took was a tiny ember to fan the flames of gossip, however lacking in foundation, and there wouldn't be enough firefighters in the state of California to extinguish the conflagration if people began to believe that Jarrod Barkley was in any way involved with an Indian woman.

An Indian woman. Patrick shuddered. God forbid! He couldn't imagine any self-respecting white man stooping that low, least of all Jarrod Barkley, especially when he was already courting the most wonderful young woman in the state, Patrick's pride and joy, his lovely Patricia. Patrick wouldn't have been surprised merely to learn that Jarrod had a mistress. A man had certain needs that he needed to have met from time to time. Patrick had made sure that both of his daughters understood this, so that when they were married, they would not be hurt to learn their husbands had strayed. Some women were for one thing, other women were for marrying and bearing children. Patrick knew that some men kept mistresses of other races, and he had always found the thought repugnant. But no man he had ever known had taken a savage to his bed.

Patrick's morning had gone from bad to worse, with the arrival of a messenger, not long after Jacob Glickman's departure. Patrick had been gathering some papers in his study, when one of the maids had brought him a letter that had just been delivered. Patrick hadn't recognized the writing on the outer envelope. Reaching for his letter opener, he had slit the paper, extracting the single piece of paper within. The blood had drained from his face as he had read the contents in disbelief. The letter was signed simply, 'a friend'. A friend indeed! No friend would put such vile, vicious lies to paper!

Patrick had stormed from the study and marched up the stairs to Patricia's room, eager to have her prove him wrong. He had knocked sharply on the door, several times, calling her name, before a groggy voice had called to him to come in. Patricia had been sitting up in bed, the drapes still closed. "Yes, Father?" she asked in confusion, wondering what had been so important that he would interrupt her sleep.

"I just received this," Patrick Vandermeer said, thrusting the letter towards his oldest daughter. He lit the lamp beside her bed. "Tell me there's nothing to it, and we'll never speak of it again!"

Patricia took the sheet of paper and began to read. Patrick watched the colour rise in her cheeks as she read the words that someone had inscribed there. Her embarassment didn't necessarily evidence her guilt, Patrick knew. She might simply be mortified that anyone would make such allegations. But when she set the paper aside on the quilt, and refused to meet his eyes, Patrick knew with dawning horror that the words were true.

"Patricia?" he asked, his words strangled. "Tell me this isn't true! Tell me that you haven't been lying to me, and sneaking around! Tell me that you haven't been seeing that man! No child of my flesh could possibly do this to me!"

Patricia looked up at her father, crimson spots on her high cheeks, her green eyes shimmering with tears. "Do this to you?!" she repeated, wounded. "I am a grown woman able to make my own choices as to who I spend my time with! Perhaps you should care enough about me to ask why! To find out why I am no longer sitting here waiting for my knight in shining armour, your precious Jarrod Barkley, to come and get me!" The raw pain on her lovely features tugged at Patrick's heart. "You see, Jarrod doesn't want me any more," she cried out. "He's decided that nothing that I have to offer him could possibly compete with the charms of an Indian washerwoman!"

And with that statement, Patricia made both of her father's worst fears come true. Patricia knew about this woman that Jarrod had taken to San Francisco. It was true, and Glickman's perceptions had been spot on. The woman was Jarrod's lover, as unpalatable as the thought might be. Somehow, Patricia knew about the other woman, and in her pain and humiliation she had turned to Jarrod's rival, the despicable Clayton Knowles. How on earth had this happened under his very nose?

"You are not to see Clayton Knowles again!" Patrick thundered. "Do you hear me?!" In twenty-four years, he had never raised his voice to either of his daughters before. "Do you have any idea how ridiculous this makes me look?! My own daughter escorting my political rival to a political function supporting his efforts to undermine all of mine! You have likely done irreparable damage to my reputation and made me the laughing stock of Sacramento! Oh Patricia, how could you do such a thing?!" He ran his hands through his greying hair, shaking his head in bewilderment, his disappointment pulling at the corners of his mouth.

"What about what Jarrod has done?!" Patricia countered. "Surely you aren't still intending to support him! Not after the way he has led me on and made a mockery of my feelings for him! Not knowing that he's...that he's been intimate with a dirty savage! Surely you will no longer help him to get the Governor's Mansion!" Her voice grew shrill.

Patrick closed his eyes, trying to control his rampaging emotions. "Patricia, we will deal with Jarrod Barkley later for what he has done to you. But right now, I have to separate my personal feelings from my business feelings. I am committed to Jarrod's political success, which will in the short and long terms benefit me, and you and Mary as well. It may or may not be too late for me to withdraw that support now. And what happens between you two personally really has nothing to do with how I deal with the man politcally," he tried to explain.

"You would still continue to support him...after what I just told you?" Patricia asked hoarsely. Her eyes narrowed. "You aren't even surprised about Jarrod's heathen, are you, Father?" she asked. "You already know about his mistress. That he's been treating that savage better than he's been treating me! You already knew!" she accused him.

Patrick spread his hands. "I just found out, actually. I wasn't even sure, but obviously you know more about this than I do, and now you've confirmed rumours that I'd heard." He sighed. "I can understand your anger at Jarrod, and the fact that you might never wish to see him again," Patrick continued. "But now I have to do my best to salvage this mess. And I cannot have you being seen around Sacramento with Clayton Knowles! I will not have it! You're making a fool of me, and of yourself as well. Knowles only interest in you is because of Jarrod, surely you know that. You are to break off all contact with him, immediately! Do I make myself clear?!"

"So, the only reason Clay might want to be with me is because of Jarrod? To spite Jarrod?" Patricia asked, tears spilling down her cheeks. "Am I really so horrid, Father, that you think that just because Jarrod has tossed me aside, no other man could possibly want me? Do I possess no charms of my own, offer nothing worthwhile, that another man would look my way?" She sniffled.

Her father had been so wrapped up in his own concerns that he hadn't even noticed when she had begun to go out again. Hadn't even cared enough to inquire where she was going or who she was spending her time with. "Clay cares for me, he's good to me, and if I want to see him....I will!"

Patrick's heart seemed to stop in his chest. Neither of his daughters had ever defied him before. He knew that he had to deal with the pain Patricia was feeling, and part of him ached for her more than he could ever possibly communicate...that paternal, protective side...but the other part of him who was a businessman and a realist was in control right now. For Patricia to continue to see Clayton Knowles would be a disaster. Not just in terms of this election, but because it would make Patrick look weak. If he could not control his own house, how could he possibly be effective in controlling his businesses, or the political direction of the state?

"I forbid you to have any further contact with Clayton Knowles! If you leave this house to go see that man, I don't want you coming back," Patrick said coldly. He hated to resort to threats, but this would be better for all of them in the long run. Patricia was hurt, her love for Jarrod unrequited, and she was rebounding into that snake Knowles arms. Patrick had no doubt that the only reason Knowles was pursuing his daughter was to humiliate him and to stick a thorn in Jarrod's side. "Do you understand me, Patricia?"

Patricia looked up at her father, her lips trembling as she replied. "I understand you perfectly, Father," she said, her voice so devoid of emotion that it tore at Patrick's heart.

Reluctantly, Patrick had gone to the office. He had sent word to the other members of the group to meet him at the Carlton Club at ten o'clock that night. He had come home for dinner, ready to make concilliatory overtures towards his oldest daughter, and to approach her this time only as a father and not in any other capacity. He would hold her in his arms, and let her cry, and sympathize with her, and try to explain why he had seemed so harsh that morning. Perhaps, if she knew how far reaching the ramifcations of both hers and Jarrod's ill-conceived behaviours were, she would understand his difficult position.

But Patricia had not been home. The doorman had informed Patrick that Miss Vandermeer had left the house midmorning, carrying a valise, and had not returned since. Patrick had been angered at her theatrics, knowing he would just have to wait her out until she came to her senses and returned home. When she still had not come back by dinner, he had sent one of the servants to go check the premier hotels in the city and see if she was registered at any of them.

When she was found, Patrick himself would bring her home, dragging her kicking and screaming through the streets if necessary. He was not in the mood for any of these games, so out of character for his level-headed eldest daughter. He wondered if perhaps Patricia had gone to stay with one of her friends, then decided that it wasn't likely. In her current mood, she would undoubtedly want to be alone. Now he stood staring out at the back garden, waiting impatiently for word of Patricia, holding onto his anger. Because the anger would help keep his fears at bay.

 

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Clayton Knowles covered the sleeping woman with a blanket. Patricia Vandermeer had fallen asleep on the chesterfield in his library, so overwrought that at last, emotionally drained, she had laid her head on a cushion and drifted off.

She had come to his office midmorning. He had been in a meeting, and when he had returned to his office, his secretary had alerted him to the fact that Miss Patricia Vandermeer was waiting for him. The secretary hadn't been able to keep the curiosity from his face, peering into the room as Knowles had shut the door on him abruptly.

Patricia had been sitting there in a straight-backed chair, her head bowed, her hands folded in her lap. A valise was on the floor beside her. She looked up when Clay entered, and he had been shocked to see her red-rimmed, swollen eyes and the salty tracks down her lovely face. He had crossed the room in an instant to kneel beside her, knowing at once what must have happened.

Patrick Vanadermeer must have been alerted to the fact that Patricia and Clay had been spending time together. He must have confronted his daughter, and there had probably been a terrible row. He would have thought that she was here to break things off with him, except for the presence of the valise. Perhaps Vandermeer was sending her away for a time. Or had Vandermeer been so outraged that he had thrown her out of the house? Hard to imagine, knowing how much the older man doted on both of his daughters.

Normally, a woman in tears affected Clay in one of two ways. He was either irritated and stoically unmoved by any such emotional displays, or, under controlled circumstances, he was aroused by her obvious upset. But when he saw the pain on Patricia's beautiful countenance, Clay Knowles felt neither of those things. He felt something that he could not at first identify, so foreign was the sensation. He felt...compassion. It actually bothered him to see the sadness that clouded her remarkable emerald eyes. He was confused intially by this startling self-awareness.

He had taken her hand, brought it to his lips, and asked her to tell him what was wrong. When she had dissolved into tears, his arms had reached for her, bringing her head to his chest. Normally a particular, fastidious man, he had not even minded the way her sobs had dampened his starched white shirt. Uninitiated in the art of consolation, he had simply held her, stroking her dark hair.

Clay hadn't known what to make of the way she was making him feel. He felt oddly protective of her. There was a tightness in his throat brought on by the heaving of her shoulders and the trembling of her petite body pressed against his. Eventually, through her tears, she had told him what had taken place that morning at the Vandermeer mansion. That her father had learned of their new found relationship and had forbidden her to see Knowles. Clay might have thought that that would be the end of things, that Patricia would accede to her father's wishes. That she had gathered up a few of her belongings, and come to him this way, defying her father, left him both confused and elated.

He had dried her tears with his handkerchief, then waited while she freshened up. He had told his secretary that he was leaving the office, and wouldn't be in for the remainder of the day. All appointments and meetings were to be rescheduled. Then he had taken Patricia out to lunch, before finally bringing her back to his home, not knowing what else to do with her. She had been adamant about not returning to her own home. So, he had spent the afternoon with her, playing chess, talking in turn about matters of no importance and then when she would bring it up, about her father's ultimatum. Eventually, she had fallen asleep.

Clay Knowles looked down at her slumbering form now. She could not possibly stay the night here. He was an unmarried man, she a single woman, and it would ruin her reputation. He had thought, momentarily that if he allowed her to spend the night, she would then have no choice but to agree to be his bride. No other self-respecting man would ever touch her again if word got out that she had stayed at a man's home overnight. Even if nothing were to happen between them, in any physical way. She would either have to marry him, or die an old maid, her name tarnished forever.

But he didn't want her to marry him because she had to. He wanted her to marry him because she wanted to. It wasn't enough any more to simply possess her. He wanted her to be with him of her own volition, of her free-will, because she loved him. Clay didn't really understand all that he was feeling towards her. He just knew that somewhere along the way, her happiness had become important to him. Her feelings had begun to matter. He had never felt this way about a woman before. About anyone, actually. This consideration for another person was pretty much alien to him. He wasn't quite sure what to make of these strange, new emotions.

He would let her sleep for a bit, and then he would arrange for her to stay the night at a hotel. In the morning, if she agreed, he would lease a townhouse for her. Clay bent his hand towards her, the backs of his fingers gently stroking her aristocratic cheekbones. He brought his fingers to his lips, pressed a kiss on them, then touched his fingers to her lips. Coloured flooded his face at the gentle gesture. Patricia wasn't even awake, there was nothing to be gained from such an action. What the hell was happening to him?

 

 

 

Chapter 54

 

It had been well after dark when Nick, Heath and the men had returned from the north range. The ride home had been silent, each cowboy preoccupied with his own thoughts. Every man had worked incredibly hard...there would be a bonus in the next pay...and they had at last managed to separate the Barkley cattle from those belonging to Ransom, just before the sun had begun to set. They had lit lanterns and begun the repair work on the fence, tired muscles protesting against the additional tasks required of them. Finally, new wire had been strung, and the men had headed home.

Nick and Heath had been too busy, their attention needed elsewhere, to say more than a bare minimum of words to one another as they organized the hands and rounded up the strays. Nick had debated leaving a man to guard the newly installed barbed wire, but Heath had commented that if someone was going to strike at the Barkley ranch again, they would likely anticipate a guard and chose a new area to target. All available hands had been needed for the day's work, and they were all too tired to ride fences through the night. They couldn't possibly put a guard everywhere. They would have to hope that this mischief would be the end of it. Both knew, though they didn't voice their thoughts, that that was unlikely.

Nick had thanked the men for their hard work, and Heath had added his appreciation, then they had watched the exhausted cowboys tend to their mounts before dragging themselves wearily to their bunks. Rounding up stray cattle and fixing broken fence was one of their least favourite jobs as it was. Knowing that someone had deliberately downed the fence and spooked the cattle, making their efforts necessary, was dispiriting. The abdication of Millar and Forbes the day before had further dampened everyone's spirits.

Nick stabled Orion, then strode over to where Heath was currying Charger. Nick watched his brother work, the muscles beneath his blue shirt rippling as he made circular motions through the horse's red hide as he moved the brush over Charger's flanks. Nick had been internally berating himself all day for the stupid way he had flared up at his brother that morning. "Hey Heath," Nick began, "nice work out there today."

"Uh huh," Heath said quietly, continuing with his task, not looking at his older brother.

"Look, I really am sorry," Nick said contritely. "I didn't even mean it, Heath. I was just so damned frustrated..."

"Yeah, I know, Nick," Heath turned then, tiredly giving a lopsided grin. "It don't matter. I know ya didn't mean anythin' by it. I'm not even thinkin' on it anymore."

Nick nodded. "How bad do you think it's gonna get?" Nick asked seriously.

Heath ceased currying the sorrel and tipped his hat back on his head. Heath knew that Nick was not simply refering to the fence, or future attacks on the ranch, but to the far-reaching ramifications of Jarrod's and Catherine's relationship on all of them. "I don't rightly know, Nick. Guess we'll just have to wait an' see."

They didn't have to wait too long for the latest development. Victoria was waiting for her sons in the billiards room. Annabelle was waiting with her. Audra had gotten up later in the morning, had shared lunch and dinner with the other women, had played with her newphew for a bit, and then had retired early again, claiming that she had a headache. She had taken Blossom with her to her room, as well as a cup of chamomile tea. She hadn't been crying any more, but she had certainly been unhappy, despite her attempts at normalacy. And she hadn't disclosed any of the details about what had happened between she and Bobby Olson.

Victoria shared the letter with Nick and Heath. Their eyes scanned the messy scrawl. 'No injun lover will be govenor of my state. Give up the squaw and give up politiking. Or die.' They noted the misspellings. "Did Silas see who left this?" Nick wanted to know. Victoria told them that he hadn't.

"I'll go ask the men if anyone saw anythin' this mornin'," Heath volunteered, striding purposefully from the room.

Victoria had cautioned them that Audra was not as yet aware of the threat against Jarrod's life and that they were not to worry her at this stage. "I was terrified at first," Victoria told Nick. "But on further reflection, I'm sure it's just an empty threat. A coward's threat, set down on paper and not even signed."

Nick shrugged. "Could be. But I guess I'd better go to San Francisco tomorrow. Let Jarrod know what's up and keep an eye on him."

Victoria was warmed by Nick's concern for his brother. Even with things going wrong here at the ranch and his prescence badly needed, Nick was ready to leave at a moment's notice if there was a chance his brother's safety could be at stake. "The letter came from someone local," Victoria reasoned. "I don't think whoever it is poses a threat to Jarrod as long as he's away. As soon as he comes back, we'll show him the letter and then decide what steps, if any, we should take."

Nick bit the inside of his cheek to keep from shouting. Mother was so determined to let Jarrod live out whatever fantasy he had constructed in his own mind, was so determined to keep the ugly truths and harsh realities from him, that she might possibly put him in danger, rather than risk forcing him to wake up from his impossible dream.

Heath returned then. None of the men had noticed anyone around the grounds either last night or this morning. Nick filled him in on his conversation with Victoria. Heath listened wordlessly til his brother was done. "You sure 'bout this, Mother?" Heath asked her quietly. When she nodded emphatically, Heath turned from her to Annabelle to Nick. "We all still in agreement that keepin' things from Jarrod is the best way to deal with whatever we're gonna have ta deal with here?"

"Well, I'm not so sure!" Nick blurted then. "We're in this mess because of Jarrod, and we need him to help us deal with it! And for his own safety, he needs to know what he's gotten himself into! And to be aware of what his actions and decisions are costing not only him, but this whole family!"

"Any mess we are in, and I think that's overstating things, Nicholas, is not of Jarrod's making," Victoria said icily. "Any troubles we are having are the result of ignorant, malicious people who are acting of their own accord! No one is going to dictate how we handle our private affairs! No one!" Her dark eyes blazed.

"I don't mean that it's Jarrod's fault or anything," Nick said gruffly. "Just that, it is directly related to personal decisions he's been making. I'll fight to the death to back him, if I'm sure of what he wants. But the problem is, since we haven't been talking to him about any of this, and he hasn't been talking to us...I don't really know what Jarrod wants! Do you know, Mother? Really know? Do you honestly think that Jarrod even knows, with the way he's been acting, flitting around with his head in the clouds?" Nick didn't mean to seem harsh, but he felt that his mother was being as unrealistic as his older brother. Almost.

"Nick's got a point, Mother," Heath added softly.

Victoria looked uncertain. Nick's voice became gentle. "Jarrod can't have both, Mother. You know that. We all know that. Seems like the only one who doesn't know that, is Jarrod. So what is it he really wants? We don't have a clue, do we? Does he want Catherine in his life? Permanently? Has he said anything about being in love with her, or about marriage or anything like that? Because if he has, and if that's what he really wants, then I'll be right there to support him. But if what he wants is to be Governor...to fulfill that lifelong dream and ambition...then I'll do whatever is in my power to make that come true for him.

"Surely Jarrod must realize that he can't have Catherine and the Mansion, both. But he hasn't given up his political ambitions, has he? That, to me, speaks volumes!" Nick ran his hand over the scratch on his right cheek, unaware that he was doing so. "And if he doesn't snap back to earth soon, he's going to lose all hopes of any political future. You know that, don't you?" Nick asked his diminutive mother.

Victoria's dark eyes grew bright with unshed tears. "I haven't seen Jarrod this happy, this free, in years," Victoria said miserably. "How can we take that light out of his eyes?"

"I have to agree with Nick, Mother," Heath said reluctantly. "If we don't step in here, Jarrod's gonna end up with nothin' at all. I think we owe it to 'im to be honest." His blue eyes darted over to Annabelle who was sitting on the settee watching the exchange. She nodded slightly, lending her support to her husband.

"Jarrod's gonna have to make a choice at some point," Nick persisted. "And as family it's our job to see that he makes an informed one. That he makes it with all the information we have available. He needs to know what the reaction to him and Catherine as a couple is gonna be, if he's too blind to see it for himself. He needs to know how that's gonna impact on everyone. As he's so fond of telling me, 'no man is an island'."

Victoria gave a start. She had thought that very same thing herself not that long ago. Annabelle spoke sadly. "It's so terribly unfair. I don't know why people can't just mind their own business."

"Lots of things aren't fair," Nick allowed. "So, what are we going to do? Am I going to San Francisco to bring him back and to let him know to watch his front, while I take his back?" He raised a dark brow.

Victoria hesitated. "Let him have San Francisco," she said finally. "Let them have this time. And when they return, I'll talk to Jarrod. I promise." She sighed defeatedly. She wondered if she was doing the right thing, by not allowing Nick to go. By not sending a wire that would shatter Jarrod's insular world. She believed though that Jarrod needed the time there. That he needed to be able to make his own decision about his future, without intervention by anyone else. That, she felt, was the only way he would be able to live with whatever choice he finally made. There was a chance, however minute, that someone might attempt to harm her oldest son while he was in San Francisco. But she didn't honestly believe he was in danger in the city.

Nick scowled. "Well, just for record, I think that's a mistake," he insisted.

Heath considered everything that had been said. "I'll agree to wait, but just 'til Jarrod gets back from San Francisco," Heath allowed.

Three sets of eyes turned to Annabelle. In her mind, she sided with Nick, but in her heart she could not oppose her husband. "As long as we agree to tell him everything then."

Nick groaned aloud in disbelief. "Fine," he said to them, his face impassive. "Have it your way."

 

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Cadence had been thrilled with the Palace Hotel. She had sat on her chair like a little lady, daintily eating the finger sandwiches, and sipping her tea. Afterwards they had taken her for a ride on the hydraulic elevators and shown her the view from the Crystal Roof Garden. Cady had enjoyed everything, but her favourite part had been the rising rooms. Indulgently, Jarrod had allowed them to ride up and down, again and again, until finally encouraging Cady to disembark before they all got motion sickness.

Once back at home, they had left Cadence in the care of the capable Miss Price, suggesting a trip to the park and then bed for Cadence. Jarrod wanted to take Catherine on another tour. There was something that he had wanted her to see, that he felt she had to see to believe, out on Nob Hill. Intrigued, she had boarded another carriage with him. They had ridden for a while, and then they had gotten off to take a stroll and enjoy the crisp early evening air. Catherine was grateful for the lined, velvet coat and how warm it kept her.

"Before I show you something," Jarrod said conversationally, "I want to give you a bit of background. Charles Crocker is the name of one of San Francisco's wealthiest men. He's a railroad magnate, and together with Mark Hopkins, Collin Huntington and Leland Stanford, is part of what people refer to as the 'Big Four'.

"In the 60s, the Big Four began construction of the Central Pacific railroad. The goal was to cross the rugged Sierra Nevada mountains, and to meet with the Union Pacific, headed west from Nebraska. Crocker managed the actual construction of the railroad. He overcame the shortages of both manpower and money by hiring Chinese immigrants to do much of the back-breaking, dangerous work." Jarrod's jaw tightened. "He drove the labourers to exhaustion and was not at all hindered by the deaths of so many. He considered them cheap, easily replaceable resources." Jarrod's blue eyes flashed.

"They finally finished laying the last stretch of track, seven years ahead of schedule. A phenomenal and otherwise laudible feat, had it not been for the costs in human lives and the cruelty it had entailed. Crocker became the president of the Southern Pacific Railroad which then helped connect San Francisco to Portland. He is considered a Midas Man, by many in this town.

"Now that we have cable car access, as you have already seen many tycoons are building mansions here on Nob Hill." Catherine nodded. Palaces, might be a more apt description, she thought. "The Big Four have always been highly competitive, trying to outdo one another. Crocker won't be satisfied with simply having the biggest home. It has be on a scale never before attempted."

Jarrod stopped at the corner of James and Taylor streets. "All along here, this entire block that we've walked, this property all belongs to Charles Crocker. Bit by bit, he has acquired all of the land here bound by these two streets. But one property owner has refused to sell."

Jarrod took Catherine's hand and led her around the corner. They walked down Taylor Street, until they came to corner of Sacramento. Catherine gaped, staring at Jarrod. What in the world was she seeing? Jarrod took her closer to the imposing wooden structure, then beyond it. A modest house was contained within, bordered on three sides by an enormous wooden wall, thirty feet tall. Catherine began to understand.

Jarrod watched her dawning comprehension. "They call it the 'Spite Fence'," Jarrod said with a sigh. "Crocker owns every bit of property on this block, except for this one lot. It's owned by Nicholas Yung, a German undertaker. Yung has turned down every offer Crocker has made. He worked hard to be able to build his home here, and modest though it might seem by Crocker's standards, he's proud of it.

"It's been sticking in Crocker's craw that he can't have this last bit of real estate here. He's eager to knock down everything on the block, and build himself his palace. But Yung won't budge. So Charles Crocker has erected his 'Spite Fence' to block Yung's view and destroy any value his property might hold." Catherine heard the anger and disgust in Jarrod's voice. "The wall is so big, they've had to erect braces to hold it up. Ugly isn't it?"

Catherine nodded. "Is there anything Mr. Yung can do? Any legal recourse at all?"

Jarrod shook his head sadly. "Nicholas Yung has been to see me about this situation. I've looked for precedents or other case law, poured over books and papers, but it would appear that legally, as long the fences are on Crocker's side of the property line, there's nothing Nicholas can do about the fence. Barring a new bylaw that limits the height or erection of such fences, of course. But with all of the councilmen firmly in Crocker's pocket, that's never going to happen. There will be no new law to help Nick Yung."

"It's all so very sad," Catherine spoke wistfully. "I feel so sorry for him."

"I know," Jarrod agreed. "I wish there was something that I could do to help him. I believe it's only a matter of time before Nicholas sells though."

"I was thinking of Charles Crocker," Catherine said then, to Jarrod's surprise. "It's him that I feel sorry for. For people like that, it's never enough. Life is a never-ending acquisition of material wealth. They can never truly be happy until they have everything, and they can never have everything of course. They can never take joy from what they have been blessed with. Their whole sense of self is so wrapped up in what they have, not who they are. The bigger their bank accounts grow, it seems, the smaller their souls get. They never realize that in the ways that truly matter, they are the ones who are poor." She paused to reflect. "I live to hail the season, by gifted ones foretold, When man shall live by reason, and not alone by gold."

There was a lump in Jarrod's throat as he looked at Catherine's profile as she observed the fence. 'What,' he asked himself in awe, 'have I ever done to deserve such a treasure?'

 

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(Charles Crocker was a real historical figure, and he did indeed erect his 'Spite Fence' in the late 1870s. The timing of the fence and the year of this story might be fudged a bit, so bear with me, but I wanted to include this bit of history for Jarrod and Catherine.)

 

 

To be continued…