| CHAPTER TWENTY-TWO
The Christmas dance at the Rock
Creek town social hall is the largest Holiday event of the year. Everyone
from parents, grandparents, aunts, and uncles, sweethearts, and children
dress up in their fancy outfits to attend the Christmas dance.
For this years dance, Rachel,
Louise, and Jane had been chosen for the decorating committee. The doors
of the social hall open, and with her arm entangled in his, Rachel and
Teaspoon walk through the doors. Rachel is in awe over the fabulous job
that her and the girls did to make the hall look its absolute best. Rachel
is praying that the warm atmosphere of the social hall assures everyone
of having a great time while dancing, eating, and drinking the night away.
Teaspoon leans in to whisper
into Rachel’s ear. “You and the girls did a fine job with the decorating
this year.”
Rachel smiles back at Teaspoon
showing her appreciation for his complement. “Thank-you Marshal Hunter.”
Rachel gazes at the interior
making sure one last time that all the decorations are beautifully displayed.
On the ceiling twists of red, green and gold paper come together in the
center, and are attached all together with a silver star. At each table
there is a red, white, or green tablecloth adoring the table. A floral
centerpiece of evergreen, holly, luscious cranberries, and pinecones rest
on each table. At the back of the social hall where the band will be playing,
Rachel gave the stage a little decorating with paper bows made from the
same paper that drapes from the ceiling. Rachel inhales a deep breath of
the fresh evergreen smell that is explicitly noticeable throughout the
social hall.
“It smells wonderful too,” Teaspoon
spoke softly.
“It certainly feels like the
Christmas season in this hall tonight,” Rachel commented excitedly.
The social hall has many citizens
of Rock Creek already mingled together in small groups chit chatting the
evening away. The band starts to play its first slow tune.
Teaspoon faces Rachel, and takes
her hand. “Would you care to dance Mrs. Hunter?”
“I would love to dance with you
Marshal Hunter,” Rachel spoke with a teasing smile.
Teaspoon escorts Rachel to the
back of the hall where a dancing area has been cleared away in front of
the band.
The two begin to dance, and Rachel
notices that Cody and Jane are already present, and sitting at the table
reserved for the Hunter clan.
Teaspoon notices Rachel watching
the couple closely. “I know what you’re thinking.”
“What am I thinking, Mr. Hunter?”
“You’re thinking that the two
of them don’t really belong together.”
“I was also thinking about how
strange Jane has been acting over the past few months, and especially since
the morning Buck brought her back to the ranch after he had kidnapped her.”
“I know that woman loves Buck,
but for some reason that none of us will probably ever find out about,
she won’t allow herself to love him back.”
“Don’t look now, but Buck, Charlene,
Jimmy, and Hannah have just come through the front doors. Oh and Louise
and Kid are right behind them,” Rachel spoke calmly.
“Good. All our family has arrived
then,” Teaspoon spoke wearily, but with a slight smile.
As quickly as Buck enters the
social hall his senses immediately realize that Jane is sitting down next
to Cody. His eyes meet with her eyes for a brief moment. Jane quickly turns
her eyes back to Cody when he leans in close to her, and whispers something
endearing into her ear.
Buck feels hurt and disgusted
at the same time. Charlene sees the disappointed look on Buck’s face, and
practically drags his body to the table. Charlene makes sure that she and
Buck are seated at the opposite end where Jane and Cody are sitting. Kid
sits next to Buck, and Jimmy with Hannah are seated across from Buck and
Charlene.
Louise sits down next to her
husband, but her eyes keep bouncing from Kid to Jimmy. Ever since Jimmy’s
admittance of love for her, she hasn’t been able to think straight. She
had thought that Jimmy was really in love with her, but now the fact that
Hannah is free, and he is back seeing her makes Lou wonder if Jimmy has
been playing games with her emotions. Lou’s problem is that why does she
even care? She has the most wonderful man sitting right next to her. She
shouldn’t be thinking about romance with another man other than her husband.
Jimmy and Hannah suddenly excuse
themselves from the table, and make their way to the back of the social
hall to share a dance. In the meantime Teaspoon and Rachel have joined
the rest of their close-knit family back at the table.
“I’d like it very much if we
could start this relationship of ours over. I mean I think we deserve a
fresh start,” Jimmy spoke softly.
Hannah smiles affectionately
at Jimmy. In her heart she truly loves him, but her heart also is telling
her that she has another destiny to fill before she can truly be happy
with her life. “You know that you are the first man that I have ever given
my heart to.”
“I’d like to think that I would
be the only man you’ll ever give your heart to.”
“You are a sweet man James Hickok.”
“Sounds like there is a but in
there somewhere,” Jimmy spoke flatly.
Hannah takes a deep longing gaze
into Jimmy’s eyes before beginning. She sees the love in his eyes that
is so obviously meant for her. Once again in her life the timing is wrong.
“I would like nothing more than to continue a relationship with a fresh
start, but Phillip needs me. He is very sick mentally Jimmy, and I can’t
leave him alone to defend himself against the doctors, lawyers, and judges
that he will have to face in New York. I will be accompanying Phillip to
New York.”
Jimmy is really not surprised
by Hannah’s act of responsibility toward Phillip. “I have to admit that
I’m a little upset by your decision, but I totally understand why you must
be with Phillip right now. So, I guess my next question is will you come
back to me and Rock Creek after you tend to Phillip?”
Hannah reaches over and brushes
her lips lightly across Jimmy’s. “I can’t make any promises that far ahead
in the future. I don’t know how long Phillip’s recovery will take. The
point is Jimmy that Phillip may never recover from his mental breakdown.
All I can offer you is one more night.”
Jimmy brings Hannah close to
him in a tight embrace. Hannah gladly accepts his embrace.
Rachel nudges an unobservant
Teaspoon while he looks down wearily at the table, and then causally glances
down the table at Buck and Kid.
After a few nudges with no respond,
Rachel realizes that something very serious must be bothering her husband.
“Teaspoon.”
Teaspoon pulls his eyes away
from Buck, but he can’t stop his mind from thinking that Buck is indeed
his son. How will he ever tell Buck the truth? Or a better question to
answer might be should he ever tell Buck the truth about his parentage?
“Yes Rachel?” Teaspoon muttered
quietly.
“Something troubling on your
mind?” Rachel asked with a concerned tone for anything that might be upsetting
her husband.
“I just have a few things that
need clearing up, but right now isn’t the best time to be clearing them
up.”
“Are you referring to our notorious
outlaw, Jesse James?” Rachel asked sounding cynical toward Jesse.
“Your heart has grown cold for
Jesse, hasn’t it? Teaspoon asked wearily.
“Buck could have died from that
bullet he received from Jesse. I can’t tolerate that. I don’t know how
you can,” Rachel spoke mindfully.
“I don’t feel the same way about
Jesse. At one time a thought that Jesse could do no wrong in my eyes, but
shooting Buck proved to me once and for all that Jesse never had good intentions
about changing into a law abiding citizen.”
“Then I guess Jesse’s lies, and
deceit are bothering you?”
“Jesse, and a few other things
are heavily burdening my mind and my heart. Right now I just need time
to think everything through so that I make the right decisions.”
Rachel stares at Teaspoon with
a very puzzled look upon her face. The only problem is Rachel sees that
same puzzled look on Teaspoon’s face.
Cody and Jane make their way
back to the table after sharing a slow dance. Upon sitting in her chair,
Jane catches Buck looking her way. The look on his face tells Jane that
he doesn’t love her anymore. He doesn’t look hurt the way he used to every
time he glanced her way. Instead when Buck gazes her way his features are
cold, and filled with contempt for her.
Jane quickly peels her eyes away
from Buck. She doesn’t want the father of her baby to loathe her as much
as Buck apparently does.
Cody sees the distress in Jane’s
eyes. He gazes down toward Buck, but finds that Buck isn’t looking Jane’s
way. “Is it just the fact that you’re keeping the baby from him that is
upsetting you so much?”
Jane’s eyes meet with Cody’s
eyes. “Just keep telling me that I’m doing the right thing by keeping father
and his child away from him, and someday I may be convinced.”
Cody squeezes Jane’s hand. “Once
we make our little announcement Buck won’t be able to do anything but to
accept the decisions that you have made. He’ll never question the parentage
of your child.”
“I hope you’re right, because
if Buck ever sees the baby, he will know upon sight that the child belongs
to him and not you,” Jane spoke wearily.
Cody once again gazes down at
Buck. If he has his way Buck won’t see Jane’s baby until the child is a
teen, and perhaps not even then. His plans are to change Jane’s mind about
telling father and child the truth when the child is old enough to understand
about his true parentage.
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It was quite easy for Charlene
to leave Buck sitting alone at the table. He is still in mourning over
totally losing Jane to Cody, and he has absolutely no intentions of inviting
her to his bed tonight.
Charlene rounds the corner of
the social hall, and runs right into Jesse James!
“You sure have guts. If the law
were out hunting me down I wouldn’t show up in town begging to get handcuffed,”
Charlene spoke in a strong, but quiet tone.
“So, I’m to believe that Buck
has recovered very well from his gun wound,” Jesse spoke with a smile playing
across his face.
Charlene smacks him lightly in
the chest. “You’re very lucky that Buck recovered. Otherwise I would have
been part of the hunting party.”
“I love a feisty woman, and one
that also knows what she wants, and goes after it.”
“I can’t stay out here too long.
You said you have another plan that will put an end to The Kid & Buck
Horse Ranch for good. I need to know what you have in mind,” Charlene spoke
with optimism.
“You’re going to like this plan
Charlene. If everyone does their part correctly, Buck will be yours, and
Jane will be out of his life forever,” Jesse remarked with an evil smile.
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Teaspoon had asked Hannah to
dance. He wanted to break up the long silences that were developing between
her and Jimmy. Teaspoon had already known of Hannah’s decision to leave
town with Phillip. He also knew that this decision would upset Jimmy.
Lou slides into Hannah’s chair
while Teaspoon has her out on the dance floor.
“You helped get Hannah out of
jail, but yet you don’t seem very happy tonight,” Lou spoke softly.
“Hannah has made a very important
decision concerning our life together.”
“What is that?”
“We won’t be having a life together,”
Jimmy stated as he takes a deep breath before giving Lou an explanation.
“Hannah has decided that she will travel with Phillip to New York, and
stay there with him as long as he needs her. That could end up being a
very long time,” Jimmy spoke disheartened.
“I see. There is a rather simple
solution to your problem.”
“Yeah, and what would that be?”
“You could move to New York with
Hannah.”
“I already kind of thought about
that, but I don’t think I would fit in very well. Lou, I’m just not meant
to live in a big city. Rock Creek is about the largest town I care to live
in.”
“There isn’t really much I can
say to make Hannah’s leaving Rock Creek any easier for you. I understand
her decision. Phillip is her brother, and he needs her right now. Hannah
probably realizes that neither one of her parents would give up their life
to be with Phillip.”
“I understand Hannah’s decision,
but it doesn’t make her leaving any easier,” Jimmy spoke softly putting
his arm around Lou’s shoulder for support.
Kid’s eyes glare quietly down
to where Jimmy and Lou are sitting. He wants to interrupt their nice conversation,
but he doesn’t want to cause a scene with Buck being upset over Jane being
with Cody, and looking very happy with the fact that she is with Cody.
As Teaspoon is escorting Hannah
back to the table he spies Jack motioning for him to come outside. Teaspoon
looks quizzically at Jack.
“Rachel, I’ll be right back.
Jack is outside, and apparently too shy to come inside.”
Rachel just laughs softly at
Teaspoon’s joke.
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Once outside the social hall,
Jack closes the door tightly behind Teaspoon’s departure from the hall.
“Why am I being dragged from
the biggest social event of the year?” Teaspoon asked in an aggravated
tone.
“I’ve been tracking Jesse.”
“Yeah, I already know that. I
also told you that I didn’t want to be kept informed concerning his whereabouts,
or his capture.”
“Even if his whereabouts are
right back here in Rock Creek?” Jack asked with a concerned tone for Teaspoon
and his family.
Teaspoon stares Jack blindly
in the eyes. “Why can’t he just leave my family alone? All I ever did for
that boy was give him a place to sleep at night and food on his plate.
Why is he trying to hurt the people that I love?”
“My guess is because Buck, Jimmy,
and Cody found out that you were helping him. Jesse probably got it in
his head that Buck would be able to persuade you to turn him into the law.
My guess is that is why Jesse than shot Buck.”
“But why?” Teaspoon asked baffled.
“Jesse, and his gang needed a
quiet town to hide out in until the law became tired of searching for them
after what they did in Plum Creek. Jesse found the town, and a marshal
that loved him like a son. What could possibly go wrong?”
“Jesse didn’t count on Buck being
my deputy, and a very honest one at that,” Teaspoon spoke flatly.
“Teaspoon, if Jesse has come
back to Rock Creek it only means more trouble for you and your family.
He didn’t come back to Rock Creek to say good-byes to everyone. He came
back because he’s about to wreck havoc on you and your family again. Putting
it bluntly it wouldn’t surprise me if Jesse already has put his next plan
into action,” Jack spoke calmly.
Teaspoon gazes at Jack. Deep
in his heart he knows that Jack is right. He can’t give Jesse the benefit
of the doubt ever again. Jesse has come back to Rock Creek to destroy lives.
Teaspoon figures Jesse won’t be happy until everyone’s life is just as
miserable as his own. At any cost, Teaspoon decides right now that he will
do whatever he must do to prevent Jesse from hurting any member of his
family. Even if that means he will have to hunt down Jesse James!
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Back inside Cody has dragged
Jane to the dance area in-between songs.
Jane seems a little taken back
by the fact that everyone’s eyes in the social hall are glued on her. She
sees Teaspoon step back into the hall from outside.
“We have a little announcement
to make to all of you,” Cody spoke cheerfully.
Many of the townspeople clap
for the happy young couple standing before them.
“Jane has accepted my proposal
of marriage!” Cody spoke overjoyed by his own announcement.
Jane’s eyes meet up with Buck’s,
and suddenly her happiness disappears when she sees the overwhelming amount
of pain in his eyes. Jane also witnesses the bountiful smile that is playing
across Charlene’s face. Jane also witnesses the disappointment in Rachel’s
expression, the sadness in Teaspoon’s expression, the doubtfulness in Lou’s
eyes, and the concern in Kid’s eyes for Buck. Jane suddenly starts to feel
lightheaded from the excitement, and from the hurt she is causing Buck.
She leans into Cody to keep from passing out onto the floor!
CHAPTER TWENTY-THREE
Riding in the buckboard home,
Jane lightly leans into Cody pretending to need rest more than conversation.
She thinks back to this evening’s heart wrenching events. Jane had noticed
in her state of weakness that it took Buck all but three seconds to grab
Charlene, and whisk her out the front door of the social hall after Cody
had announced her acceptance of his marriage proposal to the entire town
of Rock Creek. She had never intended for their lives to be this twisted,
and filled with so much utter torment.
Jane thinks back to the romantic
evening she had spent with Buck in the cave. Everything had been so perfect
between her and Buck that night. She allowed herself to love him, and Buck
certainly loved her back. But, in the morning after all the candles had
burnt out, after light replaced the moonlight something changed between
them. That something was riding back onto the ranch and the scorn, animosity,
and mistrust that she could see in Cody’s eyes. He really looked down on
her that morning. In his heart Cody knew that she had spent the night before
loving Buck. He never really said a word. Cody never asked what had happened
between her and Buck. But, Jane knew at that instance that she had already
hurt Buck, and that she couldn’t hurt Cody too. Now, two months later she
is willing to allow Cody to marry her, and raise Buck’s child. Jane clinches
her abdomen tightly. Thinking to herself, Jane vows that someday she’ll
make things right between father and child. She makes this promise to her
unborn baby.
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Rachel walks through the front
door of her and Teaspoon’s house jumping slightly after Teaspoon walks
through and abruptly slams the door causing the entire house to shake and
creak. Rachel lights kerosene lantern and places it on the dining room
table while Teaspoon paces back and forth before her.
“You’re wearing a hole in the
floor isn’t going to change the fact that Jane has promised to marry Cody,”
Rachel spoke softly trying to calm her husband down.
Teaspoon stops and looks at Rachel.
“I can’t believe what is going on around here. How can Jane promise to
marry Cody when it is obvious that she loves Buck?”
“Teaspoon, you’re barking up
the wrong tree. When it comes to love, and the foolish things that people
will do for love, no one really knows what a person is thinking or feeling
for another.”
“What kind of nonsense
is that?” Teaspoon asked bluntly.
“That kind of nonsense is called
love. Teaspoon, you can’t say for sure that Jane doesn’t have feelings
for Cody.”
“There has to be something else
driving that woman to marry Cody and turn away the love that she feels
for Buck.”
Rachel places a reassuring kiss
on her husband’s lips. She looks into his eyes. “If there is something
going on with Jane other than blind love for Cody, it isn’t likely any
of us will ever discover the truth. I think what we all need to do is to
stop meddling in Jane’s life.”
“I’m going up to bed. You coming
up too?” Teaspoon asked disheartened over a situation he can’t fix.
“I’ll be up shortly. I have something
I need to do in the kitchen first,” Rachel spoke softly.
Teaspoon gives Rachel a kiss,
and then Rachel watches as Teaspoon concedes to a battle that he surely
can’t win, and walks quietly up the stairs to their bedroom.
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“I just can’t believe what Jane
is putting Buck through. When she looks at him, and let me tell you Lou,
Jane looks at Buck a lot more than she looks at Cody, she must be able
to see how much everything she is doing is damn near killing him!” Kid
spoke shouting as he engages the stairs with Lou right in front of him.
The two enter their bedroom.
Kid lights a lamp, and begins to get ready for bed.
“I mean you’re a woman Lou. How
can a woman love two men at the same time? Does Jane really love Cody,
or is this just some kind of game she’s playing to see how much she can
break Buck’s heart?”
“Shouting so that the entire
town of Rock Creek can hear you isn’t going to give you the answers that
you’re looking for.”
“I’m sorry. But, I would really
like some answers. I see the way Jane looks at Buck whenever his eyes are
turned away from her. There are feelings of love for Buck when Jane looks
at him.”
“I know there are. I see the
love for Buck in her eyes also, but there are also secrets and fears hiding
in Jane’s eyes,” Lou spoke just above a whisper.
“Secrets? Fears? What kind of
secrets and fears?” Kid spoke loudly.
Lou slips on a silky nightdress,
and walks over to her side of the bed that she shares with her husband.
“There are plenty of things going on in Jane’s life that none of us are
aware of. As a matter-of-fact I’m willing to bet that Cody may be the only
person who could actually shed some light on to the reason why Jane is
so eager to marry him.”
“Cody isn’t going to tell any
of us a thing about any secrets that Jane is keeping,” Kid spoke as he
climbs into bed.
Lou settles into her side of
the bed next to Kid. She gazes at her husband who is lying on his back
at the moment.
“What about being in love with
two men at the same time? Women can’t really have intense feelings of love
for two men at the same time can they?” Kid asked calmly.
As Lou is about to answer Kid’s
question, he places a kiss on her cheek, and then proceeds to get comfortable
by turning onto his side, and facing away from Lou.
Lou is somewhat stunned by Kid’s
actions. “I think it is possible to be in love deeply with one man, but
have some thoughts about another at the same time. In Jane’s case I believe
she has intense feelings of love for Buck, and I think Cody is just an
excuse to not feel those intense feelings for Buck.”
“But why?”
“Maybe Jane is afraid of getting
hurt. Her intense feelings for Buck make her feel alive, and uninhabited.
Her feeling’s for Cody simply slows down her feelings for Buck. Cody gives
Jane a sense of security.”
“Buck can give Jane security.
He owns half this ranch. Buck has a home large enough to support half a
dozen children. What other kind of security could she need?” Kid asked
confused.
“Yes, I agree. Buck can give
Jane security with a home to live in, food on the table, and the fact that
he works hard. It is the powerful passion between the two of them that
scares Jane away from Buck.”
“Why?” Kid asked with a yawn.
“Because Jane would be devastated
if she ever lost Buck,” Lou spoke as she glances at her husband who is
sound asleep beside her. “Just as I could never bare losing you,” Lou spoke
as she wiggles down next to Kid and puts her arm lovingly around him.
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Jimmy and Hannah walk onto the
front porch of the home that she shares with her parents, and at one time
two siblings. Hannah turns and faces Jimmy for one last time. She takes
Jimmy’s hand into her hand, and squeezes tightly as if never wanting to
let him go.
“Cody and Jane certainly shocked
your entire family including you tonight with their unexpected wedding
announcement,” Hannah spoke softly.
“I mostly was in shock because
I just figured it would be Jane and Buck getting married someday,” Jimmy
spoke somberly.
“We have come a long way since
we first met.”
“Yes, we have.”
Hannah pauses for a moment trying
desperately to gather her final thoughts on her brief, but fierce relationship
with a man that will always have her heart. “I don’t want you to be their
tomorrow when the stage arrives to take Phillip and I to the train station.
Tonight will be good-bye for us. It will be easier for both of us this
way.”
“I hope good-bye isn’t all that
is left of us Hannah. I hope that you will always hold the thought that
we can have a long, and happy life together,” Jimmy spoke adamantly.
“You will stay in my heart forever.
That is all I can give you. I don’t want you to spend your life pining
away for me with the hope that someday I will return to you. I want you
to live the life that you are meant to live James Hickok. Do this for me.
Do this for you,” Hannah spoke tears flowing from her eyes.
Jimmy softly wipes the tears
from Hannah’s cheeks. “I can promise you that I won’t pine away waiting
for your return, but I can’t promise that I won’t think about you everyday
for the rest of our lives.”
Hannah reaches over, and teases
Jimmy with one last deep kiss. The two share a passionate embrace, but
Hannah soon pulls away not wishing to make their departing any more difficult
on either one of them than it already is.
“You need to go now,” Hannah
whispered softly.
Without saying another word,
or looking back on the woman he truly loves, Jimmy rides off the Anderson
Ranch with no regrets of ever meeting, or falling in love with Miss Hannah
Anderson.
Hannah stands quietly on the
front porch watching Jimmy ride off her parent’s ranch. “Have a good life
sweetheart. Good-bye my love,” Hannah spoke quietly as she throws a kiss
into the evening breeze.
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Buck reaches his hands around
Charlene, and pulls her full force onto his body! Charlene quickly tries
to unleash the passion in Buck by running her hands up and down his manhood!
She figures tonight is the best opportunity that she’ll ever have to get
Buck into bed!
The sofa that they are wrestling
on suddenly becomes too small and confined when Charlene tries desperately
to untangle her body from the many layers of clothing that she has on!
The sudden uneasy movements that Charlene makes cause Buck to realize that
he is on the sofa with Charlene and not Jane.
Cody’s announcement that Jane
had accepted his marriage proposal had dug deeply into Buck’s heart. The
announcement took the breath out of Buck’s body, and left him pretty much
defensive less to ward off any passionate thoughts of Jane. The moment
he and Charlene entered his home thoughts of making love to Jane, and believing
that they were actually the ones getting married flooded his mind so rapidly
that he couldn’t help the sudden urgency to make love to Jane. His mind
filled up so quickly with the scent of Jane, the touch of Jane, and the
feel of Jane that Charlene became Jane!
Buck upon comprehending what
his mind, and body are doing quickly stumbles off the sofa, and into a
standing position. He leaves Charlene breathless in a heap of clothing
on the sofa.
“I’m sorry Charlene. I can’t
believe I’m doing this,” Buck spoke his voice cracking with emotion.
Charlene pulls all her clothing
to one side, and slowly forces her legs to stand. “Why can’t you let thoughts
of Jane go? She’s never coming back to you!”
“I don’t mean to constantly make
you think that we have a chance at a future. It would be best for both
of us if you were to move out of this house. It can’t be good for either
of us to be subjected to my persistent haunting feelings of Jane,” Buck
spoke honestly.
“I can’t accept the fact that
you can’t get over Jane. I could make you forget about her if you would
just give me a chance,” Charlene spoke with anger that Buck always has
Jane on his mind, and in his heart.
“It would be best if you just
made plans to move out Charlene,” Buck spoke adamantly as he proceeds toward
the stairs.
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Jane stands at the open door
of the Hunter house, and watches as Cody walks over to the bunkhouse. “Good-night
Cody.”
She closes the door tightly,
and turns around to come face to face with Rachel. Jane clutches her hands
across her chest. “Good lord Rachel, you frightened me.”
“I’m sorry. I didn’t mean to
frighten you. I only wanted to make sure that we got that chance to talk
before you went on up to bed for the night,” Rachel spoke quietly.
“I guess we haven’t had a chance
to have that woman to woman chat that you’ve been wanting to have with
me since Thanksgiving Day.”
“You seem a little tense to be
talking with me Jane. I’m only looking out for your best interests. If
something is wrong, or bothering you than I want you to know that you can
talk to me about it.”
“Rachel, every woman has problems
or concerns about things when she goes through them for the very first
time.”
“Like sex with a man?” Rachel
asked knowingly.
Jane nods her head positively.
“Making love to a man can be the most wonderful feeling in a woman’s life,
but it can also leave you feeling pretty miserable about the episode.”
“Are we talking about Buck or
Cody?” Rachel asked calmly.
“I guess I am referring to both
Buck and Cody,” Jane spoke unsure of how she is going to convince Rachel
that the baby she is carrying actually belongs to Cody, and not Buck.
“My guess is that Buck was your
first, and that making love with him bought you to heights that you never
imagined before. I’m also guessing that making love with Cody is flat in
comparison,” Rachel spoke with the ease of a mother talking to her daughter.
“When I made love to Buck I felt
like a woman possessed with pent up passion. I was sure that that passion
would disappear after the first time, but it didn’t. Now that we have parted,
I can’t seem to acquire that same amount of passion with Cody. Does that
mean that there is something wrong with me?”
Rachel admires Jane’s honesty
concerning the two different men in her life. “It doesn’t mean that there
is something wrong with you. What it does mean is that your feelings are
not the same for Cody as they are for Buck. I truly believe that you need
to explore closely the feelings that you have for each man before you totally
commit to a life with Cody.”
“I have already committed
my life to be with Cody. I’m pregnant Rachel,” Jane spoke flatly as she
watches closely for a surprised reaction from Rachel, but no shocked reaction
happens. “You don’t seem too surprised by my sudden baby announcement.”
“I have suspected for quite some
time now. Your sudden bouts with nausea gave your pregnancy away,” Rachel
spoke with a soft smile.
The tension and nervousness in
Jane’s body suddenly leaves her, and she lets out a deep breath. “I have
been so afraid to tell any of you that I am pregnant. I assumed you would
all think terribly bad of me.”
“The question is, is Cody really
the father of the baby you’re carrying, or is Cody taking the place of
the natural father so that Buck never has to know the truth?”
Jane is stunned by Rachel’s question.
She hadn’t prepared herself to have to answer a question concerning the
parentage of her baby. She simply assumed that her new family would believe
that Cody is the father without asking any questions. Now Rachel is asking
the question that she must lie to. She can never tell anyone the truth
concerning the natural father of her baby. Even Rachel would not respect
her wishes that Buck never be told the truth.
“Because you are not answering
my question, I will assume that Buck is really the father of your baby,”
Rachel spoke calmly.
“No Rachel!”
Rachel is taken back by Jane’s
demanding tone that she not think what she would like to believe. “Don’t
you think you owe it to Buck to tell him the truth?”
Jane calms down before she ends
up giving the secret away that she
is trying so hard to protect.
“Rachel, the baby is not Buck’s. Cody is honestly the father of this baby
that I’m carrying.”
“I have to admit I’m surprised
that Cody is the father. I actually thought that perhaps you and Cody hadn’t
consummated your unique relationship yet.”
“I don’t want to disappoint any
of you, but to make this news easier for Buck, Cody and I will get married
here in Rock Creek, and then we will leave Rock Creek for good. We will
make our home far away from Rock Creek. ”
“I see. I suppose it would be
asking too much for the two of you to reconsider, and stay in Rock Creek
until after the baby is born. It would be better for your health and the
baby’s that you don’t travel too much right now.”
“Rachel, that is why Cody and
I will be getting married rather quickly. We need to be on our way to our
new home before the hardest part of winter settles in to stay.”
“Then I guess I should start
the preparations for your wedding,” Rachel commented disheartened.
Jane starts toward the stairs,
but she does stop by Rachel, and kisses her lightly on the cheek. “Thank-you
for everything you’ve done for me Rachel. I’ll never be able to repay how
you took me into your home, and watched over me like a daughter.”
“You don’t have to repay me for
anything Jane. I enjoyed having you here. I hate to see you leave.”
“Good-night Rachel,” Jane spoke
softly as she makes her way up the stairs to her bedroom.
Rachel quietly sits down in a
chair wondering how Jane’s news of a baby will affect Buck’s already broken
heart.
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In the deep sleep of the night
Charlene finds herself unable to breath. She gasps for breath after breath
until her lungs are about to explode, and she awakens from her sleep. She
finds the presence of a man in her bedroom covering her mouth with his
hand.
Jesse motions for Charlene to
be quiet as he slowly removes his hand from her mouth.
“How did you get in this house
without Buck awaking up?”
“You’re precious boyfriend has
gone for a ride. I’ve been waiting to see you for a few hours. I knew eventually
his anxiety over Cody’s announcement of marriage to Jane would be more
than Buck Cross could handle.”
“What do you want Jesse?”
“Have you forgotten the next
phase of our plan so quickly?”
“No. I just don’t need Buck finding
out that I’ve been working with you all along. He would surely kick me
out of this house, and his life for good.”
“The next part of our plan will
be carried out on their wedding day. You know what you’re suppose to do,”
Jesse spoke as he exits Charlene’s bedroom from her bedroom window.”
Charlene suddenly hears the gallop
of a horse getting closer to the ranch. Buck must be returning home to
her.
CHAPTER TWENTY-FOUR
The next morning Teaspoon watches
Buck from the front door of his home wondering if the Kiowa should be left
alone to bear the burden of the news that shocked all of them last evening
at the Christmas Dance. In one week Christmas Eve will be upon them along
with Cody and Jane’s wedding day.
Teaspoon decides that no man
should have to endure the amount of pain that Buck has had to endure over
the past few months. He grabs his coat from the coat hook, and walks out
of his home, and towards the corrals where Buck is sitting watching a few
grazing horses.
As Teaspoon walks closer to Buck
he realizes that Buck isn’t aware of the fact that someone is approaching
him from behind. When he reaches Buck at the corrals, Buck is slightly
startled out of his thinking by Teaspoon’s presence.
“I should reprimand you for not
being more alert. I could have been Jesse sneaking up on you.”
“It doesn’t matter,” Buck spoke
disheartened.
Teaspoon climbs up onto the corral,
and sits next to Buck. Lately since discovering Buck’s true parentage,
he has felt the need to interfere more in Buck’s life, and especially when
Buck is hurting so badly over Jane. “You know I don’t like hearing that
you’re giving up on life. It kind of makes me nervous. It starts to sounding
like you may be thinking seriously about leaving this ranch, and your family.
That prospect doesn’t sit well with me,” Teaspoon spoke trying to discourage
any thoughts that Buck might be having about leaving.
“I don’t like the idea of running
away from life, but I can’t stay here if Cody and Jane plan on living here
in Rock Creek. I can’t see Jane everyday wondering what kind of life her
and I could have had,” Buck spoke his voice cracking with emotion.
“I do believe that Cody and Jane
are planning on moving on. Besides you have a family here, and responsibilities.
Kid is away at this very moment selling a few more horses to that ranch
up north that you did some business with last winter. He wouldn’t be too
happy when he comes home to find out that you are leaving.”
“Yeah, I know. Kid would run
this ranch into the ground inside a month.”
“I was kind of thinking inside
a week,” Teaspoon spoke with a smile.
Both men laugh quietly.
Rachel watches the two men embrace
from a downstairs window of her home, and tears find their way down her
cheeks.
Jane watches the two men laugh
and embrace from her upstairs bedroom window, and she gently wipes the
tears from her face.
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Lou had wished that Kid had sent
Buck to sell their horses up north. He promised he would be home in time
for the wedding, and Christmas. Lately she wasn’t holding too much faith
in any promises that her husband made to her, and the children.
A sudden knock at Lou’s back
door startles her into dropping a glass that she had been drying with a
towel. The glass shatters across the floor, and Jimmy bolts into the kitchen
thinking that Lou is in danger!
Lou looks up from the floor where
she had begun picking up the broken pieces of glass to see Jimmy standing
over her with a worried expression on his face.
“I thought you were in trouble,”
Jimmy spoke somewhat out of breath.
He takes Lou’s hand as she reaches
for his and he helps Lou up from the floor. Lou places the broken glass
down on a kitchen counter.
“I was just picking up the pieces
of my shattered marriage,” Lou spoke seriously.
“Kid away again?”
“This ranch, the horses, and
Buck get more of Kid’s attention and time than I do.”
“Well if it helps at all, I get
less of Kid’s time than you do,” Jimmy spoke in a joking manner.
Lou rolls her eyes at Jimmy.
“Since when do you and Kid spend time together?”
“That’s just my point. Kid never
has time for me,” Jimmy spoke trying to console Lou.
Jimmy takes Lou’s hand and guides
her out of the kitchen and into the living room. “You need to sit down
and relax,” Jimmy spoke as he forces Lou to sit down on a chair while he
takes a seat on the sofa.
“Why is it that Kid doesn’t see
that I need a husband, and not just a man that supports his family well?”
“The ranch grows larger each
year, and soon Kid and Buck will probably hire a few ranch hands to help
out. But, until that day comes Kid and Buck pretty much have to contend
with all the work. At least Kid doesn’t have to be a deputy too.”
Lou gets up from her chair and
walks over to the sofa where she sits down next to Jimmy. “I need a man
that stays home and tends to the things his wife needs and wants.”
Jimmy is taken back by Lou’s
confession of wanting and needing a man other than Kid. His own feelings
over Hannah’s departure have him torn with mixed emotions on his feelings
toward Lou. He would like to act on what he has felt for her since the
day they met, but she is also a married woman, and that means something
more to him than what it ever did before since being in love with Hannah.
The truth is Jimmy realized through Hannah that he wouldn’t want another
man compromising Hannah while he where away at work.
Lou decides to take the matter
of the pent up passion between herself and Jimmy into her own hands. She
selfishly begins to kiss Jimmy feverishly not allowing Jimmy to make up
his own mind about the passion between them.
Jimmy can’t seem to stop what
is happening between the two of them, and before he can object he finds
his clothes as well as Lou’s clothes lying on a heap in front of the sofa,
and the two of them engaged in the desires of sex that have been surfacing
between the two of them for quite a long time.
Fully engaged with making love
to a man makes Lou feel totally whole again even if that man isn’t her
husband. She replaces her guilt feeling with the fact that she needs a
man to love her occasionally, and if Kid doesn’t want to make love to her
than she knows that Jimmy will.
Feeling completely alive again
Jimmy doesn’t want to stop the lovemaking that is going on between him
and Louise. He knows it is wrong, and in the morning he’ll have regrets,
but right now the lovemaking feels to good to stop.
“God Lou, I want you,” Jimmy
spoke his voice husky with passion.
The two entangle their bodies
until they are one, and moans of passion don’t stop until morning light
comes.
Lou nudges Jimmy awake to get
him out of the house before Rachel brings the children back home from staying
overnight with Addison and Daniel.
“Jimmy, you need to wake-up.
Rachel will be bringing the children home soon.”
Jimmy groans, but opens his eyes
to see a smiling Louise in his arms. “I’m glad that I woke up to see you
smiling.”
“Why wouldn’t I be smiling?”
“Last night.”
“Don’t you mean last night, early
morning, mid-morning, and just an hour ago. I haven’t had this much activity
in bed since my wedding night to Kid.”
“You don’t seem to feel at all
upset about what we did.”
“I’m not sorry. I have feelings
too Jimmy. I need a man once in awhile in my bed. Kid has made his choice.
He is only in our bed to sleep not make love. He’s too busy making love
to this ranch.”
“Does that really make it alright
for you to sleep with another man?” Kid spoke tears subsiding to anger
from the open front door of his home.
CHAPTER TWENTY-FIVE
Jimmy practically throws the
broom he had been sweeping the marshal’s office with clear across the room
as Teaspoon steps into the office from the bitter coldness of Christmas
Eve Day.
Jimmy looks at a startled Teaspoon,
but doesn’t say a word, and only looks more angry and bitter that Teaspoon
has stopped in to see how he is doing.
“Well nothing like taking your
frustrations out on a beat up defenseless material object such as that
their broom you just about put through my office window,” Teaspoon remarked
boldly.
“Don’t you have a wedding to
get ready for?” Jimmy spoke flatly.
“Yes, I do.” Teaspoon walks apprehensively
toward Jimmy who is now leaning his backside against Teaspoon’s desk. “You
need to swallow your pride, and just make an appearance at their wedding.
It is important to Cody that his family be there,” Teaspoon spoke adamantly.
“Teaspoon, I slept with Kid’s
wife. I can’t believe that you’re not giving me one of your hour long lectures,”
Jimmy spoke an upset tone in his voice.
“Yeah. Jimmy, I don’t agree with
what happened between you and Louise, but I could see it coming back when
you first came back to town. It’s almost like this thing between you and
Louise was destined to happen, and now that it has we all have to find
a way to move past it. It will take a lot of hard work for Kid and Lou
to put their marriage back together, but I believe they can do it. Lou
has just got to lay it all out for Kid. Her being lonely in their marriage,
and insecure about his love for her.”
“What about Lou’s feelings for
me?”
“Well that is a whole another
chapter. Lou also has to decide if she wants to save her marriage, or if
she wants to be with you. But, I don’t put the blame on you totally for
what happened. The blame is equally shared by both of you.”
“What about Buck? I know my actions
with Louise are upsetting him too.”
“Buck and Kid have been building
their ranch together for a few years now. They spend a lot of time together,
and they have become closer than two brothers could ever be, but I had
a chat with Buck about you and Louise. Buck knows how Kid spends so much
time working the ranch that he hardly knows that Louise exists. I think
after all Buck’s ups and downs with Jane he is more able to understand
the feelings between you and Lou. He doesn’t seem to be that upset by what
happened.”
“But, I’m sure he still believes
that what Lou and I did was wrong?”
“Yeah, well like I said Buck
and Kid are very close. But, if what you’re asking is if Buck despises
you right now. I would say no he doesn’t.”
“I still don’t know if it is
such a good idea that I be at that wedding. Kid will be there, and Lou.
I hate the idea that this wedding is hurting Buck so much.”
“Jimmy, I don’t want this wedding
to happen, but I’m going to be there for Cody. Goodness knows something
still don’t feel right to me about Jane’s reasons for marrying Cody, but
there ain’t nothing any of us can do to stop this wedding from taking place
this evening.”
Before Jimmy can promise that
he will make a quiet appearance at Jane and Cody’s wedding, the door to
the marshal’s office flings open, and Jack walks in from the windy morning.
“Jimmy, how you been?” Jack asked
flatly.
“Good. Teaspoon, I’ll let you
and Jack talk. I’m going to head back to the ranch,” Jimmy stated flatly.
Jimmy grabbed his coat off the
coat hook as he exits the marshal’s office. Both Jack and Teaspoon watch
Jimmy get on his horse, and ride out before Jack turns to face Teaspoon.
“So, how did Buck take your news?”
Jack asked seriously.
“What makes you think I ever
plan on telling Buck my news?” Teaspoon asked disheartened.
Jack looks totally shocked that
Teaspoon has not told Buck the truth about his parentage. “Why wouldn’t
you tell Buck is what I’m wondering?”
“There is a lot about Buck that
you don’t know, or understand,” Teaspoon spoke somberly.
“Now is your chance Teaspoon.
Make me understand why you wouldn’t tell Buck that you are his natural
father!”
Teaspoon is a little apprehensive
about telling Jack anything about Buck, but what can Jack do now. He’s
already delivered to Teaspoon the best news of his life, but Teaspoon’s
good news would only bring more pain to Buck.
“The truth Jack is that Buck
had a very painful childhood, and if I would have been in his life from
the beginning a lot of that pain would not have reached him. I can’t tell
Buck the truth because the realization of my not being there for him when
he needed me the most would be too much for him to handle.”
“What kind of childhood did Buck
have?”
Teaspoon paces for a moment.
He then stops, and stands directly in front of Jack. “Buck lived in a Kiowa
village with his brother, and he was treated badly by the other children
as well as the adults. He left the Kiowa, and ended up at an orphanage
where he was also treated badly. My point here Jack is that Buck has never
really had the support that a father can give his son. Buck needed that
support more than anything else in his young life, and I wasn’t there to
give it.”
“You didn’t know he existed,”
Jack stated boldly.
“I slept with his mother Jack.
Buck believes that his natural father raped his mother.”
“That is a damn good reason why
you should clear this matter up with Buck. Don’t let Buck live his entire
life thinking that his father was a bastard that destroyed his mother’s
life.”
“Jack I’m asking you as a friend
to let this matter be,” Teaspoon spoke adamantly.
“Teaspoon, it isn’t my place
to tell Buck the truth. It’s his father’s place to tell him the truth,”
Jack spoke quietly as he exits the marshal’s office, and leaves Teaspoon
to rethink the decision that he has made concerning Buck’s right to know
the truth about his father.
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Jane tosses her wedding dress
and undergarments onto Lou’s bed. She stares blindly at the heap of clothing
for a moment wondering if she’ll really be able to go through with a wedding
to a man that she has no desire to spend the rest of her life with. “The
rest of my life. That surely could be a very long amount of time,” Jane
spoke quietly to only her. She turns and stares at the woman reflecting
back at her through Lou’s vanity mirror. So much has happened in her life
since the day she arrived in Rock Creek. So much has been good, but so
much has gone wrong.
She recognized him right away,
but she still felt the need to protect herself from him.
“I’m a much better shot then
what I once was Buck,” Jane spoke with fire in her voice.
The look on Buck’s face had made
her almost want to laugh, but she had kept her laughter from bursting out.
“Does that mean you are going
to shoot me?” Buck asked calmly.
“I will if you take one more
footstep towards me.”
But, Buck didn’t believe that
she had it in her to shoot him. She fired a shot above his head, and it
about frightened him right out of his boots.
“That was a warning. The next
bullet won’t be,” Jane spoke seriously.
“I’m not going to hurt you,”
Buck insisted.
“How do I know that?”
“Jane, you do know me. I haven’t
turned into a monster over the past seven years.”
“You’re always sneaking up on
me. What’s your excuse for sneaking up on me this time? Let me think. The
last time you snuck up on me, you said it was because I was shooting at
you and your friends.”
Jane snaps out of her memory
of the day she realized that Buck was once again back in her life. Had
destiny brought them back together again?
When Cody had asked her to the
dance, she could see the hurt in Buck’s eyes, but the night of the dance
before Cody had arrived to escort her to the dance it was Buck that stole
her heart.
He had taken her breath away!
Every last inch of him had her appetite for passion sneaking up on her!
Never before had she had these sorts of feelings or thoughts for a man.
Buck had thought that she was simply too warm and needed a glass of water.
What she needed was to have Buck take her in his arms and escape to his
bedroom where he wouldn’t stop loving her until the morning light!
Jane remembers how Cody’s arrival
had interrupted a rather intimate moment between her and Buck.
During the evening of the dance
they had gone for a walk while Cody was attending to official army business.
They discussed what each of them had been doing over the past seven years.
Before either one of them could think about what they were doing, Jane
found herself entangled in Buck’s arms and kissing him passionately. Once
again Cody’s arrival had put a halt to anything more intimate happening
right in the darkness of that alley!
But, later that evening after
Buck took her back home to his place, he gently backed her onto the sofa
as he kissed her passionately, and before she could stop what was happening
Jane found her body underneath Buck’s!
Should she have stopped what
was about to happen? She had made up her mind by placing her hands on Buck’s
hips, and forcing his body completely onto hers! All she could hear were
the moans of passion and desire coming from both of them!
Jane laughs at the interruption
first from Charlene, and than from Jimmy. She had wanted Buck desperately
that night. She could feel the waves of passion consuming her entire body!
The day in the clearing where
he had said good-bye to his best friend Ike had been a pleasant surprise
for her. Buck was sad, and she felt compelled to take him in her arms,
and make passionate love to him.
She insisted that Buck make love
to her in the clearing that day. She wasn’t going to stop the assault on
his body, or his senses until he surrendered his love to her!
She had pulled his shirt from
his trousers, but without any warning gun shots had been fired at the two
of them, and all Buck could then think about was getting her back to the
ranch, and out of harms way.
Jane chuckles out loud thinking
about the looks that everyone at Rachel’s dinner table had given her and
Buck when they burst into the Hunter home with their clothes in disarray.
The night that Buck and she had
planned an evening of romance, she had wanted him to make love to her before
they went out to dinner. There would be no interruptions that night. But,
even though dinner had been a wonderful prelude to a night of making love
to the man that she loved, it wasn’t meant to be.
Cody had ended their night of
magic by arresting Buck for the murders that had been going on around Rock
Creek. Of course everyone including Cody knew that Buck was innocent, but
Cody still was determined to make it a memorable evening!
It had taken a lot of hard work
to get Buck free from the false accusations that Cody had made against
him. On there way back to the ranch she couldn’t help igniting the fire
between them again! She had become quite daring with Buck on the road back
to the ranch wanting him more than ever, and not wanting to wait another
moment longer. She had teased Buck until there would be no way that he
could say no to her!
Of course the sound of approaching
horses lead Buck to halt the passion once again between them. It turned
out that Jimmy and Teaspoon had once again managed to interrupt their lovemaking.
Jane was seriously beginning to believe that a conspiracy between Buck’s
family members was going on to keep the two of them from consummating the
love that was becoming quite intense between them.
Jane chuckles once again out
loud at the thought of Buck trying to hide the appearance of his passion
from Jimmy and Teaspoon. Teaspoon had been blind to what had been going
on, but Jimmy wouldn’t allow Buck to live it down, sort of speak.
Jane finds herself sitting at
Lou’s vanity staring at a woman that she no longer knows. No longer really
cares to know.
She had awoken from a nightmare
where her father had been killed by the hands of a ruthless outlaw, and
now Buck was lying out in the wilderness in the same state. She couldn’t
reach him. The only thing she could see was a trail of his blood running
through town!
“No!” Jane shouted.
“Having second thoughts?” Lou
asked as she startles Jane out of her thoughts.
Jane abruptly glances back at
Lou through the mirror. “I was thinking about the past. How the years just
seem to fly by.”
“Yes they do,” Lou spoke sadly.
“If you could do your life over
Lou, would you change the way it has turned out?”
“I would change the hurt, and
mistrust that I have put in my husband’s eyes. What would you change Jane?”
“I would change the many ways
that I have hurt Buck so badly.”
“There is still time to do that.”
“No Lou. Things have changed
between Buck and I, and Cody and I. I can never allow myself to look back
on the past ever again. Today is a fresh start for me. I need to take this
fresh start and thank Cody for giving it to me.”
Kid and Buck are outside the
barn rounding up the few horses that were trying desperately to nibble
the last of the dried grass away from the cold ground.
Kid has had a permanent scowl
on his face since the day he had came home without going on his projected
trip because Lou had wanted her husband at home. What he found was his
wife lying naked with another man in her arms. He was no kind of fool,
and he could easily figure out that Jimmy and Lou had spent the entire
evening making love.
No matter what Lou’s reasoning
was for being with Jimmy in a way that a woman only gives to her husband,
Kid had told her that their marriage was over. He stayed in the house with
Lou and his two daughters, but at night Kid slept in the spare bedroom.
He simply had no desire to even sleep in the same bed with Lou.
“So, you planning on going to
the wedding?” Kid asked Buck not really sure how his best friend feels
about Jane anymore.
“I can’t,” Buck spoke disheartened.
“Yeah, I understand. I don’t
really want to go, but Teaspoon has been begging me to attend. He says
Cody will be upset if his family doesn’t attend his wedding.”
“Honestly Kid, Cody doesn’t feel
like family to me anymore.”
“Yeah, I know exactly what you
mean,” Kid spoke thinking about his relationship with Jimmy.
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Lou continues to brush Jane’s
hair trying to keep Jane from making the biggest mistake of her young life.
“I once asked you if you truly
love Cody the way you once loved Buck.”
“I remember,” Jane replied softly.
“Now would be the time to think
about the answer to that question. Jane, don’t make a mistake that you
may have to live with for the rest of your life,” Lou pleaded softly.
“I’ve thought about that answer
for many weeks Lou. You are more than aware of the many different feelings
that a woman can have for more than one man.”
“Yes, I guess I am quite familiar
with that.”
“They say confession is good
for the soul, so I’m going to try and put my feelings for these two different
men into words that will put your mind to rest about my decision to marry
Cody.”
“I’m listening,” Lou spoke softly.
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Rachel and Teaspoon are dressed
up in their best clothes, and literally pacing back in forth in front of
Rock Creek’s humble white church. Cody comes from inside the church, and
smiles at the two who seem more nervous than what he is.
“I hope the two of you don’t
dig a trench around the church so poor Jane can’t make her way to the alter
in her wedding dress,” Cody remarked with a wide grin.
Both Teaspoon and Rachel stop
pacing, and look at one another before they begin to laugh at their own
foolishness.
“We do seem to be a bit more
nervous than you today Cody,” Teaspoon spoke admiring Cody’s calm control.
“Jane is going to be nervous
enough. I really need to be in control of my emotions to make sure she
has me to lean on.”
“Why is that Cody?” Rachel asked
bewildered by Cody’s statement.
“What I mean is that Jane has
this way of allowing herself to get nervous over being the center of attention.
She’s just not used to everyone fusing over her.”
“I see,” Teaspoon remarked knowing
that Jane’s love for Buck is what her real problem is.
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Kid and Buck are getting the
last of the horses into the barn, and supplying each of them with fresh
water and a stack of hay to nibble on. Neither man has much to say, but
both men have a lot on their mind.
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Jane is about to tell Lou the
truth about her love for Buck as well as her feelings for Cody when suddenly
a sweaty palm reaches around her and clasps her mouth shut. A blindfold
is quickly put around her eyes, and the hand that covered her mouth to
keep her quiet is replaced with a gag.
“We weren’t told to bring both
of them,” one man quietly stated to another man.
“We’re taking both of them. We
can’t leave a witness. We either take them both or kill one of them,” the
other man spoke quietly.
“We’ll take them both. I don’t
want no murder hanging over my head,” a third man replied quietly.
Three men drag a squirming Louise
and Jane from Lou’s bedroom, down the stairs, and through the kitchen.
In the kitchen Charlene is present holding the door open while the men
manage to get the two women out of the house! Once outside, Lou and Jane
are each placed on a horse, and tied down to that horse. The five ride
out through the woods behind Kid and Lou’s home!
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Buck and Kid are going their
separate ways as they approach their own home.
“Good-night Buck,” Kid spoke
somberly.
“Enjoy the wedding Kid,” Buck
spoke disheartened by the thought of Jane marrying Cody.
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Charlene sneaks into Buck’s home
through the back door. She had already started to prepare dinner so that
Buck later wouldn’t have any suspicions about her being involved with Jane’s,
and now Lou’s unforeseen disappearance.
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Before Buck makes his way into
the kitchen of his home, he hears Kid scream out his name.
“Buck!” Kid screamed from his
home.
Buck rips through his home, and
back out the front door. He meets up with Kid as Kid is flying down the
front steps of his porch!
“What’s wrong?” Buck asked as
he halted Kid’s fast approach toward him by placing his hand on Kid’s chest.
Kid is having a difficult time
catching his breath. “It’s Lou…..and Jane….the house……”
“What about Jane and Lou?” Buck
spoke nervously.
“They’re gone! The inside of
the house is a wreck, like they…both put up a… struggle,” Kid spoke hysterically.
Buck leaves Kid’s side, and tears
into Kid’s home. He halts his progression when he sees the destruction
inside the home. The banister leading up the stairs has been broken in
several spots. Buck walks further into the house. He steps cautiously into
the kitchen where dishes have been smashed onto the floor. The chairs at
the kitchen table are lying on their sides and broken. The back door is
slamming against the frame every time the wind howls.
Buck rushes out the back door
where he picks up the tracks left by the five horses that made their way
away from the house, and then across the creek! He rushes back inside the
house!
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Rachel, Teaspoon, and Cody are
headed onto the ranch in the buckboard that Rachel and Teaspoon had used
to get into town for the wedding. Jane hadn’t showed any signs of making
it to the church for her own wedding. Cody had become quite the nervous
bridegroom, and decided that perhaps Buck Cross is the reason for his bride’s
delay!
As the three enter the ranch
and come to a stop in front of Kid and Lou’s home they find that Buck and
Kid are saddled up and ready to ride out.
“Where is she Buck?” Cody spoke
loudly as he jumps off the buckboard, and heads over toward Buck.
Teaspoon senses the oncoming
fight. He gets down from the buckboard as well, and chases after Cody.
Buck and Kid both get down from
their horse.
“Cody, we really don’t have time
for this right now,” Kid spoke his voice cracking with emotion.
“Where is she Buck?” Cody spoke
demandingly.
“Both Lou and Jane are missing,”
Buck spoke softly trying to avoid a confrontation with Cody. “We need to
start tracking their horses now before it gets dark.”
“You’re lying!” Cody spoke boldly.
“Cody, let Buck and Kid explain,”
Teaspoon spoke adamantly.
“Buck and I were in the barn
finishing up for the evening. I had entered the house to get ready for
the wedding. The house is in shambles. I ran outside to get Buck. He found
tracks at the back of the house running through the creek.”
“I don’t believe one word of
this!” Cody spoke loudly.
“I don’t really give a damn what
you believe,” Buck spoke angrily.
Buck starts to walk away from
Cody, but Cody grabs onto his arm to halt Buck’s progression to his horse.
“You kidnapped Jane once before!”
Teaspoon senses trouble. He tries
to get to Buck’s side, but he is too late. Cody charges into Buck and lays
him out flat on the ground! Kid and Teaspoon hurry to separate the two
men that are literally punching one another in the face!
“This isn’t helping our search
to find Lou and Jane,” Teaspoon spoke adamantly. As he tries desperately
to hold Cody back from hitting Buck again.
Buck struggles to get free from
the grasp that Kid has on him! “Kid, let go of me so I can kill him!”
Rachel steps in-between the men.
“It’s about time that all of you start growing up and thinking about the
danger that this family has been in for quite some time now. I’m willing
to bet that Jesse James and his gang have everything to do with Jane and
Lou’s unanticipated ruthless disappearance.”
The men settle down. Kid is able
to release his strong hold on Buck, and Teaspoon slowly releases Cody.
“I’ll give you your chance to
find Jane. But if I find out that you had anything at all to do with her
disappearance, you’ll hang!” Cody remarked as he turns his back and walks
away from Buck Cross and the rest of his Pony Express family!
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The five horses ride into a well-hidden
camp in the mountains long after dark. The outlaws halt the horses and
attempt to untie the two captive women. Both Lou and Jane struggle making
it almost impossible for their captors to release them.
“Stop struggling, or you’ll stay
tied and gagged!” one outlaw shouted.
Lou and Jane both comply, and
soon they are standing on their own two feet. Both women feel the hands
of a man taking the blindfold away from their eyes, and the gags from their
mouth. Once released both women find their eyes staring into the evil,
loathsome, unmerciful eyes of Jesse James!
THE END
TO BE CONTINUED IN…
If We Are Lost…Love Will Find
Us
Will Louise and Jane ever find
their way back home to the man they truly love, or is Jesse’s plan to destroy
his past family destine to succeed?
While trying to survive the brutality
of Jesse James, will Jane confess her fears and secrets to Louise?
While Kid and Buck search the
territory for Louise and Jane, what will Teaspoon do to keep both Cody
and Jimmy from interfering?
Teaspoon wants to help Buck find
the woman he loves. He feels helpless to console the young man that is
his son. Will he tell Buck the truth hoping it will help heal the pain
that Buck is feeling over losing Jane?
Louise discovers she may be pregnant.
Is she sure who the father is?
What is ahead for Charlene and
Cody? Will someone who has suspected their underhanded plans all along
finally discover all their scheming?
While searching for loved ones,
and fighting going on amongst family members Rock Creek is exposed to the
worse winter storm they’ve had in over a decade!
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