Disclaimer: The characters Miss Parker, Sydney, Jarod, Broots etc. and the fictional Centre, are all property of MTM and NBC Productions and used without permission. I'm not making any money out of this and no infringement is intended.

The song  ‘Skin To Skin’ is used without permission and belongs :Words and Music by Jake Holmes and Godfrey Nelson Publisher: Nickbell Music, Godfrey Music.

Again and as always Patricia D, thank you so much for your great work on this story!!!
English is still not my first language and the mistakes you find inside of the story are mine!!!!
 
 
 

Skin To Skin
by Isis

I can not stop smiling down at you. I could stay like this for the rest of my life...no...even longer than that. In moments like these, in the afterglow of our passion, I feel whole and alive.

The smell of your soft skin, your hands caressing my back. I try to focus my thoughts. I know you would get angry but all I want to do is protect you, to keep you safe.

Carefully I lift my body and with my arms around you, turn taking you with me. I try to curl around you, I do not want to let you go...never.

I have dreamed of you as long as I can remember. My half closed eyes are focused on your breathing, you are so close and the faint smell of your favourite perfume ...

I can recall the first time I smelled it, you had come down to my room. I was confused and asked why you use it. I could have also asked why you breath. Your mothers perfume...you always let me share your discoveries until... yes, until the day a bullet changed everything. You continued to come down but not so often and your smile never reached your eyes again.

The last time we were together was the day when Faith died. Even years later I could still feel your tears soaking my sweat shirt.

After that there was a wall between us. I saw you over the years from time to time. You changed for everyone, but not for me. I still could see the little girl, the uncried tears in your eyes. I saw you hurting people, hurting them before they could hurt you, scaring them away.

I have always loved you. My feelings have never changed. I often hear that friendship changes to love.  This is not always right. The friendship and this kind of love never changed. The love of a man for a woman never replaced the love for my best friend, it came as an addition. It was there my whole adult life, even when it took me some time to realize it.

I can feel you slipping out of my arms. I miss you. My body follows you on it's own, covering the warm spot you have left.

With my eyes still closed I can feel you watching me. What are you thinking while you watch?

You did it again, before I can react the blanket is gone, I love to watch you when you think I am sleeping. It takes all my willpower not to move over and rip this blanket from you. You watch with a lazy gaze over my body...making the hairs on my neck stand up, a fine line and my body will give me away.

What is the saying? A penny for your thoughts? I would give a billion for them now. Seeing you there, only a few inches away is still like a dream. If any one would have told me this little more than 2 weeks ago, I would have checked his state of mind carefully. Not that I have not dreamed of it, but you...

There is this song, I heard it that night, it was after one of our usual games. As always I watched you show up to late, finding what I had left for you. I could not understand your words, but from your body language you were furious. Has anyone told you how beautiful you are when you are angry?

I was sitting in a rental car, enjoying the view and the local station started to play this song.

A deep male voice came up

She does not lazy dance
Her hands on me
She does not talk, no pretty talk
She pleasures silently
But with her, I am summer
I warm easy to her heat
She fill me full, she fill me full
She make me complete

I could not move, I was captured, the song on one side and you on the other.

A low chorus took over

Skin to skin
Skin to skin
No cold wind blow on me
No cold wind blow on me

The final blow was the husky female voice that followed, a voice I could picture you with.

Skin to skin
Skin to skin
The light, it shine on me
The light it shine on me

He is a secret soldier
With pieces inside broke
He hides in his own darkness
His fire has no smoke
And, when my body songs begin
When he holds me tight
He chases all my shadows
And I burn so bright

That was the moment I decided to bring it to an end one or another way. I am not sure what I really thought when I came into your hotel room that night. I wanted to talk with you, tell you what I felt. The way I played it over and over in my mind... I tried to find out what would happened but I could not sim this.... I am not sure what Sydney would have thought.

Every coherent thought went from me when I saw you stepping out of the bathroom, a ice blue silk bathrobe, rubbing your hair dry with a towel.

As often as I try to remember what followed, I can't. The next thing I remember is kissing you.

I am still not sure what I had expected, maybe nothing... but certainly not the passion you returned the kiss with. What surprises me the most is that we made it to the bed and I am glad we did. I wanted to touch you, to feel every inch of you, the feeling of your soft skin under my hands and the smell of the perfume. The weight of your breast in my hand as I carefully stroked the hard nipple with my thumb. The low sound, deep in your throat nearly drove me crazy.  I would had done anything just to hear that again. Sliding my lips down your throat to your other breast, flicking my tongue around the other peak, taking it into my mouth sucking gently... biting lightly. I could feel you were ready, as ready as I was.  Lifting my head to look into your eyes...

The emotionless look had completely disappeared... stormy blue eyes full of passion and... fear... my God I could not believe it. You should know that I would never intentionally hurt you... why...and then I realized. I knew you were not a virgin anymore but you were not as experienced as you tried to appear.

As careful as I could, I slid inside you.  Your low hiss was like a knife into my heart and my mind had to battle with my body. You felt so good, so warm and tight....it took all my strength not to ravish you like a teenager.

The words I whispered into you ear were not only for you, they were also for me to keep my focus.  I want you to feel nothing but pleasure. All the years were gone, we were again together, soul to soul, skin to skin... the song was so right, you make me feel complete

I could feel you relax and start to move, with every move I saw more passion in your eyes, the colour changing...your eyes like a stormy ocean, I could feel your body tensing, pure pleasure this time.

When your body exploded in an orgasm, the hard rhythmical pressure on my penis was more than I could take, my own release was as intense as yours...

All I could do afterwards was to hold you, to caress you, I was not able to keep my hands from you. I could not hold back, I had to tell you how much I love you. I whispered the words into you ear, not sure if you wanted to hear them...if you were ready to let them into your heart.

Now we are here. You are lost in your thoughts stroking yourself. You caught me watching and I see a light red blush creeping up your cheeks. You are blushing. After all we have shared, you are still able to blush. You are still my sweet little innocent girl and you will stay this way forever.

I am completely aroused by your actions.  I want to touch you myself, but at the same time I just want to watch the erotic scene in front of me. One of the most arousing sight I ever had.  I let my eyes travel up your body to look in your eyes, the complete trust and love I see there takes my breath away. If I ever had any doubts in your love for me, they are gone the moment you change your position. Propping yourself on a pillow you spread your legs further a silent invitation to watch, to share what you feel.

I dare to move closer, hesitant first but assured by your barely audible words. Kneeling between your thighs, I can feel the warmth of your body. Confident now I place my hand on your knees, keeping your legs apart, room for your hand and my gaze.

The sight of your swollen nub glistering with your juices makes my head spin. Your whole body is covered with the last golden rays of the low afternoon sun. My mouth is dry, I need to moisten my lips like you did seconds before, if I can get my body to function. With shaking hands I can only watch you, I am so close from watching you.  I can feel the pressure building and I am sure I will come soon.

The moment you start to come, your body tensing, your hips thrusting into my direction I simply lose it. In an intense orgasm I spill my seed over your body, the first drops are already running down your stomach, but I am still coming.

A endless moment in time, completely out of the normal sense of time...seconds or forever...all the same in this short moment.

Finally I feel your body relaxing and I stare down at you. A light red blush on your body covered with my milky fluids.

I need to thank you, to thank you for giving yourself to me, for opening up completely, not holding back anything. To thank you for sharing the passion in this intense way with me.

All I want is to give this back to you. Your eyes are closed. Slowly I lean closer, flicking out my tongue licking at the first drops of the liquid from my body. Your eyes fly open and you nearly jump under my touch.

I can not stop. I want to catch every drop, licking and sucking slowly from your shoulder, down your body. The incredible taste of myself mixed with the taste of your body is unbelievable. I feel my penis grow hard again. From your sounds and reactions, I see your are as ready to make love again as I am. Not possible but true. We should both be sleeping now, completely spent after the passion of this day.

I should know better. Since that morning after the night in the hotel, when I finally convinced you to come with me, we both have barely been able to keep our hands from each other. 14 days in a blur. The days full of joy and the nights full of passion and the whole time filled with love.

No matter how old I get I will never forget the way you look at this moment. Reaching the soft skin on your belly I dart my tongue into your belly button. Your hands squeeze my shoulders and the deep moan from you makes me smile. I know exactly how your feel now because I feel the same. The incredible power I have over you, knowing you have the same power over me brings my passion and love to another level.

I slide down further, between your legs till my mouth is at the same level as your clit. I know you are close to coming again, but I want to be inside of you this time so I just place a light kiss on the dark flesh.  And the response of your body tells me how right I am.

The pure joy of our love making leaves me light headed, like I would glow all over...

I look up into your eyes while I slide slowly inside your body. I savour the sensation that runs through my body, your are so wet and warm, so welcome. I feel like coming home. After I am fully inside you I can not hold back, I need to tell you. If I do not I will burst into million pieces.

"I love you"

Soon after I have said those words I see tears starting to roll down your cheeks, you are crying.

"Please, don't cry. I never want to see tears in your eyes again."

Than your say it. "I love you so much Jarod, more than I will ever be able to say." You do not have to tell me, but I can not describe the feeling of hearing those words from you.

"I know." Is all I say. It is enough for the moment, we have a lifetime for more words.

Slowly I start to move, nearly all the way out and than completely back in. Raising the passion more with every stroke, a fiery sensation running through my veins.

I am not sure how long it takes us to climax together, but it is so intense that I have a hard time breathing. I have felt never so complete in my whole life. I am not able to steady my weight and I lay on top of you, crushing you.  I want to take my weight from you but you plead with me to stay.

There is no place I want to be more than inside of you.

"I am all yours!" I answer. "Body and soul."

"So I am." Your answer is like a comforting blanket to my soul. While drifting into sleep the lyric of the song come back to me.
 

Winter inside of me
Ice to fight the storm
She cannot see
What I hide in me
I can't be strong
Beside her warm

Skin to skin (she's too close)
Skin to skin (much too close)
No cold wind blow on me (she's got a hold on me)
No cold wind blow on me (she's got a hold on me)

Skin to skin (she touches soft)
Skin to skin (ah, much too soft)
The light, it shines on me (her fire is burning me)
The light, it shines on me (her fire is burning me)

Skin to skin (she's too close)
Skin to skin (much too close)
No cold wind blow on me (she's got a hold on me)
No cold wind blow on me (she's got a hold on me)
Skin to skin (she touches soft)
Skin to skin (ah, much too soft)

My last thought is that the song is wrong on one point only... she never can be close enough.
 

END

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