Lost Love

Lost Love
By: Kim
This is Kim's first fanfic. It is amazing
and so sweet. This story takes place
prior to the imposter storyline. It's
a romantic tale of Shuis. Will they
be together or is it lost love??
E-mail Kim at:
m_cana@hotmail.com

Chapter 1: (Takes part after their date)

Luis was in his office waiting for Sheridan to come, but it seemed like she was late. He was sitting at his desk when all of a sudden he heres a big crash which broke his thoughts on Sheridan. Luis rushes in only to see Hank on top of Sheridan leaning in for a kiss. Luis watches from a far to see if Sheridan will allow Hank to kiss her and at that very moment Luis's heart drop to the bottom of his body. There he was watching Hank and Sheridan share their first kiss. Luis was so upset, he decided to leave the Youth Center, but before he left Sheridan had noticed that she was kissing Hank not Luis. As she got up she noticed Luis in the corner getting his jacket on and locking his door. Sheridan got up and said, " Luis, please wait let me explain." Sheridan ran off leaving Hank confused. Sheridan grabbed Luis arm and pulled him back.

"Let me explain, please," Sheridan pleaded. "Why? We have nothing to talk about. Leave me alone I never want to see you again," Luis said in and angry tone. At the same time he felt as though his heart was being torn apart. Sheridan watched Luis walk away and found herself crying to her self in the white snow bank.

Chapter 2: Flying Away

*week later*
Sheridan was walking around the youth centre and found herself looking at the men's locker room. All the memories with Luis in it had flown back to her. She sat down on the bench remember the time when she walking in on Luis in the nude, the time she kissed him in New Mexico, the two tangos, their perfect date, the three times Luis saved her, when he jumped on her, the time where he fell on her while playing basketball, and their passionate kiss in Julian's office. Sheridan was startled when she saw Luis walk right by her. "Luis, we have to talk," Sheridan said. "Fine, I have something to say to." Luis said with a jerkish tone. " You go first" Sheridan said.

"Well, your hours are really up and you don't have to work here anymore. Sheridan couldn't say anything except for, " Okay." Luis was a little disappointed, but once again walked away. Sheridan walked to her car crying. She whispered, " I wanted to tell you I'm falling in love with you." Sheridan was crying when she felt a touch on her shouder and turned around to fine Hank there offering her his shouder. Hanked loved her and couldn't bare to see her hurt, but knew Luis did love her and she loved him. Luis was stunned to hear what he had just said to Sheridan and went to fine her to apoligise. He walked out to fine Sheridan, but with Hank and looked up and had a look on his face as though he had lost his love. Sheridan and Hank both looked up to see Luis in front of him. Hank took this oppunity to kiss Sheridan and Luis left. "Luis, wait please don't leave me...." she cried out and fainted. "Luis, she's fainted."

Luis rushed over to lend a hand and called the hospital to get them prepared for the arrival of Sheridan. *2hrs later Luis waited for Hank to get out of the room. "How is she?" Luis asked. "She's awake and fine." Hank returned in jeasouly. "Well, can you tell her I was here and is hoping she is fine." Luis said. "Oh, ya congradulations you've won her heart," Luis said in disappointment and left with the feeling of a thousands niddles stabbing him in his heart. Hank watched his buddy leave and could hardly bare to see Luis in pain like that. Luis had never felt this way about a girl even with Beth, but Hank loved Sheridan to. He walked into Sheridan's room to talk to her again. "Hi, Oh, I thought you were Luis," Sheridan said with a little tone of excitement. "Luis left and wanted to tell you he wished you the best of luck." Hank returned with excitment. "Oh, I guess he doesn't want to see me anymore," she whimppered. "Hank, why did you kiss me?" she asked "I thought that I would give us a try," he answered back. "Sorry, Hank, but I could never start a relationship now." she said. "Well I better leave you to rest. Promise me will go to dinner after your feeling better k?

To Be Continued...

Chapter 3: The date

*1 week later*
Hank and Sheridan were having dinner at the Lobster Shack looking like friends. They had become close friends and Hank knew he didn't have a chance if she was still in love with Luis. Hank grabbed her hand and said, " Luis, is a forgiving guy I'm sure you'll be fine." Luis walks in to pick up his pick up meal and spottes Hank. He was a little depressed that Sheridan hadn't called to talk, but knew she wasn't in love with him or maybe she was he thought to himself. Sheridan's eyes lite up, but fell again when he left without saying hi. Sheridan left the date wanting to fall asleep in her bed. She fell asleep dreaming that Luis was in her bed telling her she was his world and he couldn't live without him. Before she woke up she found herself saying she loved Luis. Ethan woke her up to tell her Luis was in the main house. Sheridan quickly put on her clothing and left for the main house.

Luis was walking towards Julian's office thinking that taking the FBI traing would do him good and his family. He would make more money, but he also knew he was leaving to get away from the fact that he once fell in love with Sheridan. He was now going to take Julian's offer and was going to sign the contract. Julian was suprised to see him and they discussed the deal. As Luis was walking out the door he knocked Sheridan. "Oh, sorry" Luis said. "Hi, Luis," Sheridan said with excitement. "Oh, hi I better go," Luis said. Sheridan watched him walk out on her again leaving her in pain once again.

To Be Continued...

Chapter 4: Truth

Sheridan walked in on a smiling Julian and asked, " why are you so happy?" "Didn't Luis tell you he's leaving Harmony for special training for five weeks." "Oh, ya tommorrow," Julian said. "He's what?" "That's right, Sheridan he's leaving Harmony for good." Julian shoot back. Sheridan just walked out to find herself at the Youth Center. She walked around to see Luis boxing in his shorts and only his shorts. She stared in wonder of how she could of resistes his charm, his look, and his personal characteristics. Luis turned to see her and went to the door, but instead of opening the door he locked it. Sheridan tried to open it, but couldn't and relised that Luis must of went to the front to lock the door. She couldn't help, but feel like Luis was trying to lock her out of his live. Finally the day past and Sheridan found herself awake on her couch waiting to see Luis. There on her door was a note that she didn't expect. It said,

Dear Sheridan,
I knew that if you found out you might come and try to find me, so I took the early flight. When I first met you, I knew that I could love you for the rest of my life, but when I saw you kissing Hank, twice, I knew that our love was no longer there. My heart feels that I will never forget that I love you and always will, but to tell you the truth, I'm not so sure that you love me, so I decided to leave. I will always remember the tango's we shared, your beautiful smile that could light up the dark, your eyes that remind me of the oceons we once shared while we were jogging. From that first time I really saw you, I knew I had fallen in love with a person who didn't abuse her last name. Our love was once strong, but the pain that you have caused might never be removed. I'm sure that you and Hank will make a lovely couple. So, it is said around town, but don't ever forget that I once loved you.
Love Luis.

Sheridan's eyes were full of tears and she picked up the single red rose that was left on top of the note and put it in a vase. She whispered, " I, do love you and as long as this rose lives I know you'll feel the same way." " I'm coming," she said. Sheridan rushed to the airport wanting to catch Luis, but she knew she was to late. There he was about to board the plane and she shouted," Luis, please don't leave I love you."

To Be Continued...

Chapter 5: Goodbyes

Luis thought he heard Sheridan's voice cry out for him, but he thought he was hearing things and continued to walk. Suddenly, he felt this pain in his heart and he turned around to see Sheridan right behind him. "Sheridan, what are you doing here?" Luis asked. "I couldn't let you leave without saying goodbye at least," Sheridan said. "Please, Sheridan, don't make it harder to leave," Luis pleaded. Sheridan broke into tears and Luis couldn't bare to see them. He put down his luggage and took his hand and gently rubbed them away. "Luis, you don't know everything I want to tell you, please stay," she said.

"Sheridan, I have to go," Luis answered back. "Please, Luis, don't leave," she pleaded. "Sheridan you choose your man, now stick with him," he answered back angrily and took his luggage and left. "Luis, please don't leave me, I love you..........," she cried out. "Sheridan, It's too late you broke my heart twice isn't that enough," Luis yelled and left. Sheridan just stared as she watched Luis leave her. She thought to herself, "why won't you forgive me. I said I loved you,now i'm losing my world, but only for five weeks," she grinned. Luis was sitting in the plane and was to busy thinking about what he had just said to Sheridan and didn't notice he was sitting beside the actress who played Hope from Days Of Our Lives.

"Excuse me sir," she said. "Oh, sorry," he replied. He turned around and there eyes met, but all Luis could think of was Sheridan's eyes. "Hi, I'm...." she said before Luis interupted and said, " your, hope." "Yup, do you mind?Can you get a drink the next time the flight attendant comes." "No, problem, do you mind if I ask you why your not sitting first class like you should be?" Luis asked. "Well, I don't think that it matters all classes should be the same to be honest I don't really care for money as long as I know I'm doing something I love," she answered. There was a long silence until Luis broke it and said, " here's your drink." From then on they talked as if they had known each other for years. Luis told her his problems and she said, " why didn't you give her a chance to explain?"

Luis didn't have a chance to answered because she had to get off. Luis said goodbye and fell asleep thinking of Hope's last words. *dream* Luis was coming home and found himself lost. In just five weeks Sheridan was marrying Hank and it was because he never gave her a chance to explain. Luis woke up in a sweat when he heard Hank say, " I do." Luis whispered, " I have to go back." Luis got off the plane and decided to go back. "I love you Sheridan, don't leave me for Hank,"

*4 hrs later*

Luis got off his flight and was back in Harmony he didn't care weather he broke that stupid contract.All it said was he agreed to go as long as he decided to go. Luis was in time for the Valentines Dance and decided that he would surprise Sheridan with flowers at the rink. *At the Rink* "I'm glad you decided to come with me Sheridan," hank answered. "Don't make too much of it, I needed to get my mind off of Luis," Sheridan answered coldly. "Where did he go?," Hank asked. "To FBI training," Sheridan answered. "Oh," Hank said smiling. " Here's my chance he whispered to himself" Luis got to the rink with his skates on looking very sexy. He had of those tight sweaters on with tight-ass jeans. Luis started to skate around to find Sheridan and found himself bumping into Beth.

"Hi, Beth," Luis said. " Do you know where Sheridan is?" "Yeh, but first are you falling for her?she asked. "Yeh, could you please tell me where she is then. I answered your question," Luis asked impatiently. "she's with Hank," she answered. "Oh, I guess I should go then," Luis said with a touch of sadness in his voice. Sheridan took of with speed with Hank on her tail. Hank jumps and lands of Sheridan and they start laughing until Sheridan looks up to see Luis offering his hand. "Luis," Sheridan said with excitement. "Hi, Hank," Luis offered his hand to his buddy and lifted him up. " Well you won't guess who I saw. Hope from Days," Luis added with excitement.

"She's my favorite," Sheridan said. "Oh," Luis answered back. "Luis, it's Hope from the plane you never told me you were from harmony," Hope grabbed his hand and turned him around. "Is that Sheridan and Hank, the two your were talking about," she asked. "What are you doing here Hope?' Luis asked, "I decided to come everybody at the stuido was talking about this event." she answered. "Well lets skate," Luis said and grabbed her hand. "Hank, this is Hope," Luis said looking at Sheridan noticing her looking down at the ice. Suddenly everybody was screaming at the sight near them. The ice was thin and Charity and Miguel had fallen through the ice. Luis skated to the open ice and grabbed Charity out while Miguel was left freezing in the ice.

"Miguel grab my hand," Luis shouted. Luis couldn't pull Miguel out and saw the look of Charity and dived into the water pulling Miguel up to the surface. "Look out, " Sheridan shouted. It was too late the new piece of ice broke off and smacked Luis in the head and left him there in acoma. Luis was floating on top of the water while the towns people started to scream in horror. T.C jumped in and pulled Luis out leaving everbody in shock. Sheridan was crying with thousands of tears coming out and Hank couldn't bare to see her like this. He decided that he would only be there for her as a friend and to let her and Luis settle their relationship together.

*hour later*

Everybody close to Luis had left the hospital and Sheridan, Hank, and Hope were left. Hank said goodbye to the girls and left for his trip in the morning and Hope decided to tell Sheridan what Luis had said. "Sheridan,before I leave I wanted to tell you that Luis still loves you. Don't give up. If he didn't love you so much I would of tried to make a move on him, but I have to return to LA tonight so tell him I said hi." Hope said. Sheridan was left there stunned thinking , " does he still love me and what good does it do when he is barely alive."

To Be Continued...

Chapter 6: Welcome Back!

Sheridan had been staying with Luis for at least a week and hadn't left the hospital. She looked like a mess and Ms. Russell had told her she should go home and get some rest. Everybody in town were talking about Luis and Sheridan and their relationship that began from hatred to love. Everybody thought that Sheridan was nuts staying by his side 24hrs a day, but thought that she must love him a lot. Sheridan was sleeping and she started having her dream with her mystery man and this time without and interuptions.

*dream*
Sheridan is skating and she starts looking down at the ground and doesn't notice the tree when her mystery man in dark flys by to save her taking them down into the snow. Sheridan gets up and thanks the man and demanded that he would show himself and allow her to look at his face. Sheridan says, " please tell me you love me for who I am?" "I do Sheridan, but you've hurt me twice and I don't know if I can live through another injury to my heart again." Mystery man says. "I've heard someone say that before, now where from?" she asked. "Please just come out from the dark?" she pleaded. Sheridan lunges outward and starts hugging the man when all of a sudden the man says, "let go, please then I'll show you who I am." The mystery man comes out and Sheridan isn't suprised to see Luis standing there. Sheridan thinks, " I wish you were up and moving around just to fight with me."

Sheridan wakes up from her dream when she thinks that she heard someone mumble. She was wrong and she just stares at Luis asking herself how she could have gotten herself into those silly mishaps with Hank. Sherdian whispers, " this was the best valentine's day ever because I got to spend it with you even though you hate me." " I don't hate you," Luis said. Sheridan scream when she heard the voice of Luis. "Your awake Luis," Sheridan scream. "How could this be your best Valentine's when your spending it with me not Hank?" Luis asked angrily. " I never wanted Hank, you have to beleive me." Sheridan started crying as she said those words.

" Sheridan, I don't know if I could ever beleive you." Luis said. "Please........." Sheridan was full of tears and couldn't get out the words she wanted to say. " I need time and an explaintion, but please don't cry your just hurting me somemore," Luis said. He gently stroked her hair and cheek and asked, " Have you been here every since I came here?" "Yes, it's been a week from Valentines, but at least I got to spend it with you." Sheridan answered. " That's sweet, but really how do I know you mean it and your not mistaking me for Hank." Luis said angrily. Sheridan was upset now that Luis wouldn't let go of the fact that she dated Hank once or twice.

I told him I loved him yet he still doens't trust me she thought. "Luis, I told you I loved you, but I don't know wether I should. You have no trust in me or faith in our relationship and you can't even noticed that I didn't leave the hosptial to be with you. You don't let me explain and the only reason why I went out with Hank was because he wasn't afraid of showing me his feelings. You probably don't want to forgive me so we can end it and nobody would think you would go out with a Crane. Well Luis, I'll do it for you. I never want to see, speak, touch, or hear yor voice again," Sheridan screamed and stormed out. Luis just led there in bed and thought about what she said. He asked, " is that all true?"

Meanwhile Sheridan was crying in her cottage. How could her mystery man, Luis not forgive her. She thought that he would tell her she was wrong, but he didn't and now she really did have to spend her time apart from Luis. Sheridan just stayed in front of the fire thinking, "I let myself do it again, get hurt by another jerk, but this time I really did love him with all my heart except he was too afraid to except that he had fallen in love with a CRANE. Sheridan started to throw her stuff around out of anger and had decided since Luis had kicked her out of the Youth Center she would leave in a week or too and wouldn't let Luis get to her heart although she knew she wanted Luis to come and tell her he loved her."

*A couple of days later*

Sheridan had started to pack when a door bell rang. Sheridan went to answer it hoping it was Luis, but it was Hank. Hank and Sheridan talked for awhile and decided to go out for a walk on the beach. Hank told her about his resent trip and asked how Luis was. Sheridan told him she wouldn't know since Luis refused to forgive her. They were walking along the shore when they noticed a very naked Luis except he had his shorts on. Sheridan thought, " he's so sexy, stop it she told herself. I wonder what it would be like to see all of Luis? It's nice to see that he's running again. See Sheridan, you can talk about Luis as if he was your friend now lets see if you can in reality," she thought. "Hi, Luis," Hank said. "I have to go, bye"

"Hello, Luis," Sheridan said. "Hi, Sheridan," Luis said when thinking, " how can I be so stubborn and let her go again and again?" "Luis, anyone home?" she asked. "Sorry, do you want me to walk you home?" Luis asked hoping to spend more time with her since he told her that her time was up at the Youth Center. "Well I guess, if you behave," Sheridan said as a joke. Sheridan told Luis how everybody would stop off at the hospital and told him stuff as if he was her bestfriend. Sheridan was telling Luis about her dream date and surprise when he interupted and said, " your home." "Oh," Sheridan said a little derpressed. Sheridan opened her door and said, " well i would let you come in, but I have to meet Ethan at the mansion." Sheridan forgot about her luggages and that her cabbin was now empty.

"Sheridan, It looks like your moving or going away forever," Luis said sadly. "Oh, ya I forgot to mention that I was moving back to Paris for a while or forver," she responded coldy remember all the time Luis wouldn't forgive her. "Sheridan,....." Luis was interupted by Sheridan, " gotta go, bye." She closed her door and watched Luis jog away watching his every move. Sheridan thought to herself of how nice it felt to be so close to Luis and talk to him even though they were just friends now. She ammitted to herself that she still had feelings for him and that she was still in love with him, but needed to get away from him since it would only cause her pain to see him since she knew he woudn't never forgive her. She thought of how nice it would be to wake up every morning seeing Luis there having his arms to hold her every morning. Then realised that Luis was never going to forgive her and that she had to get going to meet Ethan.

To Be Continued...

Chapter 7:

Luis couldn't stop thinking about Sheridan. About there perfect date, their two tangos, the time when he saved her, times he fell on her, the time in New Mexico, and their passoinate kisses. Luis had realised he was stupid not to forgive her and it was his fault he was loosing her and it wasn't because of Hank it was because he was too afraid to show his feelings to the public. Luis knew that he wanted to settle down with Sheridan and he wanted to spend the rest of his life with her and knew he had to get her back and not let her go back to Paris.

Luis spent most of the day buying roses and scented candles. Luis went to the jewelery store and bought Sheridan a ring with all the money he had saved for his trip to New Mexico with his mother and knew that she would understand. Now all he had to do was finger out a way to get into her cottage without being seen. Luis had no time so he just went and picked her lock knowing that she would understand hopefully. " I hope she still loves me, because I know I love her." Luis took the roses and put them in vases all over the empty cottage and put red and white rose peddles on the floor leading into her bedroom onto her bed. There he left a dozen of white roses. Luis had time to bake his speical muffin with the ring inside it and left it to cool down.

1h later

Sheridan walked into her house and thought, " who could of done this, please god let it not be hank and I know it isn't Luis because he doesn't love me she said really tears fall from her eyes." She looked around to see roses all over the floor and in vases and the room was filled with candles. There was a table set in the middle of her empty cottage in front of the couch. She walked over it to see this card saying meet me in your room if your dare. Sheridan walked over and to her surprise felt warm arms surround her waist. "Guess, who?" Luis asked. " Luis, what are you doing," Sheridan asked.

" Well I couldn't let you go without letting you know I still love you." Luis asked in a hopeful tone. " You what?" Sheridan asked in surprise. "Would you like dinner?" Luis asked. "Sure," Sheridan said. Thinking yes, he loves me! Thank god! " What's for dinner?" Sheridan asked. "Chinese, I ordered from your favorite restaurant and even got you the things you got when I asked you to order lunch." "That is so sweet of you, but are you sure you still love me?" Sheridan asked. Thinking please god let it be a yes. "Of course I do!" Luis added. They spent the rest of the evening talking and Luis asked, " will you please stay or do you want to leave me?" he asked in a boyish way. "Of course ...........not," Sheridan said.

Luis went over to his little stereo and turned it on. The host said, " this tango song is for Sheridan Crane from Luis saying he loved you the first time they firsted tangoed and hopes that you still love him and would forgive him." "Luis that is so sweet." Sheridan said. "Would you like to dance?" They spent the night dancing and Sheridan brought the dished into the kitchen and went to go back to Luis. He was no were in sight and she started to think that she was just dreaming. She felt all depressed and decided to go to bed when she noticed a body in her bed. Sheridan thought it was a dream and look at how cute he looks now. Sheridan gently stroked his hair and started to kiss him on the check. Then slowly made her way to his lips and waited for him to wake up and return her kiss back. Slowly he returned it and Sheridan and Luis spent all night making love together as an offical couple.

*Next morning*

Sheridan woke up and turned around to see Luis face. It felt so good to be in his arm and to wake up in the morning with him. Sheridan gently kissed his lips and Luis returned it back and woke up. "Hi sweetie," Luis said "Well, hello to you too. Did you have fun last night? " Sheridan asked and started to blush. "I did indeed," Luis said. "Me too." Sheridan said. "I'm just going to get some water want some?" Luis asked. " No thanks, " Sheridan said. Luis left and Sheridan was thinking this is the best day of my life. The day I wake up next to Luis without any regrets. Luis was getting the muffin ready with a tray containing a plate with breakfast. Luis grabbed the wine bottles and went into the room.

"Hi, honey," Luis said "Oh, sweetie, you didn't have to," Sheridan said. "I lost my love twice and I'm not going to let you go again," Luis said. Sheridan moved over and kissed him. They drank the wine and fed each other breakfast then Luis pulled out his muffin and went down on one knee. Sheridan was a little confused and bit into the muffin and noticed that there was something in it. She took away the baked peices and took out the box and Luis grabbed it and said, " will .....you do me the honor of being my wife." " Luis," she choked out. "Don't tell me that it's a no," Luis said sadly. "Of course not, it's a yes you idoit," she said excited. She pulled him into another kiss.

*1 hr later*

The two were fully dressed and shared there first walk alone the shore together then decided to go for a walk. They spent the day annoucing there wedding and showing off Sheridan's ring and Sheridan went to go buy Luis one. Luis pulled Sheridan into one spot which was the Youth Centre containing a group of friends. Sheridan was surprised enough, but almost died of a heart-attack when seeing Luis going up to the speaker with her hand and announcing, " thank you friends and family for coming. I knew I loved Sheridan when we first tangoed and had our first argue and I would never ever hurt her and allow anyone to hurt her. I wanted to tell you guys that Sheridan and I will be wed soon and that I want to live my life with her until death do us apart. thanks" There and then Sheridan shared there first public kiss as and offical couple to be wedded.

THE END