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The Pleasure Within






By: Nora 
Eve Russell had hated Julian Crane for years, for all that he did to ruin her life and abandon her when she was pregnant with their child. She hated him more than life itself and she would never ever forgive him for what he did. She had loved him at one point, when she thought what he had was a heart. But these days, he was nothing but a selfish bastard. She could hardly look at him when she saw him around Harmony; he made her sick in everything that he did introducing her to a life of booze and drugs. Thank God she had met T.C. and had two beautiful daughters. If it weren’t for them, Eve may have gone off the deep end. She was blessed with a loving family, Julian had broken her heart, ruined any chances to be a singer. The day he walked into her life was the day she wished he could have walked back out. Eve was attending to a patient one afternoon on her shift when Julian peeked his head into the cubicle. “Get out!” she yelled. “Why?” “Because I said so, you are not welcome anywhere near me or my patients.” “I came by to see if you could give me a prescription, I have a headache which I can’t get rid of.” “Maybe if you stopped boozing so much, you wouldn’t have so many hangovers causing those headaches.” “Come on Eve, I need something and only you could cure it.” He said stepping closer. “You touch me and you will me singing soprano Julian.” “But I need some drugs, please?” He said practically begging. “Suffer, now get out, you are upsetting my patient!” she said angrily. Julian rolled his eyes at her and left the area. “Did you get something for it Pookie?” “No, she wouldn’t give me anything.” “Oh Julian, let’s go home, maybe I can get rid of it for you, how about a massage?” Rebecca asked. “A sexual one?” he said smiling. “Is there any other kind?” she said touching his chest. “Alright, that sounds good, that’s one way to lose a headache, but I still can’t seem to get rid of it.” He said rubbing his forehead. Julian walked down the hall with Rebecca when he turned around when Eve called his name. “Are you really serious, does your head really hurt?” She asked. “I wouldn’t be saying it if it didn’t, now would I?” “I don’t know, you lie constantly.” “Maybe I do, but if you think I want in your pants, dream on Eve!” He said laughing. “You have some nerve talking to me like that. You are a jerk, a real ass Julian. But if you can shut your mouth and keep your hands to yourself, I will examine you.” He sighed and followed her, checking her out from behind and when he sat on the table, he was practically eye level with her chest.” “Mmm, maybe I do want in your pants after all.” He said grinning. “Grow up!” “What, I am a man right?” “You are not a man Julian, you are nothing but a beast as far as I’m concerned, now stay still.” “Gladly.” He said smiling. She looked him over and gave him some pills; she hated to oblige him as he was always doing anything he could to really piss her off. That night he went three rounds with Becky and when he was finished, he lay there on the bed all sweaty. “Oh God.” He said to her. “Happy Julian?” “Why wouldn’t I be, I’m getting laid, works for me.” “It’s all about the sex isn’t it?” “With you Becky yeah, with any woman in fact, yeah.” “I swear Julian, you need to be hosed down.” “I am going to get my kicks for as long as I can my dear, and if you can satisfy me, all the better.” “And what if I can’t?” “Then I put another notch on the Crane belt with some other sweet thing, I have noticed I can count several belts now.” He said laughing. “Please don’t share your sexual details with me, maybe it’s best I don’t know how many women you have bedded.” “Plenty Rebecca, and plenty more to come.” “Do you ever want a real relationship?” “I like ours the way it is, the flexibility of being able to sleep with other women as well, life is grand.” He said putting his hands behind his head. She lay there fondling little Julian who was still at attention, and she could see by Julian’s grin he was ready to go again. She quickly pulled him on top of her and he slipped inside with such aggressiveness, looking only to get off in the end. He didn’t really pay too much attention to the pleasure she was given, even if she could yell like she was in labor. “Oh Julian!” “Yeah oh Julian, I am great in bed aren’t I?” he said laughing. “Actually you are, you are so hot, give me more, I want it again after this.” “In a bit, I will need a two minute break.” He said smiling. They had sex over and over that they lost count. Julian had amazing stamina and he planned on keeping it that way for his future endeavors. They worked up an appetite and headed to the Lobster Shack. Eve looked at him and Rebecca, glaring at them both. T.C. could hardly contain himself to keep himself calm, he hated Julian with a passion and wanted to strangle him right there, right now. “What are you looking at you bastard?” T.C. asked. “Apparently not much.” Julian said dryly. “I will kill you!” T.C. said throwing his chair, Eve looked at her husband and didn’t say a word. Julian deserved everything he got as far as she was concerned, but she still hated violence regardless. He rushed Julian, pushing him hard against the wall, ripping a few buttons off of his shirt. “Screw you!” Julian yelled. “Did I say you could talk?” “I don’t give a shit what you say, leave me the hell alone T.C.” “Not until you leave the restaurant, I don’t want to look at your ugly face while I am eating, I may not be able to keep my dinner down.” T.C. said, with fury in his eyes. “I am not leaving, I could easily have you thrown out, my father and I hold all the cards in this town, you are nothing but a small pea with the almighty Crane’s.” Julian said. “Just try it, you just go ahead you bastard!” T.C. said grabbing him by the neck. “T.C. stop it please, you are making a scene.” Eve said. “I don’t care Eve, I don’t want Julian here.” “Look I am not fond of him either, but let’s just eat, calm down and ignore him.” “I can’t.” “Please T.C.” she said touching his arm. “Well okay sweetheart, for you.” T.C. finally let go of his shirt and sat back down at the table. But Julian touched Eve’s arm. “You saved me, you want to do me don’t you?” he whispered against her hair. “Let go of me Julian, and get over yourself.” Eve said annoyed. “Meet me later on tonight and I will give you the best sex you have ever had Eve.” “Oh please, I love my husband, I would never cheat on him, unlike you, who would pick up anything.” “I am fussy.” “Bullshit, you are not fussy one bit, you don’t even respect women, and you only care about how quickly you can get between their legs.” She said bluntly. “Yeah and?” “You are a disgusting pig, I love T.C., you will never know what love is, and you are not the Julian I used to know.” “This Julian Crane is a hell of a lot better I think.” “Never, you are scum, now go to hell and don’t ever bother me again.” She sat down at the table and glared coldly as he joined Rebecca once more. He talked away to her, flirting pathetically with her at the table. Eve couldn’t believe she had ever been with him. He had fooled her into thinking he actually loved her at the time. In fact they had a wonderful love or so she thought, but with all of the hot sex they had shared, it didn’t surprise her now when she looked back to think she got pregnant. She was so into Julian at the time that the idea of protection when out the window and she was purely naïve. She tried to block out the feelings she had had, but had eventually confronted them and moved on. But the fact that they had a baby, even if it didn’t live, bothered her greatly. She thought he would have been a great father, but when he abandoned her, it was just too much to handle. Alistair had always been an asshole and Julian was the same. Eve got up to go to the washroom and when she came out Julian was standing there. “What do you want, stalking me now?” “No, don’t be ridiculous, I just finished a drink and I am taking a moment.” “Yeah sure, I thought you just wanted to try to cop a feel.” “Don’t tempt me Eve.” He said devilishly. “Move out of my way!” She said pushing him aside. Eve lay in bed that night thinking about how angry he made her, why did Julian have to live in Harmony? She wished she could move away, but he loved her job and her girls loved Harmony. T.C. turned Eve to look at him. “Honey, don’t think about Julian, I can tell he makes you angry, he does me as well, but no matter what, I love you and we will always be a family. In fact, right now I would love to show you just how much I love you.” He said kissing her sweetly. “Oh T.C., I love you too.” When he moved himself on top of her, Eve closed her eyes, loving that she had such an amazing husband in T.C. Their lovemaking was always special and as he moved inside of her, she couldn’t help but hold him as closely as possible. She loved when they were one physically as well as emotionally. Eve viewed sex as love, Julian viewed it as lust, and there was certainly a big difference. She fell asleep in her husband’s arms, feeling so content and cared for. The next day at work, Eve was sitting in her office when Julian peeked his head in the door. “Eve.” “What?” “I need another prescription, I know you hate me, but I really do.” “What did you do, eat the others in one sitting?” “No, but I ran out.” “Julian, I hope you know that you shouldn’t be mixing booze with those pills and you had more than one at dinner.” “I spaced it out well.” “More like spaced out.” “Look, am I going to get any or not?” “Are you talking about pills or sex?” “Don’t get smart with me Dr. Russell.” “Why not?” Eve said smiling slightly. “Eve, give me the pills.” “What do you say Julian?” “I say you are so hot, how about a trade then? The pills for a quickie right here?” “God you are pathetic, can you not think about anything other than sex?” “No.” “Just take this and fill it and get out already, I am busy!” He grabbed it from her hand without a word of thanks, just a kiss that he blew at her. “Don’t get fresh.” She said annoyed. “Darling, you don’t know the meaning of the word, how about a spanking?” Eve got up and pushed him against the back of the door and grabbed him by the shirt just as T.C. did. “Eve, you are turning me on!” he said laughing. “I said get out and I mean it!” she yelled. He moved her hand from his shirt and kissed it before opening the door. “You know you want me, admit it.” Julian said looking at her. “It will never happen.” Eve said crossing her arms. “Don’t say that, you never know.” “After what you put me through, I don’t trust you, I have a hatred for you beyond measure, thinking of you sexually is just a nightmare.” “But you used to be so good in bed, I want a taste of that sweet body once again, I miss it, I miss all the crazy sex we had, remember our home movies. We used to love to watch them together, our own porno’s Eve.” She cringed at the though of it and pushed him out the door, slamming it behind her. She leaned against it, taking in a small, but awkward breath. He was sick and twisted and she was so ashamed of the life she had led with him. Yes she did love him at one point, but now, there was no chance in hell she would ever feel anything for him again. He still felt he could use her, seduce her like she was a piece of meat. She would never give into Julian’s advances. She sat back down at her desk and when she thought about it, she couldn’t help but feel tears come to her eyes. She realized the pain he had put her through was as fresh as the day it happened. T.C. then opened the door and Eve looked at him. “Baby, what is it?” he said sympathetically. “A patient.” She said simply. She couldn’t tell T.C. about Julian, she was too upset about the whole thing and he would certainly dig him a grave and throw him in. Although, Eve wanted to see Julian get what was coming to him. He held her in his arms for quite some time until she was able to stop the tears from flowing and she returned to her rounds. She was finally feeling better when Julian returned again to her office. “I told you to get out, or I will call security.” She said firmly. “I want to talk to you.” “I don’t want to talk to you, go home!” “Eve, there is something I want to say.” “I am not interested in anything that comes out of your mouth.” “Not even my tongue?” he said smiling. “Julian!” “One minute, that’s all I ask.” She realized he was not going to let up and she was tired of it, so she sat down in the chair. “Go on, say it then.” “Eve, do you really hate me?” he asked. “Yes of course I do, you are a bastard.” “I know I am, I am a womanizing bastard who wants to do women left and right.” “And I needed to know this?” “Yeah I guess, I just feel that out of all of the women I have had sex with, you were the one real thing.” She looked at him very surprised by that comment. “Don’t tell me you have a conscience all of a sudden, are you in a dry spell with Rebecca?’ “No, but we did make great lovers, you know it and I know it.” “Julian, I don’t want to think of us having sex, so please stop bringing it up.” “But I feel bad.” “About what?” “Leaving you while you were pregnant.” “Oh come on, you have never felt bad about anything in your life, don’t bother trying to kiss my ass, you are too phony.” “I do feel badly really Eve.” “Why this sudden change, it’s not going to help you take me to bed, so don’t bother.” Eve said. “Maybe I have been doing some thinking.” “That’s a laugh, you think with your head and I am talking below your waist.” “That’s not true, sure I want to get into your pants, I am not stupid, looking at you right now makes me hard Eve, you are gorgeous which is why we did it years ago. But the bottom line is I do think about the other child I could have had.” “Why, you don’t give a shit about any of yours now, why would ours be any different?” “I don’t know, perhaps I could have been a dad to our baby.” “I wouldn’t have wanted you to, we would have another case on our hands were I would be taking you to court for child support. If our baby had lived, I would have raised him by myself.” “Don’t you remember the love we shared, how great it was?” “I think it was only about you getting drunk, stoned and getting a good screw in here and there.” “Eve, you are being so vulgar!” “I am telling the truth to you whether you want to hear it or not, in your terms.” “Look can’t we at least be friends?” “Oh right, like I am going to tell T.C., yes Julian and I are our friends, yeah whatever Julian. Come back to the real world Mr. Crane.” “If we can’t be lovers, let’s be friends.” “Look what the hell do you really want? Why have you been pestering me so the last few days? There has to be a real reason you won’t leave me alone, so out with it already.” Eve said. “Friendship, that’s it.” “No Julian, you are being too nice this very moment, glimpses of a Julian I barely remember. Yet the other day you were as nasty as could be. Don’t try to play mind games, it won’t work on me.” “Alright, I want in your pants, I can’t help it, you make me so damn horny and I want to be inside of you again. I figure if we can be friends, then maybe eventually we can be lovers. I want you badly, I just need to take you to bed.” “Oh my God!” she said appalled. “You wanted me to be honest.” “Why do you think I would sleep with you?” “Come on Eve, how many times can I tell you how hot and amazing you were in bed? You know damn well we had hot sex. The more I see you, the more I want to lay down with you.” “You have some nerve Julian.” “I know I do.” “You have been with too many women, I don’t want to catch anything.” Eve said bluntly. “I am not like that, I always use protection.” “How do I know that?” “Oh darling, it sounds like you would actually give me a chance though wouldn’t you?” Julian said smiling. “No I wouldn’t.” “Eve, come here please.” “No!” “Listen, I am sorry for everything I did, I only want one chance to be physical with you for old time’s sake.” “Don’t you know what the word no means?” “Yeah I do, but I can’t help myself.” “No means no, I am not Rebecca, so don’t even try to take advantage of me, it won’t work. You want to get laid, you pick up some woman then, I am not a conquest Julian.” Eve opened the door and Julian pulled her into his arms and kissed her quite passionately. “Stop it!” she said pushing him. “Fine.” He said frowning. “I swear Julian, you try that again, you won’t have to worry about T.C. killing you, I will!” He finally left the office and when Eve went home that night, all she could think of was the nerve that he had in doing things. T.C. talked to her, but she couldn’t focus on anything he even said. She couldn’t get Julian out of her mind, and this was a very bad thing, as he was some piece of work. She envisioned the kiss he gave her and she pulled away so quickly because it had been almost two decades since she felt his lips on hers again and she didn’t want to recollect any memories of their past. She was off the next day from work so she slept in for quite some time, but had errands to run so when she was finally ready, she headed off to the store. Amongst all of the things she had to do, she took a break and headed to the park for a while. Sitting on the bench, she enjoyed the sun while she ate a sandwich. “Well well dear, here we are running into each other again.” Julian said. “I am enjoying some peace and quiet and you are disturbing it, so goodbye.” “This is a public place, I can be here too.” He said sitting on the bench. “This is a private bench, go find another one.” “I don’t see the name Eve on it, so I am staying.” “Go ahead, stay, I will leave.” She said getting up. He touched her arm and she moved his hand quickly. “Just go away, please Julian, stop pestering me, stop annoying me, stay out of my life, I can’t deal with you like this, you are just bringing back memories I don’t want to revisit.” “Why because you are afraid of me?” No, but I finally got over you after what you did, I don’t want you back in my life now. You have your many women and your sex with Rebecca, isn’t that enough?” “I want you Eve.” “You can’t have me, I am married to T.C.” “Who gives a shit, I was married to Ivy and I fooled around.” “I am faithful to T.C., he loves me.” “And you loved me remember?” “Before you became an asshole, yeah, but now you are just that.” “I said I was sorry.” “Sorry doesn’t cut it, the pain I felt after losing my child and losing you. I loved you Julian and you hurt me so very badly. I do hate you now.” “Let me change that Eve, let me show you I can be a better person.” “I can’t let you do that, you only want to have sex anyway.” “Yeah I do, I won’t deny it, why don’t you just talk with me for a few minutes? Let me get the blanket from my car and we can just talk where it’s private.” “That’s not a good idea.” “Come on, just a few minutes of your time.” She knew she shouldn’t be near him, let alone sit on a blanket with him, but she said yes. Julian put the blanket down in a secluded area and sat next to her, staring at her. “I’m not doing anything with you.” She said coldly. “I never said you had to.” “No not at all, you have only been persistent, you can’t win me over with your charming words or good looks.” “You think I’m good looking?” “Whatever.” “Eve, I am sorry, truly.” She turned away from him, not wanting to make eye contact with him. “Don’t do that, I am talking to you.” “I am listening, you are lucky you get that.” She said crossing her arms. “It’s true I love sex, I love it all the time, no matter what, but I did love you.” “So you say.” “I did, I shouldn’t have listened to my father and abandoned you, it was wrong of me.” “Oh my God, mark the calendar Julian Crane actually regretting listening to his bastard of a father, it’s a miracle.” “Oh come on, if you aren’t going to listen to me, then I might as well go.” He said annoyed. “Well what else can you say, you want to do me and you are sorry, is that all?” “I want to show you how sorry I am.” “Please.” She said looking away. Julian then leaned Eve down on the blanket and looked at her. “What are you doing?” “Listen, I want to kiss you, if you don’t like it, I will stop.” “I already told you to stop before in the office.” “Just one kiss, please?” “Why Julian, why is this so damn important?” “In case you like it.” “I won’t.” “Let me and we will find out.” Eve sat up and glared at him. She couldn’t believe how determined he was. Her head was saying kick him where the sun doesn’t shine, but something said a kiss wouldn’t hurt even if she knew it could be disastrous. “I can tell in your eyes you want to.” “You are wrong, you don’t know me.” “I know you very well Eve, I know you in every way.” Julian leaned forward and kissed her on the neck and she closed her eyes, suddenly remembering what his mouth felt like. He used his tongue, rubbing it along it, ever so seductively. He heard her moan softly from the way he used it and smiled to himself. “You hate me now?” “Yes.” She said opening her eyes. “That’s fine, but do you hate my mouth?” “I don’t know.” “I will take that as a no.” He then opened his mouth to feel the inside of hers, sharing a hot and lingering French kiss. But when she pulled away, Julian brought her to him again, wanting to continue. “No, I have to stop, T.C.!” she said suddenly. “Where?” Julian said jumping up. “I just mean I am thinking of my husband.” “What, while I kiss you? Eve, does that mean if you and T.C. were having hot steamy sex, you would yell out my name?” “Never!” “How about if you were screwing him and you yelled out Julian, I would love that.” He said rubbing his hands together. “You are terrible.” “I am honest, it could happen, doing your husband but thinking of how amazing I am? You know I would make it so super steamy Eve, you would be begging for more.” “Don’t flatter yourself.” She said smiling. “A smile, how I have missed that, and as beautiful as ever, and those lips, oh I want to taste them again, let me Eve.” “We should stop.” “We should, but let’s not, come on Eve, let me give you pleasure.” “Pleasure by kissing you?” “Kissing, feeling, rubbing, come on!” he said taking her hand. “Where we going?” “There are more private areas in this park, let’s go and have some fun.” “I am married.” “Be married when you leave me in a bit, right now, let’s enjoy each other.” “I can’t, after all that you have done to me, I just can’t.” “I only want to fool around.” “I am not good for only sex.” “Okay, then maybe eventually we can be more.” “No.” “Eve, live for the moment, who I was in the past, I am not that bad now, let me do things to you.” “I will be ridden with guilt.” “Don’t think of the consequences, or do so after I make you come.” He said devilishly. He took her by the hand and he put the blanket down where they were sure no one would see them. Julian stuck his tongue in her mouth leaning her back and undid her top, almost ripping the buttons off. He undid her bra like the expert he was and looked at her breasts, playing with them with his firm hands. “Julian, I…” “You want me to stop then?” he said playing with her erect nipples in his fingers. “I have hated you for so long.” “Hate me more, as long as you are shouting out Julian in pleasure, you can hate me forever.” He said smiling. “I shouldn’t be doing this.” “Yes Eve, oh yes, you should.” He said then placing his mouth over her left breast and sucking it. She stared at him and breathed heavily, watching him as he played with her other one at the same time. She wanted so bad to do something, kick him, smack him, but she couldn’t, it felt so good to have his hands and mouth upon her. “I want to go farther, will you let me?” he asked. “How far?” He didn’t say a word, but undid her pants and when he slid his fingers inside her, he smiled. “God you are so wet and I am so horny.” “Oh Julian.” He moved his fingers in and out of her mimicking the motion of the act itself and she shuddered, laying back on the blanket and closing her eyes. He then took his thumb and rubbed it against her wanting her to come. “Oh God!” she yelled. “That’s my sweetheart, let go completely, and come for me over and over, don’t be shy.” She looked at him and when she did again and again, he was pleased. “Now I cannot contain myself any longer so I must undo this tight bulge I have in here for you my darling Eve.” She watched as Julian pulled his pants right down and she couldn’t help but stare at it as it was throbbing. Julian lay on top of her for a moment, rubbing it along her legs, teasing her. “You see how hard you make me?” She simply nodded and he dipped the head of it in her wetness ever so slightly and she moaned. He made slight strokes, watching her as he only entered her a bit, just to give her a taste of what she had missed. He could tell by her eyes that she wanted more, but he was going to take his time with her. He then took it out again and lay next to her. “Why did you stop?” “Just taking a breather.” “A breather, now?” Julian laughed and lay on top of her again, staring into her eyes. “You want little Julian that badly huh?” he said playing with her hair. “You are being mean.” Eve said. “No my dear Eve, just want to see how much you want it.” “I do okay, don’t torture me.” Julian then spread her legs as far apart as he could and kissed her firmly on the mouth when he slid himself deep into her. She pulled him close, practically digging her nails into his back. “Easy sweetheart, I don’t have that many layers of skin.” She smiled and grabbed his ass as he moved in and out of her in good rhythm. He then moved his mouth to her breasts again, devouring them as he slipped around inside of her wetness. “Julian, oh Julian.” She said coming again as he grinded against her most pleasurable spot. “I love when you come, I love hearing you.” He then moved out of her, to replace little Julian with his mouth, slipping his tongue deep inside of her. She could hardly contain herself, running her hands through the back of his hair as she was in heaven. “Julian?” she whispered. “Yes?” he said looking up at her. “I want it again.” “You want what?” he said smiling. “I don’t want to say it.” “You want my hardness back in your hot and moist sweetness?” he said devilishly. “Yes, yes, now!” she demanded. He obliged slipping himself back into her as Eve bit her lip enjoying the way he slid around in her. Julian pumped more aggressively then and Eve held onto him tighter than ever, loving every second of each amazing thrust. “I love doing you, it’s never been so good Eve.” “I want to change.” “Change?” “Positions.” “Oh Eve.” He said sliding back out. She lay him down on the blanket and when she climbed on top of him, Julian was thrilled. He watched her as she positioned herself and when she came down on him, he let out a big sigh. As she moved up and down at a quick pace, Julian clenched his fists; this position was making it harder for him to control himself. He watched the expressions on her face as she bounced up and down on his hard shaft. He could feel himself getting very close and then he quickly took control again and lay her back down. He quickly slid back in, and with a few more deep thrusts, let his warm come fill her body as he moaned loudly. He then pulled himself out and sat next to her. He took her hand to him and she rubbed him for a few moments while he played with her again as they kissed. “I can’t believe I did this Julian.” “It’s not over yet Eve.” He said keeping his hand inside of her. “I think we better stop though, what if someone comes into this area?” “Who cares, then they will get a free show won’t they?” “I think we should get going Julian.” “Are you sure?” He said slipping his fingers in deeper. “Stop it.” She said smiling. “I know you don’t want to, you are having too much fun Eve.” “We had our fun, we had hot and wild sex outdoors, but this is the end after this. I am married to T.C. remember?” She went to move away from him but Julian rubbed her more intensely and she brought him closer to kiss him, unable to resist his touch. “Now tell me you never want to do it again.” He said looking into her eyes. “This is it.” She said avoiding eye contact with him. “Eve, look at me.” He said touching her cheek. “What?” “I want to be your lover permanently.” “No Julian, I can’t.” “I didn’t say you had to leave T.C., just meet me from time to time and let’s have explosive sex, we can give each other the utmost pleasure.” “I don’t want to be used for just sex, it’s not right.” “You don’t want to leave T.C., so what else would it be but sex then and you know the more we do it, the hotter it will get every time.” “And what about Rebecca?” “Who gives a shit about her, she’s good when I need her, but you are much better in bed hands down.” “I am not sharing you with Rebecca.” “I have to share you with T.C., what’s the difference?” “Julian, why are we talking about this, I am supposed to hate you.” “Maybe you don’t, get together with me and let me make you come. I don’t care when we do, as long as I get to spend time with you. I mean it’s not like we are total strangers, we used to do it all the time.” Julian said. “In the past, I have a life with T.C. now.” “If it’s such a great life, why did we just screw?” “It just happened.” Eve said. “Yeah sure, anyway, think about it then.” He said putting on his boxers. “It is just lust Julian.” “But it’s hot and sexy and amazing, what do you want me to say?” “I have an emotional connection to sex, well except for today.” “You are saying that you would have to love me to do it again?” “Yeah.” “Do you love me Eve?” “No of course not!” Eve said firmly. “You used to love me, and I loved you, very much Eve.” She looked at him for a moment and for the first time could actually see a glimpse of the Julian she knew so many years ago in his hazel eyes. “You used to be so sweet Julian, before you abandoned me, but you changed, you became nothing but a skirt chasing drunk.” “I admit to that, it’s more fun sometimes not to have an emotional connection, just reminds me of the past with you too much.” “You are sorry aren’t you?” “I am, I told you that.” “But why are you so interested in being lovers more than once? You can have your pick of women, one night stands, and I know you are cheating on Rebecca.” “Eve, she knows, we have an open relationship, we can see other people.” “Then why are you together in the first place?” “I like to have my cake and eat it too, but wanting to be your lover would be amazing. You are worth more to me than just a lay, but I would enjoy doing it with you regardless, I am not an idiot. I know a beautiful woman when I see her and that’s you.” “There are hundreds of beautiful women out there you can take to bed.” “Of course, I could snap my fingers, show a bit of green and I hook them, but I don’t have a past with anyone but you Eve.” “Please don’t keep bringing that up.” She said doing up whatever buttons were left on her top. “You are scared to think about how hot of a time we had aren’t you? To think how many times we became one and how much you liked it. It wasn’t just screwing, fucking, whatever you want to use as a derogatory term, it was making love.” He said. “What we just did was not making love.” “You are right, it was sex and it was so hot.” He said running his hands through her brown tresses. “Julian, we can’t do this again, I’m sorry.” She said standing up. “Don’t say no Eve.” “If we keep having sex, I will not be able to look at my husband and I love him.” “Can he make you come like I just did?” “How dare you, that’s personal!” “Personal darling, I think what we just did was pretty damn personal, naked with me on a blanket, little Julian inside of you.” “I know but…” “Can he make you come like I can, answer the question.” “Everyone is different in bed Julian, no two lovers are the same.” “True, but I know you enjoyed the pleasure I just gave you.” “Just drop it.” “I can drop my pants, no problem.” He said undoing his zipper. “You are very funny Mr. Crane, let’s go.” He grabbed the blanket in his arms and as they walked, he put his arm around her, but she moved it. “Eve.” He said looking curiously at her. “No Julian, this was it I told you, don’t start acting like we are a couple now.” “I’m just trying to be sweet.” He said smiling. “Big surprise there considering you just got laid. When a man gets what he wants, of course they are going to kiss ass.” “Mmmm nice idea, I should try that next time with you. Does T.C. finish and then roll over and say goodnight afterwards or does he at least cuddle?” “I am not answering that, but with you, being that you aren’t like you used to be, you are probably out the door before the condom practically comes off.” She said smiling. “Hardly, I am not a wham bam thank you ma’am type of guy, I do like to cuddle somewhat.” “You used to, maybe, well I have to get going, thanks so much.” “Eve we just had sex, you make it sound like I just gave you a birthday gift, how formal of you.” He said laughing. “It was good I admit that to that.” “Darling, it was so wonderful, in fact, I want you again, right now, let’s put the blanket back down on the ground.” “No can do, I have lots of work to do now Julian, considering I just chewed up some time.” “Hey it was well worth it dear, you are so scrumptious, mmm, you are making me horny again just looking at you.” He said putting his hands on her ass. She moved them quickly before they ended up doing the horizontal mambo again. “Bye Julian.” “That’s it, no I love you?” he said laughing. “I lusted you, how’s that?” “Better Eve.” Julian returned home then to greet Rebecca who was just as horny for him as he was for Eve. “Pookie, I want your body right now.” “You and every other woman.” He said smiling. “You ready then, I am so hot, and I can hardly contain myself.” “My God Becky, you are a female version of me, that’s scary, he said laughing.” “Don’t talk, let’s do it.” “Why don’t you use the toys I bought you first?” “That’s not enough, nothing can compare to little Julian.” “Thank you, thank you.” He said taking a bow. Rebecca whipped down his pants and her eyes just about popped out of her head when she realized he was ready. “Oh Julian, you have been wanting me, now climb on top of me and let’s get started.” He had just left Eve; she had that affect on him that was for sure. But he wasn’t going to tell her that Eve was the one who made him that way. Usually he would never turn it down, but he wasn’t in the mood for Becky at that very moment which had to be one for the record books. “Actually Becky, I have work to do.” “Work, what the hell? You are hard for me and you don’t want to get off?” she asked bluntly. “Normally yes, but I do have a few calls to make.” “Julian, phone calls are not going to satisfy you like I can.” “Really Becky, I have to make these calls even if I am turned on, sorry dear.” He said pulling his pants back up. Julian went into the office and sat down at the desk, thinking about Eve only made him want her more. “Little Julian, go down boy, it’s no fun if I can’t give you to Eve right now.” He made the phone calls he had to make but little J wasn’t getting the message and it was frustrating him, the idea of doing it with Eve again was now planted in his head and wasn’t going anywhere. So he decided to be crazy and call her house. When T.C. picked up the phone, he sat there silently, was just about to hang up when his heart skipped a beat. Eve had come on the other end asking if it was for her, but Julian couldn’t say a single word, T.C. would kill him if he knew it was him. T.C. said it was probably some bastard of a telemarketer and hung up on the other end. “I’m sorry, but we don’t do business over the phone.” “What if it was with little Julian?” he asked. “Julian!” she said in shock. “Hi sweetie.” “I can’t talk, T.C. is in the next room.” “You don’t have to Eve, I just wanted to tell you that I am pining for you once again, meet me in a few minutes.” “I told you no, what happened can’t happen again.” Eve said firmly. “Your head is saying no, but I bet your body has a different answer, think of it Eve, candles, soft music, our bodies together as one, as I slip in and out of you, slower, faster, slower, faster.” “Stop it please.” She whispered. “Why are you getting wet again? Because when you are, oh my God.” He said sitting back in the office chair. “Who are you talking to Julian?” Rebecca said walking in. “My financial advisor.” “Whatever.” Rebecca said laughing. “Yes I do, anyway go now please.” He said pointing to the door. “Financial advisor Julian, more like sex advisor.” Eve said softly. “See you are thinking about it my sweet, come and meet me, let’s get it on.” He said in a husky voice. “Are you going to give up at all on this?” “Of course not Eve, I have had you once again, and I missed every moment of it, I can’t help it that you are amazing in bed. Please meet me, I want to do it over and over and over.” “I am married!” she said raising her voice slightly. “I don’t care Eve.” “I do Julian, I really do.” “If you really did, you wouldn’t have fucked me.” “Stop saying that, it just happened.” “Be real Eve, you wanted it as much as I did. I told you we can just do it and you can stay married to T.C.” “And I told you that I don’t want to be a sex object.” “I know that, but live a little in life sweetheart, I am not going to hurt you again if you are worried about that.” “Julian, you did once.” “You are married with two daughters, you have the wonderful happy picket fence life you have always wanted darling. But you loved me passionately at one time, maybe you can at least like me again or at least lust for me while you decide.” “I don’t love you, I am still very hurt and very upset about what happened in the past.” “I know, but I want to make things better between us. Like I said if I was asking you to be my one and only or my wife, then you would have to worry. I just want to get physical with you Eve, it’s so steamy and oh so good.” “It’s for your benefit mostly Julian.” “No dear, I heard the way you moaned, you were loving every moment of me inside of you.” “Shut up, I have to go!” she said angrily. “Call me when you want it okay?” “No!” she said and hung up the phone. Julian leaned forward to pour himself a nice large drink and when he sipped it, Rebecca came back in. “Go away, I have another phone call to make.” But she ignored him and undid her shirt, taking it off along with her bra in one moment. “I am busy.” He protested. “Busy drinking Julian, now unleash the boy right now.” She said taking off her pants. She climbed on top of the desk and sat on the edge completely in the buff and smiled at him. “Take me here Julian, I want to be your secretary.” “The boss is busy right now, too much work to do.” “Just play along and don’t be a stick in the mud.” She said in a huff. She leaned forward to take his hands to her chest, but he moved them. “Why are you being so boring today, did you get it from someone else?” she asked. “I can’t answer that.” “Oh come on who was it?” “No one.” “You must have just finished with her a few minutes ago, perhaps that is why you were still hard?” “Just let me be okay, I am not in the mood.” “You are always in the mood, now touch me, put your hands on me Pookie.” He got up from the desk and looked out the window. Usually he wanted to jump her bones, but he just couldn’t, all he could think about was Eve. “I am standing here totally naked, willing and wanting you and all you can do is stare outside?” “Yeah.” “You’re an idiot.” She said grabbing her clothes. “So I am an idiot, wow the sun is bright out today.” “Bite me Julian!” she said storming out. He poured another drink and guzzled it down in one gulp, opting for another. He did love the drink even if wasn’t always a good idea. He stared at the phone, wanting to call Eve again, he wasn’t too happy that she had hung up on him, but he didn’t want to be known as Julian the stalker. But he just couldn’t stop thinking about how he wanted to be between her legs again, he grinned at the thought of it, but then scolded himself for getting hard again. Just then the maid came in asking if she could clean his office. He agreed and watched her as she bent over dusting and he bit his lip, trying to deal with his situation. The last thing he wanted her to see was how he was so he just sat in the chair, not moving one inch. “Mr. Crane, can I clean under your desk there, it looks like there are a few scraps of paper there.” “They are fine dear, really.” “No sir, it’s my job.” He slid backwards a bit on the rolling chair and watched her intently as she bent downwards getting a great view of her cleavage. When she stood up, she noticed his glance. “Mr. Crane, my eyes are up here.” “I’m sorry Charlotte, I am just a pig I know.” “Actually, I find it quite the turn on, I am flattered, and I heard you are quite the stud, is that true?” “Who told you sweetie?” “Every maid who has worked for you, I assume you want to take me to bed as well?” she said playing with her blonde hair. “Oh I am not like that at all Charlotte, besides you are new, I don’t want you to think that’s part of your job description.” “That’s too bad, I thought maybe after I finish cleaning the office, you could give me a complete tour of the bedroom or we could stay down here?” she said undoing the buttons on her top.” “Sweetheart, you don’t have to do that.” “Don’t you want me Mr. Crane?” she asked softly. Julian didn’t know what to do, his mind raced with naughty thoughts as usual, little J again not helping the situation. She was gorgeous, blonde, blue eyes, cans the size of watermelons. Julian could feel himself throbbing inside his dress pants. “Charlotte, please go.” “Don’t you want to sleep with me, I would love to do it with you.” She said sitting on his lap. “I am too old for you darling, you are so young and impressionable.” He said, thinking of excuses. “I have always loved older men, you are so sexy, your gray hair, those hazel eyes and I bet you are even nicer down here aren’t you?” she said undoing his pants. “Honey, please, like I said this is not part of the job.” Julian hated to turn her down, being that she was so beautiful and willing, but Eve was the only one on his mind, he had to have her again and fast. He was just about to call her when the phone rang surprising him. “Whew saved by the bell.” “What?” Charlotte said. “Nothing dear, hello?” “I’m sorry.” “Charlotte, I have to take this in private okay? Could you clean outside the office?” “Okay Mr. Crane, but if you want me, I will be out here.” She said blowing him a kiss. “Eve!” “Hi Julian.” “You aren’t mad at me?” “Yes, but I shouldn’t have hung up on you, I’m sorry.” “No need to apologize, so what are you wearing right now?” “Clothes.” Eve said. “Darling, don’t ruin my fantasy, indulge me, let me guess you are naked right now, laying on the bed, your body covered in chocolate sauce and I lick every part of you clean, mmmm Eve.” He said adjusting his pants. “Julian, stop!” “Eve, stop playing hard to get and just meet me.” “What would I tell T.C.?” “I don’t give a shit what you tell him, just meet me already will you?” he said laughing. “I don’t know.” “Give in to the pleasure of Mr. Crane, don’t say I don’t know either when you do know you are in the mood for a good screw.” “We only did it a while ago remember?” “Please Eve, I have already turned down Rebecca and my new maid because I want you.” “New maid, what happened to the old one?” “Um, her husband caught us?” “Julian!” “What, how was I supposed to know he would come home just at that time.” He said laughing. “If I meet you, will you stop pestering me, you wanted to get together sometimes, not a few hours after the fact.” “I want you now every moment of the day, I can’t help it, and I don’t want to be a pest…” “But you are, turning me into a bad girl again.” “You are a good girl my beautiful Eve, but naughty when you want to be I know that.” “Alright Julian, but this is the last time.” She said hanging up the phone. He knew damn well she would be saying that every time they had sex from now on. He decided to pick her up in his limo as far from her house as possible so she wouldn’t be seen. When he opened the door for her, she was amazed at the interior, not being in one too often, let alone a private one like he had. He asked his driver to go as far away from Harmony as possible and when he stopped finally, he knocked on the small window. “Yes sir?” he said looking at Julian. “Michael, here’s an extra two hundred, go take a walk for a few hours will you?” “Thank you Mr. Crane.” He said smiling. When he shut the door, Julian turned to look at Eve, she had changed into a black top that showed just enough of her cleavage and a pair of blue pants. Julian’s eyes went right to the top and Eve smiled at him. “You are gorgeous Eve.” “Oh Julian, you changed as well.” “Yeah I wanted to wear this ensemble for easy access.” He said laughing. “Oh really? She said putting her arms around his neck. Julian wore a red rugby shirt with a pair of black Dockers, he could tell Eve really liked it the way she was admiring him. She played with the buttons on his shirt, undoing the few, looking at his chest, running her nails along it. Julian wasted no time taking it off so she could run her hands over his firm upper body. He kissed her deeply his tongue meeting hers once again in a hot kiss. His hands wandered to her shirt, leaving it on for a moment, squeezing her breasts firmly, yet tenderly. He could see her nipples were hard and he then removed her top wanting to get at them. He admired her bra, which was somewhat of a nude colour so he could see her chest practically through it and he could hardly contain himself and stripped her of the bra in two seconds. She interlocked her hand with his and he leaned down placing as much of her right breast in his mouth and she breathed in heavily. He licked her nipple and she bit her lip, loving the way he used his mouth upon it, sucking it firmly to excite her. She let go of his hand and brought it to her other, enjoying being touched at the same time. Julian grabbed it firmly, but then wanted to pay as much attention to the other, placing his mouth over that one and she lay back farther on the seat. “Oh Julian.” “You like that darling?” he said looking at her. “Yes.” He then maneuvered his one hand down her pants, not wanting to undo them just yet as he wanted to tease her a little and she closed her eyes when she felt his two fingers slide up inside of her wetness while still caressing her chest. “I love how wet you get, my fingers are slipping everywhere, you drive me crazy Eve.” He whispered against her neck. Eve looked at him almost breathless as it felt so good and undid his pants, rubbing his hardness contained within his boxer briefs. She loved touching him and he then slipped his pants down to his ankles, giving her full access to grab him. He watched her as she slid her hand up and down his hard shaft and Julian couldn’t help but want her pants down as well. She slid them down her soft and silky legs and then got down on his knees, kicking off his pants all together. Julian kissed from her ankle right up to the inside of her thigh before stopping. “No don’t.” “Why not?” he said looking at her. “Don’t torture me please.” “But darling, talking is good.” “No, your mouth is so much better.” “I think slipping my fingers inside your moist hole is a good topic, see how wet and gooey you are, look at how my fingers just glide in and out, in and out.” He said staring at her as he worked to excite her even more. “Oh God Julian.” “What is it my sweet?” She took his fingers out and looked at him. “Tell me what you want Eve.” “I want you to suck and lick and do everything you can with that amazing mouth of yours.” “You would like that?” “Yes Julian, oh yes!” she said trying not to lose it. He put his head between her legs, but softly kissed her ever so close to her hole. “Julian!” “What’s wrong?” “I want more, I want it now!” She demanded. “Patience my sweet.” “I don’t have any damn patience right now, kiss me there.” He smiled at her, knowing how much he was teasing her, but he wanted her to completely explode and playing this way would only enhance her pleasure. “Please Julian, I want you to kiss me.” He leaned up and kissed her on the mouth and she rolled her eyes at him. “Okay honey, I won’t tease you anymore.” He said smiling. Julian buried his face in between her legs and Eve shuddered for a moment as his tongue went everywhere, the combination of her wetness and his hot mouth were driving her wild and she moaned quite loudly, moving her legs around a bit as he drove his tongue as far up her as he could possibly go. “God Julian.” She said with a sigh. He continued on, slipping his tongue out a bit and sucking her most pleasurable spot, creating the start of an orgasm that was incredible. She had to admit that she had never experienced anything like this with T.C. Julian was willing to be inventive, creative, do anything and everything whether it was kinky or not. He was very sexual and very experienced and it showed. Julian stayed down there for what seemed like forever, letting Eve come over and over again. When she was finally finished this round of them, she moved his head up and he sat next to her for a moment, kissing her deeply. “Julian, I want to do something.” “Anything.” “Well, I am kind of shy, but…” “Don’t be shy Eve, explore, have fun. If you don’t want to tell me, show me dear.” Eve sighed for a moment, but when she took little Julian in her hands to rub it, he smiled and was very surprised when she placed her mouth over him. He couldn’t even remember her doing that too much when they were lovers in the past. They did try different things, but her going down on him wasn’t first on the list. He had been the experienced one and he had to teach her a lot of things, which he never minded at all. He loved her so much it didn’t matter. As she moved her mouth and tongue up and over it, Julian clenched his fists on the seat, loving how good she was. “Oh Eve.” She continued to suck and Julian was beside himself almost ready to come that very second, but he held off wanting to wait until they got farther. When she looked at him afterwards, he smiled, touching her cheek. “That was great Eve.” “I wasn’t sure if I should but..” “Yes you should, anytime you want to, I loved it, now I want to do more.” He said. He laid her back on the seat completely, bringing his body over hers and slipping his tongue back into her mouth. He moved his hand between her legs, rubbing and fingering her again before going any further for a few moments. He then spread her legs farther apart and guided himself into her, going as deeply as he could. “Oh my God.” She said softly. “Yes Eve yes, I’m so hard for you.” Julian moved his body ever so slowly letting himself slide in and out very gently, wanting to make himself last as long as possible for her. He had never really cared about the woman during sex as much before as his own needs. But something about Eve made him want to put her first. He placed his mouth over her breast again to suck it as he slipped around inside of her. She loved every minute of this with him; it was such a hot and sensual experience for her. Julian then pulled out of her to bring his mouth back down to kiss her, wanting her to come again, putting direct stimulation on her. His mouth was even hotter and it made her crazy as he couldn’t get enough of her wetness and wanted to keep eating her out. But soon enough, he could tell she wanted him and he thrust himself into her again, becoming a bit more aggressive, wanting her to lay back and enjoy his motion. “Julian, a bit faster.” “Oh my sweet, you want me to move a bit quicker, in and out, in and out, your wetness against my throbbing shaft, is that what you want?” he whispered. “Yes oh Julian, just don’t stop, please.” Hearing how much she wanted him turned him on immensely and he quickened the pace for her and for him, he could feel himself getting very close to coming and he wanted it to be good for both of them. Julian then pulled out for a moment and wanted her on her knees. She agreed, not being adventurous like this with T.C. and when Julian slipped in her from behind, it was a whole new sensation for Eve and he was in total control, pulling her to and then away from him. She moaned even louder and he could see this was one position they should try more often as she really enjoyed it. Hearing her cries of complete pleasure took him over the edge and Julian closed his eyes as he came inside of her, staying in there for a brief moment before pulling out once again and sitting on the seat. Eve then sat next to him and he showered her with kisses. “I want to do that one more often.” “The position sweetheart?” “Yes.” “Are you saying you want to have sex with me after today or are you going to say this is it like earlier?” he said touching her stomach. “I really shouldn’t be doing this at all being married.” “Oh Eve, not again I..” “Let me finish please.” “I shouldn’t, but God Julian, sex with you is off the charts, all I can say is no wonder you are a ladies man, holy shit!” He laughed and kissed her sweetly. “You know, being with you again after all of these years has made me realize that being a bad guy probably isn’t the way to go.” “So you are going to become good Julian?” “I don’t know about that, I will always be a devil in bed Eve, no doubt about that. I love sex and I am not giving it up, but I would prefer if it was only with you.” “A married woman no doubt, typical Julian Crane, you are right, that wouldn’t make you all good then.” “Hey it’s a start, I would be a one woman man at least, even if you are married to someone else.” “You couldn’t do it Julian, not be a one woman man, you are horny all the time, besides money, fucking is your life.” She said laughing. “Nah Eve, I could stop getting Rebecca to put out, I just have to find her a suitable man.” “That will be difficult, suitable to her is anyone with a package below.” “You are right Eve, but I could set her up with a few guys, I told her she is a female version of me.” He said laughing. “Julian, I can’t just leave T.C., but I do want to continue seeing you.” “To have sex?” he asked. “To spend time with each other and yes, to have sex.” She said smiling. “This is my dream come true, the best of both worlds, I get you Eve and your hot body, oh just the thought of it. Look at little Julian getting hard again for you Eve, do you want to go another round? Michael won’t be back for a while and I want do you again before I take you home.” To Be Continued... Chapter 2: “I don’t know Julian, we just can’t start again.” “Why not, it doesn’t take me much to get ready, especially being with you.” “Julian, Michael could return though.” “Honey, I gave him enough money to buy a bunch of booze if he wanted to and get drunk, my point is he will not be back for a while.” “We just finished, you can’t be ready!” “I am Julian Crane remember, but seriously, we can ease back into it. Lay back on the seat again and let me kiss you.” “Kiss me where?” she said smiling. “Just close your eyes and relax.” Eve did so and Julian spread her legs apart once again, kissing the inside of her legs ever so softly, he then used his tongue, running it up and down them again. Believe it or not, she was getting a bit wet once more and Julian noticed it so he buried his face in her once more, sucking, kissing and licking her most intimate and moist spot. She couldn’t believe she was already turned on again, this never happened with her husband, her future lover in Julian would certainly satisfy all of her desires and needs no matter how far she decided to take it. When he came up for air, he smiled at her, rubbing himself against her, teasing her with it. “Not yet.” She said suddenly as he went to enter her. “No?” “Julian, it can’t just be about sex and sex alone.” “But it’s sex with you my dear, it’s hot and raw and wild and I love it.” “I know, but anyway, sit next to me for a minute.” “Are you having doubts again?” “I don’t know, I know I said I want to have sex and I do with you, but there isn’t an emotional connection with it. I do love it, I am not going to lie, I do love the pleasure you give me. I love how sexual you are, I have never been with anyone like you.” “You do remember how hot we were so many years ago.” Julian said. “I do, but we were also in love, that’s not you anymore though, you are not the same man.” “I still love you.” “No Julian, I don’t think you do.” “I do Eve.” “Maybe you think you do, but you can’t just go from being the man I used to love, to the nasty and mean and horrible Julian Crane I have grown to hate and back automatically to that man. You made a lot of bad decisions since you left me and now trusting you again is a bit difficult.” “You are trusting me to fuck you.” “That’s different Julian, that’s physical, anyone can have sex, and you don’t have to love each other to do it.” “I know, but I like to think we do have a kind of connection, we do have a past, you are not like a woman I just picked up in a bar.” “I know that.” “So what are you saying, you don’t want to do it anymore Eve?” “Yeah I do, but I am married, I am just confused, my heart and body are saying one thing, my head is saying another.” She said. “You know what Eve? We can talk about if you really want to.” “I don’t, I just need to think about some stuff.” “Do you want me to get dressed then?” he asked. “No, I never said you had to, I am not denying the sex is hot.” “Then you do want to have sex again before I take you home.” He said smiling. “Yeah.” She said softly. “Okay, well if you do want to talk about it, I will make the time another day then, no problem Eve. But right now, I need to make you wet again don’t I?” “I don’t know Julian, do you?” she said bringing his hand to her. “Oh no, you are very moist and I am very hard once again, I told you it doesn’t take much. All you have to do is mention the word sex and I am ready to give little Julian to you my lovely Eve.” He said kissing her mouth as he continued to finger her. “Actually wait a minute though.” “What Eve?” “Aren’t you even the slightest concerned about the consequences?” Eve asked. “What do you mean?” “Julian, you have been slipping into me without anything remember?” she said touching his hair. “Oh without protection you mean.” “Well, yes.” “I didn’t think about it, I guess I just got so carried away being with you, the idea of a condom went right out the window. But we have had it twice now using nothing, do you think there’s a chance Eve?” “No.” “Then why did you bring it up?” “This week we are fine. Even though it’s my responsibility too, you should be thinking about it, one of your little guys makes it past the goalie post at the wrong time of the month, it will be a score with the added bonus nine months later.” She said smiling. “I’m sorry you are right, I should have thought about it, so what am I supposed to do now, pull out when it’s time?” “No like I said you are fine, we can have it as we have been, but we do need to be careful at certain times, you do realize that?” “I understand, little Julian will be a good boy, I promise.” He said laughing. “By the way, when was the last time you were even tested?” she said crossing her arms. “Are you saying you don’t trust me?” he asked. “I am saying you have been with a lot of women.” “It’s a little late for you to ask that now, we have already had sex, you should have asked me this on the blanket.” “Oh sure Julian, like I was going to get you to focus on your sexual history when you were using your tongue on my body.” She said shaking her head. “I am good I promise you.” “Do you have the proof?” “No!” “Well then you are locking up the mini Mr. Crane until further notice.” “Ah Eve, come on.” He said pouting. “Oh relax, I am playing with you Julian.” “Not yet darling.” He said kissing her neck. “Funny, well I just hope you have been careful, how many women have you slept with?” “How can you ask me that?” he asked. “It’s a logical question.” “I am clean okay, I promise you that, I love you far too much to put you in danger.” “You love me?” “I said I loved you, I guess I still do, anyway, don’t worry Eve okay?” he said caressing her face. “Alright fine.” “You don’t believe me do you?” Julian asked. “I want to, how many women were you drunk with though?” “Oh Eve.” “Julian, you like the drink right?” “Look I will skywrite I am clean if it makes you happy okay?” he said in a huff. “Don’t get so bent out of shape, okay I get it.” Eve said. “Thank you, now where were we now that little Julian needs another boost.” He said smiling. He kissed her once again, keeping his fingers in her as he sucked each of her breasts firmly. He could get lost in them, they were a good size in his opinion and they just added to her curvaceous beauty. She then lay down on the seat and brought his mouth back up to meet hers, slipping his throbbing hardness back into her moist centre. “Eve, you are so hot, so beautiful, so slippery, I can’t get enough of putting little Julian into you, I just want to over and over, why does this day have to end?” he said continuing on. “It just does.” “I won’t think about it, I will just enjoy moving in and out of you, ugh, so hot, so good.” He said getting more excited. Julian pumped himself faster and faster into her, but Eve then stopped him. “Oh honey, don’t make me stop, not when I want you to come again.” “I want to, but stimulate me in another way.” “Ok?” She moved him off of her and got back onto her knees. “Oh Eve, you are so amazing.” He said biting his lip. Julian slid into her from behind and Eve closed her eyes as he continued on, but she then turned to look at him. “What is it sweetheart, are you uncomfortable?” “No Julian, but I want you to do something.” “Anything.” She let him continue on, but brought his hand to touch her while he moved in and out of her. Julian knew exactly what she wanted and the sex became even more unbelievable as he stimulated her at the same time and she moaned louder than ever, loving his hand directly in her. He wanted to come right then, but tried ever so hard not to even if her cries were driving him as wild as could be. “Oh Eve.” He said moving his hand firmer on her. She couldn’t hide the pleasure he was giving her, nor did she want to. Julian loved knowing he was doing everything right; this round was even more explosive than the last one and he used every ounce of strength to hold off, but then could no longer and he released himself into her once again. He stayed in there for a few moments, wanting to still stimulate her to let her come again and when she did, he pulled out and fell back on the seat. “Sorry.” He said pulling Eve on top of him to look at her. “For what?” “I wanted to go longer, but you were driving me insane with your cries my little vixen.” He said smiling. “No, I loved it, it was hotter than hell Julian.” She said touching his face. “So how about a smoke Eve, I am going to need one after that, my God. You know if we keep this up, I will never have to work out again, I am getting a week’s worth doing you in a day, what an excellent health regimen.” “You are so silly.” “I may be, but I know when I have something good and that’s you.” “We really must get dressed now.” “Why?” Julian asked. “I don’t want Michael to return and see us naked on the seat.” “Oh he wouldn’t care, in fact he would be jealous.” “Oh really Julian.” “Yes Eve, that I can have sex with an amazing woman like you and he can’t.” he said laughing. “You are bad.” “I may be bad, but I can make you feel sooooo good.” He said lying down and pulling her on top of him. Eve moved off of him and started to put on her clothing and Julian finally took the hint and got dressed, just in the nick of time really as Michael returned a short while later. “Mr. Crane, what did you do sir?” “I burned some calories.” Eve hit Julian on the arm, glaring at him. “Oh, how did you do that?” he asked. “Sex.” Julian said bluntly. “What?” he asked. Eve motioned for them to have some privacy and Michael closed the window separating them. “What the hell is wrong with you?” she said raising her voice. “What did I do?” “You said sex Julian.” “So what, he knows me by now Eve.” “I don’t give a shit Julian, are you that insane that you forgot that I am married, that I am the one who is hiding what we are doing from T.C.?” “He won’t say anything, I pay him very well.” “I don’t care, I am not going to continue to see you if you are going to blab about our sex life, it doesn’t matter if it’s your driver or not. Smarten up and be mature for once in your life.” She said looking away from him. “Eve, don’t be mad at me.” “Then don’t do silly things like that Julian!” “He knows when I say go for a walk, what it means.” “Oh really Julian, how many bimbos have you had in this limo besides me?” “Eve, don’t be like this please.” “Whatever!” She said moving away from him. “Sweetie…” “Don’t even try to make me feel better, it won’t work. Now that I know this is a regular thing for you, I will never set foot in this love nest again.” “It’s not like that, I admit that I have taken women in here, but not as many as you think okay?” “Yeah, sure, I can’t believe I just screwed you again, I am losing my mind.” “Admit you love it when I am inside you.” Julian said. “Don’t start using little Julian as part of this conversation, it won’t work, you are going to ruin my life, my marriage, everything I have worked for.” “If it is so damn important your so called life, then why are you here with me?” “Because you want it so badly, you are pain in the ass about it.” “No Eve, because part of you misses what we had and wants it back, even if it is physical.” “This is just about sex and that’s it and I just keep giving into you Julian for some god dam reason.” “Is it, is it only about the sex?” “What else is it then, you wanted to fuck, so here we are!” She said glaring at him. “And so did you, but I think it’s more than that Eve.” “You are full of shit.” “Maybe I am, maybe my eyes are brown huh?” “Don’t be a jerk.” “I am telling the truth, you are here because you want to be with me. Maybe T.C. isn’t giving you what you need huh?” “I love my husband, he loves me.” “But maybe he doesn’t satisfy you in bed, maybe that is why you are here, coming over and over when we do it, because that is the part you are missing and want from him. But you know what? I don’t think he can give that to you, only I can.” Julian said. “For your information, my husband gives me an orgasm every time we have sex.” She said annoyed. “Good for him, but I bet it’s not as great as it was with me.” “Stop it Julian, I told you every lover is different.” “When I listen to you Eve, the way you express yourself, I remember exactly how you were in bed so many years ago, you had that passion then and you have it now. And that is why I believe only I can make you come like that.” “It’s not an important part of it.” “Don’t be naïve, I know I have been an ass with women, forgetting over the years about their needs, and only about mine. But now that I am with you again, I remember how much I wanted you to be happy, to be satisfied, it was always about you. Sure I got what I needed, but when I knew you were getting the pleasure, it turned me on even more knowing I was doing what I had to do to please my sweetheart. So it is an important part of it, don’t think it isn’t. A woman doesn’t have to have one when she is having sex, but if she is stimulated in other ways, it’s possible she can.” “Who are you Dr. Ruth? Like you know everything there is to know about sex.” “I never said I did, but I certainly know that if a woman is letting me hear what I am doing to her, then I am going my job aren’t I? Besides why are you so upset about all of this? I said the word sex and look at us.” Julian said. “You know why I am upset, I don’t want Michael to tell T.C.” “He won’t do that Eve, he has been my driver for many years, he has a good job, good pay, he won’t say a word, he has it very good, if he squealed, I would crush him like a fly on the wall. I would make it very difficult for him to find employment elsewhere, but he won’t, okay?” “I don’t know Julian.” She said looking at him. “You must relax, we were having a good time, having sex, having fun and you became all uptight. Please, let’s just enjoy each other and see where things go.” “They won’t go anywhere, I’m married.” “Okay, whatever, just don’t think about it.” “I have to, I’m Mrs. T.C. Russell.” “You can be Mrs. T.C. Russell for now having sex with Mr. Julian. Crane.” He said kissing her. “No, no I can’t.” “Yes you can Eve, if you want to sleep with me, you can, we will be careful, I will wear a condom from now on if you are that scared about something happening. I am not trying to get you pregnant, but if we had an accident, this time I would take care of my responsibilities.” “Don’t even say that Julian.” “Nothing is 100%, but we will be careful, can we just be lovers and leave it at that?” he asked. “But you said before is it only about the sex? You think that I want more don’t you?” “Eve, I don’t know what you are thinking, I can’t read your mind. I just honestly think that a part of you wants more than just the sex with me, but since you are scared and also stubborn, then it’s only sex anyway. But it’s very nice and I want it again.” “Now?” “Yes, but we won’t.” “That’s too much even for me.” “Never for me love, I told you it doesn’t take me much to get horny looking at your beautiful face and body.” “I think we just became too personal with each other though, we shouldn’t have had such a conversation.” Eve said. “Well we did, so that’s that, don’t worry about it, I think it’s good that we talked.” “Why are you so calm about the whole thing?” “Because I only want to give you pleasure Eve, I only want to hear and see what I do to you, that’s all.” “For now though right?” “Who knows, we can’t predict the future, live it a day at a time and let’s have sex, it’s actually very simple when you think about it.” To Be Continued... Chapter 3: “Simple if I was single Julian.” “It is simple because you can have your husband and family and I can give you what he isn’t, amazing orgasms beyond belief.” “He is good.” “But with you, I am better, I know what you like, what you don’t like, I know how to make you shout, I remember Eve. You never forget a true love, you never forget what kind of lovers they make.” “This is true, but we aren’t the lovers we were in the past.” “What would you call this, we just had sex three times, was that not a memorable experience or don’t you think I still have it?” he said blowing in her ear. “I never said that.” “Well, I may be past thirty-nine, but little Julian isn’t a day over twenty-one.” He said smiling. “I realize that Julian, yes you still have it don’t worry, I just don’t want T.C. to find out through your limo driver.” “Eve, stop worrying please.” “I am fooling around on my husband, I have to worry Julian. You have never had a good marriage or relationships; it’s all about banging in your eyes, as many women as you could. Your life is about cheating, that is all you know, that is what you learned after we broke up.” “I have been having sex for years Eve, but just that sex, even with Rebecca. I don’t love her; I loved what she could give me because it meant I was going to get my way with her or any other woman. When I think about it, my father rubbed off on me a lot, because I used women as he did.” “I never thought you would be anything like him, but you are.” “I was, I am not now.” Julian said. “You can’t say that, like I said you can’t instantly change overnight, it will have to be a gradual process Julian. Anyway, I have to get home; can Michael take us home now? We can talk some more at another time about this.” “Michael?” “Yes sir?” “Let’s head back now please.” “Yes Mr. Crane.” When Julian dropped Eve near the house, she opened the door expecting T.C. to be pissed off because she had been gone quite a while, but he just smiled at her. “You are happy T.C.” “Oh honey!” he said pulling her into his arms. “What is it T.C.?” He took her by the hand upstairs to the bedroom; T.C. had purchased two dozen roses and a bottle of champagne. “Sweetheart, how do you like it?” he said quite pleased with himself. “I can’t believe you did this!” Eve said. “All for you baby, now let me show you how much I love you.” He said taking off his shirt. “Oh T.C., not now honey, I have to start dinner.” “No Eve, besides Whitney and Simone are out, now let me make love to you.” He moved her back on the bed and Eve could feel her heart beat rapidly. “Oh Eve, you must want this.” He said kissing her neck. “No T.C., dinner remember?” “This is my dinner.” He said undoing her pants. “We can’t, we just can’t.” She said protesting. “What, why not?” he said sitting next to her. “Um, uh.” “Oh, is it that time of month for you Eve?” She looked at him, her eyes widening, not sure what to say. “If it is, I understand, but didn’t you just finish that a short while ago?” he asked. “Yeah I did.” She said not wanting to lie. “Well then, baby, get ready for one hot session of T.C.” he said removing the rest of her clothing. T.C. removed his and when he tried to enter her, Eve was tense and he looked at her curiously. “Sorry, I guess I am not that excited right now.” She said looking at her husband. “Oh we can fix that.” He said leaning over her into the nightstand. T.C. undid the cap of the personal lubricant and slipped his fingers inside of her. Eve closed her eyes, knowing this would make him slide in better, but she bit her lip, knowing she shouldn’t be having sex with him at that moment. When T.C. entered her, he felt her tighten and T.C. stopped thrusting at her expression. “What is it Eve, did I upset you?” “No, not at all.” She said touching his face. “You aren’t relaxed, I can tell, what can I do to make it better for you?” She felt quite guilty, knowing it wasn’t his fault, he just wanted to show her how much he loved her. But she couldn’t get Julian out of her mind. “I am fine.” She said softly. He tried again, his thrusts a bit more aggressive, and Eve felt herself get dry again and when it hurt, she had him pull out. “I’m sorry T.C.” “No it’s okay, have you had a stressful day?” he said pulling her into his arms. “A bit.” “Why didn’t you tell me?” “I don’t know, I just can’t get into making love right now T.C.” “It’s okay, maybe later we can try again if you are in the mood?” “Maybe.” “Eve, I am your husband, you can talk to me, I love you.” “I know T.C.” T.C. put on his pants again and left her alone for a bit. She felt terribly guilty now, so she made a decision right then. The next day after a failed attempt again at sex with her husband before work, she sat at her desk, unaware that Julian had just come in. She looked at him, tears in her eyes. “What’s the matter dear?” he said sitting down in the chair in front of her. “I can’t be with you anymore.” She said sadly. “Why not, what changed your mind?” “T.C.” “What do you mean?” “Julian, I couldn’t have sex with him last night and this morning.” She said, quite upset. “Oh, I didn’t know you were sleeping together still.” “He’s my husband, and you know that.” “But I thought you wanted to have sex with me Eve.” “Yes, like I told you, he’s still my husband. But it doesn’t matter, I couldn’t.” “Why, was he mean to you?” “No, I was thinking of you and I couldn’t stay wet if you must know.” He smiled at the thought of how he was the one who could turn her on. “So it hurt in other wards?” “Yes, which is why I can’t see you anymore.” “That doesn’t make any sense, if I am the one who turns you on, then why would you want to stop fucking?” “Because my husband is the one who should make me wet and how can I have it with him if you and I are doing it?” “Oh Eve, that’s silly.” “No it’s not, I want to have sex with my husband.” “Then do it.” “I can’t, oh you are so damn annoying!” she said yelling. “What?” “Yeah you don’t get it, you sure that hair isn’t blonde?” “Eve!” “Just forget it and get out!” she said getting up to open the door. “I am not leaving.” “Yes you are, get lost, don’t ever come by my office again.” “Oh quit being ridiculous, you know you want me in your life, don’t get angry at me because your husband makes you dry like the desert!” “Screw off Julian!” “Eve, calm yourself down.” He said touching her shoulders. “This is all your damn fault, you fuck me a few times and now I can’t get turned on by my husband who I have loved for years.” “Stop being like this, you are taking your frustrations out on me Eve.” “Why shouldn’t I, I knew having you in my life was a bad idea, so go to hell!” she said angrily. She tried to push him out the door, but Julian was too strong and wouldn’t budge an inch. “Why won’t you go, just go!” she said glaring at him. “No!” “I said go!” she said pushing harder against his chest. He took her by the hands and that pissed her off more than anything and she fought with him to let go, but he wouldn’t. “Let me go please.” “Not until you talk to me, I am not the enemy.” “It’s your fault, who else would do this to me, but you?” “Eve, I can’t help it that you are not attracted to your husband.” “Yes I am, I love him, don’t say that, I love having sex with him.” “And you love it with me even more.” “No, stop it, don’t say that Julian!” “It’s the truth and you know it, maybe it’s a sign that he can’t satisfy you like I can.” Julian said. “Until you came along, he satisfied me well.” “But you know what kind of lovers we were, you know how I used to make love to you over and over and each time was hotter than the last.” “It doesn’t matter.” “Yes it does Eve, you can’t just put away what we used to do each other, what we used to feel, it’s always a part of you.” “Get out!” she yelled. But Julian shut the door and locked it, walking towards her and she moved backwards until she leaned against the edge of her desk. “I don’t want you here.” “Yes you do.” He said taking her in his arms. “I said, let go or I will kick you!” Julian just laughed at her. “I mean it, I will make you sorry you came into this office Julian!” “Don’t fight me darling, you don’t want hear the truth because you know I am right.” “You can’t be right, I have to make love to my husband, I have to show him that I am attracted to him.” “Your heart is telling you that you still feel something for me because you have been with me again, that is why T.C. can’t do it for you.” She removed his arms from her and then sat on the couch. But he sat next to her, putting his arms back around her. “Listen to me, you know exactly how hot it is when I am inside of you, you can’t stand being apart from me. Why don’t you just admit that you want me and don’t tell me it’s because you are married. Listen to your heart for once, listen to what Eve wants, not what is right.” “I have to go by what is right, I am a married woman.” “That doesn’t mean it’s right, it’s just a fact at this time, but it doesn’t mean you are destined to stay as Mrs. T.C. Russell.” “Quit saying that.” “I won’t until you listen to what’s the truth, I will say it over and over, I am the one who makes you hot, makes you come, you want me Eve, I know you do, you want only me.” “I don’t care, you don’t want me, you are the womanizer, you can’t want me for more than just a good fuck.” “Don’t be silly, you are more than a fuck to me, you know that.” “That’s all you want to do.” “That’s all you will allow me to do, what if I want more than just sex?” Julian said. “Forget it, we said there can’t be any more than that.” “Eve, let me into your heart again.” He said kissing her ear. “No, I am not the naïve singer you deflowered anymore, I am a strong minded doctor.” “You are determined that’s for sure, but are you ever stubborn, it drives me nuts!” “Good!” “Not good, I am supposed to be the stubborn one, not you.” “Well I guess you have competition then don’t you Julian.” “Yeah but the only rivalry I want is to win you.” “You can’t win me, I am not a prize.” Eve said. “You are the most wonderful prize I could ever have, you are worth more than money, power, and everything that life represents to me. Now let your guard down and kiss me.” Julian said bluntly. “And what if I don’t want to?” “Then you will never know what we can have will you?” Eve went to get up from the couch but he grabbed her hand and then lay her down and brought his body on top of hers. “No Julian, I can’t.” “How many times do I have to tell you to stop fighting me?” “I am not in the mood.” Eve said. Julian slipped his hand down her pants and smiled at her. “Oh yes you are.” He said feeling her wetness against his fingers. “That’s nothing.” Eve said. “Sure it is, when you argue with me, it turns you on Eve.” He said kissing her neck. “I can’t do this here.” “Because you are afraid to get caught?” Julian asked. “I have to be professional Julian, we can’t have sex in my office.” “I locked the door, if anyone knocks, tell them you are with a patient.” “That’s a lie.” “So what Eve, you have to tell white lies sometimes, besides I want to be your patient, be my doctor, examine me.” He said sticking his tongue in her mouth. “Julian, no, we just can’t, not here.” She said looking into his eyes. “But you want to, don’t you?” he asked. “I don’t know.” She said turning away from his glance. But he made her look at him again and touched her chin. “Tell me you don’t want me enter you.” He said playing with her top. “I don’t.” she said weakly. “Are you sure Eve?” he said studying her beautiful eyes. When she didn’t answer him, he undid her top as quickly as he could, not wanting to waste one moment with her. He had it on the floor along with her bra and Eve then undid his shirt and ran her hands along his back as he cupped her one breast to put his mouth over it and she sighed heavily as Julian sucked it ever so gently. She took his other hand to the other and as he squeezed it, she was lost in a trance. As much as she fought him, she hated him when he was right, he did her turn on. Julian worked to undo her pants then as he continued to suck her breast, sliding them down with no problem at all. He then met his lips with hers, one hand still caressing her, the other between her legs, sliding two of his fingers in and out of her. Eve shuddered as he did things to her again that she could only imagine, she couldn’t help but get wet. Julian was persistent and the way he talked to her, made her so hot. She then removed his hand and he looked at her curiously. “What’s wrong?” he whispered. She moved him off of her and grabbed his hand, walking him over to the door. “What is it love, do you want me to go out in the hall naked?” he said smiling. She laughed and pushed him against the back of the door and kissed him hard and deep, her naked body against his. Julian loved that she was taking control but he then moved her up on the edge of the desk. “Julian!” she said surprised. He threw the papers on the floor, letting them scatter everywhere and lay her right on top of her desk. He then climbed on top of her and spread Eve’s legs, kissing her fervently. “On the desk, oh Julian.” She said shaking her head. “I will make it comfortable, make it hot, don’t worry, just lay back and let me do all the work.” He said winking. He entered her with one aggressive thrust and Eve moaned, loving him inside of her, she couldn’t help it, he felt so good. But she still hated when he was right, knowing that he did turn her on more than her husband. Julian’s hands wandered all over her body head to toe, as he loved her with his body. She couldn’t get enough of the great Julian Crane; he had such a power over her. Being with him was intoxicating to the point of pure lust and seduction in every form. He pushed himself into her harder and faster, listening to the many cries she let out, reaching her point of no return. It drove him wild with desire, he felt like an animal in heat, wanting so much to fuck her over and over. Julian then got off of Eve, standing against the end of the desk pulling her body to his, wrapping her legs around his backside. He continued to pump her in the anticipation of an explosion he so desperately needed to release. “Oh God Eve.” He said leaning forward to kiss her neck. “Julian.” She cried out. “Let yourself go darling, come for me again, I want to hear you.” He said pulling her closer to him as he thrust again. She nodded and Julian grinded himself against her most sensitive spot, slowing down to let her get the full benefits of him near to her. She let go again as he knew exactly how to make her come and when he could stand it no longer, he came with vengeance into her, keeping himself inside of her as long as he could, enjoying the warmth of being a part of her. When he slipped his hardness out of her wetness, he sighed heavily. He leaned forward, wrapping his arms around her waist to bring her close to his naked body, loving how hot it was to be this intimate with her. She ran her hands along the back of his neck and through his gray hair. The years had been so kind to Julian in her opinion, he was as sexy as ever and that included below the waist. The way he moved inside of her, it was like they could turn back the clock to the days of the Blue Note. Julian was an exceptional lover then and now he was like a fine wine that only got better with age. “God, how I want to be with you forever.” He said, kissing her ear. Eve stared at him, her arms still around his neck. Julian looked at her curves and kissed her again, rubbing his hand on her breast, loving how it felt as he touched it. “I have to get back to work.” Eve said. “Not yet, please.” “Julian, I have patients to see.” “Eve, I want to stay in the office with you, let’s lay on the couch together for a while, hold each other close, I want to feel your body against mine like this, please don’t say you have to go back to work now.” “But I have to Julian.” He spread her legs and slipped his fingers inside of her once again and he watched her as she closed her eyes again, knowing if he kept that up, she wouldn’t go back to work. He hated to tease her, but he knew she enjoyed his hands and what he did with them. “You should stop that Julian.” But he didn’t, he kept stroking her and he brought her hand to him, wanting her to make him hard again. “Julian, stop teasing.” Eve protested. He held her hand against him, wanting her to rub little Julian with longer and harder strokes. And when she did, he could see in her eyes she was craving him again. “You want him in you again, don’t you darling?” “No.” she said letting go of him. “Don’t stop, touch him, rub me Eve, I want to come for you again.” Julian said bringing himself close to her wetness. She pushed Julian away from her and started to put her clothes on again. But he pulled her back into her arms and undid her bra before she could do it up. “Julian, no!” she said annoyed. “I know you are avoiding this because you are still afraid. But you know you want to have sex again.” “It doesn’t matter, my office is not for sex romps, and we don’t even have a bed.” “We don’t need a bed, I can have sex anywhere, anytime, you make me so horny Eve, and God I can’t get enough of you.” “Please Julian, you know I have to go to work, we can’t do this, I don’t want to have to smack you.” “You wouldn’t, would you?” “If you continue after I say no, yes I will.” “Oh darling, I am not trying to make you do it, I just can’t help myself, it’s what you do to me, God look at how hard I am, I can’t get dressed.” “Why?” “I will be presenting a bulge in my pants to everyone as I walk through the hospital, don’t make me go out like this.” He said smiling. “Well I am just saying, when I say I have work to do, you have to listen to me. I know you are in heat and all, but you have to learn the word no.” “I do know it darling, I would never force you, but I think that you do want to do it and you’re just scared to be adventurous and fuck in different places. If you are afraid of wanting it, don’t be, talk to me Eve.” “It doesn’t matter if I want it, it’s not appropriate at work Julian.” “I know, but it’s fun, could I use you phone for a minute please?” “Sure, if you want.” Julian walked over to the desk and sat in her chair totally nude and she couldn’t help but laugh, as it was cute. “This is Dr. Russell’s office, she is not to be disturbed, and she has a very important patient she is seeing right now, do you understand that?” “Julian.” She said softly. “You do, okay thank you.” He hung up the phone and smiled at her. “Who did you call?” “The nurse’s station.” “You can’t do that!” She said angrily. “Hey, now you will have privacy.” “Julian, I could lose my job!” “Relax honey, if you do, I will take care of you financially.” “Quit living in a fantasy world!” “I would, I would support you dear, as it would be my fault.” “I am going to kill you!” She pushed him aside from her desk and when she hung up, she had straightened it out. “Now, go!” Eve said. “Nope, I am staying right here, totally naked until we go again.” “Julian, you are such a pain in the ass, oh my God, you frustrate me beyond words.” She said rubbing her forehead. “How can you say that, I just gave you little Julian and you loved it.” “You screwed me but you are still being a pain, now get going.” She said throwing his clothes at him. “Fine, alright, I will go.” He said sadly. “Now don’t be like that, you can’t put the guilt trip on me.” “What guilt, you said you want me to go.” “It’s that face, you want me to let you have your way, I can tell.” Eve said. “No that’s fine, I will go out in the hall hard as a freaking rock so everyone can laugh at me.” He said slipping on his boxer briefs. “Julian, now you are mad, don’t be.” Eve said touching his arm. “I am not mad, you don’t want to be with me, and so I am going right.” She watched him as he did up the cuffs on his shirt and she just stood there. “What?” he asked. “Julian, I don’t want you to leave angry.” “I am not angry Eve, but you said you have to go, so I am, help me with my tie please.” He said going over to her. “Fine.” She said bluntly. “Well aren’t you going to get dressed?” he said handing her the lab coat. “I am not letting you go like this, I changed my mind, now take off your clothes.” “What?” he said laughing. “You heard me!” “Eve, what’s with the mind games.” “Shut up and get naked, you are not leaving like this.” “You just told me…” “Forget it, I don’t really have time for sex, but…” “Then let’s not have sex, let’s do something else.” Julian said undoing his pants. “Like what?” Eve asked. Julian removed his clothes once again, and lay Eve down on the couch, but didn’t bring his body over hers. He instead stood there and looked at her for a minute. “Am I just supposed to lay here then?” she asked. But before she could say anything, Julian had his tongue inside of her, reversing his body with hers and giving her little Julian to do with what she wanted. “Oh my God!” she said. “What Eve?” “You want to give each other oral sex?” she said surprised. “We can give each other the utmost pleasure with our mouths as well, besides I prefer to use the number when referring to this.” He slipped his tongue inside her wetness once again and she took little Julian completely into her mouth, caressing and licking with her tongue. “Oh God.” He said as he had his face buried into her. She smiled knowing her mouth felt good against him. Eve caressed him over and over and she moaned loving how Julian kissed and sucked her, making her come, feeling the waves against his mouth. He was so adventurous and she loved it, the problem was he was so irresistible and sexy, it was very difficult to say no to him when he looked at her with his bedroom eyes. He was a definite tiger and that hadn’t changed one bit in the years passed. Julian continued to love her with his mouth, he kept up the pace using his tongue, knowing exactly the point where he could make her come again and again and he did. When he was finished he moved off of her and laid back on the couch, amazed at the day he was having with her, the pleasure he was giving her and she gave him. Nothing would ever compare to this, Eve turned him on so much, and his mind would constantly race with sinful thoughts of her no matter where he was or what he was doing. “Amazing as usual my beautiful Eve.” “Hot.” “Yes very hot, but now I do think you should head back to work.” He said smiling. “Yes Julian, I agree with you.” They finally got dressed and Julian kissed her goodbye quite passionately. Eve shut the door and couldn’t believe what had just taken place and more than once. She tried so hard to resist him, but it wasn’t easy to do, Julian just had a way to make her want him. Her head said no over and over, but her body just kept longing his. When she opened the door, she came face to face with T.C. He always had such impeccable timing. “Sweetheart, I missed you.” He said hugging her. “I missed you too T.C.” “How about a break?” “Actually, I have a lot of work to do, but sure, why not.” She said smiling. “So what did you do today?” he said sitting down in the chair. “Oh just the usual, keeping busy with patients.” “I want to talk to you about something.” T.C. said. “Sure T.C.” “Actually let’s get out of here, can you spare a few minutes more?” T.C. asked. “Of course I can.” T.C. took her by the hand and she was surprised to see Julian reading a newspaper in the hallway. He smiled at her as she went by, T.C. not really noticing him which was a good thing. He led her to their car and he opened the door for his wife. He sat down and pulled Eve into his arms in a warm hug. “I love you very much Eve.” “I love you too T.C.” “I know that we couldn’t make love, you were very dry to put it bluntly.” “Yes T.C. I know, I’m sorry.” “Don’t be, it happens.” “Okay.” Eve said taking his hands. “Eve, judging by your body language, something is going on.” “What?” “Eve, I know being not in the mood can happen, I do understand that, but it’s so obvious dear.” “What is T.C.?” “You are sleeping with someone else aren’t you?” Eve just about fainted from shock. “Sleeping with someone else?” “Yes Eve, I think you are.” He said. “No T.C., I love you.” “I know you do, but I don’t think I am giving what you need, so you are going elsewhere.” “Why would you think that?” “Just a hunch, you were very tense when we tried, perhaps you had just been with the other man before that?” “T.C., no, how can you even accuse me of this!” “I told you, because you are going elsewhere for love. But I want to change that, let me make it up to you.” “T.C., you are being awfully calm, this is not like you.” “I know, but perhaps by yelling or walking away, I won’t get the results I need here.” “I don’t what to say.” “Tell me, I am right, I promise not to get angry.” “Yes you will.” “Be honest about it, did you have sex with another man?” “Um, T.C., I have to go.” She said looking at her watch. “Eve, answer me please.” He said. “I, uh…” “Look me in the eyes and answer me.” He said touching her face. “Yes.” She said looking downwards. “I was right?” “Yeah, you were right, I’m sorry, it just kind of happened T.C., I never meant for it to happen.” “Eve, you could have talked to me.” “I know, but I didn’t want you to go after him and kill him.” “Is it just about the sex? Is he better in bed than I am?” “T.C. don’t ask that, I love you.” “You love me, yeah, but you did go to another man. But as I said, we can go to counseling. Eve what haven’t I been giving you? Not enough attention perhaps, I know I can be a jerk, but I do love you.” “I love you too, you give me lots of attention.” “But not enough because you backed off from sex with me, tell me what he does to you to make you happy. I want to do it three times better.” T.C. said. She couldn’t believe she was having this conversation with her husband, but she didn’t want to lie and say she wasn’t with anyone. It would only get worse when they tried to make love again. If she were dry a second time, he would only question it. “He doesn’t do anything different.” “He must Eve, if he can satisfy you, he must have something that you want.” “I told you, it just happened.” “How many times Eve.” “T.C.!” “Tell me.” “A couple I guess.” Eve said weakly. “Were you with him today?” he asked. “No.” she said quickly. “I think you were, perhaps you did just before I stopped by?” “T.C., no, don’t be ridiculous.” “I’m not, let me walk you back to your office.” “Okay.” T.C. talked to her a few more minutes at her desk, hoping that they could work something out or at least try. She hated to be unfaithful to him and she did feel guilty, but she was relieved that she had told him she was with another man. She also knew Julian was the one who turned her on. “Eve, I think I left my car keys here, have you….” Julian stopped his words and nearly fell to the floor when he saw T.C. “Your what?” he said, his temper flaring. “Nothing.” Julian said. He bolted out of the chair and grabbed Julian by the shirt, firing him against the back of the door. “T.C.! Eve said. He ripped his shirt in anger, almost strangling him with his tie. “Stop it T.C.” Eve yelled. “It’s you isn’t it?” he said in Julian’s face. “No.” “Don’t lie to me you son of a bitch!” “I don’t know what you are talking about.” Julian said trying to breathe. “You are fucking my wife!” he said punching him in the stomach. “T.C., stop!” Eve said grabbing his arm. “Eve, Julian Crane!” “I told you the truth T.C.” “Yeah you did, that’s fine, but you never said you were having sex with this bastard.” “I’m sorry.” “You hate him, how could you?” T.C. asked. “She wants me.” Julian said. “Shut the fuck up you idiot, you are a dead man.” T.C. said. “Go ahead and kill me then, I am the one who makes her wet, just remember that!” “Julian, no!” she said panicking. T.C. grabbed him by the neck choking him. “Eve, Eve.” He said coughing. “T.C., don’t hurt him, please.” “He’s a sick bastard, he was inside of you, I will kill him, no one has sex with you except me, how can you even look at him?” “I know you are upset.” “Upset, upset Eve, you have been fucking both Julian and I?” he said still holding him by the neck. Julian moved his hand enough to breathe. “She hasn’t been having it with you, only me.” T.C. was so enraged that he punched him in the face several times making Julian’s nose bleed. Eve got him a box of Kleenex, but T.C. whipped it across the room, not letting him have it. “T.C., he needs to tilt his head up.” “He can suffer for screwing you, in fact, I will fix it that you can never have sex again with anyone!” T.C. yelled. Julian punched him, pushing him away and when T.C. came at him again, he hit him a few times, then knocking him down. Eve tried to help him, but he moved her aside not wanting her to get hurt. “You can’t face the truth can you T.C.? I am the one who makes her hot, I am the one she wants to have sex with. I always could make her come and I always will.” Julian yelled. T.C. ran at him but Eve stood in front of Julian. “Don’t protect that bastard, he is nothing but an asshole.” “T.C. go for a walk for a minute, I need to talk to Julian.” “I am not leaving, he might try to come on to you again.” “T.C. go, please, you can come back in a few minutes.” Eve said trying to calm him down. “Whatever.” He said bumping Julian hard on the way out. “Eve, I’m so sorry.” “Tilt your head back and keep quiet for a minute, you are so stubborn Julian, don’t enrage T.C. anymore than he already is, he will kill you.” “I don’t care, he’s a loser!” “He’s my husband Julian, he was calm when I told him I slept with another man, it wasn’t until you came in that he lost it.” She said touching his arm. “Well he has to learn that I am the one who can turn you on, we discussed this.” “I know that, but don’t rub it in, T.C. wanted to work things out.” “He did?” “Yes, he wanted to pay more attention to me, do whatever it took to make our marriage work, even go to counseling. But you shot your mouth off and now he is pissed.” “But I am the one you want to be with, only I can make love to you like no other man can, not even your husband.” “I know we have hot times together, but I think I want to work things out with T.C. Julian, it’s been fun and I loved being with you, but I love my husband.” “Holy shit Eve!” he said angrily. “What?” “I can’t believe you, I told you I wanted more, I said we could take a chance, see where things go, but now just because he is being sweeter to you and wanting to be wonderful, you want him back?” “Yes.” “He won’t make you come like I can, you know that, damn you know that so well.” “I will have to live with that.” Eve said touching his hair. He moved her hand and glared at her coldly. “You deserve each other then, glad to know I mean so much to you Eve.” “You do Julian.” “Bullshit I do, this is nuts, every time we are together, you want it, you want to have sex, you want me. Then screw it, I give up.” Julian said. “No wait!” Julian walked past her and slammed her office door very hard. When T.C. returned, he was ready to kill him. “Where is he?” “Never mind Julian, it’s over T.C.” “You and I?” he asked. “No Julian.” “Thank God you came to your senses, how could you sleep with that rat?” he asked. “I don’t know, it just happened.” “Do you love him?” “No, don’t be crazy, we had sex, that’s it, now I have work to do, if you want to go to counseling we will then.” Eve said. “Yes, we will need it, I am sick to my stomach over the fact that Julian and you did it.” He said making a face. T.C. left and Eve went back to work. When Julian returned home to the mansion, he was angry as hell. Rebecca wasn’t home, so he sat in the office and poured himself a drink to drown his sorrows into a night he didn’t want to remember. He was on his third one when Charlotte came into clean the office once again. “Oh Mr. Crane, I didn’t know you were here, I just thought you might need the office dusted.” He motioned for her to come near and she looked at him curiously. He took her by the arm and sat her on his lap, kissing her. “Mr. Crane have you been drinking?” she said pushing him away. “Am I filthy rich?” he said smiling. “I thought you hired me to clean.” “I did, but forget about that right now, I want you Charlotte.” He said nibbling on her ear. “No I can’t, it’s not right.” “Why not, you wanted me to sleep with you so I am going to.” He said undoing her top. “But do you think it’s a good idea?” “Yes of course it is, but do me a favor dear, lock the door.” “Alright.” She sat back on his lap and Charlotte giggled when she felt his hardness against her. “That’s all for you Charlotte.” He said pulling her close and undoing the clasp of her bra. “What changed your mind about wanting me?” “I would be an idiot not to with a body like this, you are hot.” He said caressing her breasts. “But what if someone knocks on the door?” “Darling, don’t worry, do you want me to do you or not?” “Yes of course Mr. Crane.” “None of this Mr. Crane, only when I am your boss. It’s Julian when I am your lover.” He said kissing her neck. “Okay Julian.” She said softly. Julian had sex with her right there on his desk and when they were through, he took another drink, sitting there with his feet up on the desk, his shirt wide open. Rebecca came home a little while later and smiled at him. “Um, Charlotte left here with quite the grin on her face, did you have sex wit her?” she asked. “I don’t know.” “You did so, Julian Crane!” she said laughing. “So what, like you care, you said we have an open relationship.” “I knew you couldn’t keep your hands off her for too long. I know you well enough and that is why you hired her, she is beautiful.” Rebecca said. “She is more than beautiful, she’s a knockout, I get lost in those cans, they are so nice and so big and…” “Julian?” “What?” “I don’t care what you did with them, so you had sex, but since you did, and are probably still feeling the mood, let’s do it.” “Yeah, okay.” “You really want to?” Rebecca said surprised. “Hey might as well use little Julian to the maximum capacity, go upstairs and get naked, I will be there in a minute.” Rebecca smiled and nodded and he poured himself another one for the road. When he went up to the room, he was on her like a dog in heat and she loved every minute of it, feeling like he was back to his old self. Rebecca then lay there next to him, the sheet over her. “Julian?” “Yeah?” “I am glad we are having sex again.” “We never stopped.” “Hey it was more than an hour since we fucked, that’s too long of a break.” “Why didn’t you go out and get some action then?” “I did Pookie.” “Oh alright.” Julian leaned over to kiss her again when his cell rang. He got out of bed and Rebecca looked at his bare ass as he dug for it in his pants pocket. “Oooo Pookie, have you been working out? She said eyeing him. He just smiled at her and said hello as he sat back down on the edge of the bed. “Who is it Julian?” “Um, hold on please.” “Who is it?” “Business, I will take this in the other room.” Julian said. “Don’t be gone long, I want you again.” She said touching his leg. Julian threw on his boxer briefs and walked downstairs as he talked, opening his office and sitting in the chair. “Eve, why are you calling me?” he said annoyed. “Julian, we need to talk.” “You made your choice.” “I want to see you, what did you do tonight?” “It’s who I did.” “Julian, no.” “Hey you don’t want me anymore right?” “Well that was quick, I guess I mean shit to you then.” Eve said angrily. “Look, we can talk if you want, but I don’t see a point.” “Meet me tomorrow please Julian.” “Fine.” He hung up the phone and had to wonder what she really had to say, she wanted T.C. and that was that, but did agree to meet her outside of Harmony where they could be alone. She was parked by the water and he startled her when he knocked on the window. She unlocked it for him and when he sat down, he was determined to stay angry, but his expression softened when he saw a tear run down her cheek. “I’m sorry.” Eve said softly. He wiped another tear away and took her by the hand. “Why are you crying?” “Because you already went and slept with someone else.” “But Eve, you didn’t want me remember, you want to be with your husband. I can’t do anything about that, so I moved on.” “After a few hours?” “Well, you made your decision, besides, we aren’t committed right?” Julian said moving a hair away from her face. “I know that, but we only had sex before T.C. came by and you went and slept with another woman, that makes me sick.” “Why would it make you sick if you love T.C. and told me you didn’t want me?” “Because.” “Because why?” he asked. “Because I love you.” Eve said, tears running down her face. “What?” he said astonished. “I think I do, I think I love you Julian.” “But Eve, you just told me that…” “I don’t care what I said, I know, but it really bothered me when you stormed out and then when you said you slept with someone else, it made me jealous.” “It did?” “Yeah.” “But what about T.C.?” “You are right, you are the one who turns me on, I know that for a fact.” “Why?” “We tried to make love last night.” Eve said. “Oh and you got mad at me about doing that.” He said smiling. “It’s different, he’s my husband, not just a sex partner.” Eve said. “So what happened?” “The same thing, I couldn’t do it, and he got mad at me and said I must have been thinking of you.” “Were you Eve?” “Yes I was, I could only think of you and I having sex.” “Oh Eve.” He said kissing her neck. “I am a terrible wife.” She said sadly. “No, you are human, you know what you like and that’s me, you love when I am inside of you, you love how hot and wild and amazing we are.” “But I am guilty.” “Stop it Eve, stop feeling guilty for wanting me, please.” “It’s hard Julian.” “Mmm, that is what I am for you right now.” “I am trying to be serious here and you are already horny.” “I can’t help it, knowing that I am the one who makes you hot, that makes me hot Eve.” “I know.” “Let’s do it right here, right now.” “No Julian.” He sighed and sat back on the seat. “I mean take me somewhere.” “Where Eve?” “A hotel.” “A hotel, oh okay, wow, sure, I would love to. Does this mean that you want me?” “I just said take me to a hotel didn’t I?” “I mean do you want me to make a commitment to you?” “You couldn’t Julian, like I said, you like your sex with different women.” “That is true, but with you, I could be happy having sex only.” “You would never make it, you would stray, and you did last night.” “That’s because we weren’t committed, and besides you told me basically to fuck off and die.” He said laughing. “I did not.” “Not in so many words, but I got the point, Eve, if you and I were to have sex, I would be on cloud nine, I would love it if we did it all the time. And yes, I could be faithful to you.” “No way.” “Did I not love you at one time, did I not give my heart to you before I became an ass? The answer is yes, we were going to marry, have our baby together, that’s pretty serious stuff. I could do it again, just take it one day at a time.” “What would I tell T.C.?” “Whatever you want, he already knows I am the man in bed, he can’t compare to little Julian. Little T.C. can’t make the grade.” “You shouldn’t say that.” “Hey Eve, you are dry as a bone with him and hot and wet with me, you make the call.” “I get it, but then I would have to divorce him and tell my girls and oh God Julian.” “I would be there for you, help you through it, hell we can even get the hell out of Harmony, away from my father, Rebecca, everyone.” “I couldn’t leave the girls.” “Yeah you could and think that is the best thing you could ever do. Not abandon them as their mother, but you need to lead your own life Eve.” “But Julian…” “We will talk about it later, now let’s go to that hotel.” He said smiling. Julian picked up the room key, and was practically running to get to the room. She smiled at him; they hadn’t had sex in a bed yet so this would be an experience for both of them. It had been years since they had. When he opened the door, Eve tried to talk but he silenced her words with hot kisses, leading her to the king size bed. “Julian, slow down please.” “I want you now.” He said ripping off his shirt. He wasted no time taking off her clothes and lay her down on the bed. He slipped his tongue into her mouth just as he slid little Julian between her legs. He had only been with her practically the day before, but it felt like years for him, he was so glad to have her again and he noticed she was wetter than usual, making his thrusts even more pleasurable for both of them. “Oooo, this is so hot.” He said pumping into her. “Julian, oh Julian.” “Yes darling, you are so wet, and when I slip in and out, ugh, I can hardly control myself.” “Let yourself go then.” She whispered. “Not yet love, not until you feel the waves of pleasure a few times, I can wait, you are more important Eve.” “Julian?” “Yes?” “That is the first time I have heard you say anything like that since we started having sex.” She said touching his hair. He then smiled at her and slowed himself down, becoming less aggressive with her, making it more sensual. Julian hugged her tightly to him and he kissed her sweetly as he slid in at a slower pace wanting her to really enjoy his number of thrusts. “Why are you doing that?” “I want it to be different.” “It feels amazing, it feels….” “Like we are making love?” he asked looking at her. “Yes.” “That is the way it should be, I just realized that if I am going to make a commitment, I shouldn’t always have to be so fast and it be all about lust. That’s great too, but it’s time for me to remember what it was like when we were together, when I loved you Eve.” “You love me?” “Yes.” “Are you serious, are you saying that because I said I was jealous of other women, that I loved you?” “No, I can love you, I do in fact.” “Are you sure, I mean last night you were…” “Don’t think of last night, let’s start over fresh, today, a clean slate.” She nodded and Julian continued to make her come and this time it was better than ever because of how they felt towards one another. And when Julian was ready, he let go with one final thrust and held onto her as long as heavenly possible. Eve hugged him and gave him many deep kisses, loving being in his arms. “I love you Eve.” “I love you too Julian.” They had decided from that day forward, they would be together no matter what the cost. With all of the obstacles that they would face, they would together, as a couple. Nothing or no one would ever come between their loving and amazing reunion or rekindled magic. The End