On: {Deck 8, outside Counselor Jades quarters} :: Ingoldo pushes the enter button on the door to Counselor Jades quarters. She walks toward the door. :: Jade: "Enter." :: Outside is Ensign Ingoldo looking a bit nervous, and his hair is wet :: "Ensign?" Ingoldo: Good evening Counselor," :: He is still outside not wanting to intrude her privacy. :: ", may I enter?" Jade: "Come on in." :: Smiles :: Ingoldo: :: He enters just inside so the doors can close behind him :: "Counselor I have talked to a close friend about our session earlier and she gave me the advice we should talk again." Jade: "It is a bit _late_ Ensign." Ingoldo: "Yes i know, so I would like to ask you to come to Holodeck three deck 11 tomorrow at nine hundred hours if possible? I wish to show you my home." Jade: "Betazed?" Ingoldo: "Yes," ::Smiles:: ", so you can understand me and my people better." Jade: "Very well I will be there." :: They say good night and Ingoldo bows slightly and turns around and leave her quarters. :: {Outside holodeck three, deck 11} :: Counselor Jade steps before the doors of the holodeck. The doors open and before her lies a beatiful town with a great lake and at the horizon a jungle. The doors closes behind her. :: :: The air is filled with strange gragrances from the nearby flowers. The weather is sunny and the sky is blue with orange and purple shades. :: :: As Ingoldo is not there to meet her, Jade begins to walk toward the town. It is not far and within five minutes she is by the first houses. A man turns towards her :: Betazoid: (Greetings stranger of Starfleet.) :: Smiles as he sends a telepathic hello to her. :: Jade: "I am not telepathic so I can only "hear" you in my mind. Hello youself." :: Smiles back :: Betazoid: "How rude of me, I am so sorry to intrude. I meant no offence." Jade: "No offence taken." Betazoid: "Then how can I help you stranger from Starfleet?" Jade: "I am Counselor Jade and I am looking for Ensign Ingoldo?" Betazoid: "Ah, I shall "call" him telepathicly. Go toward the square he will be there to meet you." :: She walks down the street until it opens up into the square. It is a market place with stalls and lots of people. You can buy almost anything it seems to Jade. But people are not talking, at least not aloud. The silence is almost complete except from when they move and touch the things for sale. :: Ingoldo: "Greetings stranger," :: Jade is startled by his voice :: ", I am sorry, I did not mean to startle you Counselor." Jade: "It is all right. I was just surprised to hear your voice, any voice for that matter." Ingoldo: "It is quiet compared to any other Federation world." :: Smiles :: "This was normal for me until I left Betazed. When I came to Vulcan and had to talk _all_ the time I found _that_ as strange as you find this silence." Jade: "Where are we on Betazed?" Ingoldo: "We are in my home town Bekor, our house is up on the hill up there." :: He points towards an estate on a hill just outside the town. :: Jade: "You wanted to talk with me again Ingoldo. Where shall we talk, right here?" :: She indicates at the market place and smiles. :: Ingoldo: "No," :: Big smile :: ", I belive the temple is the right place." :: He points toward a building which is close by the square. :: :: They walk through the entrence of the temple. :: Ingoldo: "This is... was a place of peace." :: There is pain in his eyes. :: Jade: "Was...?" Ingoldo: "Yes, as you know Betazed were occupied by Dominion forces during the war. This place was destroyed by them and they have just started rebuilding it. It was a place of joy, stillness and love." :: They sit down to talk. :: Ingoldo: "Counselor I belive we had a culturiel misunderstanding in our session yesterday." :: Smiles :: Jade: "What do you mean by that?" :: Looks at him curiously now :: Ingoldo: "When I said they "run from me" I expressed me badly. Words are hard to use when a telepath has to express emotions." "I know for a fact that you have some disturbed feeling about me. :: His eyes has a painful look and he looks away from her. :: Jade: :: She is a bit shaken by his remark, but she is a professional counselor and just says :: "You can feel my emotions that easy?" Ingoldo: "Yes Counselor." :: He looks at the floor :: Jade: "But your body-language told me that you feel guilty, as I can see right now that you are in pain right now." :: His head turns up and he looks straight at her :: Ingoldo: "My mental abilities is never "off" Counselor." "I always feel people around me, their thoughts and emotions is like noice to me if I not foccus my mind. Like waves at a beach, sometimes the sea is calm but a sea can become a storm. I need to screen my mind from the waves or I will loose my mind, or even my soul. So in that way I have to screen my abilities, all Betazoids have to." Jade: :: She began to understand :: "So you feel guilty when you meet people that are disturbed by your abilities." "Is it possible for you to show me your mind and emotions?" :: She is a bit disturbed by the suggestion, but the need to counsel him overrules her hesitation :: Ingoldo: "It is possible for a mind to mind communication, there are such mental techniques among my people. But you hesitate to the very notion. Are you sure?" Jade: "Yes I wish to help you!" :: As she says it she knows somehow that she realy means it :: Ingoldo: (Very well Counselor, please take my hands.) :: She sees his smile but also feel it in her mind :: (Holding hands strenghten the mental bond between us. Relax.) :: She feels his emotions, what he likes and dislikes. The shame of reading other minds without their approval taught since childhood and almost is sacred to him. She has full access to his mind every thought, memory and emotion flies by. But she also feel that it is only oneway, he does not read her mind, do not feel her emotions, never intrudes into her mind. :: Ingoldo: (Counselor I wish to give you a gift.) Jade: (A gift?) :: Strange to talk without words :: Ingoldo: (Yes feel the crew of the ship.) :: Jades mind opens up and feels the people of the USS Excalibur. Of all the emotions one is stronger than the rest, their desire to explore, it is almost as you could touch it :: Jade: " I understand now your need for screens." "Thank you for the experience." "However I sensed that your grief over the Dominion occupation is still bothering you. We will need to talk about it later Ensign." Ingoldo: "Anything you say Counselor. And I belive you said mental exercises one hour each day for a week. :: Smiles :: Off: I hope that is better. Ensign Ingoldo Chief Science officer USS Excalibur NCC-2997