True love

It happened to me years ago, i was a freshman in high school. Just from a single glance across the class room...I saw a very good looking guy...but it wasn't his body, his long dark hair....it was the confidence in his smile...and the look in his eyes...when someone doesn't know they are being watched...you can see inside of them..they allow you to see so much without meaning too...its perfect honesty that you have to look for yourself...and i belive it was that day i fell in love with him...Frank...and it was about 6 months or so later...that i agreed to marry him...and it was only 1 year ago, when he moved out of my house after living with me for a year.

Not very long ago....maybe a month...he suddenly showed back up in my life. That same smile he had when we were young. It never changed...never faltered...but this time, it had more meaning...for both of us. It was a little weird at first...being a year cince we had laid eyes on eachother...both of us have had slightly drastic changes to our appearences...but we looked the same in eachother's eyes. He still has those big brown eyes that I could never say "no" to, that wonderful smile, and those gorgeous, full, lips that I couldn't stop kissing.

I know things are a little different now....being that we've gone through so much. Some was good, some was bad. But I don't care about all that anymore. I still love him, and I know that now. Thats why I have been distanceing myself from every guy I've met, or dated. It's because I'm not meant to be with any of them....I'm meant to be with Frank, and only Frank. My one true love. It's just taken too long to realize that.

So much wasted time. I am determined to make up for that lost time. I will stop at nothing. Even if it means leaving the place I've called home for almost three years, so be it. I need to do this for myself...and never again will I allow true love to slip through my fingers.

True love can survive anything life throws at it. Rough breakups, or 600 miles of solid earth cannot loosen the reins that true love tightens around your heart. You cannot escape it....you cannot make your self love someone....it's a force that NO ONE can control. All you can do is go with it...but never lose it. You will regret it.

So I guess this is it. I'm going...leaving my home...and following my heart. Nothing can get in my way. At least I hope not.

I'm sorry mom. I'm ganna miss you so much