Life

Some must endure it on their own,
All the ups and downs life brings.
Struggling from one heartbreak to another,
Then rejoicing in their few triumphs.
Only to realise they share neither with none.

So many people find themselves like this;
No one to ease a broken heart,
No one to praise their grand acheivement,
And every night and day they wonder why
No one else even knows they exist?

But I guess you'll never know this pain.
Because through all those ups and downs,
I'll be there.
And all the painful heartbreak,
I'll be there.

When no one else will praise your efforts,
I will.
And then there's the long lonely nights
They needent be, I'm only up the road.
And if you ever stop to wonder why?

Its because I love you.

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Life #2

It's been so long, all this wasted time,
Since I truly felt you really loved me.
Those years and memories just so sublime,
But what you said that day, It'll never be.

You said you'll always love me as your friend,
On the outside I was all smiles n' mutuality.
But I know my heart can never mend,
Shattered to pieces no bigger than that flea.

Then you told me how you loved This guy,
"This guy" it seems, was my own best mate.
From then on i wished for wings to fly,
So i could soar clear of this damned fate.

I think still what could've filled this hole
The love, the romance, the passion, the fun
But in reality i'm no more than a mole
Burrowing to escape the pain that makes me run

Lucky may it be that I'm still alive,
For I still dream for one of many things.
That one day on our love we'll thrive,
Hand in hand we'll be flying without wings...

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ONE NIGHT, ONE LIFE
I feel like i'm the only one,
Who doesn't have someone special.
Some one to turn to for a little fun,
Why am I alone again tonight?

If for some strange reason,
I never wake up in the morning.
I'll really be the only one,
that knows I died in pain.

But if tomorrow is ours alone.
To hold you in my arms and pray,
That God doesn't come take me home -
Till we've lived like this forever.

But if persay I had a crash,
And you found me lying there.
Just as i am turning to ash,
You'd know i've died a happy man.

And if you ever stop to ask why?
Its because I got to have you!

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The New Life

Well today saw the end of the beginning
The first weekend without you forever
I forced myself awake till 7 this morning
Because i'm scared of the dreams sleep brings

Dreams of the fun we had so very often
Of all the moments and truths we shared
Now i can never dream for more of this
Because i have nightmares of what's lost

How long must my heart burn like this?
All i ever wanted was to make you happy
But my so foolish emotions cost you more
More pain than i can live with giving to you

Maybe today sees the beginning of the end
Perhaps the last weekend with or without you
There is only one way to hide from dreams
No one wants to know me, so this wont hurt anyone

Nothing i say can make you realise
You'll always mean everything to me
But if its in my blood to hurt you so bad
then its best i guess to leave you n' this world

Its funny though, i know this must be
But something deep down inside me, in the hole
Is telling me this just isn't logical,
But i guess love was never very logical.

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