l0ve.....it.could.be
I thought alone was all I ever would be, Then I met him thinking he was too good to be true, Too good for the likes of me.
But he surprised me, He treated me like I mattered, Like I was someone instead of no one.
I tried ignoring the feelings I felt growing, Tried pretending they weren't there..
But with each wakening moment I felt them getting stronger, Felt them urging me to acknowledge their exsistence.
Eventually I did, Fear was mingled in with those feelings, Fear of rejection, Fear of being left behind yet again. But yet again I was surprised, Cause he seemed to care too..Still I wonder when am I going to wake up from this dream...
I hear the words come from her lips, I hear her say " I love him " in the feelings she expresses. I hear fear that one day he'd simply walk away, I hear so much in the way she talks, In the words she chooses. I wonder if she knows I can read her so well. It's like our thoughts echo what the other is feeling. I can tell she fear's loving him so much, But I know she wouldn't have it any other way. I know she cries everytime he leaves, She tends to hide it so well, Yet i can feel that sadness, For I've been there too, I know she loves him, Its in her eye's, In the soft smile that curves her lips, Its in everyword she speaks, And everythought she thinks, I know cause I feel it too cause I am her.
I was alone for so long, Thought I always would be, Had accepted that fact. Then I met you, And instantly I knew you were different. I started caring for you, Yet I was so afraid you could never care for me. Beleived you wouldn't. Yet you surprised me, When you told me you cared too I was blown away. At first I didn't beleive, I was so afraid to beleive. I hoped and prayed that you really did, And slowly my heart convinced my mind. Every word you say is etched in my mind, Before you no one had ever touched my soul, Before you I never beleived anyone could. If you could only look into my eyes, You would see all I feel. You would see every thought, Every emotion I'm afraid to speak. I searched my heart , I searched my soul, I knew this time I couldn't run and I couldn't hide. I couldn't do that to you. No one can tell me this isn't worth fighting for, No one can tell me this love I feel isn't real. Cause for the first time my soul has been touched, For the first time I've been touched and for the first time I'm not holding back. Cause I beleive in you and in everything I'm feeling. If by chance it doesn't work out, I know it allw as worth it, Your worth it and this love is worth it.
Written by urge-
