Jess and Mackie run in and Jess stops
dead when she sees me. I'm not sure I
like the way everyone looks at me now.
She breaks into a smile and jumps over
to me, "you're back!! she hugs me too,
and so does Mackie, and then Zoe and
Avery.
Walker comes in, looks at me and smiles,
without saying a word.
The front
door slams, and Tay walks in the room.
"That didn't go so well," he looks tired
and slightly sad, but he smiles at me
shyly and reaches for my hand. I let
him take it and we sit at the table, him to
my right, and to his right at the head
of the table is Walker. To my left is
Avery, then Jessi, next to her is Diana.
Across from her is Zoe, and across from
me is Zac, opposite Tay is Ike, and
Mackie is between Walker and Ike. One
big family, I look around, ready to cry
again, as Diana says "Grace." The three
boys harmonize on "Amen," and we all
start to eat.
Afterward, Tay walks me to the side
walk. "Are you sure you don't want me to
drive you back to Demi's?"
He doesn't want me to go to Demi's at
all, but we agreed to start slow. I'll
be staying at Demi's and at Gabe's place
for a while, while we rebuild our
relationship.
"That's okay, it's a nice night, but you
can walk with me if you want, but you'll
have to walk home..." I reply.
"That's okay, it is nice of you, so I'll
walk with you" he looks up at me, if you
don't mind." I smile, and we start to
walk, hand in hand. During the next few
weeks we started from somewhere in
between the beginning and the middle, we
went to the movies twice and out to eat,
and to a few parties. The baby was
realativly a secret, until Amy got mad
at Taylor for going back to me, although
she knew it would happen sooner or
later. after that everyone knew, but no
one was all that suprised, and
everything is going well, I moved back
into the room I claimed in the basement
next to the TV room and across from the
bathroom.
Things are slowly going back to the way they were...but we have a long way to go and things will be different when there's a baby in the picture. But I like where we're going and I think everything's going to be okay. I have to go get ready, we're going to Rick's party in about fifteen minutes. Well bye for now-