-Is This Death?

It hurt
But everything hurt eventually

Funny
So, this is black?
I thought I’d seen it before
Not true black
Never this black.
	
Is this death?
Well, if you have to ask…
Hmm
If I’m dead
I’m awfully calm about it

What hurts?
Pain is life
Wow
Not a Hallmark Card thought
Is it?

It hurts
Sorry
Great
I’m apologizing to myself for complaining
What time is it?
Hmm
Do I care?

It hurts
Stop saying that!
I can say it if I want to
It does
*Sigh*
A mental sigh?
What is that?
Like a silent scream?
Gotta love oxymorons

Rock
Rock
Breathe
Why?
Because I say so
Who’s that?
Me
Who am I?
Me
Then why are we fighting?
I don’t know
I’m not the one talking to myself
Hmm

Well, I’m off
Just a little and it 
Hardly shows
But still
Ha Ha
That was a joke
Great
I don’t even
Laugh at my own jokes

It hurts
I know
It’ll go away soon
Why aren’t you worried?
Why would I be?
I know where I’m going
I know where I’ve been
I don’t know where I am
But it’s not that important
Everything ends eventually
Hmm
It’s true

It’s warm
Funny
So this is white?
I thought I’d seen it before
Not true white
Never this white