-Alone

When I’m alone, do I feel bad?
If I’m feeling droopy, 
Feeling sad,
Then how come 
I sing along the way?

And how come I’m alone
When others come?
And I’m alone
When no one’s there.
And I’m alone
When I know someone’s there.

And yet,
If I’m alone,
Then how can I see
So much of what
I want and need to be?

It feels good to be
Together.
Yet, I know how I feel
And still,
I don’t know if
I’m alone again,
Don’t know if it’s real.

And should I be sad,
When I’m all alone?
Because I seem to be
My happiest alone!

And so I cry another tear
And grin one more time
And begin on
The storyline 
Of my life.

And will I ever be together,
Or will I always be apart?
And if I’m alone now,
Have I been alone from the start?

If alone is such a bad thing
How come I feel so good
With my thoughts,
My God,
My life alone with me,
All by myself?