My life

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Joshua Christopher Young

Birthday:October 9th 1985
Body:5'11", 185lbs, sandy blonde hair, blue eyes
Likes:Movies, hanging with friends, chatting online, thinking about the impossible things
Dislikes:Incompetence, slow drivers, and people who take advantage of others
Music:Anything, rock, rap, country, classical, Linkin Park is my favorite
Movies:Action, any action movie with a good plot
Reading:Fantasy, or a good fiction
Food:Cheeseburgers and fries
Sports:Football, and baseball
Friends:My best friend in the world is a young woman named Colleen. She's more my sister than my friend, and I love her to death. There's to many others to name them all, but they all have a very special place in my heart.

    "Everybody's got their problems. Everybody says the same thing to you. It's just a matter how you solve them. And knowing how to change the things you've been through." ~Sum 41, The Hell Song

     Have you ever had that feeling of uncertainty? That feeling of hesitancy or indecisiveness? You know? That feeling where you don't know what to do, where to go, where your life is going or what's going to happen? You ever have that feeling? God knows I have, I'm sure we all have at a time in our life. And thats why good friends are so important. Espically to me. To me they're not just friends, they're family. Like I said above. They ARE my family. And, although I'm sure most of you won't read this, I wanted to say thank you to all my friends for being there for me. I wouldn't be the same today if it wasn't for you. I love you all.

     So lets see what should I say about me? There's so much, yet so little. I'm not a very conceited person, so it's hard to write about myself. Lets see um...well, I believe that there are no lesser people in life, some just choose to lower themselves to others. I believe in true love, I believe in love at first sight(not a whole TRUE love, but a small kind of love). I believe that love hurts more than any knife or bullet could. And I know that many adults will say that someone as young as me can't understand what love is. But I think that's only because they don't understand it themselves. I believe in hate. I believe in achieving the unachievable. I believe in the unmatched power of one's desire to live. I believe that there is some supreme being out there watching. Whether it's "God", "Buhda","Zeus" or whoever, there is something out there. I believe in life on other planets. (By the way read this story a friend wrote, it's bizarre, but extremely interesting.)
    I believe in fate. I believe in making your own destiny. I believe in the power of love, the strength of hate, and the desire in rage. I believe that before being lovers, you need to be friends, that relationships don't last without love, friendship, and communication. And I believe that hero's exist, even in the simplest ways, they exist. And they save us from ourselves everyday.
    I believe in an eye for and eye. I believe in the death penlty. I believe I have the right to say what I want, or what I think needs to be said. I believe that the only TRUE discriminatory things are things like, the United Negro College Fund, Jet Magazine, Black Entertainment Television, and Miss Black America. Try having things like, the United Caucasian College Fund, Cloud Magazine, White Entertainment Televsion, or Miss white American; and see what happens. Jesse Jackson will be knocking your door down. I believe that Bill Gates has every right to keep every penny he made, and continue to make more. If it ticks you off, go invent the next operating system that's better, and put your name on the building. Ask your buddy that invented the Internet to help you. I think that if you feel homosexuality is wrong, it is not a phobia, it is an opinion.
    I believe that Democrats are lying sacks of shit who contradict their every word. I believe that war is inevitable, and needed in some cases. While on the other hand, I believe that Republicans are over-zealous, and need to find some control, and that war is devistating and should be dealt with with caution. I believe that the government is doing what it's suppose to, and then some. It's keeping the country in line, doing a great job, but in the mean time, they are also banning our rights.
    I think that being happy is what everyone is really striving for. We all say, "When I grow up, I'm going to do this, be this, have this." And when it comes down to it, people aren't happy because of the job they have, the house or land they own, the clothes they wear, or the things they've bought. What makes people happy, I think anyway, is acceptance. We need to be accepted by society. We need to be accepted by others to be truly happy. If we just look past everything, and everyone that comes our way, and only focus on what we think will make us "happy", then we'll just end up old, lonely, and cold. People are greedy. We always want more, more, MORE. So the few things we do get, eventually turn into nothing. So we go out and buy what we'll look "cool" in. We need to go to place beyond the boundary of "me", and enter a place where it's not just you. But "us". Everyone needs you to be happy, and you need everyone to be happy. That is why I think people say ignorance is bliss. If you're ignorant of what people think or say, then you have nothing to be sad about. But we can't be ignorant of other people, because we need them to be happy. It's a paradox with no solution. We just have to take it as life gives it. "When life gives you lemons, make lemonade."
    Well thats my little spew about me and what I believe in. If you don't like it, well... then click the little "X" in the upper right hand corner of your screen, and walk away. This is what I think, what I feel, what I believe in if you have your own views, GREAT, if you share mine, GREAT. But I encourage you to think for yourself and choose your own opinions and live your own lives. Later all!

Questions? Comments about the site? E-mail me at "tarnished_shadow@yahoo.com". Title it, so I'll know your talking about this site.

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