Rating: NC-17 for this part
Distribution: Anywhere and Everywhere, just please be sure and give me
credit.
Disclaimer: These characters belong to George Lucas, I claim no ownership, I
merely love to write for them.
Warnings: Possible spoilers if you have not seen Episode III. AU Slash also
some mild violence
Pairing: Obi/Ani
Summary: Obi and Ani are on their way back to Coruscant and they discover
that more of their past relationship remains than either of them thought
possible.
Feedback: PLEASE! But don't be too critical, I'm worried that I'll get bad
feedback on this chapter. lol
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I Will Do What I Must Part 2/?
~I now sit in darkness, in the cargo hold of Anakin's ship, locked away like a prisoner in a cell, wishing things would just go back to normal. As I meditate I find that the force no longer has the warmth and life that it used to. I could always sense all the other Jedi, their light and their lives, it was as if the force was humming to me, but now, now I find only darkness. It's as though all of the lights have been extinguished, all of the warmth has left me. There is now only a deep dark coldness that surrounds me. Not even Master Yoda is open to my senses; undoubtedly he has masked his presence with the force now that he has gone into hiding.
I feel alone, the one burning candle in a dark building, or the last shining star in a galaxy that has burned out. The pain overwhelms me. I know I should not mourn for those who have transformed into the force, but I feel their loss so deeply. It is quite different from dealing with the death of one person; it is the loss of everything I've ever known. Anakin was right, my way of life has been destroyed, and now all that remains is him. I only hope my love for him can sustain me in this darkness~
Anakin opens the door to the cargo hold and steps inside, using the force to close and lock it behind him. He then yanks Obi Wan up roughly by his arms and shakes him, glaring into his eyes, "What are you doing?! Meditating? Trying to call out to some remaining Jedi for help?! How dare you! You are mine now." He slaps him and slams him against the wall, holding him by the collar of his shirt.
Obi Wan shakes his head trying not to let his fear get the best of him, "No! I was only meditating; I wasn't calling out to anyone. There is no one to call out to Anakin, no one."
"So you were trying to call out to them then?!"
"No! Anakin please, I cannot sense them anymore. I was not trying to call out to them. I've given myself to you willingly; I do not intend to go back on that." He gazes into his eyes, hoping for some sign of compassion; Anakin's anger towards him frightened him more than anything else. He loved him so much; he couldn't bare the thought of being hated by him.
Anakin stares at him for a moment then loosens his grip on his collar, allowing him to relax a little, "Alright. I suppose I believe you." He pauses for a moment and gazes into his eyes, "I've come to ask you to do something for me Obi Wan."
Obi Wan gazes at him uncertainly for a moment and nods slowly, "Anything Anakin."
"You must become my apprentice, before we get to Coruscant. You must pledge yourself to me before we go before my master."
"What?" Obi Wan stares at him in confusion, "You want me to be your apprentice? But you're not a Sith Master yet, do you think Palpatine will allow it?"
Anakin tightens his grip on his collar for a moment then throws him roughly to the floor looking disgusted, "It doesn't matter if he approves Obi Wan! You are MINE now! You said it yourself! Now do as I say!"
Obi Wan stares up at him in disbelief, shaken by being tossed to the floor, "I.. I will. I'm sorry Anakin. I did not mean to question your judgment."
"Good, now get on your knees before me, and pledge yourself to me."
Obi Wan nods slowly and struggles up onto his knees, the task made more difficult by the fact that his hands are still bound. He bows his head to him and closes his eyes, submitting to him fully, "I pledge myself to your teachings my Master. I humbly commit myself to learning all that you have to offer me. From this day forth I shall be your apprentice and submit to your will without question."
Anakin nods in satisfaction and places his hand on Obi Wan's head, running his fingers through his soft hair and sighing slightly as he remembers the past and all that they have been through together, "I'm sorry I hurt you Obi Wan. I know there will be a great deal of pain in your life now that you've chosen to give yourself up to this, but I do not wish to be your tormentor."
Obi Wan opens his eyes and gazes up at him, shocked by this sudden tenderness, but not unpleasantly so. It gave him a great sense of relief, that Anakin might still love him, that they might still have something of what they'd shared before.
Anakin gazes into Obi Wan's eyes, seeing the flicker of hope and relief there. He lets out a soft sigh and moves to stroke his cheek, suddenly wanting to be much closer to him, to just feel something other than darkness, "I love you Obi Wan." He gently takes his hands and tugs him to his feet, using the force to unlock his binders, dropping them to the floor.
"You love me?" He trembles, feeling as though he might cry just in relief, "I love you too Anakin. I love you just as much now as I ever have, and I always will. Nothing can ever change that."
Anakin smiles for the first time since he became a Sith and slowly pulls Obi Wan into his arms, hugging him and gently pressing his lips to his, relieved when Obi Wan returns his kiss, he'd been so sure that he'd pull away or simply not respond at all. He presses deeper into the kiss, slipping his tongue into Obi Wan's mouth, getting lost in the warmth and the taste of him.
Obi Wan closes his eyes as Anakin deepens the kiss, taking him willingly into himself and slipping his arms around him, so relieved that he can hold him like this once again. He gasps softly as Anakin moves his hands to his chest, not breaking their kiss for even a moment as he begins to tug at his robes, undoing them and slipping them down over Obi Wan's shoulders, slowly moving his hands up to stroke the soft hair of his chest.
Obi Wan sucks softly at Anakin's tongue, opening his eyes now and very gently pulling away from the kiss, just gazing at him as their hands slip over the contours of each other's bodies, slowly undressing each other, teasing every bit of newly exposed skin until they stand with their naked bodies pressed against one another, their lips meeting once again.
Anakin slowly slips his hands down Obi Wan's body, finding his arousal and stroking him gently, pulling away from their kiss to trail his lips down Obi Wan's neck to his chest, holding him against himself and taking deep breaths between kisses, his own body becoming more and more desperate to feel Obi Wan around him again. He slowly tugs him down to the floor, pushing him down on his back and running his hands over his chest again, kissing him gently for a moment, then pulling away to gaze into his eyes, just holding him beneath him, "Is this what you want Obi Wan?" His breath catches in his throat as he awaits his reply. He didn't want to take him against his will. He wanted things to be the same as they had been before.
Obi Wan nods slowly, gazing deep into his eyes, "Yes Master. I love you, and I want you just as I always have."
Anakin breathes a sigh of relief and leans down to lavish his body with kisses again, exploring every inch of him, relishing this act as though it's the only happiness in his life. He slowly begins to stroke him again, bringing him to full arousal and slipping one finger inside of him, making him gasp as he presses it deeper and adds a second finger, gently moving them in and out of him, wanting to stretch him slowly. He soon slips in a third finger, stretching him even more. He had no means of lubrication, but he didn't want this to be more painful than necessary.
Obi Wan groans and lifts his hips, lost in the pleasure of this moment. It was as though the darkness had gone. The sense of loss no longer seemed to exist; there was only Anakin and he desperately wanted to feel him fully once again, "Oh Master, please, I'm ready, don't make me wait any longer."
Anakin nods slowly, and withdraws his fingers from him, grasping his hips to lift them up and pressing forward, his desperate arousal finding the tight entry to Obi Wan's body. He groans as he slips into him slowly pushing further until he's completely buried inside of his lover's welcoming body, holding him still and allowing him a moment to adjust.
Obi Wan shudders as Anakin is buried deep inside of him, filling him up completely, the pain and pleasure threatening to overwhelm his senses as Anakin pulls back and thrusts into him setting a rough but passionate rhythm. He groans each time his master presses into him, his muscles shaking as Anakin leans down and presses his lips to his, kissing him deeply as their bodies continue to collide.
Anakin pulls away from the kiss to gasp for air, panting as his thrusts grow more violent, working himself towards a finish. He slips one hand away from Obi Wan's hips to take hold of his arousal, stroking him in time with his own rhythm, feeling his body working towards climax as well.
Obi Wan shouts in pleasure as Anakin strokes him, amazed at the intensity of this act. He arches his back, pressing his chest up against Anakin and moaning as he feels their bodies meeting each other in a sudden powerful climax, gasping as their muscles contract in time with each other making it feel like they are one.
Anakin pants and collapses on top of him as their finish slowly comes to an end, kissing the soft skin he can reach as he fights to catch his breath. He soon reluctantly slips out of him and kisses him gently on the lips before lying down beside him on the cold floor and pulling him against his chest, "I love you."
"I love you too Master." Obi Wan presses further into his embrace, closing his eyes as a few tears slip down his cheeks, just wanting to be near him and be comforted by him.
Anakin holds him against his chest, softly rubbing his smooth skin and breathing in his scent, so glad that they still had this; he had thought it lost forever. Eventually he slowly drifts off to sleep, wishing that it was just the two of them in this universe. He didn't want to think about what he'd done, or the future, only this moment and what they felt for each other.
Obi Wan sighs softly as Anakin dozes off, gazing at him and slowly slipping into deep thought.
~He still loves me. I know that now, and that's all that matters. I will do anything for his love. He is my Master now, but truly he always has been. I never controlled him and he never looked at me as a superior. I was more like a brother to him, never a father figure or his Master, at least not in his eyes.
Now that I know the truth of his feelings, I feel at peace. I know what I must do, for the both of us. Together we will destroy Palpatine, not for some time I know, Anakin still looks at him as a friend and mentor, but in time he will see his true evil. I only hope that when he does, he will want to put a stop to it. If not, I fear that all may be lost~