| November 8, 2003 | I'm keeping my mouth shut tonight since writing in a Diary just seems to piss people off. I'm through dealing with shit. |
| November 6, 2003 |
So now I have to decide. Which path to take. Which shirt to choose. The Red or Blue. A hard decision it is. Help?! Please! Butterfly! |
| November 5, 2003 |
Whoooo deeee whoooopppiiiin whoooooo. Anyways. Today...whoo I felt like I slept all day...maybe I am still sleeping. Last night one of my friends and I pretending to get married, it was hilarious. It all started cuz he was whinning no one loved him...um yuh, for you girls: dun get married everytime you hear that line lolz! Anyways today whooo I want to eat some chips. We dun have any chips, sad....that's all for now!
Butterfly! |
| November 4, 2003 |
Whoo hooo still I am super confused....YES man I am sooooo confused. I like someone soooooo much and I
should not. I am soooo bored. This computer smells like poo! Yes I said poo. I am so confused for real. moooooooo this bites.
alrighty then... Butterfly |
| November 3, 2003 |
Confusing times just make you more, confused. I think I like someone I shouldn't. Like out of no where it just happened. And I feel terrible because everything else is so confusing too. You could say I already have a guy. And yuh everything is cool with him. But now I like some one else. And If I'm not attached to the first dude, is it okay to still like the second? Am I confusing you? I am confusing me. Completely. I like this first person so much, and yet the same time want a lot to like this secone person. Dun think too hard like me though, it hurts.
Which is the right path? Confused Butterfly |
| November 1, 2003 |
Life totally bites! As if anything else could go wrong. I really dislike boys today di. Need to get a sign posted on my forhead that says "Not Interested" so some people could get the idea. I don't like anyone. I dun want to date. And I dun need someone attached to my hip! You know what would be cool? If you could go on dates without actually dating a being bf/gf. Like you could go on dates ot see what you liked. I guess I wanna be free to flirt with whomever I want. You know?? I have a feeling tonight is gonna suck bigtime, I'll let you know how it goes. Keep your fingers crossed for me please!
The Weirdo Natty |
| August 18th, 2003 |
I dun know who I am. I wish there was a way to look back at me as I go along and see who I am. It's like if I change just a little bit for five seconds everyone spazes. Even I dun know who I am and I hate living for everyone else. "That's what people do, they stay alive for eachother" I dunno. I wish I could figure out who I am, who I'm supposed to know and hang out with. The school year is starting and everything is changing. People I haven't seen all summer I am now and the ones I did I really am growing apart from, but I like all the changes. But I dun know what to do.
The one that used to be ME! |
| August 11th, 2003 |
I got The Emporers New CLothes today in the mail
I don't understand why no one has heard of it.
I've been to the video store in town and a video store in Monti and they thought i was crazy when
I asked for this movie. It was made in 2002
surely someone heard of it. Then it might have been
a bad movie. You see I saw it once at Kmart and
once at target ever. Then never again. I looked
for it everywhere. I looked on Ebay and there
were only 2 copies and i waited and waited until
finally i found a good priced one-I only saw 4 ever on Ebay. So I got it! It is the best movie.
It's about Napolean's secret escape from Exile.
And how he switched with someone else who dies...etc
It's got Ian Holms and is really good. I'm sorta mad you can't find it anywhere but heck I got one!
Squeels GHOSTBUSTER! |
| August 11th, 2003 |
So I had this horrible nightmare last night.
first off i was at my work when i saw Brian
Sites so he asked me to sit at his table with
him and as soon as i cam out to i saw my
grandma. She died when i was in 9th grade.
so i was like NO! you're supposed to be
dead. and she was all. It is wonderful you can
get documents saying you are dead and not
really be dead at all. and then she said this
neclace (around her neck) is from you falling
in the elavator last month. According to this
(holds up paper) you're dead too. And I
screamed so hard i almost felt it, but i was
dreaming and when i woke up i was so cold and
sweating and i was shaking really bad. Bad dreams
suck! But I still love all of you!
and I'm alive hehehe Zippy |
| August 9th, 2003 | You know the moment you realize someone isn't who you thought they were. Does it hurt? perhaps they just changerd. Everyone changes. What if you don't like what they've become. Who've they become. What if it's not them at all. Do you tell them? Or do you let them be. I guess it's hard you know, to finally realize what someone is like. I'm Sorry, what a waste of an entry. |
| August 1st, 2003 |
YEAH! The Exciting Release of my not exciting
website. I am so lost on things to
add. You should tell me what else to put in
my site. JK. Wow, so now you get to see
me! On my site. Not really at all. Unless
you count photos, and I'm not making
sense, so I am gonna go read. Yes I read...
That's so sad. Yes very uh huh lalalala
I LOVE YOU ALWAYS ~***Butterfly**~ |
| July 30th, 2003 |
Can you imagine I actually said something two
days in a row? I am so excited. I added
a few things to the site and pretty soon
Here I will be presenting it to everyone!
I am so excited. I took senior pictures yesterday, can't wait to see how they turn
out! I hung out with my friends the night
before we saw Pirates of The Carribean, that
is such a cool movie. Did you notice that all the main good people had dark brown eyes? Then the bad pirate guy had blue. Wow, I have nothing to say so bbye!
I LOVE YOU ALWAYS ~***Butterfly**~ |
| July 29th, 2003 |
It's been awhile, yet again, beginning to
miss my old SEARs commercial but I live.
Been hanging with buds lately a lot.
Not too much to say really, I just got
my senior pics done, it's so hard to believe
I am gonna be this old. Out of highschool!
Um, I haven't changed much, still doofy
and weird. I got a nasty burn from some
grease at work! hehe. Well ummmm, trying
to get y site done asap so I can get it
back up. I love yogurt!
I'm outtie I guess, bbye I LOVE YOU! ~***Butterfly**~ |
| July 9th, 2003 |
HAHAHA! wowz, haven't been online here in
awhile. Really strange, I have been working
hard on this new site. Still sad cuz you
wun be able to see it for awhile! Lolz,
well let's see, I was busy a lot the first
month of this summer. Then this month I
was not busy a lot and hung out online a
lot. Now I'm back to being busy so you
won't hear from me for awhile! I'll be
hiding and working on my book and my website, just learning iframes so that rocks! Lolz,
well I gotsta go... lots ta do! ~***Pudge***~ |
| May 23, 2003 |
I hate my old diary so I'm trying something new
but I don't think it will work very well so be
patient I guess. I'm making a fun online play-
ground, it sounds strange but I think it will
be pretty awesome if all goes well. Crazy well
I don't really have a whole lot of anything to
say I usually do- Lip-a-Lot! lolz. Crazy- yuh
Until later days! ~***Zippy***~ |
In the words of good old JO: GO HOME!
