Why...?
New why's are at the bottom in a different color.
Why am I so jealous of everything? Why am I such a loser? Why do I cry so often? Why do I feel sad more than I should? Do I just want to feel sad? Why am I not interested in anything? Why do I rely on other people for happiness so much? Why are other people not able to make me happy? Why is it that the one thing I really want I can't have? Why is it that anything I want I have no control over? Why is it that even when I do have control over something I want, I am not strong enough to go after it? Why am I so shy? Why am I boring? Why isn't anyone perfect? Why would I be even more depressed if perfect people existed? Why am I scared of everything? Why am I not outgoing? Why do I blush? Why don't I have self control? Why am I hungry all the time, even if I just ate? Why aren't more people silly? Why do I say things I know I will regret? Why are people mean for no reason? Why do people get revenge? Why am I so weak? Why is my left foot cold but not my right foot? Why am I so messy? Why am I nice to everyone except my brother? Why can't I sing? Why don't I have patience? Why don't I have friends? Why can't I cook? Why am I not good in English? Why don't I understand history, government, or economics? Why am I lazy? Why am I not able to change anyone? Why don't people change? Why do I get porn mail all the time? Why doesn't anyone e-mail me anything other than chain letters? Why don't I have anyone to send a letter to? Why do I expect people to care? Why don't I expect people to care? Why am I not getting a reply from Stevens? Why do I love myself even though I am always so diappointed in myself? Why am I afraid of getting hurt? Why am I so optimistic about some things but not others? Why do I almost never study but get good grades? Why am I so different? Why am I just like everyone else? Why am I so blah? Why do people blame stuff on the weather? Why am I so boring on the phone? Why does Nick like me? When is he going to get sick of me? Why do I like to be bored? Why the hell am I typing this? Will I have to wear make up someday? Why do I have a big mouth? Why don't people's spacebars work? Why did I used to hate it when people spelled everything out, but now I hate when people write things like "u" and "r" and "2"? Why do online guys think I'm cute but not real guys? Why can I memorize the music to play on the piano but I can't play it with emotion so it sounds like crap anyway, and there's no point of me learning it anyway? Why can't Nick live near me? Would we have broken up by now if he did? Why am I not good at any sport? Why can't I ever let go when I should? Why don't people stay in their boxes? Why are some people so stupid? Why do people cheat? Why do people lie to someone who doesn't deserve it? Why do people use people? Why are relationships pointless? Why do guys fall in love with everyone they can stand to go out with for more than a month? Why do people waste their time hating someone? Why do I hurt? Why does it hurt so much to break up with someone? Why is it always a bad idea to hook up with an ex? Why can't feelings just be ignored? Why do feelings make you do stupid things? Why is life so unfair? Why do people like wrestling? Why have I never been taken out on a real first date? Why is it that no matter how much you want someone, there is absolutely nothing you can do about it just because the other person doesn't care? Why bother? What is love? Why am I a ditz? Why do things go unanswered? Why do I have mood swings? Why am I so easily amused? Why is yawning contagious? Why can't I please my boyfriend? Why don't I understand poetry?
What happened between us? Why do I get taken for granted? Why have I still never been taken out? Why must he be perfect for me? Why don't I have a chance with him?
Why is he gay?!?
HAD ENOUGH?
