Helpless

Why does it feel like its me agenst the world?

why does it feel like I'm nothing more then a bug gettin squashed under someones shoe?

why does it feel like I have no where to go

or no one to turn to?

what happned to me?

where did I go?

where did you go?

you made me so happy

life was so easy with you around

crazy

insane

crisis

I want out of here

I dont want every one,

to think that I'm lieing

when I've never been so honest in my life

I want people to be there

and susport me

when i feel like theres a wall there that i cant get up and over

and every ones watching

and laughing

HAHAHA THE FAT GIRL CANT GET OVER IT!

they say

Its people like that

that make me feel helpless

no one to turn to

no one for help

the one person that I thought would always be there for me

after the homies

after the boyfriends

after the objects

after everything else

is the one that hurts me the most

I feel so helpless