December 2, 2003-------- Some things in my life are going okay and some other things aren't. Matt and I have been living at my parents house since August and we are just going nuts here. Not so much me as him because he's an only child and is not used to that. But we are trying to make the best of it and keep thinking, we will have our own house someday. Right now we're just saving money to pay off our Hawaii wedding and some bills. I'm thinking after Christmas we will be looking for somewhere else to live because it seems like we have fought more living here than we ever have fought. I just hope we will be able to make it on our own again. The money situation is really stressing me out. No one understands how we have so many bills living with my parents but no one sees what my bugdet is either. Matt made a lot of mistakes when he was 18 and we are paying for them now. It is going to take many more years to clear his debt but I will do it. I just wish I had more support sometimes and wish my mother wouldn't fight with me about stupid things that aren't worth fighting about. It's the holidays and people should be there for each other and be thankful for what they do have. I have had many friends over the years loose their life and their familes are missing them like crazy. Instead of fighting about money or opinions on things or even petty things, be thankful that u have ur loved ones near you. People take life for granted, I'm going to try not to from now on. Spend time with the people you love....
