~I
LOVE YOU SO MUCH~
I love you
so much it hurts my heart
This I said,
thinking we'd never part.
Not so soon
anyway,
Just to meet
again another day.
Mama, you
are the best mother there will ever be,
That's why
God chose you especially for me.
Please be
strong for Dawson and Dave,
Tell little
brother I love him and he best behave.
Tell Granny
her tooter bug is doing just fine,
I'm dancing
and singing all the time.
Tell Granddaddy
to keep looking for that brightest star,
He knows that's
me shining from afar.
Tell Scotty
my work here is never done,
I'm laughing,
playing, and having so much fun.
Tell Brian
I am so busy here,
Chasing little
girls from far and near.
Tell Josh
to keep me close to his heart,
For in my
life there, he played such a big part.
Tell Dave
thanks for being such a good daddy to me,
I know it
was cut short, but it was just meant to be.
Tell my family
and friends to go on with their life,
For I'm in
a place where there's no pain or strife.
Don't questioned
why this happened to me,
It's in God's
plan, one day you'll see.
I know you
miss me but please try to smile,
Don't think
of me gone forever, but just for awhile.
And always
remember...
I love you
so much, but now it doesn't hurt my heart,
For now I'm
in Heaven and I've made a new start.
This is a picture
of me and my mama, Amy who I love very much.
My mama is
so pretty, isn't she?
I am 5 years
old in this picture.
~OH
LORD~
Oh, Lord, How
I Love Lee!
He was the
first son I carried inside of me.
I have loved
him like no other,
Because I
was a good mother.
Oh Lord, please
listen to me
This has brought
much sadness to me.
How do I live
without my "little Lee"
When he was
such a big part of me?
Oh Lord, please
guide me and watch over me
Because someday
Lee will be waiting for me.
Until that
day comes, will You hold him tight
And keep him
real warm at night.
The reason
I ask this of You
Is because
he is with You.
Oh Lord, give
me the strength to live on
Even though
Lee has gone, because now
I have Dawson
and Dave, they need me to
Be strong
to show them the way to Lee someday.
Oh Lord, when
You see his cotton colored hair and
Big blue eyes
that stare
Be sure and
remind him that I still care.
I will live
the rest of my days and nights
Wondering
why I can't hold him at night.
Oh Lord, until
that day, will You please
Love him and
squeeze him for me?
Remember he
is still a part of me.
Mama loves
you Lee, and that,
You will see
for eternity.
This is me
and Granny Mae on Christmas Day 1998.
Me and Granny
Mae were a team.
We love each
other very much.
Here I am
with Granddaddy.
He was
teaching me how to shave.
No, I really
didn't have whiskers.
~GRANDDADDY'S
AND LITTLE BOYS~
I wish for
the things that granddaddy's and little boys do.
Like building
a fire and talking under skies of blue.
Like sharing
our first ice cream cone,
And hoping
it's you on the phone.
I wish I could
show you how fast you can run,
And shooting
basketball, "Granddaddy, it's your turn."
Like pushing
your swing, oh so high,
You thought
your toes would touch the sky.
The laughs,
the joy, the fun, I felt our life had just begun.
The pictures
are still very clear, my heart knows that you are near
Smiling through
my tears, I remember the six years.
I know you
are watching over me, and I am as proud as can be.
Lee, you filled
my heart with so much love,
Now you look
down on me from above.
I ask, "Why
did you leave so soon,
Is that your
pace in the moon?"
Why God took
you, I will never know
Doesn't he
care, I needed you so.
Sometimes
I still feel you near,
I talk to
you, "Do you hear?"
It broke my
heart to lose you,
But part of
me went too.
Just know
you didn't go alone,
The day God
called you home.
I guess this
time, my hopes was not of God's plan
But I will
see you again soon, my little man.
Together again,
buddies, me and you,
And we'll
do all the things that
Granddaddy's
and little boys do.
This is me
with my best buddy in the whole wide world,
Josh Landrith.
This was the last time that we got to play
together.
As you can see we were having a real good time
playing in
the mud. I know, I know but it does wash off.
~DEDICATED
TO LEE MORRIS~
Our last day
playing together
It's a day
I will remember forever
We always
had so much fun
Playing Leg's
our work was never done.
I'll remember
the good times forever in my heart
You'll always
be here with me, we'll never be apart.
It makes me
sad that I can't play you anymore
But I know
I'll see you in Heaven and we'll play some more.
We use to
cry for each other when you had to leave
We had an
unbreakable bond that no one else could see.
You will live
in my heart today and every day
If you listen
quietly, you may even hear me pray.
Every one
tells me that you are happy in Heaven
But it's hard
for me to imagine, I'm only seven.
People say
you're my angel now and you will guide me
Just help
me get to Heaven so I can see you again, Lee
Don't you
worry about Dawson, I will take care of him
I'll be his
big brother and his new best friend
I miss you
and love you more than you'll ever know
If I had known
it was our last day together,
I wouldn't
have let you go.
REMEMBERING
YOU ALWAYS,
YOUR BEST
BUDDY,
JOSH
Ok so this
is not such a good picture but I wanted you to see it anyway. This
is me, my mama Amy and my step dad Dave. We
had been working
hard in the yard and decided to take a brake.
This is me
on my motorcycle, my favorite toy.
My second favorite
thing to do is swim. Granny Mae always said
that I could
swim like a fish, makes you stop and think doesn't it.
I learned
how to swim in Aunt Wanda's swimming pool.
Sometimes
even when the water was too cold for anyone else I would stay in it and
then my hands and feet would all shrivel up. What can I say I am
a kid and you know how kids are.
I am just relaxing
and taking in the sun after a hard day at play.
It's
great to be a kid.
This is a picture
of me and Uncle Brian's dog, Duke. Don't tell
anyone but
this is Duke's swimming pool. Uncle Brian had to
buy Duke a
pool because he is not suppose to get hot. Nice of
him to share
it with me don't you think!
I hope that
you will stay awhile longer and visit my next picture
page because
I want you to meet my new brother, Dawson and
my Uncles
Brain and Scott. To get there all you have to do is
click on the
next button on the bottom of the page.
~I
WILL REMEMBER YOU~
~Sarah McLachlan~