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see all those people on the ground
wasting time
i try to hold it all inside
but just for tonight
the top of the world
sitting here wishing
the things I've become
that something is missing
maybe I...
but what do I know

and now it seems that i have found
nothing at all
I want to hear your voice out loud
slow it down
without it all
I'm choking on nothing
it's clear in my head
and I'm screaming for something
knowing nothing is better than knowing at all

ON MY OWN

8/11
Either its been a really long time or I got one of these dates wrong. Hmmmm.
But who knows, its been THE BUSIEST SUMMER EVA!!! First Israel for 3 weeks (the highlight of my summer). I dont have many pictures and none on the comp but it was amazing. I cant believe how much I missed it. Its where I really feel at home, you know. Spent time with family (o so much family !!!) and a lot of time with friends (o so much party !!!) hehe. They live the night life. I miss it sooooooo much. *tear* Time to move on, then there was three weeks of CITing at this day camp (zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz), it was mostly boring but the couselors and some of the kids and the other CITs were really cool. Not much to say bout that. And I just got back from a week long backpacking trip in Yosemite, gone for a week but only backpacked 6 days, spent one day in the backpackers camp. It was fun, but it was REALLY HARD. We (my family minus mom with another family) did get in fifty-odd miles though, and the backpacks were really heavy. Maybe now I'll be able to run a lil more. Dammit Jen.

6/16
Me bored. So I shall write. Weird word. Shall. Shall I? I shall.
So anyways, whats been going on with me?
I just got back from Israel (went for 3 weeks - much fun). Now im a CIT at this camp. Much boring. But it can be ok. You know how it goes. Cant wait to get a break & go to Elise's party this weekend.

6/11
Ok so Im sure this is going to be the emptiest page cuz I have absolutely nothing to say. But then again I might ramble on and on just to contradict myself. Hmmmmm...