..Mare Of The Golden Hearts..
Mare Of The Golden Hearts..
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We used to ride, a year ago,
Though the trees and on top of hills we would go.
She romped and played in our lush, green pasture,
Now she can play in God’s green acres.
In shows it seems, that when I sit back and dream,
Of when we were together.
Why couldn’t it last forever?
Missy, you were a wondrous dare,
you were destined to become a champion mare.
I never got there, but you showed me how,
to be with you somehow.
Having Missy go, not feeling her mane,
Is a type of heartache that I cannot name.
Forever Missy, I can see,
you running on great green grasses, forever be.
Watching the shows we did together,
Makes it hard to think,
we were going to be here forever.
Forever Missy, mend my heart,
you are my mare with a little gold heart.
I had a dream that we were together,
we were alone.
The dream ended,
I woke up,
I honestly thought you were home.
I was ready to get out of bed,
And start the day thinking,
You were still here.
Forever Missy, live on in my heart.
Nothing can ever be like you,
Please don’t forget me,
I won’t ever do.
Please forgive me,
For not helping you,
When I knew what was wrong with you..
Please forgive me,
Of all the things I have done.
But remember, you had always won,
Many hearts upon the lives you helped.
Photos may fade into gray,
But love remains the same shade.
I don’t think there is anything to do,
But sit and wish I were still with you.
Forever Missy, Shall you be,
Running on grasses forever be.
Missy you were..
My life…
My dreams…
My happiness…
My soul…
My Heart…
And My Love…
God Please Take Care Of My baby,
For My World Has Suddenly enslaved me..
I had thought how my life would be without her,
Now that I am living it,
I don’t want to think of it for sure…
I wish she could have stayed with me until we were old,
When we had grown up, and shown how life can be so bold.
But Without her, its left me in this cold and unruly world…
Missy we were supposed to grow up together,
But God had summoned you it was time to leave,
You were in pain…
I wish I could have helped you that night…
I wish that I had trusted my mind…
I wish I had spoken up, and said,
“Please Get the Trailer Hooked Up,
We have to go to Gainesville”
Missy the pain is unbearable,
Its making my thinking so miserable…
I can’t think,
I can’t remember anything I tried,
Why can’t I have,
You back? That way
We could start all over,
And avoid the things that happened…
As I Ask Every Night,
To Forgive Me For Not Helping Her
When I knew She Was Sick For Sure…
Please Jesus, Help Me,
I Have Lost Myself In Thoughts And Criticism.
I can’t get over loosing her for my stupidity…
She was my love for life…
For Her loss,
I feel as if I have lost everything…
Lord, This Year was no success for me,
Nor a new beginning as most people said…
What did I do to deserve to suffer her loss…
Why was it me?
She didn’t deserve to leave…
Now I wish to be with her..
People Tell Me to Move On,
But I can’t find a way,
To dig myself out of this never ending dream…
My Dearest Missy,
I’m So Sorry,
For Not Making My Promise A Reality..
That Last Night That I Saw You,
Was The Best In My Life!
I have never felt so close to you as I did that night..
Trying to feed you that hot bran mash to make you better,
Aand you tried to eat, but I didn’t know..
Maybe you knew,
Maybe you knew that it was time,
Of all those times you hid your pain for me,
Maybe it was that time, that it wore down on you..
I Didn’t know,
That You Were Going To Die..
Why Didn’t I Trust My Mind?
My Promises To Her,
To Make Her Better,
But Now I Know,
That is she better now,
Dancing on feet of gold,
Racing in pastures with her mother and
Famous fathers..
But I know when I die,
I’ll be with her forever..
Missy, I want you to know,
I Think Of You Everyday,
But Everyday,
Seems To Pound On Me More..
I’ve lost all hope,
I don’t know what to do,
All I can say,
Is that I want to be with you..
I don’t care what people think,
When I tell the little stories of us,
And their opinions to think they could have done better,
Its wrong to listen to their thoughts..
They should go what I’m going through,
And maybe they will understand my ways..
I Wish You were here,
So My life could still be the same,
I hate change,
But I guess that’s it for the range…
I Miss her With All My Heart,
When I look at her old pictures,
Stories that fade colors,
Ribbons that collect dust,
Brings back a flood of thoughts,
A mix of happy,
And sad…
And that single trophy…
It will always shine like your eyes did..
Whenever I sleep,
And dream about you,
I always wake up,
Feeling so blue..
Sometimes I wish,
That I can retrace my steps,
And avoid the errors,
And maybe,
You would still be with me…
So I Then Call Her,
The Mare Of The Golden Hearts…
